[Court Tactics] Palace Heart of Phoenix Jue

Although I have been cheering myself up in my heart, as a 21st century house girl, I really haven't experienced any big battles, if the college entrance examination counts.Trying to adapt myself to this era is just because I understand my situation.Sure enough, I am still a college student who has never experienced big storms. I just tense my nerves to try to calm down. After thinking about everything until now, I should say that my psychological quality is still barely qualified.

Traveling inexplicably, coming to this strange dynasty, adapting everything from the beginning, being forced to accept everything from the original owner, trying hard to just want to live, but even this kind of wanting to live has become a kind of thing that needs to be worried all the time. I can curl myself into a ball, hide in the shadow of the corner, and analyze various situations over and over again to prevent myself from continuing to think about other things and collapse.

Tired, so tired, why is it just me? Traveling may be popular in the eyes of others, giving full play to its advantages and charm, but in my opinion, it is a alien who is incompatible with the whole world. I try to be in tune with the people around me, just to make myself It's not that abrupt, but both concepts and habits are quite different.

I just want to be independent in thought and keep my original self instead of acting out of tune with the whole world.Perhaps this itself is too trendy and avant-garde to be tolerated in the world.I don't even dare to refute loudly, I am not Sima Liruo at all.Disgusted with the established male superiority and inferiority in this world, disgusted with the fact that this world takes girls for granted, disgusted with the three wives and four concubines in ancient times, and disgusted that a man can be unfaithful to his wife.

I can't ignore that I'm still a modern person at heart, not an ancient person.

Even the malaise brought about by depression, I still can't ignore my current situation. In fact, I myself can't figure out why I want to live so strongly in the end, just live.I want to live probably because I want to die in modern times, because there are no worries here.

If I die, what will Gu Nian do?These days, what I think about is not my parents and relatives, but Gu Nian who is still lying there half dead.Even though the doctor has concluded that he may never wake up in this life, I still insist on helping him move his joints whenever I have time, and talk to him over and over again.The roommates all said that after graduation, there are three failures, lovelorn, unemployed, out of school, and go their separate ways.Fangfo concluded that we did not have a good ending because of the pressure at home.

The year when I was about to graduate in my senior year was also before I crossed, I often stayed up late to play games, and I also exiled myself and let myself be decadent. At that time, I really wanted to die in despair. After three years of persistence, there was still no result in despair.Thinking about him, I probably won't be able to wake up.

I used to selfishly want to escape, to forget Gu Nian, everything about him.But no matter how hard I try, I still have a deep memory and cannot erase it.I want to pretend that I am a normal person and continue to live a carefree life, playing games and chatting online.But memory is like an addiction that I can't quit, like a swamp, the more I struggle, the deeper I sink.Like a shadow mixed into my life, everywhere, like a shadow.

Unable to bear this kind of continuous torture, I ended up on Thursday night one week before Christmas. I still remember that it was still raining that day. Shout out, stop pestering me, get out of my life, my parents won't allow me to continue dating with a vegetable.Even then, my mind is still terribly calm, and I can analyze countless reasons to let myself get rid of my thoughts, but.I just can't do it,

Everyone in this world can give up caring, but I can't.Gu Nian, maybe the only medicine that can stop me from going crazy.

Accompanied by the sound of rattling iron chains, the oily and muddy face with a thin chin was enlarged in front of me, which really startled me and interrupted my wild thoughts.

What does this madman want to do?The lunatic stretched out his skinny hand and stretched it straight in front of me. I was so frightened that I froze all over and dared not move.The rough and callused hand just scratched my cheeks, glanced at my neck, the lunatic withdrew his hand, looked at the drops of water on his hand, put it in his mouth and yelled crazily: "Bitter, salty, Unpalatable."

Tears are indeed bitter, and if they can be wiped away, how can the bitterness in my heart be wiped away.The jailer brought food again, and this time I divided half of the food into the madman's bowl, emphasizing: "I have already given you half of the food, and the food in your bowl is enough, if you steal mine again, I will turn my face .”

The lunatic seemed to really understand what I said, so he didn't come to grab it again. He glanced at the jade pendant around my neck again from the corner of his eye, and then quietly ate his own.I have also heard that some people go crazy when they are sick.Sometimes he is as awake as a normal person.Maybe this madman is the same way?

I squatted in the corner, thinking about the details while eating the tasteless food in the bowl.

Leaving aside whether Concubine Yu really poisoned her for the sake of favor, the emperor probably felt that it was too weird and asked for a thorough investigation.After all, no matter how vicious the mother was, how could she go so far as to kill her own daughter?If you want to poison, everyone will first think of going through the imperial pharmacy. If you want to put this pot of shit on Concubine Yu's head, it is inevitable that the Penglai Palace will need an inner ghost to complete the entire layout.The new court ladies who have no background and are eager for promotion will inevitably be the first to be recruited and become cannon fodder.And there are not many people who can put the medicine bag in my room without anyone noticing, so the scope is narrowed down.

Unfortunately, the biggest problem is that I can't get out of this cell, and I can't prove myself if I can't investigate and collect evidence.

Who knew that even more shocking news came out the next day that Princess An Ran was not born of Concubine Yu, but a dead maidservant in Penglai Palace.Now even those who were originally skeptical began to suspect that Concubine Yu was taking personal revenge, and by the way, she used the imperial daughter's long-term illness and weakness to attract the emperor's attention and achieve the purpose of securing favor.

Everyone knows that concubines are most jealous of their maids stepping on their position, let alone pregnant with dragon species. Of course, it is another matter to take the initiative to use maids to do it because of competition for favor.If the emperor gave the position, the child was usually raised by a high-ranking concubine, not the biological mother.If the emperor forgot such a person, it would be easier to deal with it at will.

A bigger storm is coming, if it is true.Even if it wasn't Concubine Yu who poisoned her, she might not be able to get rid of the crime of abuse of lynching and so on.

And the Department of Punishment can clearly feel the oppressive atmosphere.Xiao Congyi, the chief of Wang Zhang's subordinates, intends to use torture to extract confessions from today and also get all the suspects to confess.

Of course I was among the suspects.When the jailer was about to take me out of the cell roughly, the madman suddenly yelled like crazy.The jailer yelled impatiently: "Shut up, lunatic, if you hadn't seen you go crazy, and your superiors told you to save your life to catch the remnants of the Sima family, you would have died long ago."

The lunatic rushed over regardless and knocked me to the ground. I only felt something in my arms, and I heard the lunatic whisper in my ear, "Miss Sima."

Before she could finish speaking, I was forcibly taken away by the jailer.

The author has something to say:

When I was in junior high school, a classmate had a car accident, and now I don’t know what happened.I only know that when the classmates in the class went to see her, they seemed to move a little when they talked to her. As long as they don't give up, there is always hope.

Give gifts to NPCs and reach a certain level of favorability, and you can take back the gifts.A nanny like Shangshi was originally indispensable in the pie battle, but with the emergence of the marriage and sworn system, it is not as good as a husband and wife, and the sisters' skills are smooth.However, the recovery medicine made by the nanny-Buddha Jumps Over the Wall and Rejuvenation Water are super good.Later, with the opening of the Lost City, many people chose samurai in order to fight monsters and spend flowers to increase the intimacy of their husbands and wives and sisters.