not lonely

Near noon, Liao Tongxun appeared with a ten-thousand-year iceberg face. He pushed the door open and entered without knocking.

At that time, Zhong Qianyi was getting up to go to the toilet with Du Mingcan's support, and only Gu Zeyang was left in the room with his head bowed and playing with his mobile phone.Liao Tongxun was taken aback when he entered the door, then he exited the door again to look at the number of the ward beside him, and after confirming that he had gone to the wrong room, he raised his head with an unkind expression,

"Who are you?"

Seeing him tugging, Gu Zeyang ignored him. Zhong Qianyi, who just happened to settle the important matter, was pushed out in a wheelchair comfortably, and saw Liao Tongxun wave his hand.

"Tong Xun, you are here."

Liao Tongxun glanced at Du Mingcan, then turned his gaze to his brother, and did not move. "Well, I'll bring you something to eat."

"The successor is here, Mingcan, you can go away at ease~" Zhong Qianyi turned to Du Mingcan, "Zeyang just returned to China, you can take him for a stroll, don't waste time staying here."

"It's okay, Brother Xiao Yi, I'm not hungry yet." Zeyang glanced at Du Mingcan, grinned and said, but suddenly slapped his head and frowned, "It's broken!"

"What's wrong?" Du Mingcan asked.

"Brother Xiaoyi, I...I have something to do, so I'm leaving first." Zeyang got up and scratched his head apologetically, and ran out of the ward quickly, ignoring the unclear expressions of several people.

Du Mingcan inadvertently frowned, his old friend was always reckless, this time he left in such a hurry, what happened?

Zhong Qianyi saw his worry, and kicked him with the leg that could still move, "Go and see, the National People's Congress came all the way to look for you, thought you were injured, so rushed over immediately, just got off the plane to accompany you You stayed here all morning, didn't sleep, didn't eat, it's not very reliable for you to let people go like this."

Du Mingcan hesitated, "But you haven't eaten lunch yet..."

Before Zhong Qianyi could speak, Liao Tongxun interrupted him expressionlessly, "My brother has me."

When Du Mingcan heard this, he became even more unhappy, but Zeyang was indeed a little worried.After much deliberation, I decided to go to Zeyang to have a look.After all, he hasn't come back for a long time. He flew a long distance at the moment, and before he finished speaking, he disappeared without saying hello for no reason. Could it be that his Master Tang Seng was captured by a monster?

Let's go and have a look.he thinks.

"Xiaoyi, I'll be back as soon as I go. Soon, my aunt will come to deliver food. They are all your favorite dishes. Liao Tongxun's takeaway is high in salt, sugar and MSG. You should eat less. Take a nap in the afternoon and wake up." I'll be right back. Okay?"

Zhong Qianyi comforted the furious Liao Tongxun who was run over by "high salt, high sugar and high monosodium glutamate", while nodding his head in agreement with Du Mingcan, which made him reluctantly leave the ward.

In fact, Gu Zeyang just thought of it suddenly, because he was too anxious just now, he went to the hospital gate to pay the money and rushed to the inpatient building, but the luggage was left in the trunk of the taxi and he forgot to pick it up.Now he rushed out in a hurry, hoping that the driver could wait for him like an angel, or even put his luggage aside, or even call the police and send him to the police station.

But when he went out, there was nothing as expected.

Several hours have passed, it would be a ghost if people could really wait for him in place.He was so miserable on the first day back home that he had nothing.

But what was more miserable than having nothing was that he seemed to have discovered something that he didn't want to admit but had to admit.During this short conversation of a few hours, he knew that the Du Mingcan in front of him was obviously the warm Du Mingcan he was familiar with, with shining eyes when he smiled, like a half-grown boy.But in his heart, he was no longer the Du Mingcan who was willing to leave his warm smile and childishness to Gu Zeyang's treasure.

He had that person, so Gu Zeyang not only lost everything, but also lost his most precious thing over the years.

Thinking of this, he sat down on the steps in front of the hospital in frustration, scratched his hair helplessly, buried his head between his legs, and watched the people coming and going in the hospital.

When Du Mingcan went out, he saw the thin and lonely him sitting in front of the crowded hospital, staring at the corner of this city that was more like a "foreign land" to him, feeling sad for no reason.He turned around and bought two cans of coffee from the vending machine next to him, and walked over to sit next to that person.

"Why are you sitting here?" He turned on the coffee and asked Gu Zeyang, "Going away in such a hurry, what happened?"

"You just watched me leave in a hurry, you didn't watch me come in a hurry." Gu Zeyang smiled and opened the coffee in his hand.

"Sorry... I didn't make it clear on the phone..."

"It's okay, it's me, I shouldn't have come here uninvited, and I didn't consider whether you are...inconvenient..." Gu Zeyang lowered his head, trying his best to conceal his red eyes and trembling voice.

"Zeyang...I..." Du Mingcan felt a little embarrassed, "Actually, I wanted to tell you earlier. But... I don't know how to say it..."

"Don't fucking mother-in-law, I'm hungry, please take me to dinner." Gu Zeyang suddenly got up and walked forward quickly, throwing Du Mingcan who was still in place by a large distance.Du Mingcan was stunned for a few seconds and immediately got up to catch up.

Without saying where to go, Gu Zeyang walked quickly by himself, Du Mingcan speeded up, and he also speeded up, always leaving him behind, as if angry, refusing to walk side by side.

Du Mingcan was a little anxious, so he took two quick steps and quickly grabbed Gu Zeyang's hand, grabbing him in front of him, only to find that the mottled face on his deeply drooping face was already full of tears.

"Ze...Zeyang..."

"Is it him?" Gu Zeyang asked with a trembling voice, "You once said that you gave yourself five years to wait for someone. Was it him you were waiting for?"

Du Mingcan frowned and did not speak.

"It's him, right?"

Du Mingcan nodded slowly.

Then, Gu Zeyang smiled, with tears in his eyes, his eyes were empty.

"Why do I want to go back to China? I ran back secretly behind my mother's back. Because I miss you, Mingcan, I miss you so much, Mingcan...but why should I be so self-righteous...I thought you would miss you too I... think about the days we lived together...but...but..."

Gu Zeyang wiped his tears with his hands and continued.

"Why did I come here, and I tried to give you a surprise, thinking you would be happy. Why did I mess myself up, I lost my luggage, I had nowhere to go, and you were lost too, with no trace to be found..."

Du Mingcan was heartbroken by his words that he had nowhere to go, no trace to find, so he hugged him and patted him gently, but he didn't know how to comfort him.

The reality is that any consolation seems too hypocritical.

Reality hurts, and false concealment hurts even more.

Du Mingcan took Gu Zeyang to dinner, and while he was washing his face, he called Zhong Qianyi and told him that Gu Zeyang lost his luggage and was homeless, and said that he would buy some temporary things for him. I can't go back for a while.Zhong Qianyi asked him to take Zeyang to buy some replacement clothes, shoes and daily necessities, and take him home to live.

Zhong Qianyi in the ward hung up the phone a little bit angrily.I don't know if his legs became lame and his head became brighter. Zhong Qianyi, who used to have a long reflex arc and could go around the city three times, suddenly felt that the relationship between Du Mingcan and Gu Zeyang was not as simple as it appeared on the surface.

Maybe Gu Zeyang was too tight on Zhong Du Mingcan's move?Maybe it was the inadvertent eye contact between the two when they were talking?Probably because of the level of concern for Du Mingcan's incomparable details?Probably Du Mingcan's deep and hoarse voice on the phone?In short, too much information that should not be included in his reflex arc, but at this moment, all of them get to the point inexplicably.

So he didn't bother to move his chopsticks, so Liao Tongxun took the lunch box away.

"Just eat this?" Liao Tongxun frowned, "At least drink the bone soup to supplement calcium."

Zhong Qianyi shook his head.

Seeing that he answered Du Mingcan's phone call, Liao Tongxun was unhappy, and angrily said to him, "Can't you even eat without Du Mingcan?"

With a cold face, Zhong Qianyi was amused.He raised his hand and hit him, "Is there anyone who talks to your brother like that?"

Liao Tongxun shrugged indifferently, with an expression of what you can do to me.

elder brother?Well, if he pleases.

He has left a huge free space in his heart, and Zhong Qianyi can gallop and soar freely in it.No bondage, no pressure, no one but him, only himself.When he moved, Liao Tongxun's heart moved accordingly. When he was happy, those factors that made people happy spread all over every inch of Liao Tongxun's body. When he was sad, the cloudy low air pressure completely blocked his blood, making him feel sick. He couldn't breathe.

Such a position has been left to him for some time, the word "brother" can be used to deceive each other when he was young, but now, he really wants to restrain each other in this ambiguous vocabulary, and suddenly he doesn't know the way forward.

But he still didn't have the courage, still didn't have the ability to say that he loved him.