bunny kid

I was so surprised that I stood still, unable to utter a word.Xiao Jin is undoubtedly a good and gentle girl, but my heart has long been occupied by Lin Zhi. If what grandma said is true, then wouldn't I be unable to respond to Xiao Jin's feelings?

However, Xiao Jin returned to her usual appearance as if nothing had happened.Grandma said that Xiao Jin never dared to say what she wanted since she was a child, which made me feel relieved. No matter whether Xiao Jin's intentions are true or not, I don't want to break the normal relationship between us.

That night, Xiao Jin plucked up the courage to talk to me. She seemed to be obsessed with the answer that I was married. At the dinner table, she brought up the fact that I was married: "What kind of person is Brother Nian's wife?"

I was startled, and subconsciously glanced at Peng Yu, only to realize that he also looked at me in shock, as if surprised that I would mention Lin Zhi to Xiao Jin.

"He... is a very fragile and sensitive person... like glass." I spread my hands and gestured.

"Isn't it tiring to get along with each other?"

"No, his vulnerability is only to me. In the face of other things, he is so strong that I am shocked."

Xiao Jin smiled politely: "That's really amazing!"

She paused, then asked, "Do you like this type of girl?"

I felt that Xiao Jin was testing me, so I had no choice but to answer truthfully: "No, it just happens that he is him."

"Hey! I think Xiao Jin is very suitable for your wife type? How strong and strong is she to take care of a family by herself!"

I heard something in his words and gave him a glare.

Xiao Jin was also a little flattered and quickly waved her hand to deny: "I am not! How can I compare with my sister-in-law?"

"The old lady in your mouth is not so powerful."

Peng Yu casually said a slightly offensive word that made Xiao Jin sweat, and immediately peeked at my face.

"Shut up, you." Of course, I'm not so good-tempered.

"Isn't it? Let's give other girls a chance. Your wife has already left, so don't hold on to the past."

Xiao Jin seemed to recognize the deep meaning in Peng Yu's words, and immediately tried to dissuade us, so as not to escalate the topic: "Don't, stop arguing! It's my fault, I shouldn't ask this kind of question."

Peng Yu turned to her, pretending to be worthless for her: "Xiao Jin, it's not your fault, it's this man's fault, he ruined your heart."

Xiao Jin was startled, her mouth trembled slightly, and she looked flustered: "You, what are you talking about?"

"Isn't it? You like the end of the year, and people with discerning eyes can see it, right?"

Peng Yu's rude and direct words made Xiao Jin completely unable to resist, her face turned red, and she ran out the door without saying a word.

Just when Peng Yu was laughing at Xiao Jin's leaving back with great interest, I finally couldn't help being furious, grabbed Peng Yu's collar and shouted sharply, "Are you kidding me?!"

"Huh? Don't dare," Peng Yu said with an obscene smile, "I don't want my brother to die alone either? You see that the girl is interested in you, so don't spoil it, huh?"

"You don't need to take care of my affairs! Don't do such unnecessary things!"

I let go of Peng Yu's collar, only to realize that grandma and Xiao Yi were still sitting at the dining table. I coughed lightly, knowing that I was rude, so I sat upright again, picked up a bowl of rice and continued the interrupted dinner.

Grandma saw everything in her eyes, sighed and murmured: "It seems that Xiao Jin has no hope."

I didn't say a word, and felt a dull pain in my heart, both guilty and uncomfortable.

Late at night, I tossed and turned in the dilapidated room, unable to fall asleep for a long time.It all happened so suddenly that I was caught off guard.Especially Peng Yu, why did he say such a thing?As if he wanted to match me and Xiao Jin, it's only natural that he didn't know how deep my feelings for Lin Zhi were, but he knew that it was my Achilles' heel, why did he deliberately touch it?

Even though I have known Peng Yu for a long time, I still can't figure out his thoughts, maybe he is just a jerk who loves to irritate others.

It was about midnight when I fell asleep, and I slept very deeply. Did you have any dreams?forget.But after sunrise, before waking up, I had a very impressive dream, which came from my previous memory.

I saw Lin Zhi and I lying under the starry sky, chatting leisurely about some unnecessary topics.Then he asked me, "If I die, will you find a woman to marry?"

I was a little angry: "Really! Why do you ask such a question?"

"Because I might not come back." Lin Zhi stood up, his slender body was facing me directly, under the starry sky, his face was only a blurred outline, "Even so, will you still wait for me? Last year, It's okay to find a woman to marry, I think you're happy."

I woke up with a start, and seemed to see Lin Zhi right in front of me in a haze, the phantom was lingering.

I sat up with my forehead, and the phantom of Lin Zhi had completely disappeared.My heart seemed to be frightened, and my heart was beating like a drum "pounding, pounding, pounding". I felt my chest, and I was so uncomfortable that I broke out in a cold sweat.

A long memory emerged from my dream that morning. It was something I didn't want to recall. Even though we were so happy at that time, this annoying topic inevitably became my weakness at the moment.

I will absolutely never marry anyone other than Lin Zhi. Ever since I communicated with Lin Zhi, I firmly believe that my life partner is only Lin Zhi, not to mention that Lin Zhi is likely to be alive!His life and death are just uncertain, why should it be taken for granted that he is no longer in this world?Maybe, he was just waiting for the end of the war, for the day when he could return to his hometown in Baoding, and for my appearance!

Lin Zhi and I will definitely meet again!

In order to get rid of distracting thoughts, I decided to seriously explain my thoughts to Xiao Jin, so that both she and myself can get rid of thoughts that shouldn't be there.

I tactfully rejected her: "Xiao Jin, I'm still looking forward to reuniting with my wife. I can't tolerate a second one in my heart. If I make you have unnecessary expectations, I'm sorry."

Xiao Jin's expression froze as if frozen, but even so, she managed to squeeze out a smile: "Uh...haha, brother Yu misunderstood, it's not what he said. I'm sorry, Made our relationship so awkward. Your wife will come back and you will see each other again."

I smiled bitterly and thanked her indifferently.I don't know if I should say that sentence, maybe I just want to reaffirm my feelings for Lin Zhi selfishly, but I can be sure from Xiao Jin's reaction that I really hurt her.

Xiao Jin's self-healing ability is beyond imagination. The next day, she turned back to the girl who loved to laugh. She was always friendly to me and others.Whether it's deliberately trying to be brave, or really letting go, this is enough to make me let go of a big stone in my heart.

However, Peng Yu's abnormal behavior made it hard for me to let go.Not only the deliberate taunting of Lin Zhi before, but also the mysterious and neurotic behavior afterward, all made my heart flutter.Probably because of this unpleasant incident, I unexpectedly began to pay more attention to Peng Yu, only then did I realize that he always smiles silly at times, sad at times, moody and angry, and always talks to me. He hesitated to speak, hesitating, obviously something was hiding from me.And strangely enough, the situation seemed somewhat familiar to me.

Almost at the same time, I also noticed that Xiao Jin was abnormal. She became depressed, her brows were deeply furrowed, and she looked preoccupied.

After all, Peng Yu is a big man, plus he has some problems, I am not too worried, but Xiao Jin, she has always been a sunny and cheerful girl, suddenly turned into this appearance, it is inevitable to make people burn with worry.

I couldn't turn a blind eye, so I finally couldn't help asking her about her situation. Although I thought the reason might be my idea, if this is the case, I need to take the initiative to care.

Unexpectedly, Xiao Jin would give another answer: "Xiao Yi has been missing recently, and I am very worried about him." It seems that I am being self-indulgent.

"Did you ask him where he was going?" I tried to be a little helpful.

Xiao Jin felt aggrieved: "I asked, but he ignored me."

"It should be fine. Although he is still a child, he is not young anymore. If he wants to run, he will run in the village and not far."

"Well, I'm too lenient, am I? Seeing that he didn't suffer any injuries, I should be worrying too much."

Probably those who can still worry about such a small matter in this period should be lucky, right?Caiyuan Village is located in a remote location, and has not been found by the devils since the start of the war, and there is no trace of artillery fire. Peng Yu and I have spent a long period of peaceful days here.

But what will come will still come.

On this day, Xiao Jin returned home with a serious expression, and told me an ominous omen: "Refugees are starting to move. Could it be that they have received news that the devils have come to the village?"

I shuddered: "Then did you see the soldiers?"

"It's not, but I'm a little scared to see the number of refugees decreasing every day. I'm afraid to approach them myself and ask them what's going on."

I tried my best to comfort her: "Xiao Jin, don't worry, maybe they just found a better place to live."

"Really?" Xiao Jin, who had always trusted me, regained her composure.

"Of course, do you think it was a long slope for us to escape? The devils have cannons and food, and they can't climb up."

Xiao Jin finally calmed down, stroked her chest and said with a smile, "With your words, I feel relieved. You see, I worry too much."

I smiled back at her, but my heart was flustered.

All I said was to reassure Xiao Jin. I know very well that it is only a matter of time before the devils come to Caiyuan Village. I can't guarantee that one day, when we are sleeping, we will be buried in the artillery fire. .

However, I can't say these words.

Xiao Jin shouldn't be the person to bear such cruelty with me. Even if disaster will come sooner or later, at least, don't let her be in constant panic.If there is such a candidate, there is no other choice but Peng Yu.

I have to let Peng Yu know that the crisis is approaching. It is better for two people to find a way than one.Without further ado, I walked to the door of Peng Yu's room. He stayed in the room all day and only came out occasionally to use the bathroom.

I knocked on the door, and after a while, the door opened a crack.Peng Yu emerged from behind the door, only showing half of his face.

"What's the matter?" His eyes and behavior were all wary of me, which made me deeply displeased.

"I have something very urgent to tell you, please let me in."

Peng Yu paused and turned me away: "I'm not feeling well today, can you talk about it another day?"

In a hurry, I said, "I've said it's urgent! How can I wait for another day?"

"Then tonight." As soon as he finished speaking, Peng Yu slammed the door shut.

I was extremely astonished, and at the same time curious about Peng Yu's transformation. What was he doing hiding in the room?Even if you are sick, you don't have to keep people away, right?

So, I quietly put my ear on his door and listened carefully.Suddenly, I heard Peng Yu's voice. I couldn't hear the content clearly, but it was indeed his voice.

I was startled and immediately moved my ears away.I wonder if Peng Yu is crazy?He actually stayed in the room and talked to himself, shouldn't he have fallen ill long ago?Thinking of this, I couldn't help but shiver.

Strolling thoughtfully to the living room, she happened to see Xiao Jin coming from Xiao B's room. She had a heavy expression just now, but in a blink of an eye she had a dejected expression again.Before I could ask why, Xiao Jin murmured, "I always feel that Xiao Yi is getting farther and farther away from me."

"Xiao Yi disappeared again?"

"Ah, I don't understand him more and more." Unexpectedly, I felt familiar with Xiao Jin's sentimentality, as if I had experienced it just now, and it was really the same feeling.

However, what followed was annoying anxiety.I sneaked out of Peng Yu's room on the pretext of going to the bathroom.

The doors of this house are not locked. Out of respect for each other, everyone will knock on the door before entering, especially Xiao Jin's boudoir. So when I have something to ask Peng Yu, I am used to knocking on the door, but what? Customary rules, in special circumstances, there should be special practices.

With little thought or extra hesitation, I just broke in.

At the same time, I was completely stunned.

In the room, apart from Peng Yu, Xiao Yi was also there. The moment I broke in, they were actually kissing!