Pleasure is a disease that cannot be cured [Comprehensive]

came back.

Back to the original place.

Although Bian Shi had guessed earlier, he still felt a little surprised when he really came back.

She rolled over and got out of bed, played with the familiar silver cross on her chest, and chuckled lightly.

Actually... sooner than expected.

His physical condition is only in his 20s, which should be before the start of the Fourth Holy Grail War.If the calculation is good, if you find a way to go to Fuyuki, you can see that scene again.

but--

She looked up at the man standing at the door of the house, looking at her with an unpredictable expression, and sighed softly.

"With soil."

She calls out his name.

The man's eyelashes trembled, and there was a bit of unbearable sadness on his half-scarred face.

"Did you know that before?" he asked.

"What do you mean? Come here? Or—"

"I will make a wish."

this one.

Bian Shi thought for a moment, then nodded.

"Well," she said, "I knew...you wanted to end this."

But she never expected that the wish he made would be like... like that——

...unreasonable.

It doesn't even fit her pleasing aesthetic.

But even so...

"I'm happy." She said softly, "Obito, I'm happy."

"..."

Obito let out a vague sigh.

He looked sideways to the outside, and then asked Bian Shi where it was.

"My family—well, that's not quite right." She didn't miss the flash of astonishment on the man's face, "Obito, let me tell you a story."

Tell a story.

Whenever someone utters this sentence, the protagonist is always himself.

She forgot many things, so she started from what she remembered.

She is different from the Holy Grail made by Mimizaka Mika, and is more similar to the "natural Holy Grail".

From the very beginning it was a wishing machine that made wishes come true.

No need to summon Servants to fill containers, or go to war to keep people satisfied.

Right from the start... it's full.

But when did it start.

She does not have a form like the Holy Grail, only "energy" and "consciousness".Even... People can't capture it with just the naked eye.

But she can see humans.

The wishing machine began to imitate human beings, to imitate human happiness and human sadness——

But not right.

What you imitate is not your own after all.

But she also felt...why should she imitate human beings?

She can do anything, can exist in any form—

Imitation is just for fun.

So in that case, why not pick the more interesting one.

She didn't know where that was.

She met Kotomine Kirei.

That man... no, he should have been a teenager then.

He is interesting.

He can't feel the pain of ordinary people, can't appreciate the joy of ordinary people, and even curls up the corners of his mouth when he sees others screaming and wailing, but tells himself that this is wrong.

And then she thought... let's do it.

Being the kind of person he was supposed to be, it should be more fun than normal people.

So he tried to get Yan Fengli to adopt him, tamper with some consciousness, and complete his identity.

To be the child of his late wife's previous husband.

become his adopted daughter.

Priests are loving and just.

But this is too boring. If everything goes smoothly after being adopted, what is the difference from ordinary people?

Thus creating a consciousness that does not exist at all.

He doesn't love her.

He doesn't love his adopted daughter...or rather, he doesn't love his adopted daughter as much as he loves his son.

But still not enough.

Because it's not human yet.

and so--

"So... have you forgotten?" Obito interrupted, "You made yourself forget?"

"Until that person finds me."

—forgotten for a long time, until...God found me.

——Why me?

Will think so from the beginning.

It's just relatively speaking, as long as she is happy enough, she doesn't care about the answer to this question.

But gradually opened, but unconsciously remembered a lot of things.At first, I just felt a little disharmony, resonating with the collapsed jade and the jade of the four souls, but when I really felt something was wrong, it was the time when the Holy Grail was born.

When the Holy Grail in Irisviel's body was born.

She was having a good time.

Unlike the pleasure of seeing someone else's pain, it's like—

It seems...the joy of birth, I have had it before.

But that kind of thing doesn't matter.

"......yes."

Obito said.

"what about now?"

--now what?

Bian Shi looked at him, then bent down and tied his shoelaces.She walked towards him and looked up at the man who was already taller than her.

"It's human now."

— she spoke like this.

This statement has many meanings.

For example, I can no longer make a wish, or I have lost the ability that can bring disasters.

And this result is thanks to him.

"...I thought." He paused, "I thought...you would still be happy if you continue to have those."

"That's not important, Obito."

that's not important.

Strength is innate, and so is consciousness.But happiness is undoubtedly obtained from the man in front of him. In the final analysis, after that wish is fulfilled by her, there is only one sentence left.

"Obito can survive".

Remember everything, bear everything and survive.

"And... the loss is indeed not only because of your wish, Obito." She raised her hand to caress his cheek, "That's not your reason."

Destroying a world is taking a domino out of the dominoes so that its fall doesn't affect the others, but it leaves a gap that's bigger than it should be.

It takes power to create new cards.

All I can say is... well calculated.

That person knew it from the start.

God is always a different being.

From the very beginning, he was going to use this power to fill it up, and it just so happened...she didn't need it.He can talk to her only because she is still a wishing machine, otherwise she will face collapse the moment she hears his voice.

Like now—she couldn't hear him anymore.

"...Really." Obito lowered his eyelids.

"Sad?"

"No...I'm very happy, Shih."

"—"

Bian Shi blinked.

"I thought... I don't know how to end that war anymore, and what will you do after it is over?"

He said.

"You will be treated as a sinner...as..."

As Uchiha Madara's accomplice.

Or use Uchiha Madara to plan a bigger conspiracy, the initiator of the war.

Whether it is imprisoned or executed, he cannot accept it.

"But...it's good to be here now." He hugged her, "It's...good to be alive."

Such thoughts are extremely selfish.

With soil to know.

But he just couldn't make a decision with the right thoughts.

"..."

She bit his ear, and the heat climbed up his neck.

"Compared to this..."

She chuckled.

"There are so many interesting things to do next, Obito."

She didn't think much of arguing with him about it, although it pleased her so much to see him.

There are many more interesting things to come -

She raised her hand to untie his clothes, and let out a low laugh under his stunned expression.

——Whether it is now or in the future.

The author has something to say:

It's over.

Originally, there was a little more, but jj's coquettish operation made me not want to write.

kisses.