Someone always hinders my strategy

Wan Yao had a dream. In the dream, he turned into a little fox. Although he was discarded when he was very young, the mountain forest he lived in was very friendly to him and allowed him to spend a period of freedom. A comfortable childhood.

Until one day, he met a boy.

The mountains and forests he lived in were infested with humans. He had secretly observed humans who were completely different from him, but this boy was different from everyone he had ever seen.

It's not because he's much prettier than those people - he only learned the word "good-looking" later, and at that time he didn't have a specific concept of human appearance, but because the boy's personality was different from those people's. Feel.

Later he learned that this feeling is called loneliness.

He was deeply attracted by this boy.

He couldn't help watching him, and every time the boy appeared in the forest, he would rush over to peek at him, until one day, he was injured by a hunter, and it was in despair that the boy rescued him.

——he just knew that boys were different.

The boy carefully bandaged his injured leg and made a special trip to see him every time he came over.Gradually, the boy began to open his heart in front of him, talking about his troubles that he didn't want to tell others, and even gave him a name.

The same surname as the boy's mother, and a name similar to the color of his hair. The surname is Zhen and the name is Ai. The combination seems to say that he is true love. Can it be said that he is loved?

He grew up in the mountains and forests since he was a child, without father or mother, and has never felt love. Although this may be just his delusion, once he thinks that he is loved, he feels a warmth in his heart, which has never been felt before. joy.

The moment he had his name, he swore that he would do his best to protect the boy.

After playing with the boy for a long time, he gradually knew that the boy's name was Wanqing, and that his home was in the east of the mountain forest. It was obviously trivial and unimportant information, but it was related to that boy, so he gave everything away. Keep it in mind.

Until one day, in the countless years that followed, he was grateful that he wrote down these insignificant information.

He felt an evil aura from the direction of the boy's house in the east, accompanied by the bloody smell that made him feel extremely uncomfortable and disgusting.

So he tried his best to keep the boy for a day and didn't let him go back. Because of this, the boy escaped a catastrophe and became the only one who survived the catastrophe.

But the impact of that catastrophe on the boy was still too great. He lost those bright eyes. When they met again, he could only look at him with empty eyes, which made him hate his own weakness. But in front of the boy, he still behaved the same as before, like a real little fox who hadn't opened his mind.

The boy entered a sect of cultivating immortals, and his difference was discovered by the boy's master, but the master didn't say anything, and even gave him a lot of guidance in practice, helping him refine the transverse bone in his throat, making him Can communicate with boys.

When he was about to transform into form, he asked Wan Qing, what would he like to become?

Wan Qing thought for a long time, and told him all the most beautiful facial features described in the book, and then according to Wan Qing's words, he took shape.

On the day of transformation, many people in the sect came to watch, because he was a fox transformation, and his master was the extremely beautiful Wanqing. Many people thought that he should be amazing, but everyone who saw him The people who looked like after the transformation were very disappointed.

Just like people can't distinguish between the beauty and ugliness of animals of the same species, he also doesn't understand the beauty and ugliness in human aesthetics, and generally monsters follow their masters more, but Wan Qing even told him about his favorite facial features, He naturally put all his energy into fulfilling what Wan Qing said.Therefore, even though every one of his facial features is extremely beautiful after the transformation, there is an inexplicable weirdness when they are combined together, which makes his supposedly beautiful face inconspicuous.

He was shocked by this incident, and in the end Wan Qing rubbed his head and said with a smile: "Anyway, I can't see it, so don't worry too much about it."

So he suppressed what he wanted to say that he could change his appearance, and did not adjust his appearance any more.

The happy time always passes quickly, as if in the blink of an eye, he watched that good-looking boy grow into a handsome man, with a white cloth covering his eyes, although there is a kind of flawed regret, but with a kind of incomplete beauty, Fascinating.

Then, Wan Qing left the sect, he was finally going to pursue the revenge of destroying the sect back then, and how could he not be with him?

So he accompanied Wan Qing to many places and saw countless wonderful landscapes in this Hongli Continent. The tempering deepened, and the two confessed their hearts to each other logically.The story is as beautiful as in the storybook, but good luck has not always favored them.

After Wan Qing's revenge, when both of them were weakest, someone unexpectedly attacked Wan Qing. Fortunately, although he turned into a prototype, he kept paying attention to Wan Qing, so he was able to block the fatal blow for him.

He closed his eyes, thinking that he would die, but he didn't expect that he would return to his clan.

Qingqiu fox family, ha, so he has such a powerful background?

The clansmen welcomed his return, one by one, they first changed his surname, but his surname was given by Wanqing, how could he discard it at will, so he kept struggling, and refused to give it to him no matter what. A surname that represents strength and blood that countless people envy.

For this reason, many people in the clan came to talk to him, but he ignored them until one day, the great elder who had been busy with affairs put down his work and came to "enlighten" him.

It was obviously an honor that no one had ever had, but he didn't feel honored at all.

He originally thought that the Great Elder would only talk to him about the incompatibility of humans and demons, just like the previous few people who came to enlighten him, but the Great Elder came over without saying anything, and only talked to him with a cigarette stick in his mouth. Tell a story.

It was a story about a man and a demon falling in love, but at the end of the story, they killed each other, and they could not end well.

Hearing this story, his eyes turned red from crying, and he asked the elder, "Why did you tell me this story?"

The Great Elder glanced at him and said, "Didn't you already understand?"

He understood, otherwise he wouldn't cry.

At the end of the story, the Great Elder said a concluding sentence: If the demon really loves that person, he should stay far away from him. No contact is the greatest protection.But the demon is too selfish, he is self-righteous, thinking that no kind of suffering can separate them, but this just proves that the demon does not really love that person.

Everything is just the demon's selfish desire to possess. If he really fell in love with that person, as smart as him, how could he not know how to let go?

So he fell into a kind of contradiction. He scolded himself, thinking that his feelings for Wan Qing were not deep enough, and that his existence would only harm Wan Qing. Then he agreed to the next arrangement of the clan, and after finishing everything , with the consent of his tribe, he went to find Wan Qing once.

Tell him that he has already returned to his clan, so that Wan Qing doesn't have to look for him anymore.

Tell him that the fate between them is broken and there is no need to force it anymore.

He who left didn't know that in the distant Qingqiu country, the great elder looked at the direction he was leaving, and said leisurely: "I don't know how long such a contradiction can trap him."

But such a contradiction was easily broken by Wan Qing's words.

"Since you are in love, why don't you fight for it?" Wan Qing grabbed his thin shoulders, but her words were very unreasonable, "I don't care if you are selfless or not, but have you considered my thoughts before this?"

He was stunned by the words, not knowing what to say.

"I, Wan Qing, whether you are a human or a demon, I will only love you in this life. I don't care what happens in this world because we are together. Only you, I don't want to let go."

He was shocked by these words, and in a panic, he only left one sentence: "I think we need to calm down and think about whether the relationship between us is as deep as we imagined." Then he hurriedly He left without noticing Wan Qing's pale face from exhaustion behind him.

Thinking about it later, it was actually because he was used to Wan Qing's expression that he ignored it.

After he went back, he retreated. While improving his cultivation, he was also thinking about the questions he raised. After countless times of thinking, he finally understood the contradiction in the elder's words. He felt that the world was clear, and he finally understood his own. Mind.

For the sake of that person, what if the whole day is broken?Since he is in love, then give everything he has for this love.

Wan Qing, don't you think so too?

How lucky they are to have such a consensus.

What a pity that he missed the only chance to share his thoughts with Wan Qing.

Hearing all the things that had happened since he retreated, he suddenly understood what it means to be tricked by the world. When he met last time, he still held the power to decide whether the two of them could continue, but now, he could only resign himself to fate.

Who made Wan Qing cut off her emotions and desires?

He wanted to sigh coldly: "Human beings are so ruthless!" But he couldn't say it, feeling that he was even more hypocritical for saying this.

Compared with the grievance towards Wan Qing who cut off the relationship between them so easily, what he felt more was the hatred for his stupid self in the past. Why... couldn't he get out of that contradiction earlier and discover his true feelings?

Actually, both of them are idiots.

Therefore, even if Wan Qing has lost his feelings for him, even if Wan Qing looks at him like a stranger, even if Wan Qing misunderstands him, he will not resent Wan Qing.

He was the one who caused such a tragic ending, so if you want to save anything, you can only rely on him.

He watched Wan Qing go to the end step by step. At the moment when Wan Qing was about to die, he used the sacrifice technique he learned from his family. It was obviously the first time he used it, but he used it because of his intention. Extremely smooth.

——As long as I can save this person, I don't care.

Even if he loses all his cultivation, falls into reincarnation forever, and dies forever, and can only watch that person having fun with others, he doesn't care.

Even though he had come out of the conflict, he still obeyed the words of the great elder, as long as it was for the benefit of that person, he no longer insisted on being together.

The author has something to say:

I’ve been writing this chapter for a long time, halfway through it, I suddenly didn’t know what to write, so I went to read the previous Wanqing Fanwai, vaguely feeling that there might be some contradictions in the previous text, and I can only wait for the revision of the text to be there before modifying it .In short, this chapter is finished after stumbling, and it is generally written from the perspective of Zhen Ai to write about what happened in the previous life. Although I have thought about it a long time ago, in order to prevent too many discrepancies from the previous ones, I have read several chapters back and forth. I still feel that it is not right It’s very complete, but it’s too late, so let’s do this first, let’s finish the part of today’s essay revision tomorrow, I’m so sleepy.