because you broke into my lens

The nights in early spring in Chengdu always seem to be strongly wrapped in a damp and cold atmosphere. This atmosphere accompanies the few pedestrians on the street, making the street even more deserted. The jack on the chest was put together on the table, in front of the man opposite, at this time the two of them followed the cold street and stepped on the dry fallen leaves scattered on the street, and they had almost reached the southwest corner of Chengdu Second Ring East Road. The hotel where he was staying was right in front of him, the silent man suddenly turned around, raised his hands in the air, as if what he wanted to say was stuffed in his chest, and he couldn't get it right at the moment, he didn't know where to start...

Shanran, please don't make a decision so quickly... If this is the case... Fate is too unfair to me. The past has dimmed my life for the first half of my life, until you appeared, and you Like a messenger sent by God to pity a distressed person, and like a ray of spring breeze blowing in early spring, soft and warm, I have a long-lost sunshine in my heart, and now you shake your hands and tell me spring It only belongs to you for one day, instead of leaving the life I hoped for. You just ignited the fire of life hope in my heart, and then extinguished it immediately with your own hands, and then told me frankly that this warmth originally did not belong to you. You should raise your hands and return it to God, life is cruel!Why did God deprive me of so much, and why I was so close to pain in my life, almost zero distance, one after another, I didn’t know that God’s love and favor didn’t include people like me, and I didn’t even know the meaning of fairness. It will be so difficult for me to get the two words...

My heart has been looking for a place to resettle, and I finally found it today. People always say that meeting the right person at the right time is a kind of happy existence.But now this couple is ruthlessly slipping away from my hands again, life is like this, if there is such a difference in the end, it is better not to meet...

His face was in extreme pain, his skinny face looked even taller, his cold nose was red and red in the night wind, and two crystal objects began to jump out of his eyes, shining brightly in the night. I started to turn around and wipe it with excuses...

Seeing this situation, Shanran's heart trembled in silence, as if her heart was weighed down by an invisible big rock. It's not that she didn't hear the man's words, and it's not that she didn't see clearly The tears flowed from the corners of the eyes of a five-foot man who never flicked his tears. When she heard this and saw it again, her heart was like a dead branch swaying in early spring, trembling and shaking in the desolate night wind.

She wanted to approach him, caressed his cheek lightly, then slowly wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes, then stroked his cheek and told him softly, for the tender touch and sincere tears in front of me, I want Stop my footsteps, I... want to stay by your side, if possible, it will be my choice for the rest of my life, my final destination for the rest of my life after wandering,

But her heart sent the opposite signal to her. She had already had a failed marriage, and she couldn't afford to lose at her current age, and she didn't dare to lose. Didn't she just crawled out of the ruins and struggled again? Alive?The emotional wounds in the lonely and the helplessness in the loneliness have just healed, and now I still feel a faint pain in my heart every time I think about it, how can I easily and irresponsibly let myself step into a new period that I am not optimistic about? Come from love, and what I need is a home, a home supported by marriage, because her emotions will always be connected with marriage, she will not just talk about a romantic relationship, her love will always be She went to get married with the final destination. Although she knew that in today's society, her ideas were as old as an old antique that was about to become extinct, but only doing so could make her feel at ease. He Shiran can also have the motivation and courage to move forward.

She couldn't calmly face this man who was so far away from her age. This inability to face calmly also made her lose the sense of security that should exist in the relationship between men and women.In front of a man who made me lose my self-confidence, I felt that I would become very inferior and cowardly, and she felt that she would become very paranoid and decadent.

If there is no possibility between the two, then continuing is just perfunctory.Because if she continues to perfunctory, she will only let down the rest of her life of the man she loves deeply in front of her. He is still young and at the age...

After making up her mind, the woman straightened her messy hair in the cold night wind with a painful emotion, and was about to put her backpack on her right shoulder.

At this time, the dull air of the night was suddenly replaced by a violent concussion sound, which came from far and near, and I saw a speeding electric car as if drunk, and a gust of wind was still in the middle of the road. The struggling woman came here, and it was too late and then quickly, Ni Hui's eyes seemed to have awakened from the huge sound, he quickly pulled Shanran's arm with one hand, and the other hand Following the trend, he almost lifted her body, and quickly dragged her out of the banyan forest a few steps away from the roadside,

When the electric car passed by with a cloud of exhaust fumes, and she stood still in shock, she realized that she had just escaped a dangerous car accident. Seeing that my hand is still firmly held in Ni Hui's, and my chest is raised straight, I have already embraced Ni Hui's warm embrace. Men and women, the heartbeat between each other has become another rapid hurricane vibration in the interaction between the skin, Ni Hui used his pair of hands to carry her on his back a few hours ago, and now let her escape from a car accident With both hands, he slowly raised the head of the woman who was at a loss and was at a loss, and was very close to him. He looked into her eyes deeply and affectionately and said:

Shanran I love you... This kind of love is the kind of love that is difficult to let go, the kind of love that owed you a lot in the past life and needs to be repaid in this life... Please give me a chance, please?