because you broke into my lens

Maybe it's been suppressed for too long, maybe it's because this feeling is so deep in my heart, Rene seems to don't need any audience at this time, and expresses the longest and deepest sincere emotion in his heart to the only audience in front of him, his female colleague. Shan Ran burst out thousands of miles away.

When I picked up the phone, I felt a kind of unspeakable abnormality and anxiety. After I gave my last name, there was no sound on the other end of the phone, but I could clearly hear it from the microphone close to my ear. The rough panting sound over there, I am familiar with this sound. When the concentration of alcohol has a certain effect in the human body, the abnormal beating of the heart and the acceleration of blood circulation will pass through the throat in the human throat. Those who responded, especially the men, sure enough, when I was about to hang up the phone, a voice started to come from the other end of the phone,

I think you are Mr. Booger, right?The man of the house, right?And I know more, even your wife is not at home, because she just walked away from me in a hurry 10 minutes ago, although we have just been separated for more than 20 minutes, but I have to tell you, I am very happy I miss her... I want her to stay with me longer, and I want to interact with her body's unique smell for a longer time, but she suddenly slipped away from me, Mr. Boog, frankly speaking, you My wife is so interesting!She is the most attractive woman I have ever experienced, you are in luck!Being able to marry such a charming and sexy wife!Blessed man!

Maybe the effect of the alcohol has weakened a bit, the voice on the other end of the phone started to slow down, and the voice also started to calm down, maybe he heard what the silence on my side meant, so he started to slow down his tone,

Now I punctured this layer of window paper a few minutes ago. You are a smart man. Now you not only know all the secrets of your wife who often comes home late, but you also know my existence at this moment. The reason why I was exposed Myself, it is because I love this woman so deeply, and this girl is bound to win, I believe it is difficult for you to swallow this breath after hearing this, so I still hope that you will beg for forgiveness, and please raise your hand to fulfill us!

At that time, I forgot how I ended the phone call. I just remembered that the phone line in our house was uprooted by me at that time, and it is still in a paralyzed state until now...

The two daughters seemed to read something from my body language. They looked at me timidly and surrounded me in fear. They didn't know what happened, let alone the home they depended on for survival. From now on A dream-like scene has vanished.

Listening to the sound of their crying and seeing their tears, I realized that I had been stung by this phone call, and that this barbaric and unbridled "stage play" had invaded my family. Yes, when I regained my consciousness, I quickly went to the wine cabinet and took out a bottle of whiskey. After drinking a few swigs, I calmed down my emotions.

Just after my emotions calmed down with the infiltration of whiskey, I also heard the sound of the door opening behind me. From the noisy noise, I knew that there would never be another person in this house. I didn't bother to look back, and used my angry back to "greet" her return.

She didn't realize the story that happened within half an hour, she still kissed the child first as usual, seeing that I still didn't respond, at this time she had a premonition that something must have happened in this family, but she never What she never imagined was that her lover had leaked the secret between them without her knowing,

What's the use of saying this now?It was a "harmonious and warm" home half an hour ago, but now it has completely changed,

Rene suddenly became depressed like a lost soul. Although he was still narrating with emotion, judging from his bloodshot eyes, it seemed that he was digging his own heart and sucking his own blood, enduring the enormous pain. The pain is telling.

When she fully understood my angry back and the anger full of alcohol, beyond my expectation, she didn't explain or argue for herself. First, she entered the room of the two daughters and coaxed them. After falling asleep, she came to me who was still annoyed. She poured me a glass of water, took my hand and sat me on the sofa in the living room. She stared at me for a few minutes, and then suddenly she laughed, laughing so unscrupulously, as if there is a stage play going on now, and she is the final director of the play, laughing over After that, she turned her head and approached me, and asked suddenly;

Honey, do you really think that I will stay with that person forever?Then you have underestimated the charm of yourself as a man. You are so outstanding and have loyalty to marriage. Besides, we have two lovely daughters. How can I be willing to leave this house? ?How can you be willing to leave you and your child?My dear, I have been with you since I was 19 years old. Although you are not my first boyfriend, my life experience is still too simple and superficial. Now that my education and childbearing tasks have been completed, I have freed up time to enrich myself Time, I just want to experience it for a while, I just want to go out and play for a while, see this colorful world outside, and enjoy this seductive life. My dear, I know the direction of home and the warmth of home. Knowing that only you and the children are my only relatives, I will not lose my way, I know the door and the way home, I just go out for a small fork, I will come back when the time comes, I will back to you and your child,

At this moment, I felt my blood was filling up to my forehead, and I clenched and lowered my fists. I have never used my fists to treat a woman. If it wasn’t for the effect of the whiskey I just drank this time, maybe I would not be able to control myself this time. Foul by living yourself,

At this time, what appeared in my eyes was no longer the woman who had long been engraved in my heart and imprinted in my blood, but an ugly, selfish, arrogant and greedy woman who only cared about her own enjoyment and disregarded other people's feelings .I loved her for nearly 20 years, she was almost a part of my life, but now I have to admit that the most important relationship between me and her, the word "love" suddenly became empty, my blood was frozen Stopped, realized that the bridge between me and her was completely broken, and I couldn't love her anymore!All the loss of soul in life is nothing more than this. When there is an unpredictable distance between dreams and reality, what a cruel thing it is!