because you broke into my lens

While eating, Shanran read Xiao Dian's WeChat messages carefully from beginning to end. While reading carefully, she also began to feel an inexplicable worry in her heart. She was worried that Xiao Dian was now indifferent and eager to win. This kind of state of mind is beyond her expectation. This kind of state of mind that seeks victory and arrogance will fall down on the way forward, especially in a foreign country, where you will encounter many unexpected obstacles on the road full of thorns and thorns. Difficulties and setbacks, at the same time, she also sighed, after all, there is some age gap between herself and Xiaodian, this distance may be the generation gap!This kind of generation gap may cause a gap in the emotional handling of the two people. Is it because I have fallen behind in emotional handling, or is it that people have not reached this step? I don’t know how heartbreaking this step is?

Maybe someone who has been injured in the deep incident will make such a move. Even she herself will sigh, now Xiaodian has been armed into a soldier who is about to be ordered on the battlefield. The weapon that should be obtained, waiting without blinking or panting, and then ready to charge and fight, but there is only one enemy on this huge battlefield-her former husband,

While contemplating, watching the colleagues sitting next to the restaurant get up and leave the restaurant one by one, she immediately raised her hand to look at the watch, the small hands were no longer in the middle, and she had already tilted her head slightly , It seems that I am squinting and telling myself with a smile at this time, it is already 1 o'clock in the afternoon, the time for the noon break has passed, and the time for work in the afternoon has arrived!

She quickly filled her mouth with the last few mouthfuls of food, and was about to get up. The text message on the mobile phone left her behind again. It was the news from Xiao Dian, but the jumping handwriting on the screen was very different from Xiao Dian a few minutes ago. s difference,

In fact, there is nothing that cannot be let go.As time goes by, when you look back, you will find that what you once thought you could not let go of is just a springboard in your life, which makes you grow. That being said, Sister Shan, I am now feeling that I am going through A nightmare, hoping someone will wake me up and tell me it's not real, it's just a terrible dream in the night,

Sister Shan, it’s not that I don’t have tears, it’s just that I don’t have the courage to shed them now. I’m afraid that the tears I shed are not tears but infinite patience and disappointment. But it’s the last thing I need right now. I should reject it and avoid it. Only then can I win this war without gunpowder smoke and keep myself from losing, because you know I can't afford to lose now!

Maybe it will flow down after the time has settled down, and it will irrigate the soft grass below. I don't know if it will bloom memories and sorrows in the coming year.

After Shanran returned to the office from the restaurant, she always felt that there was something in her heart that she couldn't let go, as if it was stuck in her heart, which made her inadvertently read the mountains of materials, so she didn't feel embarrassed anymore, turned on the phone, After thinking about it, she wrote out the confusion in her heart at this time, and also jumped out her thoughts on the keyboard, she wrote like this;

Xiao Dian started working when she came back. Although I am very concerned about your situation, but as an outsider, I know that I can't help you. Now I just want to tell you my thoughts and worries after reading your text messages.

The most precious thing in the world is what you already have, not what you can't get and have lost.If you think in this way, many things will be relieved or a lot easier. You and Uli can come together by fate, which is something that you in China and him in Germany never thought of, although Uli has given you a lot now. Sadness and pain, but you have loved each other deeply before, and he has given you a lot of things, such as running all the way to China to meet you until you get married, and later sponsoring your son’s education in China It's going smoothly, these things should be things that you have shown to others, and I don't think you can forget them so quickly!If this is the case, now it is my turn to remind you that if you hate someone for a long time or for a lifetime, it is tantamount to giving yourself a painful life sentence. The endless continuation of love, maybe a kind of unfinished love... I don't know if you agree with this statement, I hope you know the emotional zone you are in, because if you don't know where you are, your offense will also will hurt yourself.

After reading the last page of materials piled up in front of her today, the corners of Shanran's eyes already had a slight astringent feeling. She looked out the window and it was slowly dimming. In the office, except for the lights in front of her desk, In addition, not far from me, there is a light in front of a desk that is also shining brightly and shining with her. There is a man sitting in front of that desk who is also looking at her in the bright night like her. That is a colleague. The figure of Rene, he is a man in his 40s, and he is also the backbone of the company's sales business. Shan Ran knows that the company's business has been relatively busy recently, and he often works overtime, which has become the norm outside of work.

She quietly packed her things, turned off the light on her desk carefully, and said goodbye to Rene's desk, then walked out of the office without a sound, across the company's Office building, turn to the parking lot outside the company to pick up your own car parked there.

At this time, the night has fallen, and the half moon hangs obliquely on the top of a locust tree, like a petal of orange. It blinks its tireless eyes peacefully and serenely, shining brightly in the endless night, hanging high, And at this time, clusters of soft winds are blowing delicately on the cheeks and hair tips like a baby's skin that can be broken by blowing, and a different kind of faint fragrance is also sent in the air, which is so rich Qingfen, yet plain and kind, sniffing the tempting fragrance of flowers brought by the spring breeze, Shanran also turned on the CD player in the car, and a melodious Qing song [Jasmine Flower] immediately wafted in every room in the car. in the corner.

This is the first time after returning to Germany, I have felt the soft night of Leverkusen and the long-forgotten wind and moonlight so cordially. I also let my mood accompany the warm spring breeze and the long-lost fragrance of flowers, and The elegant music made me instantly feel comfortable and refreshed.

This is the voice of my hometown, it is so fragrant and beautiful, and it is so kind and gentle like a sweet heart. When I raise my head to look at the bright moon, I can't help but think of what he is doing under the moonlight. How nice it would be to share the beauty and charm of the same night!What a pleasant thing it should be!