deep crush

Entering the society, things like tobacco and alcohol are unavoidable. Even if he disdains flattery, gatherings of friends and colleagues' weddings cannot be avoided.

A teetotaler would put a cold beer in front of him at dinner every night.

This meticulousness and thoughtfulness deepened Tang Ye's affection for him.

From then on, he broke off his single dog dinner appointment with Luo Qi, rejected Li Liefeng's appointment with girls, and hurried home after get off work.

When they exited the subway, they would sometimes meet a man returning home by chance, and they would go to the supermarket together to buy some necessities.

On the way home, even though he was carrying a lot of things in his hands, the man would catch up with the old man carrying the watermelon and happily deliver it home.

Sometimes Tang Ye would feel that this person lived in a different world from himself, but when he turned around, he smiled at himself——

Tang Ye wanted to flip the table even more.

Why does a man who is obviously ugly have the same smile as his Bai Yueguang.

When he got home, the man went to the kitchen to get busy without changing his clothes.

The high temperature was in the thirties, and there was no air conditioner or fan in the kitchen. The man wearing long sleeves buttoned up to the top was already sweating profusely.

Tang Ye actually wanted to ask him why he cared so much about other people's eyes.

Some scars cannot be removed in a lifetime, but who can hide themselves for a lifetime.

After dinner, they eat fruit. When the weather is good, they will take a walk in the square or park near their home to digest food.

That person once stayed in City C for five years, then went to many places, and finally chose to return to his hometown to open a small shop that could only support himself.

Tang Ye asked him what kind of work he did in City C, and why he didn't go back to his old job when he came back.

The man smiled. It has been seven or eight years since he graduated, but he hasn't had a formal job.

Tang Ye was very surprised. Graduated from S University, and he is not a rich second generation who has no worries about food and clothing. He wasted seven or eight years. What is this person doing?

The man's eyes were stained with sadness, the summer night stars shone into the dark pupils, and his low sigh was far and desolate.

I have been being packaged and raised all the time.

Later, his face was disfigured, he was disliked and dismissed from support, and he did some odd jobs in other places to save a little money, returned to his hometown, and opened a small shop to support himself.

After the man finished speaking, he laughed first, but Tang Ye sensed an unconcealable sadness from that smile.

A man is also a storyteller.

Hou Jing was still complaining about his invisibility, not only him, but even the sister Xiao Yao who had been responding "busy" had no news.Everyone in the gang is asking if the two of you eloped hand in hand.Daxia Ye, you won’t really develop a master-student relationship with Xiaoyao, don’t you, //cry loudly//

Tang Ye glanced at the friend column, his little apprentice was not online.

So I sent a message, "Have you been busy recently?"

The game hit nearly twelve o'clock, and when I quit, I suddenly received a reply from that person.

"Well, I recently took in a kitten who had no food to eat."

Tang Ye raised his eyebrows. Women like cats and dogs. He never thought those furry guys were cute.

"so?"

"So, I have to cook for it every day, take it to the park, chat with it, and spend less time surfing the Internet. You seem to be away all the time recently. Is there something wrong?"

Tang Ye thought for a while, "I found a place where I can grab a meal. In fact, we are almost the same. I can't just leave after eating and patting someone else's ass. I will just chat with that person for a while as a kindness, but it ends up being very late. .I don’t want to come up.”

"..."

Xia Han thought, we are far behind.However, this person's situation is the same as that of a kitten.

"Last time, the secret love you mentioned----"

On that stormy night, Ye Sihan's secret love story deeply touched Xia Han's heart.

Through the computer, he couldn't see the person's appearance clearly, and he didn't understand the person's character.However, at that moment, when the man said over and over again how much he missed his sweetheart, his heart seemed to be hit hard by something.

In his 29 years of life, he didn't know what secret love is.With a decent appearance and excellent grades, he concretized the image of Prince Charming in girls' hearts.I have received too many love letters and chocolates, and I have also made one or two girlfriends who are limited to holding hands, and talked about a young and ignorant love.

later----

Later, I met Yuan Shuo, was confessed, and we were together naturally.

He doesn't know what it's like to have a crush on someone, and he can't understand that a crush that falls in love at first sight can make people pay so much.

In the huge campus, what kind of obsession is it to look for the shadow of a person who has already left; a little discovery, joy mixed with the desolation that cannot be expected, is crazy to the extreme.

Even after seven years have passed, he has not been able to get out of this deep, deep, deep, deep crush.

Ye Sihan who couldn't continue talking suddenly disconnected, but Xia Han sat in front of the computer for a long time.

He also couldn't explain why he cared so much about this person's story, as if the person with the same name in the story had really become him.

Is it because we broke up for too long and lacked love?Otherwise, how could there be such an absurd idea.

"Actually, I don't really understand. Is having a crush on someone the same as liking someone?"

It took nine years from the time he met Yuan Shuoda until they broke up.Having experienced too many ups and downs, great ups and downs, great joys and great sorrows in life, their relationship should be invincible.Everyone, including himself, thought that he would never be separated from that person in this life.

I thought that was destiny.

"I also had someone I liked very much. Maybe, I'm a little luckier than you, and I'm with that person."

When an accident happened, everyone was moved by Yuan Shuo's perseverance. Lin Yu hugged him and cried, saying that he found the best man in the world.From now on, absolutely, absolutely cannot lose Yuan Shuo.

"The story should end here. When it's over, there will be no more harm. You won't wake up one day and find that it's just a dream that lasted nine years."

For nine years, he loved this man who never gave up on him with his heart.He learns to stand up, learn to speak, learn to cook for that person, learn to take care of everything about him, tolerate his parents' meanness, and tolerate later changes.

And the person he thought would never leave him, it turns out, it turns out that he just hasn't woken up from his dream.

What he loves is Xia Han, who has disappeared from this world.

"Now that I wake up from the dream, I feel the real liberation. Therefore, I will no longer believe that there is any love in this world. I used to live and die together, but it was just a beautiful lie."

Xia Juan is still thinking about persuading them to get back together; Yuan Shuo's parents, who hated him the most, also begged him in a low voice;Beg him, go home.

"I'm alone now, living alone, and it's very interesting."

Running a small shop that brings him happiness every day, taking care of a neighbor who comes to eat every day, and saying hello to everyone he knows in the community; occasionally, he can go out with new friends, enjoy flowers, and barbecue; Zhuge plans to Then he signed up to learn swimming with him, and the Angkor family invited him for a self-driving tour.The friend who rubbed rice felt embarrassed and gave him a fitness membership card.

After leaving the person he loves the most, he realizes that life is so wonderful.

He enjoys the life he has now.

"I'm off, good night."

After turning off the computer, he lay back on the bed and closed his eyes.

He never told anyone about that painful past, today... it was an accident!

The story of Ye Sihan's secret love knocked down his strong fortress and let his fragility leak a little.

Anyway, just a stranger on the Internet.

But—Xia Han raised the corners of his mouth slightly, feeling very comfortable after talking—but he was a very easy-going person.

Ye Sihan, Sihan, Sihan, thinking of Xia Han, whom he had a crush on for seven years.

If there is a heaven, shouldn't it also fulfill his persistent and unchanging feelings?

Send his Xia Han to his side.

Tang Ye regularly goes to the gym four times a week. The boss, Chu Wei, is a college roommate, and he is given a huge discount when applying for a card.

This was Xia Han's first time at a place like the gym.

These things were not fashionable in S City when he was in college, and his body later did not allow him to come to these places.

When Tang Ye gave him the fitness card, he shook his head, no need.

It is really useless.

His body can't afford high-intensity exercise. If it's just for running, it's better to be in a community or a park. Why bother to spend that money to go to the gym.

Tang Ye left Ka at his house and asked him out on weekends.

Think of it as experiencing life, once you go there you will fall in love with the atmosphere there.

Xia Han couldn't shirk it, changed into comfortable sports clothes and followed.

The gym that Tang Ye went to was located in the city center, with a large area. It was a high-end fitness club equipped with a variety of swimming pools, boxing, table tennis, badminton, golf, etc.

On the way, Tang Ye took out his cell phone and asked Xia Han for his cell phone number. Xia Han reported a series of numbers. Tang Ye typed in the word "Xia" and asked casually, "What's your full name?"

We've been together for more than three months, and recently we've been eating a pot of rice every morning and evening, chatting about our respective concerns, yet they still don't know each other's full name, which feels quite strange.

Xia Han remembered the name Tang Ye mentioned that night at the concert, and felt as if she was shooting herself in the foot with a stone.

A lie that was told out of the blue at that time can only be covered with more lies now.

"Xia...Xia Qian, Qian."

His nickname was Qianqian, and everyone who saw her belly when his mother was pregnant with him, including gynecologists with many years of experience, said it looked like a girl, so he got up early and decided on the name Xia Qianqian.

The precious daughter of the Xia family.

It turned out that the one with a handle came out, and Qianqian was used as a nickname, so he wasn't a liar --- right!

"Xia Qianqian?" Tang Ye looked up at him and couldn't help laughing, "Does your parents really want a girl?"

Xia Han rarely blushed in embarrassment, "Wrong, it's Xia Qian, Xia Qian."

Lying is also a skill, alas!

After swiping his card to enter, Tang Ye led him into the locker room.

After putting away their things and holding water cups and towels, the two left the battlefield.

Many people in the gym knew Tang Ye and would say hello when they passed by.

"Xiao Tang, are you bringing friends here today?"

"Well. Newcomer, don't bully him."

The man laughed. When Tang Ye first came here, he had an iceberg stinky face, and he liked to ignore everyone. In the end, he was "taught" by them.