Don't wait

When they arrived at the living room, the group was not idle. As soon as they sat down, a maid made tea, and then quietly left with their heads down.In the living room, Zhao Yu and Princess Jingya sat at the main seats. Li Nianxiu only just learned the name of the princess, and it was when the four of them made the official introduction.

Just like the name of the princess, sitting in the living room for a while, watching her orderly arrange the maids to do things, and chatting with herself and Zhou Wen, all of them showed her intelligence and alertness. Zhao Yu must be with this princess. Will be happy.

Seeing the three talking about world affairs with relish, Li Nianxiu didn't speak any more, just listened quietly.But after all, it's not what I'm interested in, Li Nianxiu's mind will still wander to other places.

Sometimes he would look at Zhao Yu, and when he was talking with someone, he looked into the eyes of another person, his eyes were curious and focused, which would always motivate the speaker to continue talking.When he speaks, his body is straight, his chin is slightly retracted, and his voice is unhurried, confident and reserved. When he is excited, his voice will rise accordingly, and his body will lean forward slightly. Not to be impatient, but to feel with his emotions.

Looking at Zhao Yu like this, Li Nianxiu couldn't help thinking that Zhao Yu is more mature and stable now than he was a year ago, but the more mature and stable Zhao Yu is, Li Nianxiu will also have his own worries. Was it the Zhao Yu from before?Will I continue to love Zhao Yu because of Zhao Yu's change?Even though Zhao Yu is married, do you still love him?

All these questions are based on the premise of Zhao Yu, and my answer is yes. I love Zhao Yu a year later, and I also love Zhao Yu after marriage, just because he is Zhao Yu.But will this love have an answer?Li Nianxiu already had his own answer after seeing Zhao Yu again.

In fact, so far, I don't know Zhao Yu's attitude towards me, I just left the temple and traveled to the capital relying on my love for Zhao Yu and an invitation when we parted.The reason why he didn't tell Zhao Yu this was because he didn't want to turn love into a burden.Seeing his title on the gold list, he also became a relative, and he can be regarded as successful and famous. All I can do is to bless him and retire completely.

Do you want to ask Li Nianxiu if his heart aches?Naturally, it hurts, after all, he is also a living and flesh-and-blood person.But compared to his own heartache, Li Nianxiu is more afraid of whether Zhao Yu will show disgust if he finds out his emotions. He is afraid that he will see this from the seriousness of the person he loves. Can escape in embarrassment.Therefore, Li Nianxiu hoped that decency would disappear in Zhao Yu's life. You could also see it as his self-esteem at work, but in front of Zhao Yu, Li Nianxiu didn't want to lose even the last decency.This is Li Nianxiu's love. In his opinion, love is not entanglement, but letting go after deep love, and turning around after facing the blessing of the other party's happiness.

Princess Jingya noticed Li Nianxiu's silence, so she would chat with him, but Li Nianxiu just responded politely and didn't go any further.Opening the lid of the teacup, there was still some hot tea steaming, which quickly disappeared into the air. As time passed, the steam gradually disappeared. Li Nianxiu also drank a sip of tea with endless aftertaste. There are all kinds of food that I have never tasted before. Although I am not used to it at first, but after a long time, I also appreciate the deliciousness of it.

By the time Li Nianxiu finished his second cup of tea, the few of them had almost chatted, and they had their own affairs in the afternoon, so they prepared to leave after lunch.

"I wanted to catch up with you today, but I didn't chat with you a few more words. It's really my fault." The four went out together along the way they came here before.

"It's okay. I'm here mainly to visit you. Since you're doing well, I'm also very happy. That's enough."

"Then there is a chance that you will come to my house again, or I will go to you, and then we will have a good chat."

"If there is a chance, I will." Although Li Nianxiu said so, in fact, he had already bid farewell to Zhao Yu silently in his heart.