add to the chaos

Lao Qiu frowned, feeling strange.

Pointing to the sofa, "Sit down."

Qiu Cen walked over and sat down.

Lao Qiu continued to take out the contents of the briefcase, his expression was calm, it seemed that he was not surprised that Qiu Cen would suddenly open the door and come in.

Qiu Cen remained silent, although he had already prepared his heart, he still hesitated.

He didn't know Lao Qiu's attitude.

The two have always been tacit, and no one has mentioned it.

In fact, Qiu Cen can stop mentioning this matter at all, Queen Song must have told him the whole thing.He can stay with Li Tian in a down-to-earth way, and I believe Lao Qiu won't ask too many questions.

But he always held this matter in his heart. On the one hand, he was condemned in his heart, and on the other hand, he felt that this was not only a disrespect to Li Tian, ​​but also a disrespect to Lao Qiu who loved him.

The happiest look in Qiu Cen's mind must have Li Tian, ​​and at the same time, Lao Qiu and Queen Song.

He didn't want to procrastinate any longer.

Although he could already see Lao Qiu's attitude, he also wanted to mention that although he might be angry, he still wanted to tell him his thoughts sincerely.

Qiu Cen didn't say a word, and came over after seeing Lao Qiu put away his things, sat down facing him, squeezed some tea from the tea pot, put it into a glass, and poured two glasses of water from the kettle .

The appearance of a long talk.

Lao Qiu is a sensible person. Although he usually seems to be just an ordinary father who has become a good buddy with his son, he has extremely active thinking and keen insight. Looking back on his recent state that seems much more relaxed than before, After a little guessing, he knew Qiu Cen's purpose.

Qiu Cen was silent for a while, then opened his mouth.

"Dad, I've made friends."

"…Boy friend."

Lao Qiu paused for the hand holding the cup.

Then he continued to move and took a sip of his tea.

He was waiting for Qiu Cen to continue.

Qiu Cen looked up at Lao Qiu, seeing that he was still calm, he lowered his eyes.

"I'm sorry Dad, I can't change it."

This sounds a bit outrageous, but that's all Qiu Cen can say.

He has been entangled with Li Tian for so long, so many things have happened, and now they finally get together again, he will not let go.

He can't change it.

"He is very good, everywhere, I like him very much."

"Maybe in your and mom's eyes, I'm just playing tricks, like a junior high school student in puppy love. So although I have listened to your persuasion, it is difficult to do it. I know you are all People who have been there know a lot of truths, and don’t want me to make mistakes and repeat the same mistakes. But this is my own life, I don’t know if I will regret it in the end, I just want to follow my ideas...”

Qiu Cen paused, stopped looking at Lao Qiu, and repeated: "I'm sorry."

Then he lowered his head, unable to raise his head to see Lao Qiu's expression.

Lao Qiu didn't speak, and the atmosphere became strangely quiet for a while.

Qiu Cen's heart also flustered with the passage of time.He was already thinking about what he would do if Lao Qiu Yizheng refused to accept his sexuality.

Out of the corner of his eye, he saw Lao Qiu put down his cup.

Then a deep sigh was heard.

Qiu Cen's heart also lifted up, as if waiting for the final verdict.

Lao Qiu's tone was low, and he pondered for a moment, "Qiu Cen, I've never asked you so much, but this time..."

But this time...?

He suddenly smiled wryly, "I told you to leave him and lock you up...you won't listen to me, and you'll try to escape, right?"

Qiu Cen was stunned, and imagined that if Lao Qiu really did that, maybe he would really resist desperately to the end.

He had nothing to say, so he could only continue to listen to him.

"Your mother actually advised me for a long time, telling me to leave you alone, as long as you feel comfortable. She said that you are already suffering, so don't let me make trouble for you."

Speaking of this, Lao Qiu smiled, "I'm like a kitten or puppy, how can I make trouble with you?"

Qiu Cen: "No..."

"Hush," Lao Qiu put his index finger on the peak of his lips, motioning him to silence, "Listen to me carefully, I will tell you my own opinion."

He squinted his eyes, as if recalling something, "Actually, you're not the first person I've met... who likes men. When I was in college, I had a good friend in my class, and he was just like you."

Qiu Cen froze, raised his head abruptly, and blinked in disbelief.

Lao Qiu never told him.

"But we're not in touch now."

No wonder.

"In his junior year, he fell in love with a junior in his freshman year. You know, at that time... I saw him go after that junior with my own eyes. That junior was a...straight man, that's the word. So I said I think it's immoral for him to be like this, you are a good boy, why do you bother others, and then I have been watching coldly."

"He just mentioned that junior to me when he had nothing to do. He felt that the person he liked was good, and his happiness every day was related to that junior. Until I met you. Mom, I never experienced this feeling."

"Then one day, they suddenly appeared in front of me holding hands and insisted on treating me to dinner. Because I didn't report on the two of them, and I didn't say anything bad, because at that time, if we had such a relationship between the same sex They will be expelled from school, and in severe cases, they will be locked up in a mental hospital. So they thank me very much."

"What can I do? At that time, life was difficult, and I couldn't resist the temptation of eating and drinking, so I went... Don't laugh, the two of them have been very good since then, and they also quarreled and separated. After the separation, the two of them would die. Live... worse than your previous illness. But as far as I know, they are still together in the end. I saw the two of them at a class reunion, and they entered the box hand in hand. It’s common, but we are also experienced people. They didn’t hide it, and we can see it. They were booing together, and they both admitted it openly. They told us that they are now living abroad and have a marriage certificate. recognized."

When Lao Qiu said this, he stopped and took a sip of water.

Qiu Cen opened his mouth to say something, and he waved his hand at him, "I'm not saying this to support you in falling in love with a boy. What I'm talking about is only a very small number of people who are lucky to live and love each other. This relationship is more The affection between men and women is more difficult to maintain, and it is also deeper. Without the fetters of children, parents and relatives, there will be even fewer connections, so the reason to support you to continue to be together depends on you. Rely on pure feelings."

Qiu Cen understood what Lao Qiu meant.

No one can love someone continuously, true love is to fall in love with each other again and again in a long life.

"So no matter what new ideas you have in the future, whether it's a headache or a rush of blood, I hope you will always set a little limit for yourself, and don't let it happen again... such a situation, your mother and I can't stand it .”

Qiu Cen: "Dad..."

Lao Qiu fell back, leaned on the back of the sofa, pinched the center of his eyebrows, and looked a little tired, "You have always had ideas since you were a child, I believe you will handle this relationship that is destined not to be accepted by many people- —Except for me and your mother, we just hope you are well. Don’t pay too much attention to your grandchildren. Instead, you will make yourself feel awkward every time you see us. For the rest of our long life, your mother and I will not be able to guard against thieves all the time The same prevents you from finding a boy to fall in love with. Instead of forcing yourself to be numb and accept it, it is better to let you go, so that we are still relatives and both sides can accept it. So it is your life, you want it to be Whatever he looks like, that's what he looks like."

Qiu Cen: "..."

I have to say that what Lao Qiu said was much more profound than that of Queen Song.

He let Qiu Cen know the difficulties he faced, the solution and the significance of sticking to his own heart.

Qiu Cen was speechless.

Lao Qiu had already stood up and walked to the desk.

"Keep the door on you when you go out...Why don't I retire? Just quit this shitty job."

Qiu Cen looked at his body, which was gradually curved compared with the tall and straight back when he was young, and his eyes became hot.

The cup of tea that Lao Qiu made for him on the coffee table hadn't been touched yet, and the steaming cup no longer had steam rising from the mouth of the cup, and the surface of the tea was calm and unwavering.

His heart was turbulent, and his throat was itchy as if being scratched by a feather.

Before the hot tears flowed from his eyes, he hurried out the door.

He Dehe Neng, his sexual orientation was unanimously forgiven by his parents, carefully planned the future for him, and did everything a parent could do for him.

He was extremely happy, but also extremely guilty.

After leaving the study room, Queen Song was sitting alone in the living room watching TV with a calm expression. The chandelier above her head gave off a warm yellow light, reflecting her profile extremely gently.

Qiu Cen sniffed and walked over to sit beside her.

He walked around her with one hand and wrapped his arms around her shoulders, leaning on her shoulders to watch TV with her.

Queen Song scolded him, "How old are you, sit down."

Qiu Cen: "No, I just want to rely on you."

"Okay, I can only rely on it for a while, you are too heavy."

Qiu Cen chuckled twice, "Do you think I'm fat?"

"No," Queen Song patted his thigh, then pinched it again, "It's all meat, soft."

"Is that my muscle, okay? Besides, I didn't exert any strength. You can't pinch it if it's tense."

"Oh... well, it's time, get up."

"I can't get up. It's not even a minute."

"Our queen and fairy are delicate and expensive, why are you so greasy, get up quickly!"

"no."

"hurry up!"

"No!"

"...Alas, just lean on it."

A few days later, Qiu Cen went to No. 8 while he was not in class.

Compared with the last time I came, it has been a long time now, and the decoration in No. 8 has changed again.

Spring is here, and the interior decoration has changed, with new cabinets and tools, and a light-colored tablecloth on the cash register table.

The things placed in each position have also changed.

The place where the small sofa and table used to be placed was moved inside, and the glass cabinet inside took its place, and it was placed against the window, so that people passing by outside could see more appetizing desserts.

Except for Li Tian, ​​there are still the original two little girls in the store. They seem to cooperate very well, and everything in the store is in order.

When Qiu Cen arrived, Li Tian was picking out bread in the rearranged glass cabinet, probably planning to take those for lunch.

Qiu Cen pushed the door open and came in, but Li Tian didn't see him, so he quietly walked behind him.

While no one was paying attention, she leaned over and kissed the back of his ear.

Li Tian didn't expect someone to sneak up on him in broad daylight. He shook his hand, but before he could turn around, the other hand holding the clip had already sent the clip out.

Qiu Cen grasped it firmly and laughed, "Brother Tian'er is very skilled."

"..."

Li Tian clicked his tongue and looked back at him helplessly, "Why are you here?"

"Boyfriend Cha Gang," Qiu Cen grabbed him by the collar, "Tell me, did you take a peek at the two young ladies in the store?"

"Boyfriend, spare me, the younger one doesn't dare."

Being grabbed by him, Li Tian naturally tilted his head back, leaning directly on Qiu Cen's shoulder, his posture was a bit awkward, but he didn't bother to move.

"Don't you dare?"

"The young lady who dare not look at the cash register or the young lady who dare not look inside?"

"I dare not."

"Hey, come and kiss me."

Qiu Cen kissed the top of Li Tian's head as if no one was there, his lips were itchy from the short hair on his head.

He let go and asked him, "Where's my little bamboo basket?"

"Here," Li Tian closed the cabinet door, "it's inside the counter."

Qiu Cen nodded in satisfaction, and went to find his little bamboo basket.