little happiness

Chapter 018 Letting Go

Just after Shan Xiaotian's house was brand new, Sun Qingfang arrived, but Zheng Linger was left waiting badly. Although she didn't do anything during this period, the amount of inner activities definitely exceeded the amount of physical labor of the two of them.

"Thanks for your hard work, Xiao Ruo." Shan Xiaotian handed her the water glass, "Help me with work as soon as I come here."

"Miss Xiaotian, you are still being polite to me, let's think about where we go to eat first, I ate a piece of bread for breakfast, and I am a little hungry." Du Ruo never saw outside in front of the three roommates.

"Okay, let's go to the one we often go to." Shan Xiaotian looked at Zheng Linger and Sun Qingfang and asked, "What do you think?"

Sun Qingfang sat on the sofa unceremoniously, "Don't go out, let's order a meal, eat and drink at home, it's good to talk about homework."

Zheng Linger nodded approvingly, took out her mobile phone and said, "I'm in charge of drinks, Qingfang is in charge of snacks, Xiao Ruo and Xiao Tianjie are in charge of lunch."

"Okay, it's all up to you." Shan Xiaotian gave Du Ruo his mobile phone, "You are responsible for ordering what you like to eat, and I will open the window to get some air."

Half an hour later, the delicious food knocked on the door one after another, and the four girls sat at the dining table. In fact, none of them knew that the next gathering like this might be in a few years, or it might not happen again, or waiting for someone to get married. Gathering again is not a world of four people, so at this moment, their emotions are excited.

Especially Zheng Ling'er hugged Sun Qingfang tightly, and said reluctantly: "I always thought that the first of the four of us to marry was me, or Du Ruo, but I didn't expect that you and Shao Bin would really become..."

Sun Qingfang couldn't understand what she said, and said with a wry smile: "What do you mean by that, can't the two of us succeed?"

"Can't I be jealous?" Zheng Ling'er snotted and burst into tears, "You said that I will find a partner in my freshman year, break up in my sophomore year, and you will bear fruit after graduation in your junior year. How can I not be jealous!"

Du Ruo sat across from each other holding a Coke and looked at the two of them, thinking it was funny.

Shan Xiaotian looked at them with one hand on his chin, just smiled and said nothing.

"Xiao Ruo, you're still laughing!" Zheng Ling'er noticed the guy who was watching from the other side, and threw a handful of melon seeds over, "Make you laugh."

"Hey, Xiao Ruo just finished cleaning up for me, so you should cherish the fruits of Xiao Ruo's labor." Although Shan Xiaotian said this, he didn't mean to criticize in the slightest.

Zheng Linger, who was drinking happily, stood up, raised her hand and said, "I'll clean it up for you later, don't worry, Miss Tian, ​​Qingfang will clean it up for me."

"Don't drag me with any good things, you throw away the melon seeds, and collect them yourself."

Du Ruo gloated and laughed out loud.

"You're still laughing!" Zheng Linger raised her voice, "You haven't answered me yet, who is the luxury car that sent you here today?"

When Shan Xiaotian heard this, he looked at Duruo.

Greeting the gazes of Shan Xiaotian and Sun Qingfang, Du Ruo had no choice but to confess, "My landlord is here on business, so he dropped me off on the way."

When Shan Xiaotian heard that it was Ye Qingqi, he didn't ask any more questions.

Zheng Ling'er leaned on the dining table with both hands, leaned over and asked, "It's the landlord, what can you hide?"

"I don't think there is anything to explain, so I won't say anything."

Seeing Du Ruo's upright face, Sun Qingfang didn't think there was anything there at all, but she was really curious, so she continued this topic and asked, "Little Ruo, have you ever liked anyone? Or , do you know what it feels like to like someone?"

Shan Xiaotian looked at Duruo with one hand resting on his chin, looking forward to her answer, but finally heard three words.

"do not know."

"Have you watched Korean dramas?" Zheng Linger asked solemnly.

"Didn't you say it was all a lie? It would only trick you into tears." Du Ruo repeated what Zheng Ling'er said at the time.

Just when Zheng Linger was at a loss for words, Sun Qingfang asked: "Have you seen the feelings in American dramas?"

"Ling'er also said that the emotions in American dramas are too open, something happens first, and then there is emotion." Du Ruo replied directly.

Sensing Sun Qingfang's murderous gaze, Zheng Ling'er immediately explained, "I... I just fell out of love at that time, and I can't say anything, but I can say responsibly that the feeling of liking someone is very simple, four words, face to face The red heart beats faster."

Du Ruo counted, "This is six characters."

"Hey! Don't worry about the words, that's what it means anyway!" Zheng Linger took out her many years of experience in Korean dramas and said seriously: "When you like someone, or when you have feelings for someone, as long as When you see him, your heart beats faster. This feeling is similar to when you chase stars and see idols, but it is far more intense than idols, because idols belong to the public but are rare. He is your exclusive existence that cannot be shared.”

Shan Xiaotian and Sun Qingfang sat quietly at the side, listening to Zheng Linger's explanation of the various feelings of liking someone, and at the same time focusing on Du Ruo's expression, just looking at it is very interesting.

"But I don't have an idol."

Zheng Ling'er vomited three liters of old blood when she heard this, "Student Duruo, can you focus on not being shared."

"Actually, I understand all of this." Duo picked up a piece of Kung Pao Chicken with chopsticks and explained: "Emotions are different from the dishes on this table. The dishes can be shared, but the rice in your own bowl is your own and cannot be shared. Yes, I was wrong."

"What about the heartbeat and blushing?"

Facing the unyielding Zheng Linger, Du Ruo did think of a person in his mind. When facing this person, not only did his heart beat faster...

And that weird dream.

Seeing Duruo, the three were silent for a few seconds, Zheng Linger's gossiping nerves jumped up, "Have you ever done it?"

Du Ruo said with regret on his face: "I haven't had this feeling of blushing and beating my heart to boys..."

"What about the girls?" Sun Qingfang asked for Shan Xiaotian.

"To girls??" In Duruo's world, it's rare to have this kind of feeling towards boys, let alone girls, without thinking about it at all, and confirmed: "Does it count as girls?"

"You play that game all day long. There are many CPs where girls marry girls and boys marry boys. You just... never thought about anything?" Seeing Duruo's blank face, Sun Qingfang gave a 'tsk', My boyfriend also played a game with you, and he also told me that you are not willing to find a partner, and you probably found it in the game."

"No! I'm a game player, not a match-seeker. Players are of different natures, but I did meet those you mentioned. I thought it was girls who played male accounts, and boys who played female accounts..." Suddenly, Du Ruo seemed to open a certain door, and confirmed: "Same-sex...does it count?"

"My little ancestor, hurry up and take a look at the world while you are in the early stage of work, and stop playing games." Sun Qingfang thought that Shan Xiaotian had already expressed it to Du Ruo before, but it is likely that she hadn't said it today. , picked up a can of beer, opened it, and handed it to Duruo, "Don't drink Coke all the time when you're at work, I know how much you have, just this can, wish me to marry next year."

After the topic was changed, the following topic was related to Sun Qingfang's marriage.When should I book a table?Where are you going for your honeymoon?And when will you have a baby, and then work arrangements, etc.

Ruo didn't participate in this process, but listening to Zheng Ling'er's voice throughout, she held a beer in her hand and thought about something else.

Some issues that I don't understand, and there are gender issues.

I always feel that this is very profound, but I also feel that it is too incredible.

After unconsciously drinking two cans of beer, Du Ruo fell asleep with her hands on her face. When she woke up from the sofa, she was the only one left in Shan Xiaotian's house.

"Miss Tian, ​​what about them?"

"Linger has a date tonight, Qingfang wants to go back to her boyfriend's place early, so she left first." Shan Xiaotian poured a glass of water and handed it to Duruo, "Seeing that you are sleeping soundly, I didn't bother you."

"I have to trouble Miss Xiaotian to take care of me again, and she said to help you clean up!" After drinking the water, Du Ruo put it aside, stretched long, "It's getting late, isn't it?"

"You slept for three hours, it's almost six o'clock, why are you still dizzy?" Shan Xiaotian put his hand on Duruo's forehead, "I'll get a towel to wipe it for you."

"No need." Du Ruo held Shan Xiaotian's hand, and said with a smile, "You can't ask Miss Xiaotian to take care of me for everything, I'm already this old."

Shan Xiaotian stared at the hand he was holding, lowered his eyebrows and smiled slightly, and held it back, saying: "Actually, I really want to take care of you all the time, do you understand?"

Du Ruo blinked, clearing up a little.

"I don't know what kind of relationship there will be between the two girls, but I really like to take care of you. As long as I am by your side, I feel very happy and relaxed." Shan Xiaotian let go of his hand, suddenly smiled, "But it's a pity, and I'm glad that this is my unilateral feeling."

"Xiaotian... sister." Du Ruo was completely dumbfounded.

"Born in the Shan family, I have many conditions that others do not have, and at the same time, I will lose the conditions that others have, that is, the right to freely choose marriage." Shan Xiaotian raised his hand to help Du Ruo straighten the broken hair on his forehead , "So I'm very glad that I have one-sided feelings for you, but this period is also my happiest moment, thank you Xiaoruo."

Du Ruo suddenly felt a pain in his heart, subconsciously hugged Shan Xiaotian, and said seriously: "Sister Xiaotian, why didn't you tell me earlier?"

"Silly girl," Shan Xiaotian closed his eyes, wiped away a tear, and immediately wiped it away with his hand, "Emotional matters cannot be explained in a few words, if you like me too, it is a tacit understanding."

Du Ruo got up and hurriedly took out a tissue to wipe Shan Xiaotian's tears, "But, I made you sad."

"But if you also like me, I'm afraid the person who hurt you will become me. If this is the result, I would rather not be with you." Shan Xiaotian smiled very gently, as if the whole burden had been lifted Like, "So, we're even."

Du Ruo blinked her clear eyes, and didn't know what to say for a while, until the phone sent out a text message.

"I think she's coming soon." Shan Xiaotian straightened up, and helped Du Ruo to straighten Du Ruo's hair, "I thought you would wake up very late, so I sent you a message to your landlord."

Hearing this, Du Ruo immediately took the phone and looked at the simple three words in the text message, "I'm here" and immediately stood up from the sofa, but seeing Shan Xiaotian's appearance, he couldn't bear it, "That little sister ,I……"

"Go quickly." Shan Xiaotian leaned over and hugged Duruo, "We are still good friends, best friends."

"Well, always."

……

Standing on the window sill and looking at the figure rushing to the gate of the community, Shan Xiaotian smiled faintly, turned around and opened a can of beer, and after taking a sip, a faint smile appeared on the corner of his lips.

Compared with her sister's emotional handling, she prefers her own results, at least she won't see each other for ten years.But when he thought of the name of the person Du Ruo was chanting when he was drunk, Shan Xiaotian was very worried that that person would hurt Du Ruo.

——"Qing Qi."

The author has something to say:

bud!