things you do not know

The new class teacher found out after a long time of contact that he is a very philistine person. He looks favorably at those with good grades, and looks down on those with poor grades.I don't know how to describe it, but that semester was the most painful semester in my high school.

Teacher Wang has many policies, which are basically aimed at poor students.For example, those who have regressed [-] and above have to write a reflection summary, and those who have passed the grade after [-] should also write, and post it on the wall of shame after writing, etc. There are many more.

I remember that during that time, I don’t know why, maybe it was because I didn’t have her, or maybe it was because I was really impetuous, and I always failed to get into the top [-] in the grade.In that monthly exam, I only improved by one rank compared to the previous one, but I was still very happy, after all, I was making progress.That night she said to me: "Fan, how did you do in the exam this time? I told the truth. She said that I will tell you about it when the class meeting is held." Knowing what she wanted me to say, I didn't know until the class meeting that she was waiting for me here.

"Today in our class meeting, let Li Fan come and tell us how she regressed."

Hearing this sentence, I was instantly angry, but I couldn't say anything, but something unexpected happened.

She called my name, and I still went to the podium, but I didn't like this identity very much. Since I was a child, it was the first time I stood on the podium as a poor student, although my poor student's gold content is higher than that of ordinary classes a lot of.Even so, I still endured the unhappiness in my heart and opened my mouth.

"I don't know what to say. Today the teacher asked me to give a lecture, so I will give a lecture." I thought there was nothing wrong with what I said, but who knew that she would be angry when she heard my words.

"Li Fan, what do you mean by that, oh, you mean that I forced you to speak up, right?"

"No, but you asked me to come up..." I didn't understand what she meant, so I responded stupidly.

"Oh, okay, okay, you're amazing, right? If you don't want to talk about it, other people still want to talk about it. That's fine. I'm forcing you, right? Come on, come out."

I was taken out with a dazed look on my face.

"Tell me what you mean today."

"It's not interesting, it's just according to what you said, you said let me go up, so I will go up."

"Oh, it's still my fault for you to regress because of your grades."

"No, I haven't regressed, I've improved one place this time compared to last time." I justified myself, or rather, my understanding has always been like this.

"Okay!! Li Fan, where is your home?"

"Huh? It's from City H." I don't quite understand why the topic of where is my house suddenly changed.

"Okay! Now call your mom and let them come over."

"..." I cried, and after all my calculations, I didn't expect that she would call her parents. I didn't speak, and I didn't answer her cell phone.

Looking at me like this, maybe she can't talk to me anymore, she probably cried after seeing such a few words, but I don't know that my parents are my weakness.

After that time, I saw her and took a detour. As a result, it was our team's turn to be on duty that night. It happened that the teacher didn't leave, so I procrastinated until the lights were almost turned off. I hurried back to the dormitory but heard my roommate say Yang Jia came to see me and cried.Suddenly my mind was confused, what happened, she was crying, why did she cry, and sat on the bed with a bang, the roommate was startled but didn't look at me, maybe it was because her complexion was too ugly at that time, I Don't know, just thinking, what's wrong, she's crying, what happened...

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