Every time he quarrels he is acting like a baby

Sun Tiance didn't seem to notice anything wrong with Hong Yan. He was very happy to see him, and showed him around his room and the small garden he had tended like a dog. A lot of nutritious drum kits.

Although Hong Yan doesn't know much about drums, he can hear a lot of music about black and white people in his rhythm, and he thinks it sounds surprisingly good.

In the evening, Sun Tiance invited Memphis Peter and a few good schoolmates to come to our house for dinner. The western food on the dinner table was made by Memphis and Peter, and the Chinese food was from a Chinese restaurant.

Before the meal, Sun Tiance did not introduce him, but only talked about his classmates, and then focused on Memphis and Peter who helped him a lot.

He didn't know if Sun Tiance had told these people about their relationship. In short, their actions and expressions were very natural, and they treated him as a friend from China, except for a girl named Ai Gelunting who expressed to him Except for a little curiosity about China, the rest of the people didn't ask much, which made him feel a little lonely.

Looking at the table again, in addition to the Chinese food specially prepared for him in front of him, including Sun Tiance, who was also eating the food out of the oven with relish, he felt more and more uncontrollable sadness, feeling that he was out of place, and the one who used to The boy who revolves around him already lives in another world.

He can force himself to ignore age, identity, and relationship, but when they become people from two worlds, what ability does he have to forcibly pull him from another world?

So Hong Yan, who had been confident all his life, fell into deep thought.

He didn't finish dinner, so he excused himself from jet lag and was too sleepy, and then went to the guest room to sleep.

Because he acted so naturally, he even covered his mouth and yawned in front of his face, so that no one at the table, including Sun Tiance, noticed anything wrong with him. When he found out he had fallen asleep.

Think about it, the guest room of this house hasn't been cleaned yet, so I was going to carry him to the master bedroom to sleep, but as soon as I moved, he said: "I'm too sleepy, let's sleep here, I like the color of this room. "

In fact, he really has nothing to say, but he doesn't know how to express his awkwardness.

Sun Tiance didn't see his displeasure as if he was a big one, so he said, "Then I'll sleep here too."

After saying that, he lay down beside him, then hugged him in his arms, kissed him, and said without forgetting: "When you are full of sleep, let's do something serious."

Hong Yan closed his eyes and pretended to be asleep without answering.

Thinking about what happened in the past few months, he felt that they were getting farther and farther away. There were three doubts.

One is that he took away the card that had been with him for more than two years since he left last time.

It wasn't that he was short of money, he never even thought of using a penny above, he even worked tirelessly, soliciting business everywhere, negotiating with people, begging everywhere, in order to pass the inspection, his supervisor was so tired that he was hospitalized. He almost vomited to stomach bleeding, but he still persisted, because he was also reluctant to use the money he earned. He felt that it was his heart, and he felt distressed even if he used it a little.

He didn't return the card since the last time we broke up, because he always felt that he could maintain something with that card. He admitted that he was very timid and still had expectations for this relationship. card away, until one day I suddenly saw him in a bar...

To be honest, he was very happy at the time, but he still pretended to be calm. What he didn't dare to say was that he dreamed that he would go back to find himself, so the two hit it off.

And now, he still hasn't returned that card to himself. He obviously said that he would give it to him in two months, but it has been more than four months now.

The second is that when he went through the formalities for him at the hospital last time, he overheard the doctor saying that it was not a car accident at all, and that the place where he was injured was not in the United States. He didn't know why he was lying to himself.

It’s just that, and what he can’t let go of most is that he will settle here in the end, and because of the sensitivity of the subject, he will never be able to return to China.

He asked him what he wanted to do, but he was always avoiding and never gave a positive answer, which means that it is still unknown whether he will return to China in the future. Who can give up everything and walk into each other's world just to be together?

He thinks that it is not easy for Sun Tiance to win today, maybe let him give up, he can really do it in a moment of enthusiasm, but the days to come are too long, he dare not guarantee his future, once he regrets one day, he should What can I do to repay him?

As for whether he has the courage to give up everything and come to his world, he feels that he has the courage, but let him come here alone. When it was fresh, was it worth it for him to gamble everything?

At that time, he who has nothing, even if he wants to go back, probably that world will not open the door to him again, and he will be lonely for the rest of his life.

After all, he couldn't afford to gamble.

After thinking so much, he felt that it would be better to leave early. It just so happens that there is an excuse now. The project will be due at the end of the year, and it will be audited everywhere. He has to keep an eye on the investment funds at home. After coming down, he still needs to pat the table and continue drinking...

If he asked him to come again in the future, he would use excuses, since the other party would not be able to return to the country anyway, and after a long time, the distance between the two of them would be further away, so he would lose his mind.

……

That night, Shen Tiance and Sun Tiance were really safe, and I don’t know if it was really because of jet lag. Hong Yan had a good night’s sleep, and when he woke up the next day, he found that he had already woken up, so he wanted to follow the plan and follow He talked about returning home.

But he thinks this guy is a bit obsessive, and he's quite smart, he can't seem to get away without some drama.

So he wanted to call Zhou Xian and ask him to cooperate with him, but before the call was made, the door opened, and then someone rushed over and hugged him, and when he was done, he said, "Are you hungry, can I I made a loving breakfast for you, come and have a taste."

Seeing his happy face, Hong Yan silently pressed the main menu button, and then went to eat his loving breakfast after washing up.

He found two bowls of porridge, fried dough sticks and soy milk on the table. He guessed that the fried dough sticks and soy milk were bought, because the appearance of the fried dough sticks was so good, and the strange thing was that there was a poached egg, which was ugly compared to the selling price. The knife is cut into hearts, but the sticky pan is connected, so it looks like a dog gnaws.

So he couldn't help asking: "What did you do?"

Sun Tiance looked at him with a bit of trepidation and asked, "How about it, am I virtuous? I'm not at a disadvantage with you."

Hong Yan nodded with a smile, and took a sip of the porridge, only to find that the porridge tasted a bit mushy, but seeing Sun Tiance drinking it with relish, he was not ashamed to say that, after all, he didn't know how to cook, so some would be good to eat.

When adding the poached eggs at the end, I found a quantity problem, so I asked, "Why did you only make one?"

Sun Tiance replied: "Are you not enough? If not, eat fried dough sticks and soy milk!"

"That's enough for me, but what about yours?"

Sun Tiance said, "I don't like eggs."

Hong Yan nodded knowingly, only felt that the egg was a bit salty, but within the acceptable range, so he ate it silently.

After breakfast, two of his classmates came to play again. Because they kept pulling Zhou Xian's phone, he didn't dial out until noon. Chef, I'll cook a dish for you at noon, don't feel too happy."

Hong Yan called Zhou Xian while he was cooking in the kitchen of Memphis's house, and Zhou Xianling planned to call him in the evening, so that he might be able to catch the plane back tomorrow morning.

At lunch, he found a dish of boiled fish on a table of western food. Hong Yan's favorite dish was boiled fish. He presumably observed this when he was at home.

It would be a lie to say that he was not moved. After all, this showed that he cared about him, so he stretched out his chopsticks and thought that it was not bad. And Sun Tiance also ate happily with him, but those few foreign friends were not used to eating.

After lunch, he dragged him to the supermarket, saying he was going to buy eggs and fish, and he was going to cook the same food for him the next day. Hong Yan wanted to say no, maybe he had to leave tomorrow, but seeing his happy face His appearance couldn't bear to spoil his interest.

The two met Memphis when they were going out. Seeing that they were going to the supermarket, Memphis asked him to bring some beef and beans to his home. By the way, he also asked them what they bought. Sun Tiance didn't say anything, and Hong Yan said: "I want to buy some Eggs and fish."

As a result, Memphis was surprised and said, "Didn't you just buy the eggs yesterday?"

Sun Tiance said with a guilty conscience, "It's all finished."

After it was over, he dragged Hong Yan and ran away. Hong Yan was quite strange, and he only ate one egg...

When they arrived at the supermarket, Sun Tiance was pushing the cart, and Hong Yan was there picking up the goods.

He found that the supermarkets here are really different from those in China. When he arrived in the living area, he found that many things had to be taxed, including clothes and shoes. When the supermarket list was given to them, there was a column for commodities and a column for tax rates. Later I heard that the taxes they pay can be checked at the end of each month to see where their taxes have been used by the country. No wonder Americans call themselves taxpayers.

Sun Tiance took him to a supermarket run by Asians, so there are a lot of Chinese food here, as well as kimchi and so on, but the price is quite expensive. Some common foods in the mainland are more than ten times higher. He can't help but exclaim : "If you stick to the living habits at home here, you probably won't be able to survive."

When he was still picking and picking, Sun Tiance suddenly said: "I hope we will be like this when we are old. I push the cart, and you are picking things, and then you complain to me that this is expensive, and the taste is not as good as before. Alright, I'll follow you behind, and just listen to your ramblings."

Hong Yan's voice became a little congested when he heard this. In fact, when anyone talks about eternity with others, he will always give people the illusion that he will spend his whole life with him, but sometimes it is just a sentence.

So he smiled, didn't agree with him, put down the goods in his hand and saw that there were almost a cartload, and walked towards the checkout area. When paying the bill, he found that Sun Tiance had carefully brought the change and took it out. The kind that turns into a heart shape so you can save money on renting a shopping basket.

In the evening, the two of them ate at a restaurant, and he specifically asked to go to a western food restaurant, because he couldn't be allowed to accommodate himself. When ordering food, he thought about the time when Zhou Xian called, and he might leave tomorrow, so Subconsciously, he took this dinner very seriously, ordered two special dishes, and opened a bottle of expensive wine.

During the dinner, Hong Yan was listening with a smile all the time, while Sun Tiance was still talking about his school, about his life, and kept reminding him about those classmates who came to his house as guests. He can fit in.

Hong Yan really listened to it carefully, but he didn’t remember many of his classmates, so the more he listened to it, the more sad he became, so he kept drinking, and because of his long-term training, he drank half a bottle and didn’t get drunk. The alcohol was magnified His sadness made his eyes sore.

Finally, when it was time to pay the bill after dinner, he found that Sun Tiance hadn't come for a long time, so he went to the front desk to look for him, but found that he came in from the outside, apparently on his way to the car, so he took a lot of change to make up the number, and finally When it was enough, he himself breathed a sigh of relief, and when he was done, he turned around and saw himself staring at him, so he pulled him out.

At this moment, Zi Hongyan asked in surprise: "Sun Tiance, are you short of money? Are you stuck?" At this moment, his biggest guess is that he has lost or lost. With this idea, he can't help worrying about him What did you do.

Unexpectedly, he said with twinkling eyes: "I'm stuck at home, the red wine is beyond the budget, I forgot to bring the money."

Hong Yan thought of the fact that he brought his own shopping bags in order not to rent the shopping basket in the supermarket, and even bought the clothes on his body in the supermarket instead of going to the specialty store, and even calculated carefully when he checked out, so he became more and more puzzled: "You are honest. Tell me, did something happen to you? Or have you been scammed? You have no money, why didn't you tell me?"

Sun Tiance was a little annoyed when he mentioned this, but he didn't want to lie to him again, so he said: "I am rich, and the money I work in the bar will not be settled until the end of the month, because I went abroad with Memphis this month, so it's not a big deal." Enough, otherwise I would have a very moist life."

"Don't lie to me, something must have happened to you, or show me the card." Hong Yan became more panicked after hearing his words, it seemed that he was not as good as he imagined.

Sun Tiance was forced to do nothing by him, so he had to give him the card when he got home. In order to prove what he said, Hong Yan checked the balance on the card, and found that the number on it turned out to be the two when he took it away. times.

This is where he froze.

At this moment, Sun Tiance could only confess: "I want to surprise you when you leave, who knew you were in such a hurry..."

Hong Yan didn't know what to say at this time, and thought of a sentence for a long time: "Then why... I don't need so much at all."

Sun Tiance replied with a smile: "I don't believe the numbers you told me at all. There are many things in the project. I just need enough. It's very nourishing." Speaking of this, he himself felt ashamed, because he didn't have a budget good.

Hong Yan was holding the card at this moment, and the phone in his pocket rang on time. He didn't answer it for a long time, but felt the number in the card was extremely heavy on his hand, and his throat was stuck so he couldn't speak. He wanted to take the initiative I went to hug him, but the more I thought about it, the more I couldn't move forward, and I always felt that he was dragged down by me.

When the phone rang for the third time, under Sun Tiance's watchful eyes, he still answered the phone, and then he stared at the whole process, and finally said: "It's the end of the year, and the project is urgent, I guess tomorrow I have to go, I don’t want the card, the funds are basically in place, you can spend it as you want, don’t wrong yourself.”

As he said that, he handed the card to him, but Sun Tiance knocked it down, grabbed him and shouted angrily: "Hong Yan, you are too much, since the day we had a relationship, you have never You have never believed me for a day, and you have been timid, no matter how I behave, you ignore it as if you can’t see it, do you think I didn’t see your little tricks? Do you think I’m a fool? Do you really answer his phone? "

Hong Yan looked at him in shock, unable to utter a word, his whole body began to tremble uncontrollably.

Seeing this, Sun Tiance continued, "I'm so blind that I fell in love with a coward like you."

"I'm scared too! But how dare I bet? We're so far apart, one day you don't love me, and I'll have nothing." Amidst grief and anger, Hong Yan finally said what was in his heart in front of him. come out.

After hearing this, Sun Tiance saw the tears on his face, stepped forward and hugged him, and then replied: "We are all people who have nothing, but because of you, I have the heart to fight for it. If you No, what do I want these for? How can I prove that you are not afraid?"