because you broke into my lens

In Germany at the end of August, the wind is no longer so gentle, sometimes with silent irritability, and sometimes covered with light rain. Just like the paintbrush in the hands of a child is painted like a jewel-like azure, the white clouds are also happily wandering in the arms of the blue sky, but the green in the woods is quietly changing its new yellow clothes from light to deep.

During this period of time, Shanran's mood had just settled down a bit. As time went by, the legal verdict of the "wounding to death" case in front of the elevator door finally came to fruition. With extremely strong new evidence, Kurt was finally sentenced to three years of probation. Although he was sentenced for three years, he was given another three-year probationary period.If nothing related to the crime occurs during the three-year trial period, the original three-year criminal punishment will also be automatically cancelled.For Kurt, who strayed into the criminal scene and was used in a muddleheaded way, this result was a relatively happy ending, and Shan Ran, who had been in a state of guilt, finally had a conscience. A little bit of comfort.

One day after the verdict was announced, Shanran received a letter from Bouguer’s ex-wife. In the letter, she didn’t mention the whole verdict, but wrote that she decided to move away with her children from this place full of them. In a sad and painful place, I am going to move to a city next to the North Sea in northern Germany, where I will join a widowed aunt who lives far away. She feels that for her and her children, the blue ocean and the white silver beach, It will allow them to find their stable and peaceful life again.

At the end of the letter, she wrote that although the pain is endless and it has invaded our lives in various forms, there is a feeling of pain, if it is hidden in the human heart.The pain in this situation is equally pitiful and helpless, and there is no choice, so I would rather let myself live poorly and peacefully, and hope to walk to the end of my life safely there...

In the twinkling of an eye, autumn passes, winter passes, and spring comes again. Miss Chun dances a pair of gentle wings, coming and going in a hurry. In the blink of an eye, it is the end of spring and May. This year is very important for Shanran. It’s like going through the years of purgatory, and the gratification is that the pace of growth will never be absent. Although the process of growth is somewhat tortuous and rugged, she feels that her shoulders are getting stronger and more courageous now. .It's just that the living conditions at two o'clock and one line every day made her more and more feel that she lacked a figure and a familiar voice. Although she was still busy with work every day, this lingering longing did not follow It decreases with the passage of time, but it happens to increase day by day with this indelible thought...

This morning the sun came to report early again on time. It brought the soft wind of May through the slightly open window and shot in directly along the purple curtains. It seemed that the air was filled with a strong smell of longing. At this time, there were bursts of birdsong from outside the window. Everything in front of her was like a picture that caught her eyes and ears, making her really want to take this sweet feeling , into their own eloquent emotions.

Shanran, who had already woken up, was listening to the news reports slowly coming from the radio in the living room, while slowly frying the poached eggs she had to eat every morning in the kitchen. Listen, it doesn't matter if you hear it, she immediately stopped what she was doing, and ran into the living room in three steps, regardless of the fried poached eggs in the pan, stepped forward, turned up the radio quickly volume,

Her brows became more and more wrinkled as the news was broadcast, and she finally added her eyes. The expression on her face became more and more serious, and the muscles on both sides of her cheeks were also trembling up and down.

The German female announcer announced today's headlines in a hoarse and flat voice with no expression:

It is reported that a strong earthquake occurred in Sichuan Province in southwest China at 14:28 yesterday afternoon. The magnitude of the earthquake was measured to be about seven. At 79 kilometers west-northwest, we will follow up and broadcast it for you...

Earthquake...Sichuan...Chengdu...Wenchuan... These words continued to roll in her head like a movie, making her fresh mind just after getting up in the morning crowded and disturbed.She regretted that she came back too late last night, and she didn't even have time to listen to the news. She missed such important news to her, and she didn't know until today.

Chengdu... Could it be that my ears have misheard, no!There is only one Chengdu in Sichuan, and Chengdu is only in Sichuan. There will be no second place with the same name and accent, so he... Nihui... Doesn't he live in that place... that city... he What now?Where is he now?

At this time, a burnt smell came from the kitchen, and she remembered that the poached eggs were already frying. When she opened the pan, she saw that it had been fried into a black mummy, which was about to be burned.

She immediately turned off the fire, and didn't bother to open the window to ventilate the air. She was like an ant on a hot pot, pacing back and forth quickly from one end to the other in the living room. It's a mess, I can't organize it, what should I do at this time?What can be done now?

As if she finally remembered what she should do right away, she slapped herself heavily on the forehead, then hurried to the bedroom, found her mobile phone from the bedside table, and grasped it as if seeing a savior. in hand,

She tapped the password as quickly as possible and turned on the phone, and then stamped the eleven familiar numbers on the keyboard with her trembling fingers, until she found that the phone was still coming from German voices. Only then did I realize that I forgot to dial the area code 0086 in China in a hurry, so I had to dial a second time in a hurry...

The mobile phone in her hand didn't know whether it was hot or hot. This small static body seemed to be almost unbearable now. It was burning hot like a dick that was about to explode.

Shanran can't remember how many times she dialed that number, and she can't remember how many times she heard a beep...beep...such a sound from the other end of the phone, and lost contact...the other end of the phone is always in No answer status.

How much she wished for that familiar voice on the other side of the phone, even if she let herself listen to the music on the phone for an hour first, as long as she heard "Hello" from the other end, everything would be relieved. At this moment, the trembling nerves have also received the best treatment, so the stone that weighed on my heart was also thrown into the trash can. It is still sunny in May, and the blue sky and white clouds are still on top of my head. Still that piece of soft pure land is hidden deep in her heart, but all of this no longer exists in front of her, only the cry accompanied by the sound of her heart: Where is he now!Does the figure that made her silently shake thousands of times in her heart still exist in this world with her, or has she already...