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The living room was lit, but no one was moving around.

Only in the dimly lit bedroom could the man's painful moaning be heard.

On the big bed in the bedroom, a thin figure was deeply sunken.

The man closed his eyes tightly, squeezing many lines around his eye sockets.

His chest heaved violently, and his back was pressed against the bed, already faintly sweating.

Even if the eyes are closed to block the visual distortion and chaos, in the dark, the sensory stimulation does not stop, it feels like the whole person is sucked into a vortex full of demons, constantly falling, spinning, struggling and sinking. get deeper.

Why...don't...stop...

He squeezed the palm of his hand tightly, the manicured nails of a suitable length pressed tightly against the palm of his hand, and the round nails and knuckles of the fingers were white.

...

After an unknown period of time, the panting sound gradually became smaller and stopped slowly.

Li Tian didn't move, still lay flat on the bed, and now he woke up, he couldn't feel the heat and irritability in the confusion just now, instead he felt cold all over his body, the strength of his limbs seemed to be taken away, and there were bursts of acupuncture in his stomach like soreness.

This feeling became commonplace in the recent recurring occurrences, and he suppressed his urge to vomit again, sat up with his limp body, and got out of bed.

The slippers that were casually thrown at his feet went nowhere, and the fatigue in his body could not support him to bend down to look for them, so he walked out of the dark bedroom barefoot.

The light in the living room was brightly turned on, he raised his hand to block it, staggered to the door, fumbled for the light switch, after a few crisp sounds, the light in the living room dimmed and changed to a faint yellow.

Without the desire to eat, he sat silently in the living room for a while, went back to the bedroom, took a change of clothes, and went into the bathroom.

The body that has just sweated is very sticky. At this time, the warm water slides along the body, just like the gentle and smooth hands of a masseur, stroking the tired body just right.

He propped his hands on the water-dropped wall, lost in thought.

It has happened two or three times just now.

The uneasiness in my heart gradually expanded, and a question that I had considered a long time ago reappeared in my mind.

That question that he avoids like a snake and keeps avoiding to force himself not to think about it.

He lowered his head, watching the water droplets sprayed from the shower fall on his body, some splashed into the air, some slipped from between his legs, and finally merged into the water on the ground, disappeared, but flowed into the water together. sewer.

——Different routes lead to the same goal.

A sense of powerlessness came over me again.

—Nobody can help him.

When I woke up again, it was already broad daylight.

He didn't sleep much that night, he just squinted for a while, relying on the bottle of sleeping pills beside the bed.

Fortunately, today is the weekend and there is no class. He plans to spend the day on the 8th.

Not only the little girl from No. 8 was there, but Qiu Cen also said she would come.

When I opened the door and entered No. 8, besides these two people, there were a few little girls sitting beside the sofa.

Li Tian glanced at them, realized that they were just guests who came to eat, and looked away lightly.

——Even if he didn't want to admit it anymore, he had to compromise.It's all due to the abnormality last night, today's self is really too sensitive.

Qiu Cen saw him from the moment he entered the door, wondering why this man had been standing still, he was pouring coffee beans into the coffee machine at this time, so he hurriedly greeted him and urged him: "Why did you come here now?" Hurry up and bake the egg tarts, the blueberry ones, the little girl is too busy."

The part-time girl was in the back room, rummaging through boxes and cabinets in a hurry. After finding something to use, she hurried back to the operating table and continued kneading the half-swept flour. The brown apron was also lucky enough to taste the smell of flour and jam.

Li Tian glanced at him, nodded, and rolled up his sleeves as he walked in, revealing a white arm.

He sanitized himself by washing his hands at the tap, then took his apron off the hook and joined the little girl.

The little girl seemed to have seen a savior, she didn't have time to speak in a hurry, and continued to work hard with her head down.

This was Li Tian's mistake, he came a bit late today, usually at this moment he has already finished a round of pastries and started to make orders.The little girl's craftsmanship is not bad, but after all, she doesn't have his skillful technique, so the work is a bit slow, and when there are too many people, she will be overwhelmed.

If it weren't for Qiu Cen who was here to help the cashier make drinks, it would be true that he was hitting the back of his head with his heels, and he was so busy that he didn't touch the ground.

Now that the two of you are doing it together, it's much faster, and the little girls on the side of the sofa quickly ate warm egg tarts.

Qiu Cen was outside asking the guests to pack up their money, while Li Tian had been busy inside, making today's portion based on experience, and making an order, and when he came out again, it was already past lunch time.

When the part-time girl rubbed her neck with sore body and went out to eat, the two of them had real time to spend together.

Qiu Cen took a sip of the juice and said slowly, "Go out and eat something."

"Okay." Li Tian nodded.

The two locked the door and went out to have a casual meal. Qiu Cen wanted to go back to No. 8, but Li Tian stopped him, saying that the phone was broken and needed to be repaired.

Qiu Cen didn't take it seriously, and followed him to a nearby mobile phone store.

After arriving at the store, Qiu Cen was surprised to see Li Tian handing over the mobile phone whose screen was shattered like a spider web to the clerk.

"You fell it yourself"

Li Tian's expression is light, his long eyes are deep, and when he has no expression, he looks even more repulsive.

He was silent for a few seconds, "It fell off the table."

It's also Tianxiu that it can be broken into pieces like this.Qiu Cen thought to himself.

Because Li Tian has always put ordinary film on it. Yesterday, when he fell, the ordinary film was fine, but the phone screen inside was completely broken, so he had to replace it with a new one.But the mobile phone store was busy at the moment, and it would take a while to change the screen, so the clerk asked him to come and pick it up at night.

There is no need to pay a deposit or anything, put down the phone, and the two walked out.

On the way back, Qiu Cen also sensed that something was wrong with Li Tian, ​​looking at the blue and black under his eyes, he probably understood.

"Didn't sleep well yesterday"

Li Tian nodded, and his voice was a little tired: "I didn't fall asleep until midnight after tossing, and I'm late today."

Qiu Cen squinted his eyes when he heard the words, he could hear a trace of guilt in Li Tian's tone, as if he was sorry that he didn't arrive at the store on time and made them both in a hurry.

He could see that Li Tian had too many things hidden in his heart, and he didn't want to tell him.

Qiu Cen secretly took a deep breath and silently adjusted his emotions.

When he raised his head again, his voice rose slightly: "I'll go to your house for dinner tonight."

Li Tian was taken aback by his sudden whim, and immediately realized that he was also teasing, and raised his eyebrows and asked, "Why?"

Although he can cook, he is mostly too lazy to do it when he is at home. It is too troublesome to wash and wash the dishes after cooking and eating.Therefore, his daily dinner is very simple - pastries that are not sold out on the 8th and instant noodles that cost [-] yuan a bucket from the small shop downstairs.

Qiu Cen explained logically: "My mother's faculty and staff gathered at night, and my father slept on the construction site, so I have nothing to eat."

"You can order takeout."

"Tsk, it's unhealthy to eat too much takeaway." Qiu Cen stepped forward, grabbed his hand and shook it, "Little brother, take me in for a while."

"...Dogskin plaster, you," Li Tian frowned, pulled him off, and agreed, "Let's talk about it first, you will pay for the grocery shopping."

"Okay~"

Qiu Cen let go of him with a smile, and seemed to be in a good mood.

In the afternoon, the little girl was still working part-time on the 8th, and the two went back to stay for a while, Li Tian also made a temporary order, and then went out.

I went to get the repaired mobile phone first, and then went straight to the supermarket.

As soon as he entered the supermarket, Qiu Cen was like a rabbit just out of the cage, pushing the trolley around, throwing things that were a little bit interesting to the cart, and did not ask Li Tian for his opinion, and took all kinds of vegetables and meat. It was so crazy that he wanted to drag the passing aunt to tell her that he was going to have dinner at night.

Li Tian looked at the things in the car that were as high as a small pile of dirt just after visiting the four rows of shelves. He felt like a prodigal if he didn't need to spend money, so he quickly caught up with Qiu Cen and took a few unpalatable things from the car. Put it back on the shelf.

Qiu Cen turned his head and saw that most of the things in the car were missing, he was immediately unhappy: "I still eat, why did you put it all back."

Li Tian glanced at him, "Five bags of potato chips, two packs of yogurt, six potatoes and three steaks, can you finish them all?"

"I'll eat it later."

"Don't," Li Tian had to repeat again, "You only eat this once, there will be no future, ah."

"No," Qiu Cen tilted his head, "I spend money."

The young man is stupid and has a lot of money, can't I eat what is in my hand and look at what is in the pot?

Li Tian put back a box of mutton slices, and said slowly, "I will cook."

"..."

okay.

So Qiu Cen no longer acted like the supermarket was owned by his own family, he just threw the ones he liked into the car, and looked at Li Tian's face every time he took one, he could take it when he was expressionless, he frowned slightly, You can only put it back with your flat mouth.

Even with Li Tian guarding the gate, when the last two came out of the supermarket, they still carried two large plastic bags in their hands—more than the two bags carried by Fat Brother.

It's not like cooking a meal, it's more like a newly married couple coming out to buy something for the family.

Thinking of this, Qiu Cen felt very happy.

Because there were too many things, the two of them left the supermarket. Li Tian called a car with his mobile phone and arrived home before seven o'clock.

As soon as he entered the door, Qiu Cen followed into his own house, first changed Li Tian's slippers at the entrance, and then dumped all the things he bought on the sofa in the living room, sorting them into different categories, choosing where to put them .

"What shall we eat?"

Li Tian had to wear Li Xiaodan's slippers. His normal boy's feet were much bigger than the slippers, and his heels were exposed, so he could still touch the ground when he stepped hard.

"Steaming rice...you know how to steam rice?"

Qiu Cen nodded and rolled up his sleeves.

"The rice is in the cabinet below, and the pot is on the side, and I will cook some dishes."

"Okay," Qiu Cen buried half of his body in the cabinet, and said in a muffled voice, "Cook all the meat you bought, I don't eat vegetables."

Li Tian looked at his slender waist that was exposed with the movement, turned his head away a little uncomfortably, coughed lightly, and nodded.

This person is very strange, he looks like a grumpy child who can't bear to be teased, but he is very patient from time to time, as if he can peek into his heart and know his discomfort and irritability. The appearance and skin that I don't care much about seem to be out of tune with me.

If it is said that he gives the impression of a sharp sword out of its sheath, then his carefulness and handsome appearance are charming.

Straight man Li Tian had the urge to touch his waist.

Qiu Cen over there thought he didn't hear it, so he repeated it again.

"Oh, it's been taken out," he pushed back, let himself out, and asked again holding the rice pot, "Is this much rice enough to eat...Why are you blushing?"

"...It's a bit hot just after I came back... Come out quickly, I have to wash the vegetables."

Although Qiu Cen was a little puzzled, he still said: "Wait a minute, you pick the rice first, I have to wash the rice."

The author has something to say: Why do I feel that Qiu Cencen is getting more and more arrogant by me? ? ?