Moths to the Flame in the Entertainment Circle

The next day, the Internet was full of comments about this MAMA.

"BIG sticks crisp!! Love you guys!!"

"GD's words made me cry, he really likes us Wei Lin."

"It seems that the group of people who love them the most hurt them the most."

"I regret it, but it's good to think about WaiLam, at least it can make him happy."

"Brother Zhilong said he couldn't find her, did WaiLam really cut off contact so cruelly?"

……

However, things have developed to this point, and there is no going back.No matter how much you miss and sigh, it is impossible to turn back time, and the hurt in Su Weilin's heart cannot be erased.

After following her father to the United States, she has kept herself closed, afraid to go online and unwilling to meet strangers, and returned to the appearance of being fully armed for self-protection just after her mother passed away.It was not until nearly two months later that Su Weilin gradually emerged from the shadow of being in South Korea.

During this period, she only did one thing - write songs.

"Buried deep in my heart, empty world, redeem me soon. Iwannareset, Iwannareset, Iwannareset. Lonely eyes trapped in darkness, who can hold my hand? Iwannareset, Iwannareset, Iwannareset."

"Someone somewhere, he will know my sad mood. Like a yellow oriole that can't find its direction, it flies alone in the darkness. In this lonely night, my tormented heart flies alone in the darkness Middle. Why can’t people always understand? Don’t trample on even the most insignificant existence.”

"I also go forward with people, why is it getting farther and farther away, why is my world stopped. The back of the far away is gradually blurred, even if there is only one person, please, who can hold my hand. Iwannareset, Iwannareset, Iwannareset."

Gathering all the emotions together, after countless nights of silence, she completed this heartbreakingly desperate song and named it "reset" - clearing.

Like a drowning person, she clearly just wanted to survive, praying that she would not be abandoned, but in the end she couldn't catch any piece of driftwood.

She was forced to choose to reset—let go of everything in the past, reset everything, and start from scratch.However, apart from that, it may be that the overly protective color made her close up her heart, so serious that she couldn't even touch it herself.This also led to Su Weilin never having any creative inspiration for a long time afterwards.

To write a song, you need to bravely analyze your inner emotions, and keep amplifying your emotions in order to grasp that feeling. If you can't help but avoid it, don't want to face it, how can you write a song that touches people.

Su Weilin knows these things better than anyone else, but she just can't do it.

She even felt like an ostrich that it might be better to let some things be kept in the bottom of her heart like that, and then never touch them.

Until that year when the first heavy snowfall came, she was having dinner with her father that day when it suddenly snowed heavily outside the villa.

Just as she was staring blankly at the scene of snowflakes flying outside the floor-to-ceiling windows, Su Chengcan casually said, "This is the first snow of this year", causing her deepest and most unwilling wound to be torn open, dripping with blood.

How could I forget that it was also a snowy night, someone once told me with a smile that it is said that the two people I met in Chuxue would be together forever...

Under Su Chengcan's complicated eyes, Su Weilin put down the bowl and chopsticks, ran back to the bedroom with red eyes, and the tears she had been holding in her eyes finally rolled down.

She thought that if she didn't think about it or look at it, she could not indulge in the past.But she forgot that there are some people who are destined to be doomed all her life and cannot escape.She has wandered far away, but would he still be willing to stay where she is?

In the final analysis, I was still too afraid to face the moment of loss, so I chose to avoid it.

Weeping like that, Su Weilin sat down at the desk and wrote the lyrics word by word, with the tip of her pen trembling.

"Memories with You".

"Flying snowflakes, falling tears, the scenery that two people looked up at that day, now I am alone. I am so afraid of memories, I quietly close my eyes, seal my heart, and want to forget countless times. Every time at this time , you will emerge involuntarily."

"I still deeply remember the moment when we first met. If I could be by your side, even if I lost the whole world, I would not regret it. You once touched my hair gently, but why, at this moment, I don't have you by my side."

"I am willing to guard you forever, even if I am covered with bruises, I want to be closer to you than anyone else. The temperature of hugging you tightly is still in my hands and cannot be forgotten. No matter how many springs, summers, autumns and winters, I am so deeply attached to you you."

……

At the end of the year, Su Weilin watched the live broadcast of MAMA online because she still had a concern in her heart.She is not nostalgic for that stage, what makes her really reluctant are those people standing on the stage.

She had only just left that land, and been away from him for more than three months, but she actually had the illusion that she felt like a lifetime away.

Seeing the lonely and crying girls of IOI and BlackPink, she felt ashamed and sorry to death.She was the one who dragged them down, especially BlackPink, and she was most sorry for those four girls, she got into trouble, then selfishly left the mess behind and walked away.But even in the face of her like this, they still insisted that she would always be their captain...

As for BIG stick and 2NE1, Su Weilin looked at those familiar faces and remained silent.

Every time the camera panned to Quan Zhilong watching the performance off the stage, fans screamed from the scene, but he remained unmoved.He was still handsome and fashionable, with a strong aura, but his expression was so cold that she felt strange.

Why are you unhappy? The response to the solo album and the comeback album of the BIG stick team are so good. Everyone says that G-Dragon is the sign of high-quality music. He is the proud son of heaven, full of talent, and he has no pressure to solo against the group. He is still so young. With such an achievement, one should be complacent, not indifferent and alienated so that people cannot get close.

Su Weilin looked at the screen in a daze, this was the first time she had seen such a Quan Zhilong.Even when he won the award, he twitched the corner of his mouth slightly, and then stood directly in the corner.

Until she heard his confession.

He said, my girl, are you watching?

He said, I don't know how to tell you what I want to say.

He said, I raised that pot of little daisies very well, and I am also very good, waiting for you to come back.

Su Weilin wiped away the tears that kept coming out, as long as she recalled Quan Zhilong's last expression and eyes in her mind, she was as calm as a dry well, as if nothing could stir up his emotions, she would feel her chest stagnate. Astringent and uncomfortable.

However, after the pain, there was still a hint of sweetness hidden, so she couldn't help crying and laughing alone in front of the computer.

How wonderful, it turns out that we are all hopelessly addicted to the past.

The next day, the news that "G-Dragon confessed in public and called out to Wai Lam affectionately", which was on the headlines of Asian entertainment news, caught Su Chengcan's attention.He was not a person who would waste time paying attention to the entertainment circle, after all, there were more important things in the market waiting for him to make decisions.But the title involves Su Weilin, so you have to read it carefully.

"That Quan Zhilong loves you more than I imagined." He sighed, but he was also relieved.If he really wants to hand over his daughter to this man in the future, he can rest assured.

Su Weilin smiled and didn't answer, but instead asked: "Dad, did you say that if I want to make music in the United States, you will fully support it?"

"of course."

"Then help me find the most professional music teacher first, I want to start charging again." Her eyes were shining, and she looked at Su Chengcan without evasion, just like when she was the most confident: "It's time to rest for so long. Start to complete the dream of me and my mother again."

Quan Zhilong's confession made her cry, but it also gave her the courage to start again.The pain of parting and being anti by the whole people almost made her forget that she decided to come to the United States in the first place to make herself better and become qualified to stand by his side.Now he said to wait for her in front of everyone, how could she let him down.

Su Chengcan looked at her and smiled.Su Weilin's fearless appearance at this moment really resembles her back then.

In order for Su Weilin to improve her music more, Su Chengcan searched for contacts, spent a lot of money, and finally succeeded in connecting with Quincy Jones, the top music godfather in the United States, as her music tutor.

Quincy Jones is not only a well-known and accomplished black music artist, record producer, lyricist, composer, but also a social activist and philanthropist in the human rights movement.He once planned and produced the first song played on the moon, won 76 Grammy nominations, won 27 Grammy awards, and won an Oscar for the soundtrack of the film "Purple" directed by Spielberg. The record is currently unbroken.

In the United States, if the letter Q appears on the credits of a new album, it means that the record will be released successfully and the singer will become famous.Because Q is the first letter of Quincy Jones' name, and it is also his unique symbol in the American music industry.

In fact, the nearly 80-year-old master has retired and has not accepted students for many years, but after learning about Su Weilin's experience and listening to her previous works, he suddenly became interested in this tough Asian girl in front of him.

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