deep crush

Tang Ye grabbed his hand and intertwined his fingers, "You haven't been to the cafe these days, don't you wonder how it's doing? It's our home!"

The word home was like a thorn in Xia Han's heart, and he slowly closed his eyes.

"Xiao Wang complained to me. The business is too hot and there is not enough manpower. They are all busy. If this continues, we will have a sofa next month. It depends on what you like, and you have time to choose..."

Tang Ye drew a series of pictures called home, conceived and painted with care, each picture is like a treasure, taking root and sprouting in Xia Han's heart, but has no chance to grow into a towering tree.

He stood up abruptly, interrupting his fantasy, "I'm sleepy, I'm going to wash first."

Tang Ye glanced at the clock on the wall, got up and followed behind him, "How about, let's go together!"

Xia Han couldn't believe what he heard, and looked back at him in astonishment.

"I can wipe your back for you."

Tang Ye deliberately ignored the expression on his face, walked past him and entered the bedroom.

After a while, he came out with two sets of changed clothes, "I tidied up your clothes and made room for mine, don't you mind?"

Xia Han: "You----"

Tang Ye took the clothes and went into the bathroom, "I think it's time for us to officially live together."

Li Liefeng said that they were so rich that they were so good that they proposed to marry them, and they even pretended to be playing neighbor games.Apart from showing off how rich and self-willed brother is, how else can I explain it? Is the rent just for fun? Or, it’s okay to give him alms.

In case of a fucking sudden visit, the house cannot be returned, but formal cohabitation, this, can be had.

Moreover, it is convenient to solve the small problems between him and Xia Han.

After the clothes were put away, Tang Ye started to unbutton them, "It's really hot!" Turning his head, he called his cohabiting partner, "Don't you want to take a shower, come here!"

Tang Ye's uncharacteristic behavior stimulated Xia Han's nerves in the sensitive period, he stared at him intently, his tone became cold and stiff.

"Tang Ye, don't force me, okay?"

Tang Ye unbuttoned the last button and turned around, "Xia Han."

Xia Han didn't have a smile or the warmth that he should have on his face, he seemed to be a different person, "Are you so interesting, do you want to see my jokes, or do you want to show off your charm?"

Tang Ye withdrew the smile on his face, "Do you miss me that much?"

Xia Han, "Isn't it?"

When there is a crack in the relationship, the people in front of you will also become strange.

Xia Han has changed, her expression, personality, and temper have all changed.

In such a tense atmosphere, he smiled coldly, "I forgot, you don't need to deliberately show off, your charm has always been outstanding, so, do you want to find a comparison with me?"

Tang Ye stared at the face written with sarcasm and ridicule, walked out of the bathroom, "Xia Han!"

Xia Han's expression didn't change, "Why, do you find it incredible that you have a crush on someone for seven or eight years, how can you still have such a side?" He sighed softly, as if he had unloaded the burden of a lifetime, I can't live wearing a mask for a lifetime , since I decided to live with you, there must be a day when I take off the mask.Tang Ye, I'm not a star in the sky, I can only shine. Did you mention in your investigation report that Xia Han of the S legend sometimes does the same thing to the face and the other behind the scenes.Otherwise, how could it be possible to please those old fellows and fascinate a group of idiot juniors.Living innocently has long been swallowed by the world.Tang Ye, from now on, I don't want to live so tired again. "

Tang Ye's eyes turned cold, but he couldn't move away from Xia Han's face. After a long while, he said slowly, "Is that so? If this is really your other personality, then--slow down Well, I think, I can always get used to it."

Xia Han's smile was full of contempt, "Now, still can't let go of your hypocrisy? Why can't you just say that we can't go on, or, let's end here!"

Tang Ye's eyebrows tightened, and his fists hanging by his side were clenched together, "Xia Han, is this your attitude towards problems? Escape is the best way you can think of. This relationship is completely denied."

Xia Han: "Small problem, do you really think this is a small problem? Then, let's talk about an unprecedented spiritual love. Didn't you say that you have been in love with me for seven years? Even if I become the person I am now, I am neither human nor ghost You can accept even your appearance, Tang Ye, you are truly the only spiritual lover in this world. Haha..."

"Xia Han!"

"Don't call me Xia Han!"

He gritted his teeth and growled, the contempt in his eyes was replaced by anger, "Every time I hear you call that name, it gives me goosebumps."

Xia Han.

Who is Tang Ye calling?

It was the talented student on campus whom he had had a crush on for seven years, the gentle senior in his dreams, a legend with both talent and appearance.

Xia Han.

In his subconscious, that powerful existence has long covered the flaws in reality, like self-hypnosis, Xia Han is still the same as he loved back then.

Every time I hear this name, it is a kind of torture.

"Use this way to paralyze yourself and deceive yourself, in the end, what can you get?"

"When I strip naked in front of you and show you this ugly scar, don't tell me you don't feel anything. After four years in love, a man who would die for me can't take it. Said it's hard to have sex with me. Disgusting, talking about touching me is a kind of torture, I wish I would die. You are a person living in fantasy, Tang Ye, your words are not convincing at all. If you find it disgusting, just say it, you are not a saint, and it is impossible to live a life of lies inside."

"Even if you bite the bullet and have sex with me now, how many times can you last? I have scars all over my body but I don't have long legs. They will follow me for the rest of my life and will never disappear. What will you do if you can't be hard enough? Do you want to ask me for compensation? mental damages”

"When no one is around, do you think about a question, why am I, Tang Ye, so unlucky that I can only get Xia Han who has fallen to the bottom of the valley and is a pile of shit? God didn't treat you when you were brilliant Give it to me, but you have to throw this rag to me at the most unbearable time, it's really fucking unfair!"

"If it was me, I would definitely think that way. It's really unfair. Life is such a mess. But ugly people do more mischief, and they have already become like this. They are still qualified to pretend to be hypocritical and play tricks with untouchable heart disease. Bad luck."

"Actually, you really don't need to live so tiringly. Even if you know that I am Xia Han, so what, if you hide far away, so what if you are scolded and laughed at, just because of that deep crush story, you will put your moral Kidnapping Tang Ye, you are really funny."

"The small problem you thought was a cancer that grew solidly in my body. Unless you use a knife to gouge it out, it will only grow deeper and deeper. If we can't solve it, we can't move forward at all. Tang Ye, It's time for you to get out of the story and face reality!"

That night, Xia Han unexpectedly fell ill again.

He has been exercising, his body has improved a lot, and he seldom gets sick.

The spirit can destroy everything, so the doctor will add a sentence every time you review, keep a good mood and stop getting angry.

Once the depression and hardship of the past few days broke out, he was easily knocked down.

His throat hurt like a knife was being sharpened, and his head was dizzy.

He ordered himself over and over again, get up! Take medicine!

If you let it go now, you may be pulled away by an ambulance tomorrow.

He has passed the age of willfulness, and Xia Juan can't let Xia Juan worry about him anymore.

He struggled to get up, and after getting used to the dizziness, he turned over and got out of bed to find the medicine, went to the living room and took it with water.

The moonlight shone into the dark room, adding to the illusion of coldness. It seemed that the smell of that person still remained in the air, and he sat on the sofa greedily absorbing it.

Tang Ye, let's go.

After a series of malicious accusations from him, Tang Ye only said "Calm down before we talk" before turning and leaving.

Calm They all need to be calm.

Many times, people live in memories.

Tang Ye's story is very good, pure and poignant, which makes people sigh that there is still true love in this world.

It's just a story, it's too much to force it to continue into reality.

Eight years have passed, and the people in the story have long changed beyond recognition.

He also wanted to try his best to cater to the person in his memory, but he really couldn't.

Next is the cold war, no matter how deep the relationship is, it can withstand several such tosses.

It's time for him to sleep, get a good night's sleep, and have the strength to think tomorrow.

He supported the sofa and got up and walked to the bedroom, but suddenly there was a coughing sound outside the door, and the small hole in the cat's eye was illuminated.

The voice was somewhat familiar. He walked to the door suspiciously, leaned over the peephole and looked out.

A man sat on the stairs with his head bowed and a cigarette between his fingers.

Xia Han's heart was instantly tightened.

This person is----

The man raised his head slightly and looked at the closed door thoughtfully. The cigarette was brought to his lips, and he took a deep breath.

The voice-activated light went out, and in the pitch-black outdoors, there was only a little red light from the man's fingers.

Xia Han felt very uncomfortable, the red light stimulated his heart, he didn't know how long Tang Ye had been sitting here, and he didn't know how long he was going to sit

Li Liefeng said that Tang Ye is the stupidest person in the world. When facing a creature called Xia Han, he is so stubborn that he doesn't turn back if he is killed.So, brother Xia, for this affection, you have to treat our little leaf well.Love this once in a lifetime, do you think it is easy for him!

He grasped the doorknob tightly, and in just a second, he could open the door leading to that person's heart.

"Looking at all those ugly, horrific scars on his body makes me feel, feel, sick."

The sound that rushed into his head made him withdraw his hand in horror.

He finally took the first step to push Tang Ye away. If his heart softened at this time, he could only make this nightmare repeat itself.

Obviously deeply in love, but can't stop the physical resistance.

It was a kind of harm to him and Tang Ye.

It was impossible for Tang Ye to talk about any ridiculous spiritual love with him, and he could only be trapped in the forest of heart disease without redemption.

He can't be selfish and insist on locking that person by his side to maintain this kind of asexual, sick love.

Therefore, he did nothing wrong, as long as he persisted and pushed away again and again, one day, Tang Ye would get tired of his indifference.

One day, Tang Ye will voluntarily give up.

Let this untrue story come to an end.

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