because you broke into my lens

I seem to be like a person lost in the forest, with mental exhaustion and physical pain, extremely resentful and decadent, because I lost the direction to go out, so I can't stop running around, although I understand that I can run for an extra minute , and became even more lost...

Shanran quickly made an appointment with the strange woman on the phone. Her mood was full of delusional fantasies, and a kind of anticipation spontaneously arose in her heart, because she had a vague premonition that this call might It was related to the night just experienced, and the strange woman in the telecast gave her infinite "revelation". Not only did she know her phone number, but the information passed on the phone seemed to imply to herself What……

At two o'clock in the afternoon, when the bell of the neighboring church rang on time, Shanran had been waiting for a while at the coffee shop near the company, but there was no second person at the table, and she began to circle around, She also started to beat the drums in her heart. Having lived abroad for a long time, she deeply respects the punctual upbringing of Westerners, but today it seems that she is going to make herself suspicious.

While hesitating, a kind, gentle and apologetic voice came from behind,

Hello!Are you Ms. Shan?Sorry for the traffic jam!I'm a bit late,

Speaking with an apologetic smile, she stretched out her right hand to the woman waiting opposite,

I'm Ms. Boog, hello!

With this sound, Ms. Booger froze the hand that Shanran had just stretched out in the air...

Although she was not very familiar with the surname Bouguer in the past, the surname Bouguer has been deeply engraved in her mind since the night of crying blood in front of the elevator, just like a synonym for horror. After hearing it, some brain cells will be lost, because for this surname, it is like wandering back to the state of horror a few days ago...

I understand your reaction after I announced my name. It is for this reason that I did not say it on the phone. Please forgive me, and I hope to get your understanding.

After these few friendly words, Shanran has obviously begun to feel relieved, her eyes have begun to fix on this woman, and the woman standing in front of her has to admit that she is a very contagious woman, not only reflected in In her decent and appropriate language, what is comparable to her is her delicate figure and temperament under her elegant and fashionable dress. Although she is over forty, the wrinkles have quietly climbed up the corners of her eyes and mouth, but they still cover up. Without her gorgeous temperament and beautiful appearance,

Obviously she is a connoisseur of dressing. You can see that her tall and delicate figure is matched with a black and white dress with a blue gauze scarf on her chest, especially a pair of smart dark brown dresses. The big eyes are very charming and beautiful, as if only her figure and temperament coupled with such eyes can make people feel more sexy and the best destination,

If I remember correctly, you and your ex-husband divorced a long time ago, didn't you... I mean you didn't...

After pausing for a while, Shanran started her doubtful question,

The woman immediately understood the question Shan Ran wanted to ask, and immediately answered;

I understand what you want to ask. Didn’t I remarry after the divorce? Didn’t I hear that... why is my ex-husband’s surname still present? Yes, although I divorced because of my problems, I didn’t remarry after the divorce .Even if I remarry, I don't want to change my original surname. The reason is very simple. This surname is the surname of my two children, and it is the surname of our family. There is only one chance to complete such a family in a lifetime, and God does not. Will let me have a second time,

After listening to the woman's words, Shan Ran felt puzzled as if she lost her way. This doubt was the same as what Rene had said about this woman's behavior before, as if she was telling a story about two different women. , Shanran felt that it was so wrong,

From the way you look at me, I can tell that Rene has told you too many stories about me, and I think he has not lied. We had many romantic and beautiful youthful times before, but after starting a family, he He is indeed a competent and loving father and a considerate and reliable husband, but we have both made mistakes in this marriage, and I have made mistakes. I think he has told you, but what he will never tell you is that he This family should also bear the mistakes he made. I understand the pressure he is under at work and at home, but alcoholism cannot bring a solution. This is the reason he understands all too well, but he still chooses this thing , my mistake is unforgivable, but this mistake was caused by his unspeakable alcoholism, alcoholism ruined him, ruined the home we worked hard to build together, and ruined the survival of my two children Of course, I also admit that I am also an accomplice to this destruction, but...even in the end, he destroyed his body...

Hearing this, Shanran seemed to have heard some overtones, her eyes were shocked, and she immediately interjected to ask;

Could you please explain again later? "destroyed his body".I can't understand some of these words...

The woman hesitated for a moment, then took out a piece of paper from her satchel. The paper was crumpled, as if it had been read a thousand times, and she was afraid that it would be damaged again. Carefully and slowly opening it, I saw a few lines of clear handwritten German printed in front of my eyes;

If I had to choose again, my eyes would be blinded, and I would look for your scent to find you again, but God has deprived us of our luck and opportunities, and now I am losing all the costs of this beauty.

I seem to be like a person lost in the forest, with mental exhaustion and physical pain, extremely resentful and decadent, because I lost the direction to go out, so I can't stop running around, although I understand that I can run for an extra minute , and became even more lost...