Pleasure is a disease that cannot be cured [Comprehensive]

Obito Uchiha has a lover.

That lover was the younger sister at first.

The soft little sister who needs his protection.

At the beginning, there wasn't that much trouble. Although I can't remember more about my childhood, Uchiha Obito knows that my sister is a genius.

Uchiha can quickly learn anything - even figured out how to throw a shuriken by himself, with greater accuracy than some of his predecessors.She is always very popular, and the children in the clan circle around her, and many girls even blush at her.

My sister is like a handsome little boy.

She's always been good -- so good that...someone always compares him to her in front of her.

He didn't care much about it. Compared with being belittled, he always felt very happy when his sister was praised.

Until later... one accident after another.

He was crushed under the boulder of Shen Wubi.

He was taken away to become "Uchiha Madara".

That's...not right.

Obito Uchiha knows this very well, and it is not right to let the world dream of such peace.

Then—he saw Nohara Rin who was pierced by Hatake Kakashi.

My eyes hurt and my eyes are hot.

When he came back to his senses, there were already corpses everywhere.

He was taken back by Bai Jue, but he still felt dazed, everything was so unreal.

Then she just stood there, holding his cheek, smiling at him.

"Obito...do you know how the kaleidoscope turns on?"

"He killed the most important person to me."

Ah, is that right, I already have a kaleidoscope.

But this is very strange.

Obito Uchiha thought so, pulled his sister out of his arms, and looked at her blankly.

The young sister stretched out her hand and pointed her index finger at her heart. The flickering candlelight in the room was reflected in her dark eyes, like a ghost from hell.

"Plop, plop."

"Obito. Have you ever thought about who you killed?"

— she asked this question.

Who did he kill?

Obito Uchiha couldn't explain this question clearly.

Then she smiled.

"Obito, you killed yourself."

this is not right.

Only this is wrong.

He suddenly understood her words, and a burst of sadness welled up in his heart for no reason.

He denied her words.

No matter what he did, he didn't kill himself.

Abandoning oneself...Abandoning "Obito Uchiha" is equivalent to abandoning her.

He can't do that.

Only... can't do that.

He gripped her back tightly like she was his lifeline.

...a lifesaver.

Uchiha Madara died, and he began to implement the plan called Moon Eye.Step by step, according to Uchiha Madara's plan, but also changing at his own pace.He had to stop the plan, and he had to carry it out.He has to let everyone know that war is not advisable, let them learn the lessons of war-and let Uchiha Madara fail.

It's hard.

This is wrong.

To trade a sacrifice for a lesson... This is beyond proud and sinful.

But he couldn't think of anything else.

There's a spell in the heart...he's known it since the beginning.The spell that Uchiha Madara planted to control him made him unable to even commit suicide, and could only become his puppet doll.

Become "Uchiha Madara".

He seems to have used many pseudonyms later on—

But he always remembers that he is Obito Uchiha.

...he couldn't lose the name, couldn't lose her.

But there always seemed to be so many accidents. When he brought Kyuubi to attack Konoha, he originally wanted to at least let Uzumaki Kushina survive—but he could see the head that fell on the ground and the familiar person standing there. At that time, he couldn't say anything.

She forced Namikaze Minato to behead his wife.

He didn't know how she did it, nor why she did it, but the facts were in front of him.

why.

He wants to ask - why.

Can't get an answer.

He knew she would answer, she was always like this, as long as he asked her, she would definitely answer, but there was a voice in his heart that murmured——

stop.

Do not ask.

So he didn't ask.

But then it seemed to be getting weirder.

There seemed to be a gap in his memory, but he clearly remembered what happened during this time.She stayed in Konoha, he couldn't keep going to see her, but then she left Konoha.

She defected.

There is no such link in Uchiha Obito's plan, and it has never been.

He only hopes that she will stay in Konoha well, and hide in other places when she is in danger, and don't have anything to do with the identity of "Uchiha Madara".

She has grown up.

She's... not a girl anymore.

But he always felt in a trance that she hadn't changed at all.

She doesn't seem to like these rules of the ninja - not even ninjutsu.Originally Uchiha Obito thought that in the future, she would definitely surpass him, but at that time, he found that she seemed to have drawn a line for himself, and he didn't want to cross it.

She's lost...a gift called genius.

Is talent relegated to mediocrity?

Obito Uchiha breathed a sigh of relief.

...He was just vaguely thinking at that time, and she also needs to not want to be a ninja in the first place, so what's wrong with that.

What's... not good.

She is always so restless, and she doesn't intend to stay in Yuren Village well, and always likes to go out.Fortunately, Bai Jue can always report her situation to him in time, at least he can confirm that she is safe.

He couldn't remember when it started, and there seemed to be a subtle change in her attitude.

He couldn't tell.

Still smiling at inopportune times, still saying weird things, still his sister—but something is different.

Maybe she shouldn't be called sister.

He knew long ago that he was adopted by his grandmother.

But in time, the emotion is genuine.

until... then—

He noticed.

He realized what he was thinking, but felt...it was wrong.

Even if there is no blood relationship, it is wrong.

Leaving aside this in time, just because he was the one who started the war, he absolutely couldn't involve her in it—even if she didn't mind.

Even if she said she wanted to help him, it would not work.

There are many strange people around her...Staying in the land of waves seems to be planning something.But because he was too busy, he didn't have time to see her.But this negligence, many unexpected things happened.

For example, the purple ghost, such as the death of Nagato, or maybe the resurrection of Uchiha Madara and Hatake Kakashi who suddenly became a child.

He was troubled by accidents, but once the war started, it could only end with a winner.

Who is the winner?

He couldn't tell.

All the time he has seen a lot, but pretended not to see it.

But when the black sun appeared in the sky, he couldn't pretend that he didn't see it.

It's always been her—

Bringing bad luck and spreading disaster.

Always.

He has always, always known.

"do you still love me?"

— she asked this question.

he loves her.

......he loves her.

His heart was beating wildly, but only "I don't know" remained on his lips.

—I don't know what to do.

Then make a wish—her eyes said it, and she did.

Then make a wish - if you just say it, I will make it come true.

"I hope Ah Shi—"

- I hope you can do what you want.

—I want this to end.

"...can be happy."

Even being scolded, I still feel a dull pain in my chest.

...at least at the end of that war, he got her.

The author has something to say:

Hmm... After writing, I found

The soil seems to be sick

This is an extra episode of impressions, maybe a little stream of consciousness.

Want to see a few others, I might write