I'm afraid of myself

The author has something to say: At the request of readers, I compiled a timeline. You can make do with it. It’s been so long since I’ve written it, and I can’t remember some dark lines myself. It’s enough for you to know the approximate timeline. , Well, that's it, run away quickly!

——Timeline arrangement——

1. He Jinyang travels through, the soul is divided into two parts, one becomes the god of wind and immortal before reaching ten thousand years, and the other becomes the protagonist He Jinyang after reaching ten thousand years. (ps: The system is also divided into two, followed by Shenfeng Xianzun's punishment and demon removal procedures, and He Jinyang's possession and main task)

2. The former changed his name to Ling Chengfeng before reaching Wannian, and gave up his desire to go home, and adopted the ancestor of the He family together with the holy son of the Xie family.

3. The latter participated in the Immortal Awakening Conference, initially having influence over the world of comprehension.

After the above premise ends, the following is the timeline ten thousand years ago.

——Timeline of the period of the Divine Wind Immortal——

1. Kamikaze, Zhoufan, Arrow God, and Gu King were good friends in the cultivation world. Kamikaze failed to hold back the cultivation base and ascended, and then the other three ascended successively.

2. The four lived in the fairy world, and found that the ranks in the fairy world were ignorant, and the three immortal emperors had nothing to do, so they led other dissatisfied immortals to overthrow the fairy world, and took Ling Chengfeng as their respect.

3. Ling Chengfeng discovered that his pure spiritual root was actually a symbol of a broken soul, which caused his emotions to become increasingly monotonous, and gradually unable to understand complex emotions.

4. Ling Chengfeng found that there is no solution to the hidden danger of pure spiritual root, he can only accept himself as another person.

5. After the soul deteriorated again, Ling Chengfeng had a paranoid idea, that is, to devour the origin of the fairy world, destroy the demon world, and combine the power of the two to re-establish the rules and change the fate of the incomplete soul.

6. In order to avoid being shaken by his friends, Ling Chengfeng collected the remaining emotions into a wisp of will and preserved them through special methods, leaving only the obsession with being fit as Tao.

7. When his friends discovered his plan, war broke out again in the immortal world. Ling Chengfeng wiped out most of the immortals with absolute force, and refined the remaining immortals into puppets. Finally, he combined the immortal soul storage with Dongxiang Yu's soul After becoming a fairy, the system residue that loses its binding force is fired into a new complete system.

8. Find that your will and system are gone, and realize the truth of your time travel.

9. After this, Ling Chengfeng discovered the truth that Dongxiang Yu had concealed, so he cast the other half of his soul on the He family altar.

10. After the ascension of the Four Gods, Ling Chengfeng finds the reincarnated Dongxiang Yu, sends him away, and destroys the Dongxiang clan.

11. Returning to He's house, he was sealed until He Buwan woke him up, and then manipulated He Buwan to search for He Jinyang's existence. He had a premonition that this would be the last confrontation between him and Dongxiang Yu.

—— Timeline of Dongxiang Yu ——

1. Acquainted with Kamikaze, got acquainted with Gu Emperor, Arrow God, and became close friends. On the way, he went to avenge the annihilation of the clan, and was secretly helped by Ling Chengfeng. He was at the level of saving lives. After returning to the team, he had a relationship with Ling Chengfeng Even better, rebuild the Dongxiang clan before ascension.

2. The think tank in the team is the kind of character who has no plans, but his temperament tends to be quiet. He is willing to play with friends in pairs and live in seclusion in the mountains and rivers.

3. After ascension, he became famous under the seat of the three Immortal Emperors, and the other three did the same, with Shenfeng Immortal Venerable as the most important. Later, he discovered that the power of the Immortal World was incompetent, and secretly reported the truth of the Immortal World to the lower world, leaving behind a trace of divine thoughts. Organize the righteous way of the cultivation world to resist the fairy world, and then push Ling Chengfeng to the top, laying the foundation for the gods in the fairy world.

4. Discovering that Ling Chengfeng's temperament has changed drastically, Dongxiang Yu used his spiritual thoughts as a guide to split half of his soul to prepare for reincarnation in Dongxiang's family. Hand, taking advantage of Ling Chengfeng's inattention, the half-soul, the system, and the ray of thoughts that Ling Chengfeng separated earlier were taken into the lower realm, and the system disappeared halfway.

5. After 20 years of unexamined life, Dongxiang Yu wakes up the memory of Zhoufan Counsellor, successively connects Feng Junling with Tianzhu, and leaves that strand of thoughts to Ji Wuxia to keep in Fengwangtian, and then plans the ascension of the four gods, so that It returns to the righteous god.

6. At this time, Dongxiang Yu had calculated that Ling Chengfeng would definitely go down to the realm, so he carried out this series of plans with confidence, and he also succeeded. The remaining Four Holy Families were left by him with the cause and effect of this plan.

7. Reached an agreement with the He family, and then lived in seclusion for many years, saw through the destiny with his body, and his life expectancy was greatly reduced, but because of this, he discovered the mystery of reincarnation, set up a magic circle, sent young children to another world, kept the fire of hope, and waited for thousands of years Then recalled again.

8. Met with He Jinyang, made an agreement, and then sent him to reincarnation, bullied the heavens against his fate, Dongxiang Yu fainted, was driven by Ling Chengfeng and sent into the magic circle, came to the present world, and was reborn in the body of a man.

——He Jinyang’s timeline——

1. It is almost the same as what is said in the text. I will not explain what everyone knows. The following is a hint.

2. The two Buddhist disciples used the theory of reincarnation to imply He Jinyang's own specialness.

3. Xiang Siyu, the owner of Penglai Mountain and Sea Mountain, hinted at the relationship between He Jinyang and Ling Chengfeng with occasional sudden changes in his soul and body.

4. Mengpo, the courtesy of Ksitigarbha Bodhisattva, hints at He Jinyang's extraordinary status.

5. The leader of Tongtian religion personally went down to the realm and named him as belonging to the Taoist side.

6. In Chaos Heaven, the dialogue between the three sages is full of the reincarnation hinted by the two Buddhists. In this life named "He Jinyang", everything he experienced was a calamity, and he became a saint after breaking the calamity.

7. The final side note, whether it is He Jinyang or Ling Chengfeng, none of them have succeeded in finding out the calamity in this life, but it doesn't matter, the saints can wait for him in the next life, which is very overbearing.

——Emotional Line——

1. Xie Yanlai has already fallen in love with He Jinyang, this needs no special explanation, so the following is the origin of He Jinyang's feelings for Xie Yanlai.

2. The prerequisite is that the incomplete soul drives Ling Chengfeng crazy, and He Jinyang also suffers from this symptom, which is getting worse.

3. He Jinyang, who has become increasingly monotonous in his emotions, has experienced Wen Xinjie and suddenly found that he has a very special and complex emotion for a person. Although the emotion is extremely thin compared to what he knew in the past, he was questioned by the demons, but the greed in human nature makes him He was unwilling to let go of this miracle.

4. It was his miracle that he fell in love with Xie Yanlai. Even if he didn't get along too much, but his feelings became simplistic and he had such complicated feelings of liking. He couldn't help but keep him by his side.

5. At this time, He Jinyang already knew that he would eventually go beyond the chaotic sky and become a disciple of a saint. Everything he experienced now would eventually be turned into ashes and annihilated in a long time, so he cultivated this spark without conditions. Surprised and delighted, and unwilling to let go.

6. So once again, this relationship is a miracle. Is it wrong to monopolize the miracle?No, well, that's it.

7. Maybe you think this relationship is too thin, but He Jinyang’s idea is that it’s not difficult to cultivate the relationship slowly when we’re together. Xie Yanlai also means the same thing. We’ll talk about it first, and He Jinyang even admits that Xie Yanlai is his love robbery. .

Supplement: The seal of the four gods is a series of tricks set up by Dongxiang Yu. The seals of Why Bujian and others are responsible for pulling all the souls of Ling Chengfeng into the body to achieve the effect of one body and one life. Ling Chengfeng in the fairy world loses his soul and his body Be assimilated into immortal energy.

Ling Chengfeng counted this point, so he who did not resist was successfully sealed by He Bujian and others, so he had a suitable body. He was rejected by the cultivation world before and could not exert his full strength. After the seal was successful, he returned to his heyday.

But Dongxiang Yu's calculations went deeper. Ling Chengfeng thought he had the upper hand. In fact, the formula He Jinyang used was to ask Heaven to monitor this duel. With Heaven, Ling Chengfeng used He Buqiang's body to hide himself. It was the failure of Immortal Feisheng's matter, and the strength was between He Jinyang and He Jinyang.

How did Dongxiangyu convey these contents to He Jinyang?The answer lies in the possession again and again. He Jinyang's fainting at that time was a manifestation of being affected.

He Jinyang X Ling Chengfeng

On the top is Baiyujing 330 Sanchongfan, and on the bottom there is a sea of ​​clouds nine hundred and ninety-nine thousand feet.

Across the southeast of the fairy world, and then bounded by the Milky Way, the famous fairy palace hall is formed.

—— Han Tang.

The roof of Hantang Palace is made of jade, and the frame is built of sacred wood. On the day of the completion of the palace, there are countless rare treasures, carved beams and painted buildings.

Looking at it from a distance, the clouds produce extraordinary splendor, cranes fly in color paintings, countless Yaohuaqi grass grows, and fairy beasts Qiongyu Yuyu produce fragrance.

Looking at it as unattainable, seeing it as auspicious, as time goes by, in the eyes of the newly ascended immortals, it seems to be a fairyland in a fairyland, and when they mention it, they always look like they wish to be born into a beast in the palace.

However, in the eyes of some aging immortals, these manifestations have become manifestations of ignorance. These immortals never know who lives in that palace.

The aura condensed into the shape of smoke floated upwards along the steps, no matter how lively the beasts dared to step on these steps, they stood under the clouds, looking up at the mottled sea of ​​clouds, as if they wanted to penetrate the misty With blindness, you can clearly see His Majesty the Immortal Emperor sitting on the throne.

Immortal Emperor Jinyang.

The only king in the history of the fairy world who was surrendered by all the immortals.

"In other words, you are pitifully lonely."

A voice suddenly appeared in the deserted and unpopular hall, and the source of this voice disappeared without a trace, as if it appeared through a space.

"Aren't you going to talk to me?"

That voice seemed to be boring, but I don't know who he was teasing... No, wait, there are still people in this palace.

It's just that his existence seems to have merged with the ethereal and empty palace, and with the throne beneath him.

The crown worn on the top of the head hangs down the bead curtain, and the face of the king cannot be underestimated. Without that voice, the king sitting quietly on the throne seems to exist.

The senses are therefore deceived, from vision to the five senses, in simple terms, you can see the exquisitely carved four pillars of the dragon, the crystal floor that can be seen, the tall throne inlaid with jewels, and the invisible restraint. The master of the fairy world who breathed a sigh of relief.

How long have I been sitting here?

Opened his mouth, the silent king suddenly turned over like mountains that had been sleeping for thousands of years, the sky and the earth changed color, and almost the immortals in the upper three realms felt a strong aura rushing down the entire fairyland from top to bottom. Imprinted a deep imprint on every immortal, but they had no intention of resisting, and respectfully bowed down in the direction of the Hantang Palace, exercising the most respectful gift.

He Jinyang, who caused such consequences just by thinking, once again put away his breath, and he became an existence no more alive than grass and trees, but the voice was so relentless that it was rare for him to say: "Are you who?"

In this world, there is no system that can be divided into two, and there is no divine wind and immortal god who can subdue thousands of demons. There is only Immortal Emperor Jinyang who has experienced all kinds of hardships and is expected to set foot in the chaotic realm after ascension.

What a strange direction, Ling Chengfeng recalled the many calculations back then, and for a while he didn't know how to answer his question.

"never mind."

He Jinyang seemed unconcerned, raised his hand to support his chin, and half-closed his eyes, "I've never had a stranger come in here."

"My words... are not considered unfamiliar."

Ling Chengfeng was silent for a while, thinking that he might be dreaming, or another strange experience, so he appeared in front of He Jinyang with complicated thoughts. The previous conversation was just a test, to test this "His Majesty the Immortal Emperor" who seemed to be doing a lot more than himself. ".

When Ling Chengfeng's face that was exactly the same as his own was exposed, He Jinyang was calm and not stimulated at all, and asked a little casually: "Are you my demon?"

The road to immortality is long, and demons arise.

He seemed to regard Ling Chengfeng as another test that appeared after reaching the bottleneck in his cultivation, which made Ling Chengfeng wave his hands dumbfounded, "No, strictly speaking, I am myself in another world."

He Jinyang: "Oh."

"You have nothing to say?"

He Jinyang raised his eyelids, his calm gaze and indifferent expression told Ling Chengfeng a meaning.

Is it about me?

Ling Chengfeng's heart trembled, and he pretended to be relaxed and said, "It's all because I'm so indifferent, isn't it good?"

He Jinyang shook his head: "You are you, I am me, different encounters create different futures, don't you know this too?"

Ling Chengfeng shook his head, "So, you are not self-deprecating. Since you are not yourself, how can you be sure that I am clear?"

As soon as he finished speaking, he saw that "He Jinyang" who was full of strangeness gave him a look, which was so light to the extreme that it gave birth to warmth.

"Same root, same origin, how can you say you don't understand?"

Ling Chengfeng didn't say a word.

He Jinyang said: "Just as you are Ling Chengfeng, why am I in Jinyang, somewhere else, there will be another He Jinyang, Ling Chengfeng, no matter what their circumstances are, what kind of decision they will make, the source is here, we You can say something to understand.”

"Stop, stop, stop, I don't want to talk to you about these brain-consuming things."

Ling Chengfeng quickly raised his hand to stop it.

He Jinyang stopped at the right time, looking at him with clear eyes.

"Are you dying, or is there something puzzled in your heart?"

Ling Chengfeng: "...you see it again?"

He Jinyang smiled faintly, "I said before that there are no strangers here. The living and the living can be said to be unfamiliar, and they are also dead. Ling Chengfeng, you have both, and you are neither, so there is only one explanation, you Comes from another heaven, different from mine."

Ling Chengfeng smiled sarcastically: "In this case, why do you have to tell me so much?"

The black-edged imperial clothes fell to his feet, and the long sleeves hung over his knees. He Jinyang straightened up, with a calm expression, "Left and right, there will be a journey together."

"Ugh--"

Ling Chengfeng let out a long sigh, "Has anyone ever said that you can't chat at all?" After he finished speaking, he had already walked in front of He Jinyang, looking at him from top to bottom.

He Jinyang smoothed his long hair that naturally fell down his shoulders, noncommittal: "Most people who talk to me are dead people."

Ling Chengfeng became interested, bent over and asked, "Who is there?"

"I don't really remember," He Jinyang replied simply, "Before I ascended, both righteous and demon realms were wiped out, and the cultivator realm no longer existed. After my ascension, the true fairy realm was completely wiped out, powerless spirits have no life, and I became a queen." , the Upper Immortal Realm was preserved, however, living in the deep palace for a long time, using the origin as the source, establishing the foundation of all things to spy on the realm outside the realm..."

"you succeeded?"

"No, it failed."

Ling Chengfeng: "..."

He Jinyang laughed and said: "Otherwise, why do you think I'm sitting here?" He patted the throne under him, "Immortals are afraid of me, and then worship me like ordinary people to gods, but these treatments are not as subtle as they are in my opinion." The moral is interesting."

"Your life is really boring."

Ling Chengfeng did not comment on the success or failure of the "self" in front of him, but responded with an ordinary topic.

He Jinyang nodded: "I think so too, so I'm now studying the way of heaven in the fairy world. I believe that in tens of thousands of years, I will assimilate with the way of heaven. By then, I will not be me, and I will be able to completely get rid of boredom."

Ling Chengfeng's heart skipped a beat, and he looked over suddenly.

"Why... why do you want to do this?"

"As you can see, it's just boring."

He Jinyang spread his hands, until then his detached and indifferent temperament became vivid and beautiful like ice and snow under the thin sun.

"What about you? Judging by your attitude, it seems that you have this plan too."

Ling Chengfeng stared at him for a while, and then slowly introduced his plans one by one. There were so many things that happened during the period, so many and complicated, that when he finished speaking, he didn't know how much time had passed. The surface is covered by a star belt of the Milky Way, winding and rugged, turning into mountains, rivers, and unknown monsters, shining brightly.

After listening, He Jinyang said lightly: "Not bad job."

"..." Ling Chengfeng smiled helplessly, sat down beside his lap, leaned against the throne, lifted the hem of his white clothes freely and threw it aside, propped his right leg and said silently: "Is it interesting? It's not interesting. Now that I think about it, I'm also bored It's amazing."

"Boredom is our natural enemy," He Jinyang was deeply moved. He looked at the sun and stars passing by the gate of the palace. The huge sun was up and down among the clouds, and the warm orange light illuminated half of Hantang Palace. One of the wonders that can be seen every year, every time I look at it, I will have new feelings.

Of course, Ling Chengfeng, who saw him for the first time, also had a complicated look on his face, and even He Jinyang's voice felt a sense of trepidation.

He Jinyang: "There is chaos above the sky, and the sage lives above the chaos. The sage Lao Tzu of the Taiqing founded the Renjiao, and the other two passed down the Jiejiao and Chanjiao respectively and have many apprentices. The Renjiao is so weak in comparison. , only the Great Master Xuandu supports the facade."

Ling Chengfeng frowned: "What do you want to say?"

He Jinyang said indifferently: "What I want to say is that the teachings of the Renjiao are not to be accepted, but to be practiced, so Lao Tzu and the sage do not accept disciples."

Ling Chengfeng became more and more confused by what he said, and just about to ask again, the person in front of him suddenly sighed.

"But Laozi still wants to accept disciples," He Jinyang said, "Since he wants to accept disciples, there must be someone who can be his disciple. Back then, Master Xuandu traveled all over the mountains and walked for hundreds of years. When meeting a sage on the mountain, the sage always recruits disciples based on great perseverance, great opportunity, and great understanding, supplemented by great merit, so the Taiqing sage can't escape this rule when accepting disciples."

Ling Chengfeng: "...What do you mean?" How much he wished that the emotions in his heart were absurd lies, but...

He Jinyang said: "Just like you think, when you travel through time, you will achieve extraordinary results, have great opportunities, and have great perseverance. It depends on whether you can realize it. If you succeed, you can reach the sky in one step. If you are a disciple of a sage, you can't do it. I don't know if there is a successful "He Jinyang" in the endless world."

Ling Chengfeng lowered his head, couldn't see his expression clearly, and his tone was dull.

"Don't you think it's ridiculous?"

"I don't think so," He Jinyang said with a smile, "I can guarantee that everything I do comes from the heart, what about you?"

Ling Chengfeng: "...me too." He is absolutely sure of this!

"That's it."

He Jinyang tilted his head with a cheerful tone, "Although I am envious, I am not unwilling. Besides, the number of years for a saint to accept disciples is never limited to one life. Maybe the life we ​​have experienced is just part of the test. The next life , the next life, the next life, the cycle of reincarnation has no end, but the saint is eternal, the one who succeeds is neither 'He Jinyang' nor He Jinyang."

Do you understand the reason behind this?

Ling Chengfeng heard the subtext in his words, nodded slightly, and agreed.

After all, what he said is right, who knows if He Jinyang can be recognized by a saint in this life?Moreover, what they did was not approved by the saints.

No matter which "He Jinyang", what they think, read, and do are all from the heart, and they will not be disturbed by this little external factor.

That is to say, they will be envious when they learn the truth, but it is difficult to make them annoyed.

"So, how to maintain your pride depends on you."

Ling Chengfeng exerted more strength on his head, and gently rubbed his hair. He Jinyang leaned his upper body, and the bead curtain collided to block the expression of his eyebrows and eyes.

Without the expected repulsion, Ling Chengfeng lowered his head and replied softly: "Yes."

He Jinyang withdrew his hand and played with his eyes: "If you don't want to go back, just stay with me. Anyway, the time is not equal between the two sides. Maybe nothing will change when you go back."

Surprise flashed across Ling Chengfeng's eyes, "Do you want to entertain me?"

He Jinyang smiled and said, "Is it not possible?"

Ling Chengfeng shook his head, "No, I was thinking about how to treat you who can't move at all."

"Hahaha, this is indeed a problem, you can help me find a solution."

"……brazen."

"Congratulations!~"