Wudaokou love story gl

Chapter 101 Dreaming

In the afternoon after the wedding, Ding Xiang, who had been busy all day, asked Ding Yang to stay in the hospital to take care of her mother, then changed into her daily clothes and went out.After a casual stroll, as she expected, she met Ye Congxin and Chen Qiutang who were walking on the coastal road.Ding Xiang sighed, although their contact information is still there, she deliberately did not contact her.But she was still drawn to her intuition.

She seemed to know that she would find this place, and she also knew that she would wait here.

Ding Xiang called them with a smile, and they also waved to her. The three went towards each other and met at a place facing the vast sea.

"You are very beautiful today!" Ye Congxin said to her.

She is telling the truth, but the so-called "you today" is not the lilac at the wedding, but the one in front of her right now, who is close at hand.Ye Congxin remembered the clothes Ding Xiang was wearing, they were the ones she often wore in video chats, and they were said to be very soft and comfortable.Ye Congxin couldn't tell that Ding Xiang, who was pregnant and married, had changed from her previous self. The sea breeze blew her hair, and she was still a fair girl with a bit of cunning in every frown and smile.Ye Congxin realized that she was always a beat behind Ding Xiang in understanding what happened to her. Maybe even at this moment, Ding Xiang still had something to hide from her, waiting for her to discover it.Perhaps it is precisely because of this unfinished sense of mystery that Ye Congxin can still feel that he is firmly attracted to her at this moment.

Ding Xiang shyly made a gesture like a curtain call.

"I thought you'd be busy all day today."

"It's just a matter of appearance. It's over after all the guests leave. The wedding is too tiring."

Ye Congxin nodded, looked at her stomach and said, "You should take a good rest now."

"Pfft... How can I be so delicate. You won't forget what kind of life I lived in Shenzhen and during the holidays, right?"

Ye Congxin twitched the corner of her mouth, "How could I forget?"

The three of them have a tacit understanding that has been formed naturally for such a long time.Chen Qiutang volunteered that she wanted to watch the sea from this excellent location (actually, everything is facing the sea, so there is no difference), so Ye Congxin and Ding Xiang left.

Within a few minutes, the two of them remained silent, but their steps gradually converged.In fact, many times, Ye Congxin secretly tilted his head to look at her, always having the illusion that she was looking at him too.Then you will think, are we also thinking the same thing?Several times she wanted to muster up the courage to start a conversation, but she always remembered that the two of them had different identities now.

Finally, they came to the big rock they were most familiar with, and the sea breeze always kept it clean and warm.The two stopped at the same time and approached the stone.Realizing this overly tacit coincidence, they looked at each other and smiled.

They sat on the stone, and Ye Congxin bent her legs, which was the most common action Dingxiang did at that time.And Ding Xiang raised her legs and returned to sitting upright without a word. No matter how delicate she is, she has already begun to cultivate the habit of protecting her children.Ding Xiang is embarrassed to say that she has personally proved that motherhood is indeed human nature.

This sentence made Ye Congxin's memory fly back to those initial conversations, and then felt a burst of sadness.Soon, the two chatted about non-sensitive topics.

Ding Xiang has a very clear plan for her future life.She is currently joining a start-up company run by an alumnus she knows, and the position can just make full use of the experience she has accumulated in Penguin in just one year, and her life is very fulfilling.The company at the startup stage gave her the feeling of being needed that she loves most, and she can forget everything about Kuangdao when she is busy.

Ding Xiang told her that when she was working in Weihai, she also continued to visit minority groups and write some documentary articles, which were published on the official account of the association and have never stopped for several years.She told Ye Congxin the contents of the articles she was most proud of, because she knew that Ye Congxin hadn't read them since he chased her.Ye Congxin pretended to be amazed, pretending that she hadn't stayed up all night to make up for these contents before coming here.

Ding Xiang was beaming with joy as she spoke, Ye Congxin watched her engrossed.It's been a long time since she was in such high spirits. During such a long time together, she was always trying to catch up with Ye Congxin's footsteps, and it was rare for her to be herself.

Ye Congxin was really happy for her, and commented: "I understand, you are the kind of person who likes to be needed."

"In fact, everyone does. We all need our own position. This position is formed by establishing relationships with others. If we only need others, our roots will not be deep enough, and the position we occupy will be available at any time. May be replaced by someone else. Wouldn't that be a panic?"

Ding Xiang is working on her magical theory again, just like the anti-human "human nature theory" back then.Ye Congxin thought ridiculously.

"Does senior sister disagree?" Ding Xiang smiled meaningfully, "Otherwise, why did you finally choose to stay?"

Ye Congxin was startled, "How do you know?"

Ding Xiang kept a secret.

Ye Congxin was silent, and admitted: "Yes. I never understood why I became so irrational."

"They say you're willful, right?" Ding Xiang laughed loudly, "That's not true! Isn't your willful style like this?"

Ye Congxin nodded slightly, because she felt offended by what she said, and wanted to get closer to her more and more.But for some reason, she couldn't control her body very well, and the more she wanted to get closer, the farther away she was.She finally figured out the current position of the two of them again, and gave up her attempt.

"I think you are more obedient. But not obedient enough, you will become more obedient." Ding Xiang said this, but did not give an explanation, leaving Ye Congxin panicked in her heart.She doesn't like the adjective "obedient" very much, because since she was a child, there are not many obedient students in the class who are spiritual.

But she figured it out right away, what Ding Xiang said "be good" means "practical", and she meant to find her stable position.She once thought that her spiritual freedom had been fully westernized, but it turned out that as long as the blood of the Chinese people remained in her bones, she could not get rid of the yearning for stability—the Chinese are a nation that is attached to the land.

Just like Lilac yearning to forget this small island, but never being able to escape.

It is because you are needed that you will live a solid life.The biological nature of seeking advantages and avoiding disadvantages will eventually lose to the social nature that makes people unique.

Ye Congxin thought of all the abnormalities he had experienced in the past few years.From holding Chen Qiutang's hand, to the ambition to be the savior to save Lilac when he first set foot on Kuang Island, to the unprecedented patience in love, to the almost stupid abandonment of the future and willingness to do it mediocre.

It turns out that the life of hundreds of thousands of words in the past three years is just a process in which a leaf of duckweed gradually runs aground and grows roots.

After figuring this out, Ye Congxin was silently embarrassed.But I finally found a reasonable answer to the unsolvable question, and I finally felt relieved.

"If I could understand this feeling earlier..." Ye Congxin said looking at Ding Xiang.

Ding Xiang didn't seem to have received the signal she hinted at, she smiled cleanly, stroked her belly with her hand, and said, "I'm very happy now."

"Lu Nan's job is stable, and the benefits are also very good. He treats me very well. It's okay, we have known each other since we were young. When I was working in Weihai, I didn't have to meet him all the time, and I kept a distance. Very good. The future is also very bright, whether it is work or life, or what I want to stick to in my spare time."

Ye Congxin was so uncomfortable that he wanted to vomit.She lowered her head, resisting the sudden nausea, and kneaded the base of her left ring finger until the pain disappeared.

She raised her head abruptly, wanting to ask Ding Xiang the last question, but found that Ding Xiang was gone, and the environment she was in was no longer a beautiful island, but a scene left in her memory.The boulder she was sitting on turned into a hard bench, with the train track in front of her, and the eerily empty train platform, the floor tiles, the railway, and all the other buildings were 20 years ago The old-fashioned look is as gray as if it has been put on an old photo filter.Ye Congxin heard the rumble of the train again, and felt nauseated again.

"mom?!"

Ding Xiang beside her has become the female associate professor who was in her early thirties 20 years ago.Chen Nian and Ye Congxin wore the same clothes, also wrapped in a beige coat, no makeup was applied, gray hair was already mixed in the hair, and the skin was not well maintained, but their eyes were clear.

Ye Congxin suddenly realized that she was dreaming.It turned out to be such a real dream, Ding Xiang's image was not magical, and the mother in the dream was also so real—she hadn't reproduced such a high-resolution Chen Nian in her dream for a long time.Looking at it this way, Chen Nian and Ding Xiang's temperaments are quite alike, and the Madonna's spirit is contained in their eyes and smiles.Ye Congxin couldn't help doubting her Oedipus.

Ye Congxin found that her body did not shrink, but sat with her mother in a 28-year-old state, and the sound of the train became louder.Immediately afterwards, Ye Congxin heard Chen Nian's voice that had disappeared for 20 years.

"I'm very happy for you that you made this choice—although it's wrong for you to contradict your Aunt Mo like that, you should go and apologize to her." Chen Nian looked at her and said.

Ye Congxin wanted to lower his head and remain silent, but when he remembered that he was no longer a primary school student, he was already an adult, so he bravely yelled, "Are you here to reason with me now? Back then, you just had to stand as a punishment. Talk nonsense to me."

Chen Nian acted as if he hadn't heard her words, "It's a good thing to know how to take responsibility and keep it for the responsibility. It's a good thing to understand that everything you get is not what you should take it for granted, and it's a good thing to borrow. But from the heart, The way you deal with this transition is so naive. Running away will erase the resources you have occupied all these years? No, you just wasted your past. If you don't mix well, what are you going to do to Tiantian Take responsibility? Without the help of your aunt Mo, if you really can't get along in society, it doesn't mean you are not capable enough, but because you are on the wrong path. Everyone is suitable for a different environment and will have their own responsibility. s position."

Ye Congxin asked: "Then where should you be? Is it inside the ruins?"

Chen Nian slowly turned his head to look at her, with tears in his eyes, "Mom, I'm sorry for you. In the balance, there must be sacrifices."

"So all of you have weighed things up, and you all chose to sacrifice me, right?" Ye Congxin shouted like a child.

Before I knew it, the train had stopped ahead.Chen Nian got up and walked towards the open train door.Ye Congxin was suddenly frightened, she grabbed Chen Nian's sleeve and cried, don't get in the car, you will die over there.But she couldn't catch it at all, Chen Nian's clothes seemed to be transparent, and she grabbed them in vain.

She watched Chen Nian get into the car calmly, without looking back from the beginning to the end. For more than 20 years, she had never broken down like this, never cried in such embarrassment.She knelt on the platform and yelled at the train: "Why do you treat me as an abandoned child?! Because I don't seem to care about anything, so no one needs it? Why do you leave me alone in the end!"

The train left, Chen Nian was sitting by the window, his profile looked a bit like Lilac.Ye Congxin looked at her and murmured: "I only want one, no matter how you weigh it, you can choose me."

……

The pattering rain was the only sound Ye Congxin heard when he woke up.For some reason, it started to rain on Kuangdao, which was originally sunny.Ye Congxin felt weak all over. She was lying on the single bed in the hotel, tightly wrapped by the quilt.The left side of the quilt was pressed under her body, and the right side was pressed by a heavy object. She was in a state of being imprisoned.

The heavy object was lying facing her, radiating suspicious heat.

Two people are lying on a 1.2-meter single bed, and it is conceivable that it is a bit crowded.Chen Qiutang's face was too close to Ye Congxin, when the two looked at each other, the child couldn't help hiding in a panic.

"Why are you here..."

Chen Qiutang pouted invisibly, "I've always been here."

The author has something to say: Hey, the list task forces me to update...then I won't update tomorrow.

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