because you broke into my lens

Shanran, embraced by Nihui, felt the man's tenderness like water, but also like the strong breath of love rolling in waves from zero distance, which hit her most fragile heart in the cold early spring, Feeling a long-lost passion in her chest, heart, and every corner of her body, she lowered her head, but she couldn't hide the blush on both sides of her cheeks. The cold air formed a sharp contrast, and it also made the man who was close at hand feel the upsurge of a kind of emotion that he had long forgotten.

Ni Hui's face moved slowly, and finally came close to her hot lips that were also breathing heavily. He wanted to express the voice in his heart again, and wanted to get close to the corner of her lips to say "I love you" The three words made her hear more vividly and clearly, but at this moment in the cold night, the two beating hearts that were tightly bound together, the true love and beautiful words at this moment have become extraordinarily redundant and sluggish...

When the beating of the two hearts has been connected in a line, and the moment when the two hot lips are close to each other, Shanran only feels that her mouth has been sealed and occupied by another warm foreign object. Now, this soft thing warmly began to turn its tongue affectionately, a thick warm current spread throughout the body as if being shocked by an electric shock, as if being occupied and surrounded by a kind of sweet love , the time seems to be frozen together, the air is filled with a strong romantic atmosphere, the physical contact has become a silent and precipitated love language,

At this time, a large truck was slowly approaching. The driver of the truck may have noticed the scene on the side of the street, and deliberately slowed down to see everything that happened here clearly. He stared directly at the two passionate men and women, watched for a while, but did not find any more programs he wanted to appear, so he called out, Wu Song drinks beer; The figures of the two drove straight away.

The two people embracing each other seemed to feel the peeping from the outside at this moment, and Shanran alertly pushed away Ni Hui's hands on her shoulders. At this moment, in front of the strong headlights, the woman saw a side The unfeeling and vivid man's face, perhaps because of the moisture of the love just now, can't find a single wrinkle on the face, that face seems to be as clean as a piece of white paper that has not had time to write, in the cold air In the night, it looks more pure and flawless under the warm lamp, which is the result of years of salt water not having time to soak more, and it is also a young reflection under the law of nature's growth.

Shanran's feet took a step back involuntarily, and the shadow of just a few hours ago hit her heart again. An indescribable feeling of repentance piled up in her chest like a thick dark cloud that could not be dispelled. It also seems to be pulled by a thread, extending backwards and retreating...

Shanran, what's wrong with you, or...

The man thought it was caused by the woman's embarrassment, so he had to stop himself.

Nihui, I can't...

She wanted to say, how can you be so young casually?How can you hide the fine wrinkles you already have in front of me?How can you be born at the same age as my younger brother?How can all this make me turn a blind eye to these things when both eyes are sound?The one standing in front of me is clearly my younger brother, and the disobedient and fragmented scenes of taking my younger brother to pick up my mother when I was a child and protecting my younger brother from being bullied began to appear in my mind, switching from the distant memory to the present one. Everything, she felt a kind of absolute collapse and shortage; how could she forgetfully kiss a face that was six years younger than herself and full of immature than herself?

After she woke up, she realized that it was impossible for her to continue to interpret this lingering love. This kind of "blessing" was like a known mistake for her. She seemed to see In the distance, there are pairs of eyes full of reproach staring at my every move, which seems to be mixed with God's eyes of condemnation and condemnation, and those deep and loving eyes seem to whisper that this may be a relationship that is not equal. Realistic feelings, this story should not have the possibility of continuation, although there is no right or wrong in love, but love is often misplaced, and the result of this misplacement will often lead to more misfortunes.Because this misplaced affection is the equivalent of silly inbreeding.

The man who was left out in the cold seemed to understand what the woman in front of him was worrying about. His affectionate eyes never left Shan Ran's hesitant eyes, and the deep affection in those eyes seemed to say, Shan Ran, please Believe me, believe in my love, and believe in our hard-won encounter, I will be worthy of this rare fate, and I will take good care of you for the rest of my life... But you seem to be disappointing me too much now, as if you want to This full fate was destroyed, and then it was thrown into a cold trash can. What you threw away may be the most sincere emotion and happiness...

Ni Hui was still fighting for the emotion he couldn't take back, he held her hands in his and said in a pleading tone:

Although Shanran is early spring, the cold wind has not completely receded, why don't we treat it as April in the world, because you are here, and the warmth of my heart is there. This feeling has not happened for a long time.

Shan Ran slowly withdrew her hand from Ni Hui's, looked at the empty sky and said thoughtfully;

Nihui, look at the night sky. Is the night really empty now? It’s so empty that it’s hard for people to hold even a speck of dust. You can’t even close your eyes.

I don't understand the vast night sky in the black, is it your sadness or my sorrow?Do you think letting go can fulfill your and my happiness?But you don't know that I am so close to happiness now, and I want to cherish it with my heart...

I know that you and I are not wrong, but it would be better to let go now. Fireworks are destined to be missed when they meet meteors, even though they are all for a moment... Maybe the beautiful scenery should not belong to us, maybe my extravagant expectations are too much.

This kind of result means that I don't want to end and I can only obey. I just want to ask you a question, tell me!How can I forget you?

The fairy tale is over, happiness can only be obtained by forgetting, forgetting this unchangeable fate, everything is like a blueprint that is not aligned, everything is best let it go back to the past.

Forgetting is an impossible task for me now...

He paused, it wasn't that he had nothing to say, and his throat was dry, as if blocked by something, his tone seemed to have begun to accept this reality, but there was a kind of frustration and lingering sadness in his expression Depressed and depressed, the slightest love and pity that cannot be hidden in the depression,

Shanran If this kind of love is hurting you, I have no choice but to choose that I am just a dream now.If doing this still bothers you, now I have no choice but to leave you...

If there is an afterlife, the best choice is not to meet you again, not that I regret meeting you, but that I can't bear the ending of meeting and then losing.

Shanran felt a kind of bitterness pressing to her heart, she just had to open the gate from her eye sockets, she knew that if she didn't pass through her brain, she would give another answer, but the blood of the brain was always Impossibility of a restricted area is always filled, this reason and the softness hidden deep in her heart torment her nerves and fragile emotions at this time, at this time she feels that she is on the verge of a dead sea where the shore cannot be seen, Now all she had to do was jump forward, she didn't want to do this, and she didn't want to torture herself like this anymore.

She swallowed the tears that were rolling in her eyes, and she didn't want to say anything anymore. She turned around with a cold face and left the man who was close at hand, and then deliberately made herself quicken her pace, and disappeared into the darkness in the blink of an eye. In the dark night.