bunny kid

Autumn 1932——

It has been four years since Lin Zhi disappeared from my side, and that month or so was like a dream to me, and soon I got used to living alone again.I didn't deliberately look for Lin Zhi, mainly because I didn't know where he would appear.However, I'm getting more and more sensitive.

When I accidentally found a boy who looked like Lin Zhi on the street, I would unconsciously take a second look, and it gradually became a habit. Because of this, Lin Zhi's face was always lingering in my mind. Buried deep in the depths of memory.

However, life cannot be stopped by the past, no matter how close we were, it is all in the past, let alone just over a month, it is just an insignificant period of time in the long journey of life.I don't know why I think so, maybe I still can't let go of his plagiarism.

Anyway, the thing in front of you is the most important thing, yes...the thing in front of you...the most important question...

"We have already decided to fire Peng Yu." Dong Xuedong said sternly, with a trace of regret in his eyes.

I was so disappointed that I begged with the last ray of hope, "Please think about it again."

"It's not that we don't give him a chance, but he has been a miner for a week and there is no news. I found him at his house and found that he had moved out a long time ago. Mr. Qian felt that this gentleman was too irresponsible. This was his own decision." You have to know that the orders issued by Master Qian himself cannot be withdrawn, so you don’t have to speak for him anymore.”

I sighed and said, "I see, thank you for telling me the news."

A week ago, Peng Yu suddenly disappeared, and the school had no choice but to let Mr. Wan and I take his place in class. Of course, this is not a long-term solution, and it is understandable for them to make this decision.

When Master Wanshu and I walked side by side, he also saw my melancholy, "You look disappointed, it seems that you really care about Peng Yu."

"After all, we've been working together for several years." That's right, for five full years, even if the other party is a dead thing, they still have feelings for each other.

"But you two seem to have been friendly a long time ago."

I was taken aback for a moment, and I understood what Teacher Wanshu said, "After all, Peng Yu really kept his promise and didn't take any action against the students. I don't think he is a bad person."

"This only proves that he has considerable endurance and cannot distinguish between good and bad." Master Wanshu said something that I was powerless to refute.

"Then... Maybe because I heard about his previous experience, I felt that he was quite pitiful, so I sympathized with him." As if he had seen through him, I cut off the end of my voice without confidence.

"No matter how miserable the life experience, pedophilia cannot be forgiven."

Master Wanshu once again stated the truth that made me feel ashamed, so I had no choice but to lower my voice in shame: "... also."

"However, if you are still worried, I may know where Peng Yu is."

After listening, I cast an eager glance and leaned over to listen.

"Actually, I'm not sure, but you can try to find him in Lianxiang Pavilion."

The first time I heard about Lianxiang Pavilion, it was from Master Wanshu that it was hidden in a place in Beiping that was only known but not seen. They are all fanciers with bad habits. The so-called fanciers with bad habits are people with that habit like Peng Yu.It is said that Lianxiang Pavilion is the favorite box office for fans in Peking. The pavilion is not too big, but there are always a lot of fans coming. I am afraid that everyone will go to the rabbits.

The first time I came to Linlianxiang Pavilion, the first thing that caught my eye was a few male actors with heavy make-up and beautiful flowers on the stage, waving their hands and singing danjiao plays.The decoration of Lianxiang Pavilion is a little rougher than I imagined. There is a not-so-big stage, and the surroundings are just decorated with red cloth. There seem to be some sculptures on the walls, but only a few outlines can be seen in the dark.Soon, I focused my attention on the fans in the audience. Although there were only about ten rows in the stands, there were a few scattered people sitting in each row. Of course, it goes without saying that they were all men. There are young lads and old rough men.Of course, that was just what I saw with a cursory glance. They turned their backs to me and couldn't look carefully at all. They could only pace around furtively in the back row, trying to see the profile of each audience clearly. For a long time, Peng Yu was nowhere to be seen, so he could only wait and see.

Maybe it's because I don't hear much of Peking Opera, I don't really know how to appreciate it.I just found a place to sit down and tried my best to blend in with the fanciers, but I had to be on guard against the possibility of being noticed by others. After all, everyone else was watching the show attentively, and I was the only one looking around, looking around from time to time. So as not to miss Peng Yu who may appear at any time.

I watched several plays in succession, but still didn't see him. In vain, a young and handsome actor walked onto the stage alone. The eyes of all the fanciers were shining brightly, and their evil eyes were completely attracted to the male actor. That male actor really turned all sentient beings upside down!

Just when everyone was attracted by the male actor, my attention was shifted to a figure walking from the backstage door. That figure walked to the first row of stands and sat down wheezingly. Besides, there was an excited and joyful smile that I had never seen before. Yes, this person was Peng Yu.

I wanted to go over and call him immediately, but seeing him so focused, I felt that even talking to him was an interruption, so I had no choice but to continue to sit obediently, trying to appreciate the charm of this actor.

After the male actor sang, the audience applauded thunderously. He bowed slightly and walked backstage in small steps.Indeed, compared with the actors in the previous plays, this actor's voice is much better, and even I, who don't know much about opera, think it's special.Peng Yu is obsessed, probably because of this.

When Peng Yu was about to leave with a satisfied face, I immediately went to stop him. When he saw me, his eyes widened, and he was so surprised that he couldn't even speak: "You...why are you here?"

"Go out and talk."

Leaving aside a cold word, we turned and walked out.

Peng Yu leaned against the wall and lit a cigarette. In a blink of an eye, he put aside the surprise just now, and put on a vicissitudes of life: "So? What can you do with me?"

I cut to the chase: "You're fired."

"Is that so, it will happen sooner or later!" Peng Yu frankly told me that he didn't care.

"I don't know who said that at the beginning, I cherish this job."

"If you don't cherish it, who will do it for four or five years? It's the best of benevolence." Peng Yu puffed out a cigarette and said, "Anyway, I've already found a new job."

After finishing speaking, he stood up straight, raised his hand holding the cigarette, pointed to Lianxiang Pavilion, and said, "Did you see that actor just now? His name is Yan Ming, and he is a popular actor now. I will make fans and change clothes for him. Wherever he goes, I will go." When Peng Yu said these words, a shy smile danced on his face from time to time, as if being a male actor's follower is a great thing.

"You won't be a miner just for this." I saw through Peng Yu's evil thoughts at a glance.

"Mr. Yanming has delicate features, soft jade and gentle fragrance. Xiaosheng fell in love with this lovely person at first sight."

Peng Yu's sly words made my stomach queasy, and I quickly cursed: "Fuck you! What a young man, what a son. Wake up! He's just a rabbit!"

Peng Yu was emotionally affected by my scolding, and couldn't help but get angry: "Your uncle! You say that about my future lover, do you want to turn my face off!"

"Take a piss and look in the mirror! He is blind to see you!"

"It's up to you! Mr. Yanming is extraordinary, and sooner or later he will see who treats him well!"

As soon as he said that, I really couldn't help laughing, Peng Yu, Peng Yu, people always say that love is blind, but you are not only blind, you have lost your eyes and brain together, I can't help but sigh With a sound, he opened his mouth and scolded: "He is extraordinary? Don't tease me! Don't you know that all the male actors here sleep with the guests? Maybe when you are lusting, he is on the bed of some dignitary! "

As soon as the words fell, a heavy fist landed on my face. Before I had time to react, a burst of pain spread from the place where the fist fell, as uncomfortable as a broken bone. I lost my center of gravity unsteadily, and my body moved uncontrollably I fell back and was about to fall to the ground. Fortunately, I propped it up with my hands in time so that I wouldn't just sit on the ground.

This punch made me startled and angry. I quickly regained my balance, stood up and punched Peng Yu back and forth. After the punch passed, Peng Yu also took a few steps back. Although the punch was not powerful, it was better because I caught the key point. He touched his nostrils with a dazed face, and when he saw nosebleeds on his fingertips, his facial features wrinkled as if he had eaten a bitter melon, and he yelled, "Fuck you!"

Seeing that he was about to throw a second punch, I immediately raised my arm to block it, and when the punch was halfway through, a voice called him to stop: "Get out of the fight!"

I turned my head and saw a burly rough man standing at the door, glaring at the two of us angrily, not at all polite.

On the contrary, Peng Yu, after being scolded angrily, immediately put away his fists, flinched and bowed and apologized to the rough man, and he knew who was the boss and who was the younger brother at a glance.

The rough man gave a few casual warnings, and then disappeared at the door.

After Peng Yu watched him go back, he sighed deeply, his face full of helplessness and bewilderment: "That guy's name is Lao Bo, he can be regarded as the leader of Lianxiang Pavilion. He is the one who made Yanming popular. With him here, I guess For the rest of my life, I don't want to have anything to do with Yanming."

"That is to say, that dream of yours is gone before you take the first step, so take it easy." I realized that Peng Yu wanted to complain, and I still mercilessly wanted to bring him back to reality.

"No, I won't give up." Peng Yu stamped out the cigarette he had just lost, and lit another one. "You also know what my hobby has always been. I am a child molestor."

When Peng Yu said these two words, his eyes were not looking directly at me. It seems that he will also be ashamed of his own habit.

He paused, hesitating to speak, and after a long time he said: "Yanming is in his early twenties, you know what I mean, I have a chance to become a normal person now. That's why I tried my best to join the troupe, even if I Just a handyman, as long as I can stay with Yanming, I have hope, do you understand?"

I stared at him for a long time and was speechless. It is indeed a good thing not to moleste children anymore, but he moved from one bad situation to another. In the final analysis, there is actually no difference.

"But Yanming is a man." I expressed my doubts.

"This... can be regarded as a kind of progress. Anyway, I can't accept women anyway. Do you understand me? It's like you who like women can't accept men. Hey! But..." Peng Yu was stunned suddenly and looked at it steadily. I seemed to be thinking about something, "You... you should still be a virgin, right? Have you ever liked a woman?"

As if caught in a painful spot, I waved my hand and slapped Peng Yu on the shoulder: "I want you to take care of it." After saying that, I turned around and left.

"Hey! Wait, wait." Peng Yu walked in front of me and stopped me, "Isn't this strange? How old are you, and you don't have that kind of demand?"

I was angry because he insisted on holding on to this question, so I suppressed my anger and said contemptuously: "You think I'm you!"

When Peng Yu heard this, he giggled. He didn't know what was funny, so he couldn't stop grinning and said, "Have you ever thought that you are not interested in women at all?"

I was furious: "What do you mean!"

"It's not interesting. Come on," Peng Yu put his arm around my shoulders and turned me back, "Continue to listen to the opera and have fun."

Reluctantly pushed back to Lianxiang Pavilion by Peng Yu, I said angrily, "Did you misunderstand something?"

"listen to me."

He was busy talking to him, and when he came back to his senses, he had already crossed the threshold of Lianxiang Pavilion, and Peng Yu disappeared.I stood there in a daze, at a loss for a while.There were two male actors singing on the stage, and the fanciers in the audience seemed to be the same as before.

After all, I don't know what Peng Yu's intention is, and I don't need to stay here. When I was about to turn my back and leave, I was stunned for a moment, turned my head, and my eyes naturally moved to the stage, and my attention was unexpectedly focused on it. On an actor.

I took a few steps closer to get a better view.The actor looked about fifteen or sixteen years old, and his voice wasn't that good, but his steps were good and his figure was solid enough. At first glance, there was nothing special about him, but there was always a sense of disobedience.

what is... what is...

"what!"

I suddenly realized that I couldn't help gasping for air. That person, that actor singing on the stage, was exactly the Lin I had been looking for.That's right, although he has grown a lot taller and put on makeup and powder, his appearance has already been deeply engraved in my mind. As long as I can see him again, I will definitely recognize him immediately.

Lin Yu, after many years, reappeared in front of my eyes.It's just, in a way I didn't expect...

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Rabbit, also known as Rabbit Lord, is a common name for male prostitutes in old Beijing.