Scum male loyal dog system

The first time I did this to Fang Han was when Shen Bai returned to the classroom after fighting Lin Suyou for the second time. Shen Bai probably remembered that it was a rainy night, because the sticky feeling on his body was mixed with the sound of rain outside the window. He seemed to be glued to the bed by chewing gum. Every time his soul wanted to fly lightly with his body, he had to be dragged back to this sticky reality by the chewing gum stretched into threads.

Shen Bai felt that it was not the first time that his straight man's signboard was smashed, so instead of physically resisting and causing both parties to suffer, he learned to relax and bear it obediently, making this action drama a little bit more tender. Element.

Anyway, it's also the result of my own urgency, and there's nothing to be hypocritical about.

One rain and one cold, Spring and Autumn is just a cutscene, and then winter comes with great fanfare, with a chilling cold wind, blowing so that everyone who can't sleep late at night brings a bit of coldness that sneaks into the body.

This is the case for eighteen.

As usual, Shen Bai spent the first half of the night with Fang Han, and then got up and left before Fang Han got up. In the small courtyard reserved for the dark guards, what he saw was Shiba's window illuminated by candles.

As far as Shiba is concerned, it doesn't matter if there is a light or not in a place he is familiar with, and it will be clear in a short time, so Shen Bai knows that the candlelight is reserved by Shiba for himself.

But Shen Bai still returned to his room first, washed it casually, changed into a set of clean clothes, and then went to Shiba. The moment he was pushed away, he quickly turned around.

"The bandages and medicine are on the bed, do you need my help?"

Shen Bai said "No", with a brisk tone, but the face of the man opposite did not soften at all.

Shen Bai was a little afraid of seeing Shiba at this time. Shiba was born with an ice-sculpted face, with unremarkable facial features but surprisingly resolute, paired with lifeless eyes. Kai's previous shyness was enough to make Shen Bai, who came back in the middle of the night, feel weak in silence.

"I brought some back from going out this time..." Shen Bai took off his coat and began to apply the medicine, subconsciously opening his mouth to make the air less quiet, but Shiba interrupted him before he finished speaking.

"I'll take you away."

Shen Bai's hand paused, and then saw Shiba get up and stand in front of him, took the medicine bottle in Shen Bai's hand, and then stroked Shen Bai's upper body with the other hand.

Shen Bai didn't care about the marks left by Fang Han when Shiba's hand brushed across his body, because Shiba couldn't see those after all, he was just thinking about what the "go" in Shiba's mouth meant.

The first idea was to leave the Hanyi School, but Shen Bai felt that it was impossible, because for people of this era, especially for people who were educated in the brainwashing style since childhood, there is no such concept at all. .

Just when Shen Bai was thinking about how to respond, Shiba suddenly changed the subject.

"Where is the injury this time?"

The wound on Shen Bai's back is uneven, but it can be felt that it is just an ugly protrusion, but the wound on the side of the waist can still feel the traces of flesh and blood.

"Ah? Hmm." He tactfully avoided the topic that hadn't been started just now, and the relationship between the two of them seemed to be back in the past. Shen Bai took out some of the clothes he had brought from the vicinity of Jiangnan this time from the clothes he took off. Gadgets, most of them were scented or could make noises, and when Shiba took them and put them on the tip of his nose to sniff, he showed the shy feeling he used to have.

"Bamboo Leaf Fragrance."

"Well," Shen Bai put on his clothes, feeling a little awkward facing the current Shiba, "I'm going back to my room first."

"it is good."

Shen Bai put on his clothes and walked towards his room, hoping that this time everything would be over like this, that sentence was just casually said by Shiba, it didn't make any sense at all.

But when he came back from Qimei's place next time, Shiba's figure had disappeared, and what disappeared together with Shiba was the things in his room.

The hidden guard didn't have any of his own things, including Shen Bai, everyone's room was empty like a standard hotel suite, but this time Shiba's things disappeared completely, not even the gadgets that the two of them hid under the bed Yes, what Shen Bai almost reflexively thought was that Shiba would not really leave the Hanyi School, right?

The dark guard is the shadow of the Hanyi Sect, he will either live and die or leave, Shen Bai has some ominous premonition in his heart, he doesn't even bother to clean himself, he goes directly to the place where he might find Shiba, first he asks After the doctor at the medicine hut got the answer that he hadn't seen Shiba for a long time, Shen Bai stood in the windy courtyard, and the premonition in his heart gradually deepened.

In the church, apart from the medicine house, the only place where Shiba could be is Hanyi's own dungeon.

Shen Bai originally just wanted to take a look, thinking that maybe Shiba was just sent to perform other tasks or went to another branch, he was simply worrying too much, but when he saw the two subordinates blocking the door and not letting him in, changed my mind.

Although in Fang Han's eyes, Shen Bai is no longer a pure hidden guard, but in the eyes of others, Shen Bai is still the Seventeenth next to the leader. As the hidden guard next to the leader, at least this kind of place is free to enter and exit. If Shen Bai will be stopped, Then it means that Fang Han specially gave the order.

Seeing that the two of them didn't intend to get out of the way, Shen Bai didn't force his way in, and he turned around and left in a very easy-to-talk manner.

After all, this kind of dungeon in the storybook is not entered through the main entrance in a fair manner, okay?

After a lot of twists and turns, Shen Bai used all his possible ingenuity to hide behind a few guards, and finally got his wish and saw the familiar figure deep in the dungeon without disturbing them.

Shen Bai was not surprised to see Shiba here who was tied to a wooden frame with many scars, but when he heard Shiba said that he came in because of the charge of apostasy, even though he had guessed a little before, Shen Bai couldn Bai still couldn't believe it.

Shen Bai is a passer-by with his own complete world view, even the whole world he is staying in now is just a stop for him, but Shiba is not, Shiba's life is filled with two people, making up the whole, one is Shen Bai, who he forcibly inserted/inserted into his world, and Fang Han, who was indoctrinated since childhood, all the canons they memorized were obedience, all they ate and wore was the kindness of the leader, and everything they learned was for the sake of Used by the priest.

Shen Bai looked at Shiba, stretched out a hand to caress the red mark on his chest: "Is that true?"

Eighteen shook his head.

"Then I believe you."

I don’t know if it’s because Shen Bai’s thoughts have never been immersed in this world, or he didn’t pay attention to those things that should be important. When he saw Shiba might lose his life because of unnecessary things, he didn’t think about it at all. Regarding Fang Han's feelings, he didn't consider the interests of the Hanyi Sect, all he wanted was to bring this brother-like person out.

Without hesitation, Shen Bai's fingers moved along Shiba's outstretched arms to the position of the ropes on the wooden frame, and was about to open them, but suddenly the muscles of Shiba's forearm tightened forcefully. Looking over, Shen Bai found that he was He shook his head in resistance.

Shiba's lips were dry and cracked, the redness was traces left by blood, his empty eyes made him look like a suffering god, completely indifferent to his previous pain: "I don't need it,"

Then Shiba did not continue to look at Shen Bai, but cast his eyes on the ground, although it was only a blur, but at least avoided Shen Bai's gaze, "Do you like the leader?"

Shiba asked this question once before, and Shen Bai answered "I don't know", but now, after he paused for a second, he gave an affirmative answer, even though he didn't agree with the answer in his heart .

"Then there's no need, apostasy is only a matter of time for me."

Shen Bai looked at Shiba, as he looked at him seriously like the first time he was making his human figure woodcarving, and then found that Shiba at this time has made him unable to find any trace of the shy boy back then.

As if feeling that Shen Bai was hesitant to speak, Shiba opened his mouth first: "How about this, you were the one who talked a lot before, today you should calm down and listen to the following paragraphs of me before deciding whether to let go or not. How about letting me out?"

Shen Bai withdrew his hand in silence, he didn't know what to do now, after a few seconds, he stood opposite Shiba: "Okay."

This is probably the first time that Shiba talked so much with Shen Bai. It was Shen Bai who used to describe the location of the target, the starry sky, and the snow field to him. Bai Bai couldn't see his own inner state, and conveyed it to him as much as possible.

"You don't know what it looks like in my world, it's all a blur, whether it's something or a person, it's like this person is wearing black clothes today, then he's just a black mass with no expression, just a mass of black That's all, so when I was a child, even if I broke something and made people annoying, I only felt his father's anger at the moment when he hit me with a stick, and it was the same for everyone else, whether they were happy or angry, if they didn't say When I came out, I couldn't guess it at all, as if there was a layer of impenetrable cloth between me and others, although when I grew up, I began to try to use the subtle changes in the air to slowly perceive other people's emotions, which can be regarded as A small compensation for my inability to see clearly. Sometimes I can see more clearly, but this does not mean that the cloth has disappeared, but just changed its color. It may look better, but it is useless. "

"However, on the first day you came, when you were crying under the whip of the steward, inexplicably, my peripheral vision seemed to see your feelings from you. It was clear and intuitive. You were a little panicked. When I looked at you, it turned from embarrassment to anger again, at that moment I stared at you, and felt that there was finally someone standing with me on the other side of Bu."

"I know you don't like me at first, but I feel happier when I feel your hate. For the first time, I don't need to see a person clearly, I don't need to ask him, I don't need to feel the atmosphere around me, I can know His mood, that feeling, as if the whole world doesn't belong to me, but suddenly there is a little thing that can be owned by me, but in fact I can't own anything at all, I can only be owned by others."

"I envy you, Shen Bai, not because you are the most powerful and the best in martial arts among the group of children, nor is it because the manager is always merciful to you, and even other people are always taking care of you inadvertently, I envy you It's because you have your own name and emotions that won't be worn away. In that courtyard, everyone's emotions slowly die, only you are still alive there, making me around you a little different .”

"I am very grateful for the world you described to me. The flowers are beautiful, and the sky is also beautiful. In short, all possible images in my mind are slowly sketched out based on your description. What do you say? My world If you don't describe death and blood to me, then they become far away from me. You created my world, but in my world, the most clear thing is your appearance, not by You created it, but I felt it the moment you appeared."

"Your voice is the most beautiful voice in my world, and your appearance is also the most beautiful. I hate my world, but it becomes a little less annoying when I'm around you."

"So Shen Bai," Shiba looked at Shen Bai opposite him with those eyes. Shen Bai didn't know what his current world was like, but suddenly felt that he didn't dare to meet those eyes, "I thank you very much. Let me still retain my own thoughts and emotions among those people, and even bring them to grow. However, this also led to, ever since we walked out of that yard together and followed the leader, there has always been a voice in my heart, It's getting bigger and bigger, too big to kill—I want to take you out of here, this is the only thought I have in my heart right now, and it's so passionate, I want to take you to live in a world without a leader."

"I hope you can understand my pain. I can't betray the leader, but my mind tells me that I can't bear you and the leader to continue like that. Your world has built most of my world. Now there, everything is The sadness that is in you, or that originated in you but is mine in the end."

"So if you still decide to let me out, that voice will only get louder and louder until I give in and obey."

After eighteen's words, he fell silent. Shen Baisha stood there not knowing how to respond, and also fell silent. For a while, there was silence, and the atmosphere that had been slowly solidified quickly condensed into one piece in the silence. Standing in it Even if some people want to move their lips casually, it becomes difficult, as if they have to overcome a huge resistance.

Shiba looked at other places. At the moment when the air became quiet, he had already started to regret, but he could never take back what he said. As he imagined in his heart, the feelings between Shen Bai and him probably It will also disappear, and there is no way to recover it.

"Okay, so be it."

Shiba seems to have suddenly awakened another skill after losing his eyes - he heard the voice of another world, and he heard the words of Shen Bai's voice that moved his heart.

But a person like him should never expect the pity of the world. He pretended not to hear the voice of the devil in disguise, and buried himself in the silence before, in the despair and oppression he gave himself, like As long as I fantasize about an extremely bad ending, it will not be so difficult to accept the cruel reality later.

However, in the next second, he heard the sound of footsteps stepping on the stone, lightly as if stepping on his soft heart, and then a warm breath fell on the side of his ear where his face was turned away.

Eighteen deliberately turned away his head, not daring to face Shen Bai head-on, and was supported by the other party, and his slightly cold hands touched his cheeks. I don't know if it was the slight chill that made him shiver.

Those hands began to use force, and then straightened his head that had been left aside, and repeated the voice from another world just now with a louder volume.

"Okay, so be it."

The distance between Shen Bai and Shiba was very close, so close that he could feel Shiba's light breathing, so he repeated it again.

"I said, then do as you said, you can feel my emotions, so you should know how serious I am when I say this now."

Shen Bai is not stupid, he can feel a little bit of Shiba's friendship with him, but he never thought that he is so important in Shiba's world.

It would be great if Shiba was his loyal dog, he would treat him well, everything would go well with him, and then he would also experience the feeling of being treated sincerely.

Unfortunately not.However, this does not affect my desire to protect this person.

Eighteen doesn't belong here.Shiba did not have the ending of Fang Han in the first place. Fang Han did not have a heartfelt weak-sighted dark guard by his side. Maybe it was because he did not have himself. Shiba had already been discarded by Hanyi in the first archery course, but since At that time, I chose to intervene in his life, and I gained a rare friendship from such a person, so I couldn't give up suddenly halfway.

Seeing the rare surprised expression on Shiba's face, Shen Bai also showed a rare smile: "You just said so much, now it's my turn to say it."

Shen Bai in front of Shiba is completely different from when he was with Fang Han. He held Shiba's head in his hands and said every word with his own inner voice: "Listen to me, I Promise you, I will leave the leader, leave here, and find you, but now, you must promise me that after I let you go, I will use all possible means to escape from here, and then find a place away from the hustle and bustle of martial arts. place, wait for me to pass."

"I don't like it here, I don't like killing people, I don't like pain, I don't like getting hurt, I don't like giving a lot and getting nothing in return, but for now, I have to stay here."

"Is it because of the leader?" Shiba looked at Shen Bai, feeling each other's breath colliding in the gap between the two of them, and then reaching the other's face, with the unique white warmth in winter.

"Yes," Shen Bai really smiled, with a little helplessness, "but if you really find a place without worries, then I will also welcome the day when I will be free. I don't like it more than all my likes. The heart that wants to get rid of surpasses all fetters. At that time, you put three wooden figures between us in front of the window, and hang the small bag of bamboo leaves from that day on the door. I will push the door and enter, and from then on, There is nothing that makes me sad anymore, and there will be more feelings in your world."

Shen Bai put down his hand, and Shiba on the opposite side was sluggish at first, then slowly laughed, this smile was different from the past, the smile first reached the heart, and then showed it bit by bit with the help of the body.This is the first time Shen Bai has seen Shiba have such a smile after following Fang Han. Once that cold and hard face blooms, it becomes shy, adding some different feelings from the past, which makes people see I also want to curl up the corners of my mouth with him.

"Sounds beautiful."

Shen Bai also smiled, walked to the side and untied the rope with a knife, caught Shiba at the moment when Shiba's body fell off the wooden frame and fell to the ground, and put him on his back.

"Yes, but you will only know how wonderful it is if you try it."

Obviously it was supposed to be the way to escape with people, but the two of them became unexpectedly relaxed. With Shiba's hearing and Shen Bai's agility, the two of them avoided everyone. Shiba, who was exposed to the air, didn't feel it at all, just leaned on Shen Bai's back, listening to the other party's outline of a world scene that was different from the past.

Just like when I was young, when Shen Bai talked about stars, Shiba drew a star in his mind, when Shen Bai talked about the appearance of being in charge, Shiba fully described the appearance of being in charge in his heart, and now, Shen Bai said The sweet-scented osmanthus tree, the stream, the cattle, the sheep, the horses... The corners of Shiba's mouth kept pulling up. In the world he couldn't see, there were many more colors, many lives, and many voices, much more than he had ever seen before. The world In the center of the house, there are him and Chen Bai who knocked on the door to find him.

Shen Bai also talked excitedly, as if he would really live in this world until he died of old age, he described them until they were buried under the sycamore tree in the backyard after they died, and then stopped in a startled state.

"What's wrong?" Shiba asked on his back.

"No, I'm just afraid that if you describe too much, you won't be able to find such a place."

In the end, Shen Bai put Shiba on the edge of the cold water, Shen Bai confirmed again that Shiba would try to find such a place to wait for him, and then took off his outer robe and covered him.

"Remember our agreement, the next time we meet, if you really find that place, I will give you a new wooden dummy, and if I find you without any injuries, how about you give me one too?"

Shiba smiled happily, and the two seemed to have foreseen such a day: "Okay, it's a deal."

The author has something to say: Loyal Dog System: My real name is indeed called Loyal Dog Harvesting System.