Network distribution writer and CV master

Afternoon

False and real, hazy, Li Yi seemed to have returned to the time when he was most insecure in college.After waking up sweating profusely, he couldn't fall back asleep.

"Huh, it's a dream." He wiped the sweat from his forehead, sat up, and then was in a daze without thinking about anything. He sat like that for a while, and finally stood up.He went to the window and looked at the busy days of the people below. The young housewives were discussing the latest gossip, and some of the aunts had their hands on their waists or their hands behind their backs, chatting freely in twos and threes.The scene that I usually find annoying and overwhelming, now looks a little smoky, which makes him. . .Some envy.

The peace I usually like the most, now it seems that I am a little lonely.Sometimes, he felt like a stubborn bird wandering alone in this strange world.Flying around, but can't find their own roots.

Have you ever watched the sunset at the train station?

Whenever Li Yi was homesick, he would go to the square outside the train station and sit down on a random step.

Sitting alone in the square, listening to a single song loop.

leaves are wings that cannot fly

Wings are leaves that fall in the sky

The original beginning of love is companionship

But I also gradually forget

How did someone accompany you in the first place?

I eat and travel alone, stop and go

Also read and write letters alone and have a heart-to-heart conversation

Just where did my heart go

I can't even see myself

i think i don't just lose you

I eat and travel alone, stop and go

Also read and write letters alone and have a heart-to-heart conversation

Just where did my heart go

I can't even see myself

i think i don't just lose you

------------------------------ "Leaf" Ah Sang

Although the content of the lyrics is about love, he can empathize with the lonely state of mind.

Initially, the uppermost sky is a bright sky blue, then transitions to blue-white, then pale yellow, and finally a vibrant orange.Waiting for the time to slowly move backwards, watching the orange sun slowly fall from the sky, and then gradually covered by the street trees next to it, leaving some afterglow still shining in the sky.At this time, the whole world is still bright, and the high-rise buildings in the distance still have a tall and straight figure.The blue of the sky gradually makes you quiet, and when the wind blows, you can still smell the fresh scent of flowers and grass not far away.Later, the sky became bluer and deeper, the twilight gradually merged, the neon lights came on, only the outlines of tall buildings remained, and only me was left on the square.When the street lights suddenly turned on, the passing of the birds could no longer be seen.At some point, the indicator light on the forehead of the bus turned on, and hurried away, counting the nine bright spots of the street lights, Li Yi knew that it was time for him to leave.

But where can he go?

Sometimes, he also remembered things he thought he had forgotten long ago.When he was young, his mother and he lived an ordinary but happy life.Sometimes, when my mother's unit gave out welfare bonuses, she would buy some pork belly to make delicious twice-cooked pork for herself, and go to the cold vegetable stand to buy some cold beef veal. When my mother was cooking, he would help her.Although my mother sometimes dislikes that I am not helping, but in those time of making a fuss, sometimes he will suddenly cry when he thinks about it.

Thinking of this, Li Yi smiled wryly.

sad?It's okay too.When I was young, I would feel the despair of being overwhelmed, and when I was sad, I would cry out of breath.When encountering some small things, I also feel that I have been abandoned by the whole world, and I feel so depressed that I can't breathe.When we grow up, we will gradually understand that we are all ordinary people after all, and some things can only be like this.We will be more mature and calm when facing things, and slowly learn to solve and accept.This is both good and bad.

Thinking about it, suddenly, I heard a sound of scratching the door from outside.Li Yi opened the door, and Master Meow walked in gracefully.

Fortunately, I have this cat with me.

Li Yi knelt down to tickle the cat, and it reluctantly lay down. Seeing that Li Yi had scratched it well, it grunted in satisfaction, then stretched out its front paws, and patted Li Yi's hand as encouragement.Its flesh pads are soft, with a little warm touch, and the heart melts when touched.All gloomy moods were like dark clouds being pushed away by the sun, and the whole world suddenly became brighter, and Li Yi also felt healed completely.

"Yeah, Carlot, why are you so cute~" Li Yi said as he gently shook the little cat's little paw.

The kitten lay lazily on its stomach and ignored him.

Suddenly, Carlotta's ears moved, and his head turned towards the door.Li Yi looked in the direction it was looking at, and found that Gu Feng had returned from get off work.Gu Feng put the briefcase on the shelf at the door, took off his leather shoes, put on house slippers, and loosened his tie. He didn't look at anything else, and walked directly towards Li Yi, touching it lovingly. His head and face, "Just woke up?"

The little kitten who was still aloof just now seemed dissatisfied with being ignored, and now anxiously circles around Gu Feng, longing for him to take a look at her.

Li Yi looked at it and complained: "You bad cat! Who is your savior! Who gives you food and shovels your shit all day long!" After talking about it, he felt a little wronged.

Carlot didn't raise his head and ignored him at all, but Gu Feng looked at the two of them and smiled, feeling that the matter was interesting, and asked, "What's wrong?"

"It didn't pay much attention to me just now! It's super cold, and it doesn't answer anything. As a result, when you come back, it surrounds you like a dog! Look, it's still jumping up now! It's really Is... masculinity misleading people?" Seeing the spineless appearance of his cat, Li Yi really didn't know what to say.

Seeing Li Yi's angry look, Gu Feng laughed, bent down slightly, and kissed Li Yi's cheek lightly, "Then what should I do, if I say this, I'm going to be doomed too?"

"Ah!" Li Yi touched his face, looked at Gu Feng with a smile, and deliberately asked, "Why are you kissing me again!"

"Then what should I do, you are so cute, I can't help it." After speaking, Gu Feng spread his hands, looking helpless.

"Hee hee, that's right, I'm quite cute." After being praised by Gu Feng, Li Yi began to smear.He ran to the toilet to admire his little face, rubbed it, and gritted his teeth slightly. Seeing the handsome guy in the mirror, Li Yi expressed that he was very satisfied with his current situation.

Gu Feng, who had changed into casual clothes, went to the bathroom at some point, squeezed beside him, and kissed Li Yi's chin from the side, "Change into clothes, let's go out to eat at night. Are you hungry after sleeping? gone?"

Li Yi nodded, and gave Gu Feng a loud "Bo" on the face, "Right away!"

He took off his pajamas two or three times, then quickly put on his clothes, and rushed out in a hurry, looking like he was in a hurry.

"Don't worry, no one is urging you." Gu Feng smiled helplessly, and then closed the door with a smooth hand.

The room was dark, and it looked very peaceful, just like Li Yi's current state of mind.

Those sad emotions before are like bubbles, which have long been blown away by the wind.Now, with Gu Feng and Carlot, he already has enough strength, so let's keep going.

Together with Gu Feng.

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Finally, it came out with difficulty.

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