things you do not know

Ever since I understood my feelings for her that day, I became more nervous when talking to her. I didn’t dare to look her directly in the eyes, for fear that she would see my love for her, and then stop dating me and treat me as a pervert.

On Wednesday, I went to call home as usual, and when I got to the phone booth, I thought of my old friend again. Well, call her, and ask me what to do by the way.

"Hello? Is it Wei?" I don't know if it's her roommate.

"It's me, what's wrong?" She recognized my voice.

"It's okay, why can't I call you!" He teased her with a smile.

"Of course not, but I think you have something to do." Her intuition has always been accurate.

"Okay, you are amazing, I really have something to do with you this time, I..." Suddenly I don't know what to say, should I say it?Although she knows all kinds of things between me and An, how can I speak about this matter.

"What's wrong with you, tell me." She wondered what made me hesitate to say anything.

"I, I..." made up my mind to speak out, "I haven't mentioned my current tablemate to you, her name is Yang Jia, I, I, I seem to like her, what, what should I do." After finishing speaking, the whole person seemed to be soaked in hot water, and the heat was rising upwards.

"Huh? What??!" She seemed to be frightened.

"Yes, yes, I like my current tablemate." He repeated in a low voice.

"But, she, isn't she a girl?" She was obviously still in shock.

"It's not like you don't know about Ann and I." I thought she was making a fuss.

"Oh, yes. So?"

"So what, I, I don't know what to do, should I confess my love." I can feel the joy and cautiousness in the voice.

"Well, I think it's better not to, high school is the most important stage, and, are you sure you really like her?" Her voice was calm, giving me a blow to the head.

"I, I don't know, why can't I like her, I, what should I do." She seemed to hear my panic and my bewilderment.

"It's okay, just let it be. Let it be. Maybe you will find out that you don't really like her? Right, it's not good for you to talk about it now. Calm down."

"Let it be, let it be." I muttered a few words, it seems that it is okay, let it be, maybe she just treats me as a friend, no, she just treats me as a friend in the first place, it's me Pretending to be sentimental.

"Okay, I'll listen to you, let it be, anyway, anyway, she just treats me as a friend." I was persuaded, but why didn't I feel uncomfortable?Obviously, this is the best solution, why do I still feel bored and uncomfortable, what should I do...

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Maybe the number of words in these chapters is less, because I think this is two stages, so I split it into two chapters, hehe.