[Comprehensive] Thank you everyone, we are together

Why do so many people commit suicide?

Koji Naizawa flipped through the news on his mobile phone in every possible way.He put his legs on the table and tilted the chair. The extremely leisurely appearance of the policeman will give people the illusion of world peace.

Kazuhiro Iizuka had a headache about his senior's attitude, but no matter how many times he mentioned it, whether Kizawa should be a slut or a slut.

The man who was whispered in his heart was still thinking about his philosophy of life.

"Why do so many people commit suicide?"

"what?"

"Look, someone jumped off the track again."

Iizuka was even more annoyed by the pictures Niizawa showed.

"Don't we have a job? Senior, don't you always run around?"

"Oh, I'm giving you a break." Jiu Ze continued to tilt his head and said, "Human beings will commit suicide because of life difficulties. But why are there so many people clamoring that being a human being is difficult?"

"That's..." Iizuka muttered, "Because everyone's life is difficult?"

"Tsk tsk tsk."

Jiu Ze shook his finger, "Too young."

"Then what are you talking about?"

"Is it because you were born to be a human?" Yuzawa naturally took a sip of the coffee that Iizuka had just brewed perfectly, and the bitter taste made him wrinkle his face as soon as it entered his mouth, "It's because he was born to be a human. "

"Bullshit."

"Is not it?"

Jiu Ze returned the coffee in disgust, peeled off a candy and stuffed it into his mouth, and his speech became slurred.

"...People know what happiness is, so they resist pain. People have all kinds of fun, wonderful life and complicated emotions. When too many bad things happen, it will be more sad if there is a comparison. "

"..." Iizuka frowned and thought for a while, "...don't understand."

"stupid."

"You are talking nonsense."

"It's rare for me to become a fan of literature and art happily." Started with new information, two consecutive lines.Niu Ze evaded Iizuka's sight and looked at them without any trace, biting the candy with his mouth, "According to this principle, in order to live an easier life, it's better to be an ant."

"Senior, do you want to be reincarnated?"

"No, I'm still obsessed with the power and wealth I got when I was a human being." With a serious tone, Jiu Ze put his foot down with a slap, got up and took the long windbreaker beside him, "Maybe after I fall badly, I will consider asking the gods and Buddhas for help." I pray that I will become ants in my next life. For now, let’s work.”

As soon as he heard the job, Iizuka, who was still a policeman, his eyes lit up, he quickly drank his coffee, pulled up his suit jacket, and with his long legs, he caught up with the senior who was a bit short of the standard Japanese.

"where are we going?"

"Ah, oh, it's a burglary call for help."

"……what?"

"What's the matter?"

Yuzawa stopped and turned to look at Iizuka who was standing behind him.

Iizuka scratched his head blankly, "Aren't we responsible for the murder?"

"Just treat it as extra money."

Jiu Ze pouted, turned and left.

He knew that his stupid junior would definitely catch up.

"...Wait a minute! Senior! Wait for me—"

Some human beings will secretly cry that life is miserable and refuse to be human.

But it's definitely not the saddest creature on Earth.

Jiu Ze looked at the heavy rain outside the car window, and muttered that the traffic jam was annoying.

Is there any existence worse than human beings?An existence that is so miserable that as long as it becomes a human being, it will feel happy—?

Even if Iizuka rushed over at the fastest speed, it was quite a long time before the two of them arrived at the moment when they called the police.

The corpses and unconscious living people who arrived at the scene for a long time were divided into two piles, and the wounded were bandaged.

The butler was taking off his own blood-stained gloves.

Iizuka was surprised, "This is—"

Jiu Ze raised his hand to say hello to the strong and strong old man, and told Iizuka to call the headquarters to call a few more people to help.

"Old man, what's going on?" He knelt down, put on his white gloves, and pinched the chin of a person on the ground.

Those who fainted were tied up, and those who died were covered with a white cloth, and the ground was mopped to clean up all the things that could be called evidence at the scene.

Iizuka hesitated to speak, and wanted to ask why the scene was destroyed, but he couldn't speak to the old man.Seeing that the senior didn't express anything, he didn't dare to talk nonsense.

Yuzawa knew what was going on.I specifically asked that it was for younger generations to see.

As a person who has private dealings with the underworld, and as a very cautious businessman, if he didn't know anything, he wouldn't come here.

In other words, he came here by entrustment.

"Our house was robbed by them." said the butler who didn't seem to belong to a vulnerable group at all. "Fortunately, the young master and the others have experience and usually have security measures. It can be regarded as a safe escape."

It seemed like he said something, but he didn't seem to say anything.

Jiu Ze raised his eyebrows.Sure enough, the elders are fine.The housekeeper of this trace department may be a retiree of some occupation.It is also quite powerful to see the dead body without scaring the blood pressure.

"What about your young master?"

Iizuka obediently went out to make a phone call, but hadn't come back yet.Jiu Ze looked around the scene and asked.

"Rest on it. Both the young lady and the young master were frightened." The butler said, "If necessary, can I ask the police officer to go up?"

Jiu Ze scratched his head, "Oh, of course we need to ask questions."

The two people's eyes collided carefully, and at the moment Iizuka came in, they looked away pretending that nothing happened.

"Senior, what's the matter?"

The little policeman who was still a little white rabbit didn't have any doubts, and simply asked about the current situation.

Jiu Ze shrugged: "Wait for the big troops to take the prisoner away for questioning. Ah yes, I heard there is a time bomb coming?"

In the second half of the sentence, Iizuka asked the housekeeper, but Iizuka was startled and screamed first.

"Timed bomb——?!"

"Yeah, what's wrong?"

"There is a timed bomb. Are you still coming here so leisurely?!"

"Don't worry, we've taken care of it," the woman said.

Hearing other people's voices, Jiu Ze looked up and saw the woman coming down from the second floor.The housekeeper said she was frightened, and her face was indeed a little tired.

"Hello, I am the temporary supervisor here. Takahashi Minami."

Takahashi—?Isn't this the Atobe family?

Iizuka was full of doubts.His senior seemed to know everything, and smiled without any surprise.

"Can you tell me how to deal with it? You have to know that we are also worried that ordinary people will be hurt." Jiu Ze explained.

This time it was the butler who answered.He bowed slightly, with a smug smile on the old man's wrinkled face.

"I learned a few hands when I was young, and I just know how to dismantle it."

"Ah—oh——" Kizawa seemed to take it for granted, and nodded his head to express his understanding when Iizuka's eyes widened in surprise.

"Wait a minute—Senior?!" He dragged Jiuze aside, and asked in a low voice but couldn't help screaming, "Is that a bomb? Was it dismantled?!"

Chikuzawa didn't think there was anything wrong.

"This is the Atobe family, so why not be surprised. Rich people know a little about everything."

Iizuka froze there, thought for a while, felt that something was wrong, and felt right.

While he was in a daze, Jiu Ze hooked up with his client.

"Can I go up?"

He laughed like a clown.

Nan also laughed.The skinny smile is not.

"My little brother is resting on it."

That is to avoid contact with that younger brother.Jiu Ze understood.

At this time, he showed the majesty of a policeman, stepped forward and pushed Nan Hard away and went upstairs.Seeing this, Iizuka hurriedly followed.

Untimely, walking up the stairs slowly, a question flashed across Jiu Ze's mind.

Assuming that there is such a person who can feel happy because he was born as a human being, what would that person be like?

Hui Lingnai was by Kaneki's side.

Like Jin Mu, she is not so eloquent and doesn't know how to appease others.

So she sat with Jin Mu, in the reception room, and waited for Jin Mu to speak.

Yongjin told him that what he learned from others is not the truth, and Jin Mu should tell it himself.

There was only one thing Kaneki couldn't understand.

"...You guys know that, right?"

In the silence, he spoke.

Hui Lingnai responded with a soft "hmm".

Who can't figure it out.There are so many loopholes, if you deliberately look back at the past, you can find many obvious loopholes.

Hui Lingnai wanted to say that he was too careless.But now is not the time for criticism.

"But...you know..."

Can you accept it?Can you accept it without any grudges?

Kaneki lowered his head, his fingers intertwined.It's exactly the same as those children who are afraid of being scolded by their parents.

"We will be afraid." Hui Lingnai said honestly, "But thinking that you are Yan, we will not be afraid."

Humans fear ghouls that use themselves as food.But the family is not afraid of their own family.

She was silent for a moment, and reached out to rub the golden wood and white hair.

It felt really bad.she thinks.

"Give us a little more trust, and give yourself a little more confidence. Everyone loves you very much." Hui Lingnai said bluntly, "Even if you are not a human being, you are still Kaneki Ken. Don't be reluctant or persistent. Put labels on yourself defined by others."

"You are Kaneki Ken, you are our younger brother."

Sour, slightly choked sobs rose to the top of his throat.Kaneki pursed her lips tightly, suppressing her crying.

"……Um."

Human beings are made up of various elements and various cells.Personality is made up of various experiences and emotions.

The former is fragile and easily changed.The latter is sometimes particularly brittle, and sometimes it is harder than imagined.

Pinning hope on the illusory "trust" and "love" may be a meaning of life.

Jinki smiled in relief.Kaneki laughed and cried.

He has not grown up, he is no different from a child.

In front of his elder brothers and sisters, he is a younger brother, he can let go of his pretentious tough shell erected to protect others, act like a baby and rely on him to his heart's content.

"Can I really be your brother? I... I can really be—"

"You have a right to everything."

Hui Lingnai leaned forward and hugged him.She stroked the ends of his hair, just like her mother comforted her when she was upset a long time ago.

She repeated earnestly:

"You have a right to everything."

Yongjin leaned against the outside door, and all the movement came out from the tiny crack in the door.

Hearing the unscrupulous crying inside, he raised his head and breathed a sigh of relief.

He really wanted Jin Mu to rely on him alone.But ah, Jin Mu is so good, he can't bear to let him be alone.

What if I leave one day because of an accident?What would Jin Mu do if he had to part with Jin Mu one day?

Always like happy rabbits.The happy rabbit is very beautiful when it smiles.He wished Jinmu happiness.

He gently closed the door, and smiled kindly at Jiu Ze who had gone upstairs and was about to open the door to enter the study not far away.

This laugh is pure joy.No malice.But Jiu Ze, who had been dealing with him for many years, suddenly shivered.

"senior?"

"It's okay." He closed the collar of the windbreaker, "Remember to keep warm when you sleep tonight."

"Huh?" Iizuka was puzzled again, "You won't have to work overtime tonight, will you?"

"Are you kidding? I don't know it's Master Atobe's birthday today." Jiu Ze opened the door and greeted Atobe inside politely, "Master Atobe is going to a banquet tonight."

Atobe raised his head from his contemplation, and looked at Chirazawa who had a pure face but acted too hard.

"...It's good that you know. Please don't delay our time, start as soon as possible." He said in a deep voice.

Iizuka was taken aback.There was nothing wrong with Jiu Ze, so he pulled out the chair and sat down.Self-cooking is also a special skill.

"Hey——let me take a look." He covered it with his hand, glanced at the screen of the phone, and then looked at the trace department, "Let's get straight to the point. Do you know who the attacker is? Or do you have doubts in your heart? Object?"

……

The door of the study was closed.

Nan is not worried at all.

As she expected, the attacker must be one of the underworld organizations that recently wanted to mess up the situation and take advantage of the opportunity.The Jiuze police officer likes to solicit money from left and right, but he has self-esteem and a bottom line in his heart. He will not contact organizations that are too high-ranking and may not be able to control the situation. He is willing to cooperate with organizations that are down-to-earth like the leading group. .

When Nan was in the mix, he had several contacts with him.Just a little mention, don't reveal too much, tell him to interrogate before the people who are officially in charge of the burglary come over, avoid questions they don't want to answer, and then submit an incomplete answer sheet that tells the truth— —

Even if the assailant sensed something was wrong with the research, the police would not know about it.

She exchanged glances with the butler, who nodded, indicating that all the evidence of Kaneki's injury had been removed.

Go south to the first floor and pick up the school flag that was placed on the back of the sofa.Black letters on a red background, Majisuka's MJ and cherry blossoms match perfectly.

Her usual knife was put away after Jinpen washed her hands.I was always uneasy this time, so I took it home just in case... I didn't expect it to be really useful.

Jing Wu was surprised.She snickered.The younger brother is so powerful, but the older sister's marksmanship is still very accurate.

It can also be regarded as a stubborn mentality.His mother passed away, and Ichiro Atobe's excessive protection made Nan Geng want to protect his family by himself, and he took his younger siblings to train in private without notifying Atobe.Just to prove that they are actually strong enough to keep themselves safe.

"sister."

Nan raised her head, Hui Lingnai leaned against the somewhat broken railing, smiled and said OK to her.

Nan gave back a thumbs up.The corners of the mouth are too high to be suppressed.

It's okay to study—it's done.

What would a seminar with an open mind look like?Nan looked forward to it a bit.Will it be the same as before?Or do you occasionally act like a baby and ask your sister for a hug?

No no no no.If you want to hug this kind of thing, you should come to me.

In the room, Yongjin hugged Kaneki contentedly.

"Golden Wood."

"Ok?"

Always turn your head.

"happy?"

Jinmu smiled slightly.

"Happy. Not happy either."

"--why?"

Kaneki kissed Yongjin and offered to apologize.

"I'm sorry for keeping it from you..."

In fact, he planned to tell Yongjin when the dyed hair started to fade.But now those superfluous explanations mean nothing.

Although they are lovers, they are not the first to know important things about each other.Kaneki changed his mind and understood how uncomfortable it was.Especially when they usually don't know how to do things without telling each other, it will make people think wildly——

...Maybe Kaneki is the only one who likes to think wildly.Yongjin is not someone who loves to dig into horns.

"I'll be happy if you admit your mistake." Yong Jin raised his head and chest, proud of him, "Come and kiss me to comfort me?"

Jin Mu circled his neck and kissed again.This time the kiss was deep and long.Panting when we parted.

Yongjin touched Kaneki's pale temples, and said softly, "You. You asked me the other day how I dyed it white...how did it turn white?"

"...Do you want to know?" Jin Mu picked the pulp of his index finger with his thumb, a little forcefully, "It's not a good experience, but if Ying wants to hear..."

"Then choose what you want to say." Yongjin bumped his forehead lightly, shaking him affectionately, "As long as you tell me, I will listen."

As long as you want, you can complain to me and act like a baby at any time.

Because I will always be with you.Until you want to leave me.

Kaneki closed his eyes, and kissed forever close to the eyebrows, the tip of the nose, the corners of the mouth, and the neck, sweet and warm.

"--me too."

The author has something to say: Hmm... Was the last chapter considered a knife?

The number of favorites is erratic, and I probably have a bottom line in my heart.

How should I put it... In my opinion, this is what falling off a horse is like.Kaneki is like that.He is stupid. It's not that he doesn't believe that others will accept him, but that he doesn't believe that he can be so happy, and he doesn't dare to bet on more and better things.

To be afraid is to be afraid.No matter how much you love it, human beings will definitely be afraid of ghouls that will eat themselves, if they are not perverted or bent on death.But there is something that is always more important than fear, and that is love for the important people.It sounds gross, that's all.

People will fall down and stand up when they grow up, and it is not all smooth sailing. If you want to be happy, you must experience pain to know true happiness. If you want to be sweet, you must have the front...

This shouldn't even count as glass slag, right?I was not sad when I wrote it, but sad.Sad in the original book, Jin Mu doesn't have such a good family, and he doesn't have so many people who love him on the surface.

He has been protecting others, and I think he should rely more on others.

He was not even an adult when he became a ghoul and was forced to bear those burdens!He's really just a kid.When he was young, when he was forced to have a family like that, he was also a child.

With family, with friendship and love.I want to fill all of Kaneki's past regrets.I want him to be like a younger brother, an ordinary person who should be able to rely on friends and family, more human, not what must be protected, what must be guarded.

He should be guarded.He deserves to be protected.

Thank you for being here.

Love you all as always.

After the rain comes a rainbow.