because you broke into my lens

While comforting the tearful Xiao Dian, Shan Ran anxiously waited for Xiao Dian to tell her the truth.

Sister Shan, you know Uli well, you know me better, and you know Uli’s position in my heart. We have always loved each other, at least I always think so. Although Uli has paid a lot for me, but in my heart There are many, and they are not the kind of people without conscience. Outsiders only know one thing but not the other. They always see what Uli has done to me and our family, but they don’t know the sacrifices I made for this family and Uli. Although it is true that Uli saves food and expenses for this family, it is my job to clean up the housework, wash clothes and cook food, inside and out. people who walk around,

Xiaodian, can you focus on the key points and talk about it, what kind of oil bottle, what kind of detour... Those have already been the things of old sesame seeds and rotten millet for a long time, does it have anything to do with now?

Shanran felt that Xiao Dian was going too far, so she had to add a sentence,

In fact, there are some things I really... really hard to say,

Xiao Dian swallowed hard, looked at Shan Ran, who was waiting eagerly, and seemed to have difficulty in speaking, whether or not to say the following words, whether to say them or not,

Seeing the distressed expression on her face, Shan Ran knew a lot, knowing that this matter that Xiao Dian didn't want to say, must be the deepest part of Xiao Dian's heart. If it is a good thing, according to Xiao Dian's character, She will definitely hold a loudspeaker with high decibels, and then yell and tell every Chinese living here, she will only add oil and vinegar to write envy and jealousy to the extreme and wonderful...

Then it must be the opposite of a good thing, a sad thing that she doesn't want to touch and expose, usually Xiao Dian is noisy, and people in front of others seem to have pulled out all the stocks in her stomach, she never thought that she would only tell Other people's things are good things, but when things are unpleasant, she still cares about her face and the impact on herself, and is unwilling to share them with others. Even if she is a good friend like herself, who has long been a good friend who doesn't talk about it, she still picks it up. Going to say,

Sister Shan, don't blame me, I did this to take care of Uli's face,

Xiao Dian seemed to see through Shanran's thoughts at this time, and explained again that she had not told this to her good friend so far. She hoped to get Shanran's understanding,

Little Dian, I'm fine here, so don't explain too much, take care of Uli's face... So what happened to Uli?

Shanran saw that Xiao Dian's mood had stabilized a little, but in a blink of an eye she noticed the blisters on the corners of Xiao Dian's mouth. It was red and swollen to the point of inflammation and erosion, and a faint blood oozes out.

She hurriedly walked to the middle of the room and took out a cup, poured a glass of mineral water for Xiao Dian, and was about to pick it up when she suddenly saw a ring on the table. On the striped table, it looks very dazzling under the light. From the shape, it looks like a wedding ring. It is lying there alone, as if it is waiting for its owner, because it has always been Exclusive, after it is "born", it only belongs to one person.

When she brought the water, she saw that the ring of the same style was still worn on Xiao Dian's hand, so the ring thrown on the table must be the ring lying on the table as Shan Ran guessed. It's Uli's wedding ring,

It seems that the storm of this war is coming. Uli even took off the wedding ring on his hand before going out to express his determination to divorce.

Shanran, who has lived abroad for many years, knows what a wedding ring means to a married man. It is not only a sign of belonging, but also a constraint of responsibility and obligation. It seems that Uli's attitude this time It is indeed very firm and thorough.

Xiao Dian didn't notice what Shan Ran saw and was thinking about now, took the water that Shan Ran sent over, and kept talking, maintaining her usual demeanor,

Hey... you fool, you should be the second child, seeing how I have been hesitating for a long time, I still haven't figured it out yet, what can I say about you, you really look like a foreigner who doesn't understand human fireworks Xingren, although it is difficult to say it, let’s say it... In fact, Uli has already suffered from a disease that middle-aged men are afraid of losing. Fold it and hide it in the cuff, even if you have to suffer it yourself, you don't want others to be aware of it...

I can still make sense, even though I am still at the right age, I still have this or that kind of desire, but I also thought about it, sugarcane is not as sweet as the two ends, look at what Uli has done for me, bear it if you can Well, if you can keep it, then keep it... So we will continue to live in peace and harmony, continue to show our love in front of everyone, and live this kind of life without anyone knowing it. Life is not as good as life, and I often persuade myself that the ten fingers of a person are not even when stretched out. How can I have all the good things in life? As long as he treats me well, I will never be sorry Although it is impossible for him to be born in his family, he will try to be his ghost in death, but I can only say that this is just a matter of my wishful thinking, so Uli would make a fuss first.

Recently, our communication has been almost zero, and we can’t even say two or three words a day. Uli seems to have reached the menopause of women, and his temper is getting more and more eccentric. Pulling his face, frowning, he plunged into the study and refused to come out, as if someone else owed him eight hundred silver dollars, he couldn't ask, he couldn't say, he was afraid that the relationship between the two had always been deadlocked To add insult to injury, it really caught fire. Sometimes if you want to say something rough, you have to let it grind in your mouth first, and then let it come out. Even so, it didn’t bring back much change in him. It’s all about time. Like running water, it slips away quietly through the fingers, but for me, the fingers are too wide, and the time is too thin. I endure it day after day, and a day is as long as a month. What kind of life is this called, sometimes I feel like Yaoyao who has been sentenced to life imprisonment for no time...

It is said that the sign of an immature woman is that she can sacrifice heroically for her ideals, while the sign of a mature woman is that she can live a humble life for her ideals.Am I more mature now, or more humble?