Now, little cane

Under the light, Qi Ling's eyes darkened, and she didn't answer Yan He's words.

Follow-up question: "When did mild depression happen? Did it happen in Italy?"

Yan He pursed her lips: "I'm not very clear, they won't explain the illness to me, they will only tell Yan Jing, who doesn't communicate with me about this."

Qi Ling: "That's the time."

Without saying a word, he bit down the last piece of candy and chewed it into pieces.

Sweet and greasy.

Contrast with mood, two extremes.

Qi Ling looked at her feet and said, "I never thought that you would really leave."

Yan He stopped and looked back at him.

The corners of Qi Ling's mouth curled up slightly, not like a smile, but with a forced expression.

Qi Ling: "I can't forget what happened at that time.

"I remember we had a fight, about Zhimei, but also about women's issues, the relationship...it wasn't very good at that time.

"Of course, I was not in a good state during that time. I really wanted to be quiet, and my attitude was bad."

Yan He stopped his movements and looked at him seriously.

Qi Ling didn't seem to care, and continued: "The problems at home are also...complicated.

"You called me that day, but I didn't answer.

"You sent me a text message, I opened it and saw that it was the word breakup, I was very angry, and I replied yes, it's up to you.

"Later, I kept thinking about this scene over and over again, and I always felt that if I hadn't been so at the mercy of my emotions, you wouldn't have left."

Qi Ling: "I haven't seen you for a few days, and when I went back to the place where I lived, they told me that you had sold the house. I said I took some things, and I went to your house to check, and almost nothing was taken away. I... …I do not believe.

"I don't believe any of this."

After finishing speaking, he bowed his head, and the coffee in his hand was also a little cold.

Qi Ling didn't dare to look at Yan He's expression.

"Then I thought about it a lot. I thought, if I didn't depend on you liking me so much, relying on your tolerance, I could be more restrained and be a more stable lover, maybe the ending between us would be different. I am very happy I was afraid that my dad would really look for you, but in the end he didn't look for you but you left first, I don't know how to think about this ending without being ironic."

Qi Ling paused, closed her eyes, took a deep breath, and restrained her emotions for a moment.

He spoke again calmly: "Afterwards, they didn't transfer me to another school. I was admitted to a local university. The relationship with my family... went from bad to worse, almost like that in the first year."

The person he loves the most doesn't want him anymore, Qi Ling doesn't know how to say it, so that he can appear to be in a normal mood.

Weeping and struggling at first, unwilling to reconcile, questioning... and finally accepting.

Since then, it seems that no one in life can treat him normally again.

His parents always felt that he was abnormal, and because his sister didn't say anything about Yan He's leaving, the relationship between the two became more and more cold.

Qi Shu wanted to defend many times, but Qi Ling silently refused.

Everyone can't return to the original position.

There was always a bit of warmth in the home, but when we get together, there are always so many embarrassments.

He seemed to have really turned into a little monster.

Only he knew it before, but he can't hide it in the future.

A few years ago, he could still deceive himself that Yanhe's illness might need him, but later on he just thought about seeing Yanhe and asking why, even if he knelt down and begged, Yanhe would no longer want him, at least he tried his best.

But he has no direction even in his efforts.

His humbleness cannot be accepted by anyone.

He wants to tell Qi Yunwei that his life is not chaotic, the people he loves are only of the same sex, and he is also very focused on love.

He is no less attentive than heterosexual.

But Yanhe doesn't want him anymore.

Every time Qi Yunwei said this, he could feel and feel Qi Yunwei's hidden words.

Because he is abnormal, and because he doesn't like girls, this relationship is destined not to last long.

He is doomed to be abandoned.

In the end, Qi Yunwei tore up the evidence that they were together.

At the moment when she couldn't fight back, Qiling seemed to hear the deafening irony of fate.

There's nothing left.

Memory will become increasingly blurred.

Feelings will become more and more sluggish.

until forgotten.

Qi Ling's eyelashes trembled, but they did not open them for a long time.

Yan He tentatively stretched out his hand to cover the back of Qi Ling's hand, trembling slightly.

He held Qi Ling's hand.

Yan He said, "I'm sorry."

Qi Ling shook her head hastily, her back became straighter, and the corners of her eyes were smeared with uncomfortable redness.

Qi Ling's last words were a little hoarse: "Come here, let's talk about it next time."

Yan He: "Okay."

But Yan He didn't let go of his hand, he led Qi Ling forward, he tried every fingertip to get into the gap between Qi Ling's fingers.

Qi Ling opened her hand obediently, and the two intertwined their fingers.

Yan He threw the bamboo sticks of dragonfly candies into the trash can, and commented truthfully: "It's too sweet."

Qi Ling laughed, took a sip of his coffee, and said, "Is this bitter?"

Yanhe: ...

Yan He took the coffee with his hands: "It's better than sugar."

Qi Ling's smile couldn't disappear.

This smile encroached on Yan He's heart a bit too much under the dim night light.

Yan He moved closer and quickly pecked at the corner of Qi Ling's lips.

Qi Ling finally couldn't stop laughing.Open your eyes and look at Yanhe.

Yan He: "Hahahaha."

Qi Ling: "...on this street."

Yan He pointed to the surroundings: "Didn't you find any girls whispering to us?"

Qi Ling: ...

No matter what, he didn't let go of his hand.

Tired from walking, I found a bench to sit and rest.

Yan He hooked his eyes to the seller of handmade ice cream across the street. They made a beautiful one, especially the small half of watermelon.

Qi Ling: "Do you want to eat?"

Yan He: "I'm afraid I won't be able to eat it."

Qi Ling: "Can't you finish eating me?"

Yan He nodded heavily, Qi Ling felt a little silly.

The line is still a bit long.

When she came back with the ice cream with watermelon slices, Qi Ling saw Yan He squatting and asking a child under the light.

He stopped and stood still.

The child was unhappy, Yanhe made a face, and the child smiled again.

Yan He touched the child's head and smiled happily.

Qi Ling walked over, and Yan He handed him the ice cream he just bought, the child was quite embarrassed.

After a while, the child's mother finally came. She said she didn't want ice cream, but the child's eyes were too hot on the watermelon. The woman chatted with Yan He, and finally asked the child to say thank you uncle, I'm sorry Got ice cream.

Yan He pinched the child's face and said, "Next time, don't run around."

Then he got up and left with Qi Ling.

After walking a certain distance, Qi Ling asked, "Do you like children very much?"

Yanhe: "I like it, it's small, soft and cute. Asian children are fine, but European children really looked like little angels when they were young."

Qi Ling was silent.

Yan He realized later, and asked, "What's wrong?"

Qi Ling hesitated for a moment and said, "I don't like children."

Yan He was surprised: "Why do you bother about this kind of thing?"

Qi Ling endured it, and finally choked out a few words: "You can be a surrogate."

Yan He's mind went blank for a moment.

After a moment: "Huh???"

Yan He couldn't imagine what it would be like to take care of a child.

"That... like it doesn't mean you want it, I can't take care of it well."

Qi Ling nodded, her expression relaxed.

Yan He: "Why did you suddenly talk about children?"

Qiling pursed her lips, and after a while: "I see you like it very much."

Yan He laughed.

"You can't give birth, and it's useless to like it." Yan He yawned, tired of walking.

Qi Ling's eyebrows moved slightly, and she glanced at Yan He, the latter looked indifferent, Qi Ling looked relaxed, and smiled lightly.

Back at the hotel, Qi Ling saw Yanhe's face was full of tiredness, so she pushed him to the bathroom to wash up first, and then went by herself.

When Qiling came out after taking a shower, all the big lights outside were turned off, and Yan He turned on a few small warm yellow lights.

Qi Ling's hands were slightly stagnant as she wiped her hair with a towel.

He didn't like the atmosphere very much, and he didn't like the hotel very much.

Similar scenes can always evoke previous memories.

Qi Ling lowered her eyelashes and walked to Yan He's side. The phone screen was still on, but her eyes were closed.

Qi Ling gently pulled out the mobile phone in his hand, patted Yan He's face, Yan He shrank into the quilt in a daze, curled up into a ball, and half curled up.

Qi Ling ignored him and dried her hair quickly.

Lying on the bed, Yan He turned his back to him, Qi Ling leaned over and hugged Yan He from behind.

Sensing someone disturbing him, his well-shrinked hands and feet loosened again.

Qi Ling kissed the back of Yan He's neck a few times, sucking a hickey on the place that could be covered by her clothes.

Yan He only moved, without struggling.

Qi Ling rested half of her face on the back of Yan He's neck, and she didn't have any charming thoughts in her mind.

In this life, after taking a bath in a hotel, I can still hug the person I like.

very nice.

Yan He woke up intermittently several times in the middle of the night, and the next day the blue and black under his eyes were quite conspicuous.

Qi Ling asked: "Do you want to go to Sanxingdui or to see pandas?"

Yan He: "Sanxingdui in the morning, and National Treasure in the afternoon."

"Row."

Qi Ling pressed Yan He's head on the pillow and said, "Sleep again, wait for me to come back."

Yan He: "Oh."

I can really fall asleep with my eyes closed.

Qi Ling waited outside for a while, a man drove over, Qi Ling talked to the man, the man gave him the key, and took the taxi away, Qi Ling glanced at the car and remembered the license plate.

Send Yu Quan a WeChat message, saying that the car has arrived.

Digging Yan He up from the bed, while Yan He was washing up, their cell phones rang at the same time.

Qi Ling took a look, and You Suxi dragged them into a group together.

You Suxi: [Uh... Which one does Yun Chen like? 】

After asking this question, I took photos of several sets of clothes: [Choice Difficulty Committed]

Qi Ling: [Sexy Bitch Type]

You Suxi: […]

Qi Ling: [Straight men like it, big breasts and long legs]

You Suxi: 【It seems very reasonable】

Yan He came out of the wash, his eyes still hazy, opened a bottle of mineral water to drink, and then unlocked the phone.

After reading it, I feel very, very delicate.

You Suxi: [So? 】

You Suxi: [Low cut waist and short skirt wrapping body.JPG]

Yan He: "Puff... cough cough cough"

I just vomited up a sip of water.

Qi Ling also saw it, and looked at Yan He again, her face was red, she didn't know whether it was from choking on the water or from looking red.

Qi Ling: ...

Qi Ling stared straight at Yan He, Yan He put the phone in his hand and waved his hand: "Let me be smooth, delete it as you please."

Qi Ling deleted the photos on Yan He's phone.

Reply in the group: [Your breast pads are too exaggerated]

You Suxi: [Didn't you say you want to flirt with a bitch? 】

Qi Ling: [Appointment after dinner? 】

You Suxi: [Almost, there is a movie]

Qi Ling: [Is this body resistant to tearing?If you can’t bear tearing, bring another suit]

Yousushi: [... Nima! 】

When the two of them went out, Qi Ling didn't return the phone to Yan He, and Yan He didn't dare to ask for it.

After a while, You Suxi sent another picture of her body.

Qiling finally gave Yanhe the phone.

It's still a short skirt, much purer, with a pair of red high heels, and pink lips.

Qi Ling: 【almost】

You Suxi: [Borrow your old auspicious words! 】

Yan He asked silently: [Why are your legs so long? 】

You Suxi: [The height of the shoes, this pair is five centimeters, especially show off the legs, do you like long legs, hahahahaha]

Yan He replied with difficulty: [It's pretty nice]

You Suxi: [It turns out that you are a leg control hahaha]

Yanhe: […]

Qi Ling stretched out her hand again.

Yan He silently handed him the phone.

delete it delete it.

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