Rival says he has a crush on me

Chen Nan felt a gust of cold wind blowing in from the door, he wrapped his clothes tightly, and when he looked up, he saw Zhang Sinan sitting opposite him.

Zhang Sinan was wearing a gray herringbone pattern woolen jacket with a three-piece suit inside, obviously not warm enough in this weather, his lips were passively purple, and his long eyelashes were covered with frost, but he still said in a personable tone , "Brother Nan, what a coincidence."

Chen Nan looked at him amusedly, "Why did you come here?"

Zhang Sinan said casually, "I've never been to Huangshan, so I'll take advantage of the Chinese New Year to take a stroll."

Chen Nan held a ceramic teacup and sucked it in small sips, "The Huangshan Scenic Area will go south for another hour."

"Oh, that's right. But now it's time for dinner, so it's okay to have a meal first."

Chen Nan put down his cup and said seriously, "I said Zhang Sinan..."

Zhang Sinan immediately interrupted, "Isn't it okay to just have a meal?"

Chen Nan laughed, "It's not that I won't let you eat, I just want to ask, how is the injury on your back in such a cold day?"

"You will feel at ease when I say it's okay, or will you care about me if I say it's terrible?"

Chen Nan deliberately said, "Aren't you going to Mount Huangshan? I shouldn't have to worry about being able to climb the mountain."

Zhang Sinan talked nonsense calmly, "It's too late today, I won't go to Huangshan, let's stay here for one night first."

"Oh, then you can live here, the hotels here are quite dirty."

"Where do you live?"

"Be careful with the soup." The proprietress happened to bring the dishes, interrupting their conversation.

Chen Nan had already picked up a chopsticks dish and put it in the bowl, "Try this dish, it tastes good even without chili pepper." While eating, he picked up the cup and took a sip.

Zhang Sinan glanced at his movements, "Is there wine in the glass? Can your stomach drink?"

"It's not wine, the doctor won't let you drink it." Chen Nan shook the cup skillfully, "Just plain water. My dad used to like to drink like this."

"No wonder you can drink so much, it seems to be hereditary."

"I can't drink without my dad, but I have no chance to compare with him."

This was the first time Zhang Sinan heard Chen Nan mention his father. Zhang Sinan remembered what the two old men said today, and couldn't help asking, "Why did you think of coming out? You must have been quite young at that time."

Chen Nan played with the cup, "Hey, Zhang Sinan, did you come here specially to inquire about my privacy?"

Zhang Sinan touched his nose in embarrassment, "You can also inquire about me."

"Who is willing to inquire about you... It's nothing to say, no one has talked to me about the past for so many years." Chen Nan put down his glass, there was no one in the small restaurant on New Year's Eve, the boss and his wife were watching TV, This situation is no different from more than ten years ago. "At that time, I was quite young, probably in the first year of high school. Her parents saw the love letter written by a girl, and her parents went to the school to make a fuss, saying As the principal, my dad can't even manage his own son to hook up with female classmates everywhere. Anyway, that idiot scolded very badly, so I came out of the closet in a fit of anger, saying that I really don't like your daughter, and I don't like girls at all. Now Thinking about myself being the real idiot, why did this shit come out of the closet. Then I couldn’t stay here anymore, the place was too small, and within a day everyone knew that the old Chen’s son liked men, After my father died, my mother drove me to Shanghai..."

Back then, Chen Nan refused to leave and knelt at the door of his house for a day and a night. It was also such a cold weather. A thick layer of ice formed on the ground at night. Chen Nan knelt until his knees swelled into blood-filled steamed buns, but he didn't let his mother shake one time.His mother even threatened him with a blade that she would die if he didn't leave the house.

When he first arrived in Shanghai, Chen Nan always dreamed that his mother was cutting his wrist with a blade, scolding him for killing his father while cutting, no matter how much Chen Nan apologized and repented, it was useless.He regretted coming out rashly, but what made him unable to sleep at night was his mother's hatred for him.He had expected his mother to forgive him, but all he got was hatred.

Chen Nan has been immersed in such a nightmare for several years and cannot escape.

Until he met Lin Xiaoyang later, Lin Xiaoyang pulled him, dragged his life from the cliff to the right track, and gave him hope and courage to live again.

Until now, Chen Nan has finally found a way to reconcile with life, work hard, be his own support, not fall in love, just date P, enjoy the pleasure of the bed, and learn to protect himself, not to anyone Expect too much, set a bottom line for yourself, and you will never get hurt.

But the appearance of Zhang Sinan...

"Brother Nan!" Chen Nan's attention was called back. He hadn't been so sentimental in a long time, probably because today is a special day.As soon as Chen Nan raised his eyes, he saw that Zhang Sinan conjured another rose just like he did in the club in Chiang Mai last time.

Zhang Sinan handed over the flowers and said, "If I had known earlier, I would not have brought up this topic. This flower should be my apology."

Chen Nan smiled, "You should coax a child."

Zhang Sinan also smiled, "But this trick is quite easy to use."

Chen Nan's eyes were red.

Zhang Sinan had never seen such a fragile Chen Nan. It wasn't the weakness when he was sick, nor the pain, but a sense of instability like duckweed.

Zhang Sinan remembered that Wang Hao said that Chen Nan had nothing, that he didn't know what Chen Nan needed at all, but now he seemed to know a little bit.

Although there was no chili, Chen Nan ate quite a lot for this meal. Zhang Sinan paid special attention to the ingredients of each dish and kept it in his heart. He planned to try Anhui cuisine when he returned home.

After dinner, Zhang Sinan asked again, "Where are you staying tonight?"

Chen Nan said, "Don't live here, go back to Shanghai." The old houses here have been sold long ago.

Zhang Sinan, "That's right, let's go back all the way."

Chen Nan, "Aren't you going to Huangshan to see the scenery?"

"I remembered I had a follow-up appointment with the doctor and had to go back."

Chen Nan played with roses, "You rubbed against my meal, and I rubbed against your car, so it's even."

Passing through towns with loud firecrackers, and also passing through silent and uninhabited mountains, we walked through the old year and walked into the new year together. It was already two o'clock in the morning when we returned to Shanghai.

The driver parked the car downstairs of Zhang Sinan's house in Xintiandi. Zhang Sinan didn't say that he would take Chen Nan home, and Chen Nan didn't mention it, so they went upstairs together.

After entering the bedroom, Chen Nan asked Zhang Sinan to take off his clothes and lie down on the bed.

Zhang Sinan lay on the bed and asked, "Brother Nan, are you going to fuck me?"

Chen Nan said, "I just want to check whether you can climb Mount Huangshan."

Blood oozes from the gauze behind Zhang Sinan's back, and the wound is much wider than it was at the beginning.

Chen Nan asked, "When will you go to the hospital for a follow-up visit?"

"Seventh day."

Chen Nan felt that he had already been the one who gave without hesitation in love before, but he didn't expect Zhang Sinan to be more willing to give than he was before.

Chen Nan originally wanted to talk about a relaxed relationship without expectations or results, but in the end, he suffered from the worst stomach attack in recent years, and Zhang Sinan was also injured all over his body.It's not that easy.

On the first day of the Lunar New Year, Zhang Sinan personally cooked a Huangshan stewed pigeon.

Chen Nan tasted it, and the taste was quite authentic, "You made it according to the recipe?"

"Well, I tasted Anhui cuisine yesterday, and I almost know what Anhui cuisine feels like."

"You can learn Malatang next time. I want to eat Malatang. When my stomach gets better." Chen Nan asked while eating, "What are you going to do for a few days off?"

Zhang Sinan's hand was stunned when he scooped up the soup. Chen Nan was not like this before. He would not make demands on him, nor would he ask him what he wanted to do. Chen Nan had his own time plan, learned French, worked overtime to check information, and could arrange all the holidays. If you are full, make time to go to bed with him at most.

Zhang Sinan said, "Are you going to invite friends out to play?"

Chen Nan thought for a while, Wang Hao and Xu Yichen went abroad to have sex again and again, Claire went back to her hometown, and Xixi was also transferred back to the local hospital. Chen Nan had no relatives or friends to leave, "No appointment."

"Then I'll arrange the time?"

"Well, you arrange it."

The author has something to say:

Gao Tian, ​​who promised you, failed, and the emotional transition can't be changed all at once... Wangtian, it may be because I wrote too long-winded

Gao Tian will wait for the next chapter...