Every time he quarrels he is acting like a baby

Hong Yan’s 40th birthday was held at Huang’s house. Compared with the 30th birthday, this time it was even more grand than that one, just because there were more friends of Sun Tiance and people in his project team. They didn't invite so many people, but they didn't know where the wind came from, and they called in advance to say that they would reserve seats for them.

Due to the status, this time it is still done at home, or according to the usual style of not accepting red envelopes and gifts, just come here to eat and drink.

But even so many people still didn't make Hong Yan very happy. He has become more and more silent recently, and he always feels that he is going to suffer from depression, but he has always been able to see everything away. However, he has lived for several decades, and he is already 40 years old, and he may be dead in a decade or so.

The reason why he has such thoughts is because he feels that there has been a problem with the relationship between himself and Sun Tiance. He suddenly goes out early and returns late, chatting and answering the phone is also sneaky, and even their bed affairs are becoming less and less pitiful. At that time, he felt that he wanted it very much, but he still didn't have the slightest interest in him. When he mentioned him, he said that he was tired.

In fact, he already knew that such a day would happen, but he didn't expect it so soon.

He boasts that he has never been a complainer in life and relationships, but when things really happen, the feeling is very uncomfortable.

If they didn't have so many unforgettable experiences in their relationship, he didn't care much about it. No matter how much one person has feelings for another, in the end, they will always be a little bit unwilling, but what if they are not willing?The royal family put his 40th birthday on the agenda, and he realized that it was not the other party who was wrong, but himself.

He is getting old, and that boy is only 28 years old. Thinking about how I met him when I was in my twenties, the time was just right, without the traces and experiences honed over the years, and doing things without thinking about the consequences is not an experience. , Life will always be wanton for so many years.

Thinking about his wanton age, but I had detained him for so long, I suddenly felt that he was like a kite, which should be flying in the sky, and I insisted on pulling the string so that he could not fly far.

He thought about it for half a year, wavering all the time, and wanted to make up his mind to let him go, but he really couldn't say it out loud.

Finally one day, he became sneaky, looked through the number he often dialed while hiding in the bathroom or study, and then dialed it while he was sleeping.

This is an international call from Russia. The woman who answered the phone spoke not very fluent English. Maybe she heard the voice was wrong, so she hung up the phone immediately.

The hanging up of this phone call woke him up completely. It turned out that their emotions had long been lost during his hesitation. He once wanted to spend his whole life with him, but as he got older, his whole life felt like a terrible demon. curse.

At this time, he thought of Sun Tiance's mother, no matter how she was treated by her, as long as he was content with his fearlessness and no regrets, and thinking about their acquaintance, acquaintance, and finally staying together, so many years have passed, it is enough for him to be with her. I will miss it for the rest of my life.

He didn't want the ending of the two of them to become extremely embarrassing in the end, so that his life's hard work would become a joke, so he felt that he should be more rational while there was still such a glimmer of happiness.

Just wait until the birthday party is over!Hong Yan thought, when they were 30 years old, they had a relationship, and when they were 40 years old, it happened to be over, so it would be convenient to recall later.

The birthday party here is about to start, so Sun Tiance just ordered over here.

He hadn't been home for three days, probably because of the project that was urged to be completed recently, because he was a bit sloppy now, so he ran to Hong Yan's room to change a set of clothes and was ready to go out to meet people.

After changing his clothes, he smiled and said to him, "I came here in a hurry today and forgot to buy a gift, but I'll surprise you later, it's a gift for you."

Seeing that he was really empty-handed, Hong Yan said unconsciously, "Are you so stingy now that you don't even want to deal with me with a substantial gift?"

Sun Tiance had never seen him being so hypocritical. He thought he never cared about these things. Today, he seemed really unhappy, so he said, "Believe me, this will definitely make you happier than a real gift."

Hong Yan nodded silently after hearing this, and then replied: "When the banquet is over, I just want to tell you something."

"What's the matter? Is it a surprise? Let's talk about it now." He seemed extremely excited today.

Hong Yan said: "Let's wait until it's over, it will be a little more peaceful."

Sun Tiance didn't notice anything wrong with his words, as if he wanted to go up and kiss him, suddenly seeing the boy from Huang Qiming's family looking at them with interest, he was very unhappy and said: "Why did you put this little bastard in again? Won't sleep with us again tonight."

Hong Yan saw that he was blowing his hair when he saw a child, so he replied: "His father and mother are not at home these days, and he can't stand the rules of his grandpa's house, so he came to find me. sky."

Sun Tiance's face darkened in an instant and he said, "What's the matter? It's only been two days. You brought up this kid since he was born. Is his old lady dead? Anyway, I don't care, let him go back and forth. I've had a hard time tonight." Liberated, the last time he pissed in my shoehole, I haven't settled with him. Children are so annoying."

Hong Yan said coldly: "Okay, if you don't like it, you can go to sleep in your own room."

Sun Tiance saw that he was serious again, so he said, "I asked you before and said you didn't like children, I think you are being stubborn, but let me tell you, even if we have a child, we still ask him to sleep alone at night. Otherwise, I will definitely beat him."

Hong Yan said: "If I were as young as you, I would definitely go back and take him back to raise him, but I am so old, if I die suddenly, who will I throw it to?"

There is a lot of anger in what he said, but it is also his true thought. In the first half of the year, his thought was very strong, but then it was suddenly blocked, because he couldn't guarantee that he would still live until he became an adult. Moreover, the family environment he gave him was not good, and he was afraid that it would affect the child's growth, so when Sun Tiance mentioned this matter to him cryptically, he answered him firmly, thinking at the time that Sun Tiance was also extremely dissatisfied. He likes children, almost to the point of hating children, so he doesn't want to bring one back to annoy him.

And if he shows that he likes her, the two of them will not adopt him at that time, for fear that he will feel guilty.

At this time, Sun Tiance replied: "What nonsense are you talking about? If I die, I will die first! Look, now when I go out, people ask me how old I am when I am 30? Last time a kid stood next to me and called me grandpa, but you Beside me, people thought I was eating your tender grass."

Sun Tiance always felt that Hong Yan hadn’t changed. When he saw him that year, his appearance was still the same. Perhaps the only thing that changed was his temperament. He used to be a gentle scum, but now he is an old gentleman. Seeing him wearing glasses, combing his hair back, and sitting at the desk looking at documents in a gentle manner, I wanted to press him on the desk several times at that time.

He did this no matter what he thought about it, but then suddenly he had a shadow on the desk, because it was the first time he came over cheeky after the quarrel with the Huang family that day, and he couldn't hold back that night, so he started directly at the desk. After doing something, Hong Juan broke in for some reason...

In that scene, the two of them were about to take off their pants, their poses were all set, and they were so embarrassed that they wanted to cry.

After all, at Hong Juan's age, she was still very young and said: "If I didn't see it, you continue to commit crimes!"

They have never continued at the desk since.

Hong Yan didn't know what he thought, but he was very grateful to him for trying his best to lie to himself all the time, just like Huang Xiuying once said, at least he was willing to lie to me for the rest of his life.

But the difference between him and Huang Xiuying is that she is willing to believe in her for the rest of her life, but he is not willing, and would rather lose than give up.

The two of them went out together during the birthday party, and they don't hide it now. Anyway, these relatives and friends basically know about their relationship, and the Huang family didn't take the initiative to mention it, but It is the default attitude when others ask them.

But Sun Tiance is different, he shows off everywhere like a rooster, and he takes the initiative to tell people that this is my wife without waiting to ask.

During the banquet, when the two of them came down to toast, he was also talking and laughing, and today's testosterone was particularly strong, and he wanted to grab him twice when people weren't paying attention, which made Hong Yan, who had been ascetic for half a year, very uncomfortable. But he tried his best to persuade himself, that is, for the last moment...

After the banquet, when the two of them walked back exhaustedly, Sun Tiance hugged him excitedly and walked over halfway. When they got to the room, he came up to kiss and touch him like a wolf cub. Looking around, he started to shrink back again, and at this time he tried hard to warn himself not to be too greedy.

So at this moment, he mustered up enough courage to pull him away and said, "Gou Ce, stop acting, I can't stand it anymore, let's break up, I'll let you go, as long as you don't appear in front of me from now on."

Sun Tiance's blood was splashed with a layer of ice, and he immediately hugged him and asked, "What did you say?"

Hong Yan wanted to pull away the hand that was imprisoning him, but he did not move after pulling twice, so he could only say: "I already knew everything, I'm sorry I checked your phone, but I don't want to deceive myself anymore, I Life is painful."

Sun Tiance didn't understand, so he said, "What do you know? Can you tell me clearly?"

"I know about that Russian phone call and that woman. Let's not make such an embarrassing scene. Can we leave some memories for the other party to miss? At least it's been so many years."

Sun Tiance suddenly said: "So that's the case, no wonder I've been unhappy all the time, is it because of this? Hong Yan, are you jealous? And you want to break up with me? Why are you?"

As he said that, he took out a list from his pocket, then threw it to him and said, "I've worked so hard for such a long time, and that's how you thank me?"

Hong Yan picked up the slip on the ground, and after unfolding it was a B-ultrasound slip with a small black dot on it, which said something like amniotic fluid, which was obviously a pregnancy test slip, so he was a little confused and said, "What does this mean? "

"This is a surrogate I found for you in Russia. It took half a year to succeed because your sperm survival rate is low. The doctor told you not only to take care of your life but also to rest. Don't do that kind of thing. I'm like a dog. I have to hold you to sleep every day and can't do anything, so I get this kind of result?"

Hong Yan looked at the spot of light, it was extremely dazzling, and he asked: "Who told you to do this? Did I agree to have a baby with someone else? Are you sick?"

Sun Tiance said: "I'm sick, why are you hugging Huang Qiming's little bastard all day long, I have the heart to deprive you of the right to have no children for the rest of your life?"

Hong Yan had mixed feelings in his heart, both happy and sad. He was happy because at least his worries were unnecessary, and Sun Tiance did not betray him. What was sad was that the existence of this child was too unfair to Sun Tiance, even if he liked him so much. Child, but it has nothing to do with Sun Tiance, so he feels very uncomfortable.

But even if he did this without his own consent, he still felt aggrieved by him, as if he had been dazzled and favored by him all his life, thinking about his previous misunderstandings, he took the initiative to hug him He then remained silent.

Sun Tiance didn't know why he was awkward, so he said: "Don't worry, this woman is a professional surrogate mother, and she won't have anything to do with you, anyway, you just gave birth to a sperm."

"But I'm ugly, I hate children the most. When he comes out, he will be thrown to the nanny. If you dare to treat him better than me, I will definitely not make it easier for you."

Hong Yan forcibly bent his lips and said, "No, no one is more important than you."

Sun Tiance wanted to hold it for a while after being yelled at like that, but seeing him look angry, awkward and happy, and suddenly confessed, he was acting like a spoiled child, so he immediately followed Mao and said: "That is, since that's the case If so, how are you going to repay me tonight?"

Hong Yan said, "What do you want?"

Sun Tiance threw away the B-ultrasound sheet he was staring at desperately and said: "You are so angry today that you want to break up with me. It seems that I have worked less hard. You keep saying, don't you think you are also special? think?"

"Get out of here!"

Sun Tiance said aggrievedly: "But you said you repaid me."

"How about I sing you a song!"

Sun Tiance leaned forward and said, "Okay, let's sing on the bed!"

"Pooh!"

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The author has something to say:

The article is all over here, thank you for accompanying me all the way, to be honest, I am a person who feels cold and unmotivated without comments, but you have followed me to the end, I have nothing to repay, I can only say thank you sincerely .

At the end of an article, I always feel very reluctant, but at least I feel that I have tried my best to present this article, so I am still very happy 2333

Finally, if you like the little angel of this article, I hope to continue to accompany me in the growth of the next article "Put down the baby's life and death book (quick travel)"

The article is in the pre-collection, if you can, click my article column to bookmark it, and it will probably be opened in mid-August.

"Let go of the baby's book of life and death" is also the main focus of this article. Xiao Gong is very similar to Sun Tiance in terms of attachment to feelings, but it is said to be fast time travel. In fact, after he once gave up everything for his lover, Xiao Shou tried his best to protect him. He died, but in the end he forgot everything, and in order to remind him of himself, Xiao Shou accompanied him to sweetly recall everything before...

Xiao Gong can't think of anything in his life, but the only thing that remains the same is his devotion to his lover, and he will always do his best.