deep crush

Tang Ye only knew that Xia Qian had an older sister in S City. As for his parents, he didn't mention them, and Tang Ye didn't ask.

Li Min's work unit distributed a lot of gift boxes of nuts and mooncakes during the Mid-Autumn Festival, and ordered Tang Ye to give some to Xia Qian when he returned home. They are all neighbors, so they should get along better and take care of anything.

After drinking and eating, Li Liefeng went to Tang's house again to scour the Internet.

The conditions of the Li family are mediocre, and the old couple disconnected the network cable as soon as their son went to work.If you only come back for a few days in a year, you can pass it with patience, and you can’t die without the Internet. Besides, don’t you have traffic?

Li Liefeng lingered with Sister Zheng in Tang Ye's hut for a while, but after hanging up, he still lingered and sent Xia Qian another video invitation.

Tang Ye leaned on the bed and flipped through magazines boredly, and Li Liefeng's exaggerated hello sounded in his ears.

"Brother Xia, when are you free to come to City B, I'll be your tour guide, don't tell me, there is no place in the whole of City B that I don't know about... Hey, I didn't go after our little Yezi Well, there is no way, whoever told him to be a dead man, he just stood there and waited for someone. Oh, I am not saying that S City is bad, but, compared to the prosperity, it is definitely not as good as our front line, you I really should come and see...Tang Ye? Here, beside me, Tang Ye, what are you doing, come and say a few words."

Tang Ye pretended not to hear, Li Liefeng rubbed against him, squeezed his phone into the screen, "Say hello to Brother Xia, cut, you're still embarrassed!"

Tang Ye: "Get lost."

Xia Qian on the mobile phone smiled, "It's hard for you to go home and spend more time with your parents. Let me know when you come back and cook a good meal for you."

Li Liefeng patted his thigh, "That's a great feeling, brother Xia, the braised pork you cook is really amazing. I told my mother today that she has been cooking for decades, and her skills are as good as ever." It’s not as good as you. Brother Xia, you open a restaurant tomorrow, and I’ll cheer you on every day..."

Li Liefeng babbled a lot, and when he went to the bathroom, Tang Ye had a chance to chat with Xia Qian.

The handsome guy with a dead face waved his hand at the screen, Xia Qian smiled and shook his head.

"Spent the night at your sister's house?"

"No, I went at noon, and at night she went to her in-law's house. It's a big family with a lot of people."

"Then you are alone...it's too deserted!"

"It's okay, I'm used to it."

On the day of family reunion, I am used to this sentence, and it sounds a bit sad.

It's not suitable to find friends on such a day, and he doesn't like places like nightclubs, so he can only stay at home alone, with loneliness and coldness as companions.

Xia Qian is 29 this year, even a "beast" like Li Liefeng knows how to find a companion, but he chooses to be alone.

In Xia Qian's story, it seems that there was a lover. The nurturing is a joke, but the feelings should be true.

They must have experienced hurt when they were separated. A cautious person shrinks into his shell and never comes out.

Tang Ye felt that he was a little strange, but a person who never gossips became more and more curious about another person.

Want to know his past, curious about the scar hidden deep under the bound coat.

For seven years, the only person he was interested in was Xia Han.

But he didn't expect that in the recent period, there have been people he cares about appearing one after another, the little girl who plays for him in the game, and the unattractive older man next door.

Has he changed?

Is it because I'm tired of my secret love, like Xiao Manyao said, want to start a new relationship?

Tang Ye shook his head to dismiss this ridiculous idea.

Maybe it's because of getting along for a long time that some care will be born.

Only then, there are some different feelings.

Nothing, love.

The next day Li Min woke up Tang Ye who was sleeping late, and went to a nearby 4S store.

After graduating from Tang Ye's university, Li Min planned to buy him a car.But Tang Ye always refused on the grounds that it was very close to the subway station.Recently, the sisters who are close to each other mentioned the discounts in the store, and Li Min was tempted again. Tang Ye didn't explicitly refuse when he came back this time, so Li Min simply drove the car to the 4S store, and there was a bunch of new cars in front of her. I don't believe there are boys who don't like it.

The price offered by the sisters to Li Min was very attractive, so Tang Ye cooperated and chose a car to sit in and experience it.

According to the standards of today's society, the Tang family has only squeezed into a well-off society in the past few years. Li Min also counted down his capital this time, intending to raise a car worth 40 yuan for his son.

Considering buying a house in the future, Tang Junhua meant to buy a car worth around 20 yuan, but Li Min decided to choose a model with better performance and more face after careful consideration.

Tang Ye is the only child, she still hopes that he can return to City B no matter what.

The salesman was advocating vigorously, and Li Min couldn't wait to pay and pick up the car today.Tang Ye remained expressionless, and left the 4S shop with a sentence of "Consider it" as a closing sentence.

On the way back, passing by the elementary school he attended back then, Tang Ye yelled to stop.

After getting out of the car, Tang Ye crossed his arms and looked at his mother, "Ms. Li, can you take a walk with me?"

Li Min smiled and took his son's arm.

They rarely had such close moments in memory.

When he was very young, Tang Ye didn't understand why his mother was different from other people's.

Although Li Liefeng's mother beats and scolds her son, most of the time she still responds to requests. When she is happy, she will hold her son and kiss her hard.

He once learned to lower his mother's body and kissed her on the cheek, thinking that he would get a smile from his mother.

Li Min frowned unhappily, reprimanding him for not being like this outside, as he would appear uneducated.

"Mom, do you still remember the steamed stuffed bun shop in front of the school? Many students have had breakfast there, but I have never had one."

Tang Ye walked slowly on the road of memories, and the autumn wind blew the crumbling dead leaves around them.

Li Min's heart was full of emotion, she remembered every bit about her son, "Mom, it's for your own good, that kind of thing is not clean!"

Tang Ye nodded slightly, "Now I can understand that you are doing it for my own good. You don't want me to touch those unclean and unhealthy things. But I was only six or seven years old at that time, and your requirements were too strict. Every day Do you know how envious I am when I listen to my classmates talking about how delicious the steamed stuffed buns are, and see the satisfied smiles on their faces when passing by?"

Six or seven-year-old children will feel happy and satisfied because of a candy, a biscuit and a meat bun, but this humble wish has never been realized.

"You will say that what you give me is the best. It is irreplaceable for ten low-quality sugar, 100 yuan additives, biscuits and a pile of unclean buns. But, Mom, you gave me the best, But never lowered his head to listen, what do I want?"

Li Min's eyes gradually became wet, but what she thought was the best life and the best education became a shadow branded on her son's heart.

"Maybe what I like and what I want are all wrong and bad, but is blind deprivation the right way? A candy can't kill a person, and a bun is fine. If proper indulgence can make He feels happy and there is no need to take things too seriously."

In the third grade, a new girl came to the class. Her grades were mediocre but her personality was cheerful and lively. She was picked up and dropped off from school every day. Everyone wanted to be friends with her.What Tang Ye envied her most was that she had the best parents in the world.

The girl makes an agreement with her parents to go to the zoo or playground every weekend, eat McDonald's every two weeks, learn any talents she is interested in, and travel around in winter and summer vacations.The face of the mother who came to pick her up every day was full of smiles, and that smile was the most beautiful scenery in the world in the eyes of little Tang Ye.

"What I want at the age of six or seven is actually very simple, but you have never given it to me. Now," he turned around and took his mother's hands, "now, I hope you can listen to my voice carefully and give me really want."

Li Min wiped away the tears that fell down, tried to pull out a smiling face, and nodded, "Well, Mom understands, tell me, tell me, what do you want?"

Tang Ye stared at his mother's face that was no longer young, and squeezed her hands that had worked hard for half a lifetime on family affairs, "I don't need a car, a house, or any compensation from you with money. Mom, we are a family, even if we say No matter how angry we are, we will always be an inseparable family. You are still the two people I love the most in this world. I only hope that in the future, no matter what life I choose, you and my dad can respect and support me The choice I made. That is my life, the life I want to go through step by step, what is best for me, what I hope most, only myself, has the most say."

If one day, he meets someone who makes his heart move again, starting a family is the best ending.

If not, he doesn't want to force himself for his parents.Bound by responsibilities and obligations, bound by his father's white hair and mother's tears, he spent his whole life in a spiritual hell.

Life is very long, he doesn't want to, only sorrow is left.

Tang Ye suffered from insomnia at night, and today's conversation more or less untied some gaps that had lasted for more than 20 years.It's just that things like personality can't be changed overnight, and a new family still needs to get used to it.

Fighting in the game until three o'clock in the morning.After exiting the instance, the icon of the little barbarian on the friend bar keeps flashing.

Tang Ye clicked on it casually, and the little girl who loves to be cute and coquettish sent him countless messages.

Tang Ye took a quick glance at the messages, and found that they were all meaningless messages. Just when he was about to close them, another message popped up quickly.

"Master, why have you been ignoring me? Did the little demon make you unhappy, Master::>_<::"

Tang Ye thought it would be troublesome to keep pestering her like this all the time, what's the point of competing with a little girl.

"Okay, don't pretend to be pitiful, I'll give you a set tomorrow, I'll take it off."

Tang Ye got up and went to the kitchen to drink a glass of water to moisturize his throat. When he came back, there were several more messages on the screen.

First, there was an expression of being moved, grateful and begging for support, followed by a fixed pattern of showing off cuteness, and finally, the little girl who didn't get a response finally asked aggrievedly, "Master, why don't you talk to me recently?"

Ye Sihan: "What do you think?"

The scrolling screen finally stopped for half a minute.

Little Man Yao: "Master, have you guessed it?"

Ye Sihan: "Yes."

Little Man Yao: "//Put out my tongue//I'm sorry, Master, I didn't mean to hide it from you. In fact, I asked my uncle to pretend to be a substitute because of something happened a while ago. Are you angry?"

Tang Ye was quite surprised, old uncle?male?

Tang Ye's goosebumps arose after a man pretending to be a girl had been flirting with him for such a long time.

Little Man Yao: "Master, don't be angry. My old uncle is not a strange person. He helped me because I begged him. Besides, he is not a person who talks nonsense. Don't worry, he will never put your Talk it out."

Tang Ye endured the unhappiness in his heart, "It's nothing to do at first, so it's up to him to say it or not. I'm off."

The anger between Ye Sihan's words made Xiaomanyao deeply feel that this is the rhythm of the Great God wanting to break up with her.At the last second, he typed a line.

"Actually, my uncle is also from City S, and his surname is Xia."