because you broke into my lens

After Xiao Dian finished her speech, although the wet tears still remained on her red and haggard face, she could feel the relief she hadn't experienced in a long time from her demeanor, and she walked to the hotel room. Before, he took out his suitcase, then went to the bathroom to pick up his toiletries, put them into his brown suitcase, zipped up the suitcase, and went straight to the hotel, still sitting In front of Uli, who pretended to be deaf and dumb in his chair, ignoring the action in front of him,

"Perhaps what I do now is what you want to see the most. My Xiaodian finally satisfied you this time. You paid for this room. Naturally, you should enjoy it alone. I don't want to share this blessing with you anymore." , I don’t want to be a fly on the side of the manger anymore, and eat this bowl of unclear rice with you.”

After speaking, he pulled up the suitcase and walked in front of Shanran, then turned around as if he remembered something, and said to Uli, who was still "a relative" last night;

"As the Chinese host, I still want to wish you a happy stay in China! You must know that the Chinese are not as you imagined, and you will find a lot of sincere help and due respect. When you encounter difficulties when, even without me,

Although there was still something to say, Xiao Dian stopped, and her eyes fell on Uli's antihypertensive medicine lying alone on the table. Xiao Dian knew that he forgot to take it the next day If it was in the past, Xiao Dian, as his wife, would prepare the medicine and water and send them to Wuli, and then watch him take it, and then walk away as if he had completed the task...

But now her mouth seems to be covered with a thick layer of tape, as if she opened it, but her heart seems to be pulled by a thread, she opens and closes, she just doesn't want to utter a word , but she was reluctant to talk about the man who was still the sun in her heart a few days ago. She was no longer interested in talking too much with the gradually unfamiliar man in front of her. She walked back to Shanshan with a relaxed pace. follow along,

"Sister Shan, can you stay with me for a few nights?"

"Of course, Xiao Dian, what are you still doing here to be polite? Have you brought all your things? Did you forget anything?"

What do you say?I have already brought everything I should think of, even the broken heart, let it leave nothing behind, take it away with my luggage! "

After speaking, she and Naran walked out of the hotel room where she and Uli lived side by side. With light steps, it seemed as if a gust of cold air had been shaken off, replaced by a gust of fresh and bright warmth that filled the feet. wind……

In the southern night in early spring, although patches of dark clouds are covered by haze of different thicknesses, the shadow of the moon can still be caught in the looming, it walks slowly among the newly sprouted branches in early spring, like hide-and-seek It seems that for a while it got into the thick blanket of dark clouds to hide and refused to come out, and for a while it bloomed a smiling face on the corner of the branch, and the light lingered and staggered in the haze...

Xiao Dian and Shan Ran were lying on a big bed. Although it was already midnight, the sisters were still not sleepy. Through the hazy night, the two women whispered their inner voices,

"Xiao Dian is now at this point, do you have any plans for this divorce battle? Or do you have any plans for your future life?"

"Sister Shan, in fact, many of my emotions have not been closed. The traces of pain have been tormenting my fragile heart like a ghost. It is not easy for a woman to enter a house, and it is like being fried in a frying pan when she leaves the house. The pain is even more painful, but the scars are not visible on the surface, because the broken heart is hidden in the innermost part of the body. This kind of soft injury is more painful than a hard injury, making you hurt so much I can't shed a tear anymore, and that's where I am now,"

"Maybe it hurts, it hurts, and I finally know what it means to love so much that I can't love it. After it's over, I understand that fate is just a game, and I also understand what it means to be together until the end. All the prosperity is just a dream. Sister Shan thanked me for being woken up by this nightmare, and realized that the love you put into the real feeling can also be called a game. Although you have been vaguely aware of it, you are still deliberately avoiding these two things It's a terrible word, don't let it be connected with my life, but when you fully realize it, it's too late, you have nowhere to hide and you can't help yourself. Thinking of a sentence I once saw, it is It fits my current situation; life is like a coffee table, full of cups (tragedy) I really thank him for his unfeeling, let me learn to give up..."

Now that I realize that it is a game with no place to hide, then I, Xiao Dian, will learn to carry this game to the end, and I will learn to be responsible for my own future, and I will also learn from the German Uli I will play this game full of copper smells to the end, and I will make myself more exciting than him, "

"Xiao Dian, it seems that you have grown up overnight. Although this growth is painful, sad and helpless, it is tightly tied to another word, which is maturity... Maturity does not mean that the heart grows old, but that the heart grows old. It is the calmness after prosperity and pain. When tears flow down in my heart, I know that separation may be another kind of understanding."

At this time, a melodious melody floated in from the window, accompanied by a moving song, hovering and floating in the hazy moonlight, as if speaking Miaomiao's sad heart for the sad people in the room;

I already

Has turned my wound into a rose

my tears

Has turned into rain and already reincarnated

I already

I have left the dialogue forever

forget the weather

I already

Already turned unfeeling into doom

Because I have nowhere to go

I already

have turned tears into confusion

Because the other side of the sea

no more waiting

.........