because you broke into my lens

The van drove into the urban area of ​​Chengdu. In the vast night, it stopped near the destination of this trip, Chengdu Wuhou Temple. The companions who were waiting to travel got off the car one after another. Shanran didn't seem to realize that this time Her trip has come to an end, she is still slightly closing her eyes, as if this car, the people in this car, and what happened in this car have nothing to do with her at all, her thoughts are jumping in a chaotic world In another world, wandering painfully in another world, and also struggling in the depths of her heart, the good mood gathered two hours ago has disappeared from her face, replaced by a look of hopelessness. The melancholy clouds of solution hung in her bewildered eyes, and a depressed and heavy mood covered every corner of her face.

Ni Hui seemed to have a premonition that something was going to happen. He vaguely guessed that something ominous had locked into the woman's heart, so he had to wait quietly, waiting for the last tourist to go down. bumped Shanran's hand, straightened her strands of hair drooping on her forehead, and asked in a low voice;

What happened to you?Why did you stop talking all of a sudden?What the hell happened?let me guessIs it because the deep fog in downtown Chengdu makes you unhappy, or... the mood is still immersed in the beauty of Mount Emei, if this is the case, we can come again, next time just the two of us, okay?

He lowered his head, as if remembering something again,

Or is your leg hurting again?

Shanran turned her head, although the tiredness and bewilderment were still on her face, she seemed to want to hide them on purpose at this time, not wanting to expose her worst side to the man in front of her. I have tried my best to display the charm of a little woman, and now I don’t know why her enthusiasm has become like a deflated ball. It has become the past perfect tense and has disappeared. A serious, almost desperate look.

The woman who had fully regained consciousness saw that the whole car was almost gone, and then slowly stood up and responded to Ni Hui who had been waiting for her for a long time;

Nihui, I'm fine, my legs don't hurt anymore, and my mood isn't affected by the fog.Today's night is beautiful, but it's a pity that there is no high-hanging moon in the night, and we can't find the bright moonlight, so tonight's night also lacks soft and charming colors.

Ni Hui listened to Shanran's restrained, serious and irrelevant words, and then carefully looked at the clean and graceful face of the woman next to her. She didn't get much physical strength replenishment and recovery from the rest along the way, but replaced it. He looked even more pale and sluggish, and the haggardness and heaviness that could not be concealed under the few strands of hair on his forehead.

Seeing this, Nihui suddenly remembered something, hurriedly got out of the car with Shanran, said goodbye to the tour guide, and walked side by side in the mist of the night, Shanran wanted to say, Nihui I don't need you to send me away, I can just stop here, but when the words came to my lips, I looked at the man in the fog, and I didn't know why at this moment, so I couldn't bear to swallow what I wanted to say again,

On the surface, Ni Hui didn't know why, but in fact, his heart was also turning chaotically. He seemed to have recalled that the woman's expression seemed to come from after looking at the ID card, so he began to think about the meaning of this ID card. As a result, the name and address are just an additional symbol, which should not be important, so the most sensitive thing should be age. Although he didn't know Shanran's exact age after a short acquaintance, and he didn't want to know. Too much, in his heart, he only knows that as long as it is what he likes, and he falls into a fresh feeling of recognition, he has a long-lost intimacy in his heart, which is enough for him, not to mention Shanran's small and exquisite appearance. , and can't tell that he is not his peers, he has always thought so...

Now seeing the changes on Shanran's face, his sense of smell made him keenly feel that the problem must be on the other side, the woman he likes may not be the age he thinks in his eyes, that is theirs If the age of the existence develops in the opposite direction, she may be older than herself.

In China, a country surrounded by tradition and secularism, males and females with similar ages should have the best combination conditions. Ni Hui guessed that Shanran's reaction must be due to another abnormal possibility , and this kind of possibility may be something she doesn't want to see or accept. Seeing the woman walking beside her without saying a word, feeling as depressed as an eggplant beaten by frost, Ni Hui thought for a while and could only truthfully say Bring out your concerns truthfully.

Shan Ran From the way you walk now, I think your legs are almost recovered. Since the weather is not a factor that affects your mood, then I guess maybe the problem lies in the ID card?

His eyes were fixed on Shanran's reaction at this moment, and he saw that the expression on her face seemed to have moved, and her blank eyes were now more dry and lifeless like a pile of discarded dry wood. Having confirmed his guess, the next step is to express his attitude immediately.

Shanran, as far as age is concerned, although I didn't expect it at all, it is not a problem for me at all. What I care about is whether I like the type, whether I am a woman who is as thorough from appearance to heart, Is it the woman who belongs to me in my sense of smell, is it the woman who can have a future with me holding hands, other things don’t exist in my eyes, they should be zero, you should understand what I mean something?

But I care, my eyes are not as clear as yours, and now I lack bright confidence, and my heart has melted into sand that shouldn't appear, what do you want me to do?Love is like a glass of wine. I hold it carefully to the one I love, but God accidentally spills it, so I have to mix it with water. softened,

Shanran seemed to have let go of all the entanglements and struggles in her heart since she saw the ID card. At this time, her whole body felt much lighter and more at ease.

Let's not magnify this problem infinitely, let alone be fettered by traditional and secular things. We are just a man and woman who met and fell in love with each other, and each has experienced a painful past. Our current marriage The situation is all single again, you just mentioned God, yes!God has created this kind of opportunity for us to meet. If this kind of opportunity is determined to be deliberately arranged by God, isn’t it worthy of you and me to cherish and treat it well?Or let it pass by like drifting in the wind?

Shanran was not moved by it after hearing it, as if there was a carload of words waiting for him, she slowly raised her hand and placed it in front of Ni Hui, waving it deliberately in front of his eyes, letting him see clearly

Ni Hui, you and I are six years apart in age. You count with your fingers, starting from the thumb of this hand. After walking, one hand is not enough, and you have to rely on the thumb of that hand. It is impossible to complete the leap of the age group even with one hand. This is like a pair of lovers, but more like my younger brother. Coincidentally, you were both born in the same year and the same month, and you are only almost on the same day!How can you let me accept this reality, how can you let me face in the direction of the word lover, sorry!My world may be too narrow and vulgar. I can't tolerate such a large age span, and I don't want to bring this feeling mixed with sand into a new relationship, and I don't want to blindly step into a new relationship. Do not come to the marriage of the future!

The night wind in the distance hits wetly wrapped in mist, enveloping the two solitary figures standing in the night, and the floating dark clouds permeate the sky like a huge disorderly black cloth, as if to swallow up the whole place. Two looming shadows under the dim light...