God, do you need a boyfriend who can dance?

Tao Yulin returned home, upset.

Originally, he was a cold-hearted person. When he was in college, he didn't know what happened, so he fell in love with Xiao Yu immediately.That person Xiao Yu was too flamboyant.With an outstanding appearance, there are even more outstanding conditions, family background, appearance, and own strength. He has won several national championships, broadcasted on TV many times, and even went overseas to participate in competitions.He is like a walking shining sphere, attracting many people around him.

The night of entertainment made his head a little dizzy, and he was lying on the bed, his mind was very confused.Thinking about the life I have lived in the past few years, I am at a loss.

How much he longed to have such a person, who could be with him forever, and they had a warm little home, although it was not big, but as long as there was such a person, daily life would have meaning.

Instead of being busy and working like a machine, repeating daily work like it is now.To be honest, Tao Yulin doesn't think he's an emotional person, but somehow his tears are getting lower and lower now that he's getting older. Looking at the ordinary illnesses in the hospital, he can't help but cry for them.

Once a little boy came for a medical examination and asked him the way. Tao Yulin asked him to go up to the fifth floor, just to take a look. Confidential desires, so I dragged him in the lobby and cried that he was abandoned by his girlfriend, and he was not sure if he had AIDS. The scene can be called tragic.

What Tao Yulin did at that time, he just comforted the big boy with his own few words, but he himself didn't have any sympathy at that time, and he didn't even have the slightest desire to cry.Not long after entering the hospital at that time, the outpatient clinic had to work overtime and work hard. Hearing the crying of patients and their family members in the hospital every day, he was already numb.

Unexpectedly, the current self has changed back to the self of that youthful age. As long as a person has empathy and compassion, no matter how hard he is, he should be happy, let alone the profession of a doctor.

Tao Yulin thought of this, and the worry that was born because of those little loves and loves disappeared in an instant. He doesn't want to forgive Xiao Yu now, and he doesn't want to see him, but every once in a while, he wants to check his phone, subconsciously Just recite that person's number.He thought he must have been dazed.

The cell phone that had been quiet all this time flickered again, showing a message from my friend Xu Tingzhou.

Good friend Xu Tingzhou, that handsome young man, Tao Yulin feels much warmer when he thinks that there are still people who care about him in this world.

Xu Tingzhou is not a person who loves to chatter, and only those he cares about can show his ability to chatter in front of others.

He sent several messages asking about Tao Yulin's situation, and Tao Yulin replied one by one, telling him not to worry, he was fine.

But how can I be fine?He turned over and sat up, hugging his body on the sofa, the noisy plot was playing on the TV, he couldn't stand it at all, the night was getting late soon, what the hell was that person doing?

Did he really come back to find himself?Still out of my pitiful guilt, thinking of this old man who was let down when I was young and frivolous, I can't help but want to ravage my heart again.

It's ridiculous that he actually took his words seriously.When he went abroad, he actually had such a small wish in his heart, wanting Xiao Yu to stay, it was ridiculous, it was really an unbearable past.

Tao Yulin laughed at his incompetence, he got up staggeringly, and went to the kitchen to make himself a glass of milk to sober himself up.

While holding the cup, he subconsciously looked outside and found a car parked far below his house.

He squinted his eyes, and a bad premonition formed.

Because the distance is a bit far away, I'm not sure if it's Xiao Yu, but the figure leaning against the car door smoking a cigarette is a bit familiar but vague.

It's him, it should be.

It's so late, isn't there enough fuss today?Tao Yulin frowned. How did the guards manage the community at such a late hour, and how did they let him in?

After thinking so much, Tao Yulin just ignored him after all.

Forget it, forget it, what does it have to do with him?They were just two unrelated people, so what was he still hoping for?

Tao Yulin drank the milk in his hand, turned off the kitchen light, and got ready to go to bed.

He has never slept well, and he always has nightmares. He has to go to bed early to ensure enough sleep time, otherwise he will definitely be affected when he goes to work, but today, things are really not within his expectations.

Back in the room, turned on the light, and brought the phone back.

There is an unfamiliar text message on the phone.

have you slept?

It's out of my head, and I don't know who sent it.

But at that moment, Tao Yulin knew who it was.

The person who sent the text message seemed to have remembered something, and sent another one.

I'm Xiao Yu, and I still want to talk to you.

As soon as Tao Yulin covered his face, he now realized that he was really bearish, he didn't care, he didn't care, what happened to him had nothing to do with him at all, the life he wanted was really not for Xiao Yu, a person who didn't know what feelings were. can give.

He pressed the phone screen, thinking about how to reply in order to completely sever such an entangled relationship. He can't go on like this, so he will only fall into the cage that Xiao Yu wove again, into this incurable self-righteous love among.

——I really despise you like this, we are over long ago, and I will not look back for anyone, you should go back as soon as possible, and stop doing these meaningless things.

——I'm fine, it's okay to stay up all night, I don't want to sleep in a place without you.Yulin, I am very happy, you still miss me.

——Who misses you, don't be sentimental, okay?Whether you come back or not is none of my business, anyway, we have nothing to do with each other.

—You are so cruel.

Tao Yulin didn't go back to this one, and if it went on like this, one person and one would be like a couple at odds, but they weren't, they didn't have any relationship with each other, so they were nothing.

Before going to bed, Tao Yulin glanced outside again, under the dim light, there was a red dot flickering, for no reason, Tao Yulin felt a sense of joy in his heart, as if he had played this person hard, although he did not, But the long years of being angry for many years before that seemed to be relieved.

That night, Tao Yulin slept soundly and didn't have any more nightmares. He returned to the university campus, to the Garden of Eden where he once had a youthful heart.

Tao Yulin is from the medical school, and Xu Tingzhou also met him when he was in a fellowship. It was a festival at that time, and the whole campus was filled with a festive atmosphere.

The people from the two colleges were chatting high. At that time, he was sitting on a high stool studying the beautiful bubbling drink. At this time, he saw a little brother on the field and dragged him to dance. have dance skills, and

It is a kind of gentle dance, but now it is changed to a different style, and it is a fast-paced dance, so the young people are a little uncomfortable, but it is undeniable that the dancing posture is really beautiful. Every time I put my palms on the ground and turn around , he couldn't help but want to applaud.A young college student looks like a freshman, with youthful vigor and vigor, and he has long been impatient with all kinds of medicines all day long. Fortunately, he has a quiet personality and can bear it.

The young man only danced for a short time, and in the second half, he was completely integrated with the music, but he stopped dancing at this time.

Panting for breath, he sat next to Tao Yulin.

"Hey buddy, get me a drink."

"I'm not a waiter, but I haven't drunk this cup yet, so I can invite you."

"Thank you." The young boy smiled and revealed a pair of beautiful eyes, generous and gentle.

The boy drank the wine into his mouth, smashed it, and said suddenly, "This is not a drink, this is a bar."

Tao Yulin showed a puzzled look, and then heard the boy's voice, "But it's okay, I can still drink it, it tastes really good."

The two of them just sat there and chatted. This kind of friendship is actually for the students of the two colleges to increase opportunities for communication, especially those who want to find boyfriends and girlfriends. I met at the sorority meeting at the time, and at the same time I met Xiao Yu at that time.

"Hey, that person is Xiao Yu."

This boy named Xu Tingzhou was very reserved at the beginning, and he seemed to have a similar personality to Tao Yulin. The two of them sat quietly together, drinking quietly and chatting quietly.

At that time, he clung to Tao Yulin's ear and told him the news.

Tao Yulin followed his gaze and saw Xiao Yu on the field.

At that time, the light shone on him, as if it had put a filter on him, softening his whole body.

He said a few words, and then began to sing, which was a very familiar foreign song. Tao Yulin didn't think of it for a moment, until he sang "Woo...", it turned out to be "Opera 2", his dolphin The sound is really beautiful. Tao Yulin looked at the young man standing in the center of the stage. He really didn't have to work hard to sing, but he enjoyed it a lot.With lowered eyebrows and eyes, holding the microphone stand and shaking his body gently, he sang a song in an unknown language.

All the eyes of the people in the audience were attracted by him, and even some bold girls shouted boldly after the song ended, "Xiao Yu, I love you!"

Shouting so sincerely, Tao Yulin turned to Xu Tingzhou, "That's the school's famous piano prince, he has a pretty good voice."

He nodded, and from the corner of his eyes, he saw that the famous "Piano Prince" had followed the shout and walked towards the girls. He didn't know what he said, and immediately made those people laugh stand up.

Many people surrounded him, and he seemed to hear someone yelling, "Prince of Piano, why didn't you prepare a piano piece today? Is it really hard for you?"

"You still have the guts to say it?" Xiao Yu punched that person, "Don't come to me for rescue next time. I wanted to go to the bar to have fun."

"What bar?"

Tao Yulin vaguely heard a sound, and then was drowned out by louder singing voices.Young handsome men and beautiful women took the opportunity to shake their bodies to their heart's content on the dance floor, while Xu Tingzhou looked at Tao Yulin who had not moved, and suddenly said, "Do you want to know him?"

"what?"

"Xiao Yu, I know him, but that's all."

"Isn't that bad?" Tao Yulin chewed the name in his heart, and suddenly believed it, met, didn't he just met, missed this opportunity, and don't know when the next time we meet again.

"Okay." He nodded slightly, and Xu Tingzhou jumped down immediately, pulling him to move in the direction of the flow of people.

Tao Yulin saw that arrogant boy put his hand on Xiao Yu's shoulder, "Brother will take you to the bar some other day and serve you a meal. How old are you and why are you so innocent?"

The girls around were giggling shyly, Tao Yulin had an intuition that it was really not a good time, and Xu Tingzhou had already pulled him up to them.

"Hi."

"Student Xu." A few girls recognized Xu Tingzhou, because Xu Tingzhou's beautiful appearance caused a great sensation in the school, causing Xu Tingzhou to go out wearing a mask when he was free.

The present era is an era of looking at faces.

Xiao Yu turned around and saw Xu Tingzhou.

"Hey, Xiao Xu."

At the beginning, Xiao Yu just met Xu Tingzhou. The two met because of the preparations for the event, but they only met twice. Xu Tingzhou is not an acquaintance, but Xiao Yu is very good. Those who have spoken with him will definitely feel that this big boy is full of sunshine, which is too dazzling.

"Bring a friend to the prince, do you want to meet?"

Xiao Yu glanced over, and saw Tao Yulin standing next to Xu Tingzhou, who was not at all inferior. He also had a thin waist and long legs. Even in such a noisy environment, he still stood like a plant in an empty valley. Orchid, strong personal flavor.

"Tao Yulin, from the medical school..."

After Xu Tingzhou finished his introduction, he waited for the two of them to talk and consciously completed the task, so he planned to return the same way.

"Hey." Xiao Yu called to stop them, both eyes looked at him together, they were all shining like stars twinkling in the sky.

"Let's go to the bar for a drink next time."

This is their first invitation.

Tao Yulin slept soundly all night. Apart from this one dream, he was extremely at ease. This unreasonably gave him an illusion that he and Xiao Yu hadn't broken up.

During that time, he felt extremely insecure. Seeing Xiao Yu rushing to class and performing every day, while he could only stay in the laboratory, he was flustered.

When I finally saw someone at night, I kissed extra hard, so that I could prove that I was safe and loved.Who knows that these are all illusions that he deceived himself.

At that time, Xiao Yu would put his arms around his shoulders and kiss him more forcefully. There was still a faint smell of red wine between his lips and teeth. Fortunately, there was no girl's perfume smell, otherwise he was afraid that he would go crazy.

Xiao Yu was also vaguely aware of his uneasiness, so he hugged him even harder, even promised him to stay in his body for a longer time, and kissed him from time to time to give him a sense of security.But the two of them did not delve into the reason for this insecure feeling at the time. Tao Yulin believed that he had brought inconvenience to Xiao Yu's future. He was such a bright person, but he was entangled by his dark self. He didn't accept his love, and Xiao Yu just accepted it because someone confessed to him, and this person loved him deeply.

This absurd feeling, absurd beginning, absurd ending, and a long prelude.

That was Tao Yulin's silent crush throughout his youth.

How hard it is to fall in love with someone secretly, if you want to get close to him, don't let him know.Appreciate his beauty and live harder for him.Tao Yulin thought he had found the pillar of life, the light in the front of his life, but he didn't know that the light would go out one day.

Tao Yulin didn't take it seriously when he woke up in the morning. He just ate some biscuits and went to work.

It's spring, and the weather is still chilling.

He wrapped his clothes tightly, and saw that the cherry blossoms in the community that had never bloomed were in full bloom, and the pink color revealed the vitality of the branches. Saw that familiar person.

He was leaning against the car door with his own clothes on. He didn't know if he hadn't slept all night or he was just pretending after a night of sleep, but his face was still flushed, his eyes were closed tightly, and he didn't look very comfortable.

Tao Yulin's hands were clenched tightly, he restrained himself, and forced his feet to move forward without stopping.

He knew he had to work hard to harden his heart, or there would be nothing to talk about.

Xiao Yu didn't sleep all night and was terribly cold. He was afraid of missing Tao Yulin's work time, so he never got in the car or slept, to show his sincerity.In the second half of the night, it was really cold. He stood and stomped his feet, exercising, but he became more and more uncomfortable at dawn, and his head seemed to explode.

He vaguely saw that Tao Yulin seemed to be walking towards him, so he stretched out his hand and called out in a low voice, "Yulin..."

But he didn't have the strength to stand up. He was so tired that he hadn't eaten anything for the whole day. He was so nervous that he was about to collapse.If Tao Yulin left at this time, what face would he have to go back?

Tao Yulin stopped and did not leave.

He thought about it, and returned to that person.

Squatting down lightly, Xiao Yu, who was on fire, grabbed his wrist, as if he had found a piece of driftwood, and never wanted to let go.

"Yulin..." His voice was dry and hoarse, sounding pitiful.

Tao Yulin's head still hurts from the hangover, but he endured everything.

He patted Xiao Yu's face lightly, the temperature of Yu's hand was almost scalding, he gritted his teeth, "Who will show you being so mean, I will never forgive you again, no matter what you do, die I won't care about you. I'm leaving, you can do whatever you want."

Xiao Yu looked up, and there were several Tao Yulin overlapping in front of him. The corners of his lips curled up, and he just shouted, "Yulin..."

Tao Yulin withdrew his hand, stood up, and hurried forward.

If he doesn't leave, he will be late for work.

It is better to pity others than to pity himself back then, and he should learn to be a doctor who will never save him.

The author has something to say: I will write it at night, don't worry, it will be more enough words.

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