bunny kid

I don't know how long the days have passed, time seems like nothingness to me.I don't know where I am, I only know that I am still in Taiyuan. I don't know what county or town.

Live like a wild dog every day, find something to eat in the garbage dump when you are hungry, and find a place to sleep when you are sleepy.For a long time I was in a state of hunger and cold, and in many snowy nights, I thought I would not survive the dawn.

I didn't look at the ghosts, but I saw a lot of corpses. They either died of cold or starved to death. Several times I was so hungry that I couldn't help but want to eat those corpses, but in the end I was restrained by reason.

During the coldest days, I didn't dare to sleep, I was afraid that if I fell asleep, I wouldn't be able to wake up.The feeling of hunger can be said to have prevented me from freezing to death at any time. Whenever I was troubled by hunger, I couldn't fall asleep.Fortunately, even though I am hungry most of the time, I can eat in time, occasionally steal food from others, and occasionally catch mice. The thatch is also edible, but it is difficult to swallow.

But the winter of homelessness was really long, and in the end, I almost couldn't make it through.I haven't found anything to eat for two days. Only snow water can keep me alive temporarily. I don't have the strength to find food anymore.Just when my feet were weak and my eyes were dark, I fell down.

When I woke up, early spring had arrived.

As soon as I opened my eyes, I found that I was in a tent, and it was very warm all around, which was far away from the cold winter.I sat up numbly, it was like a temporary tent, with a bed on each side, a boiler cooking directly opposite, and no one in sight.

I felt so weak that I couldn't even stand upright after getting out of bed, but I still wanted to go for a walk. After sleeping for so long, I really wanted to exercise.

I walked a few steps, and when I was about to step out of the tent, I fell unsteadily, and a person came over at this time.Seeing me in such a mess, he quickly helped me up.

I thanked him and looked up at him. At this moment, I was stunned and speechless for a moment.

The person in front of me looked at me and smiled lightly, and said in that familiar voice, "Brother, long time no see."

I was astonished, for some reason, two lines of tears burst out, and I called out his name excitedly: "Peng Yu!"

Peng Yu has aged a lot, and there are a few more wrinkles on his face, especially when he smiles, the crow's feet are very conspicuous.

"Don't miss me so much! Look how you're crying." He helped me back to the bed with a snickering smile, and teased with his hands on his hips, "I haven't seen you for so many years. I'm ashamed to let you see your snot when we meet." It's my brother!"

I hastily wiped off all the dirt on my face with the back of my hand, and laughed through my tears: "Why are you here?"

"Then why are you here?"

I said, "Let's escape."

"me too."

Peng Yu walked to the stove, lifted the lid of the pot and glanced at it, and a scent came to his nostrils instantly, it was the smell of meat.

"You picked me up?"

Peng Yu stirred the pot with a spoon, and the aroma became stronger.

"Yeah, you passed out on the side of the road. I walked over and felt your pulse, and found that you were not dead. I rescued you. You were unkempt and covered with snow. It was when I wiped your face for you , I realized it was you!"

I smiled bitterly: "Thank you for your hard work. How have you been these few years?"

Peng Yu put the lid on the pot and sat down beside me.I noticed that his expression was a little stiff, and I turned my head and sighed resentfully: "Oh~ Beiping has changed a lot in the past few years, and so have I. I have worked in any industry and job, but I have never done it. "

"It's a pity, obviously this is your only interest."

Peng Yu gave me a blank look, and said sarcastically, "You really haven't changed at all! You're still so 'speakable'."

"Be with each other."

The soup in the pot suddenly boiled, Peng Yu stepped forward to turn off the fire, and lifted the lid of the pot: "We will have lunch soon."

I greedily sniffed the aroma overflowing from the pot. Not long after, Peng Yu suddenly called out: "Fu Wen! The broth is ready!"

"Hey!" A voice echoed from outside, "Here we come!"

A man about the same age as Peng Yu appeared at the door, his hair was slightly curly, and his face was vicissitudes.When he saw that I had woken up, he immediately greeted me earnestly, "Hey? You finally woke up. How is it? Is there any discomfort?"

I shook my head unnaturally, with a slightly dazed expression, and the first question that came to my mind was: who is he?

But the man in front of me didn't seem to notice my doubts, but his enthusiasm was cooled by my cold reaction: "Oh, then you have a good rest." He turned around without saying a word, and immediately chatted with Peng Yu again.

They seem to be quite familiar with each other, talking and laughing with each other, it is quite natural to get along with each other.I noticed the harmonious atmosphere between the two of them, and suddenly realized: "Ah!"

"What's wrong?" Peng Yu was startled by me.

"You... your illness is cured?"

Peng Yu blinked at me in astonishment: "What's wrong with me?"

"It's... that hole... that thing."

Peng Yu paused for a while, and suddenly woke up like a dream: "Fuck! Why did you mention this all of a sudden?"

I swiped my fingers back and forth between the two of them: "Because...you are not that... that's the relationship..."

Peng Yu's expression was as if he had eaten sour grapes, and he yelled in disgust: "Huh?! Do you have a hole in your brain? How can you tell if your eyes are so bad?"

I was startled, and asked him awkwardly: "It's hard, isn't it? I misunderstood?"

"It's not just a misunderstanding, you've lost your mind!" Peng Yu lashed out at me excitedly.

"I said," the man behind Peng Yu poked his head in confusion and asked, "Why can't I understand what you are saying?"

"It's okay, he just didn't wake up." Peng Yu avoided the topic, scooped the broth from the pot into an old bowl, and handed the soup to me with a livid face, as if he wanted to stuff my mouth with food.

They found a place to sit down and each had a simple lunch.The man took out some buns out of nowhere and gave me one.

"I haven't introduced you yet, my name is Huang Fuwen."

"Liu Mo Nian."

I bit the bun and devoured it. My body hadn't absorbed food for a long time. The feeling of my empty stomach being filled suddenly was like coming back to life, full of emotion.

I'll take another sip of the broth.Sure enough, everything I ate on an empty stomach was surprisingly delicious. That bowl of broth was probably the best soup I’ve ever had in my life. The saltiness was adjusted just right to bring out the freshness and sweetness of the meat. Both the soup and the meat were delicious. Extraordinarily delicious.

I asked with great interest: "What kind of meat is this? It doesn't look like pork or mutton."

They looked at each other, put on a meaningful smile, but did not answer my question.

I didn't think it was an important matter, so I didn't pursue it.Peng Yu took me outside for a while that day, and it turned out that besides them, there were many other people who had set up tents there, and a group of people gathered together densely.At first glance, it looks like a refugee camp.However, seeing so many common people with the same illness and being able to rely on Peng Yu and Fu Wen in the future, the helplessness in my heart finally disappeared temporarily.

Speaking of Fuwen, Peng Yu also told me how I met him.

It turned out that they met on the way to escape, and both of them were lonely, so they made an appointment together, at least there was a support.

But Peng Yu mentioned that Fuwen is actually a family man, but his wife died young, leaving a pair of children to take care of his elderly mother, and he went to work in Peiping to support his family, so he was at such a critical moment. There was no time to get together with family members.

All in all, Fu Wen knew nothing about Peng Yu's sexuality. No wonder Peng Yu blamed me so much.

On the night when he reunited with Peng Yu, outside the tent, he finally asked about that untouchable place.

It didn't start with any urge, nor did it start with any opportunity, it was just a simple, let the question that had been held back for a long time blurted out.

"Why are you alone?"

I froze for a moment and remained silent for a while.I tried to sharpen my language. Although it is difficult to say something, it is not impossible to say it.

After hesitating for a while, I still told the whole story, including the fact that Lin Zhi and I moved into our hometown, fell in love gradually, and then eloped.

As my listener, Peng Yu devoted himself to understanding my experiences in the past few years.He nodded frequently in the middle, and he would always give a response without clicking.After I told my story, Peng Yu sighed with emotion: "I didn't expect you to walk on the same path as me!"

I hurriedly opened my mouth slightly, wanting to refute him: No, I am different from you.

But I swallowed my words, maybe what he said is right, I used to love to laugh at him for giving up his hard-won job for a fruitless love, but now I don’t give up my whole family for love ?

I seem to understand what Peng Yu was thinking back then.

"What about after that?" Peng Yu suddenly asked.

"Ok?"

"What happened after that? Where did Lin Zhi go?"

I was speechless and choked up, and couldn't say anything for a while. This is no longer difficult to say.My throat seemed to be blocked by a hard object, and I couldn't make any sound.

Peng Yu noticed something was wrong with me, so he wisely didn't ask further, and even patted me on the shoulder to comfort me: "It's okay, it's over, everyone will be fine."

I tried my best to squeeze out a smile and let my voice break through my throat: "Don't worry, I'm fine."

Peng Yu patted my shoulder, pursed his lips and nodded.Even though I didn't show it, he could see that I desperately wanted to be alone.So he walked back to the tent alone, leaving me alone in the dark.

How long?three months?four months?Lin Zhi has been away for four months?

My tear line was like a dike, tears poured down, the surroundings were quiet, only my crying sounded in the night.This is the first time in a long time that I cried because of Lin Zhi's departure.In the past four months, I have been living in a muddle, like a lunatic, living crazily, not thinking about anything, just living according to instinct.

Because I lost the other half of my soul, from then on, I lived as a walking corpse, but after Peng Yu rescued me, I came back to life, so that I got back my original emotions and my due mood.

I finally cried out.This cry is heartbroken.

I miss Lin Zhi so much.In the end, I realized that every moment, every second, I was full of him.Missing too strongly can only be vented into tears.There was nothing I could do but cry.

The author has something to say:

I forgot to mention in the last chapter that starting from chapter 26, most of the plots are created based on real historical materials, and a small part will be different from history. I am not a textual research party.