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I didn't expect to be able to open my eyes again, it felt like centuries had passed.

As a matter of course, my heart hurts, it hurts; it hurts so much that I want to pass out again.

I feel that since I met Jiang Jun, getting injured and poisoned every now and then has become a common occurrence.Ever since I met him, I have always been extremely vulnerable, even feeling vulnerable.It's really inexplicable.

It's a match of fate.

Don't know why I survived.

"Fate is wonderful."

"It's not that fate is wonderful, it's that I'm wonderful." Cheng Han stuck his head out in front of my eyes.

"Why save me?" I turned my head away from him.

"Do I want to save you? Do you think I want to save you? Do you know how broken I was when I came from the capital without sleep for five days and saw your wound in the middle? How broken I was? Ghost knows me How did I rescue you from the gate of hell?"

"I didn't meet the kid, otherwise I could ask you." I said innocently.

Cheng Han is a very detached person.Only this kind of people have the unique habit of poisoning people when they get drunk.

"It was the life-saving pill I gave Xiao Yuan before that made you survive. Then the jade pendant I gave you made you wait until I came."

"So I've always wondered why your jade pendant has such an effect."

"Ancestral, I don't know. But there are rumors that the founder of the family is not a human, but an immortal. So it's not surprising."

"Well, let's just say it."

"You just take good care of it. Don't seek death anymore. Jiang Jun doesn't want you to die either." He said seriously.

I smiled wryly, "How is that possible."

"They all have their own reasons. The situation was urgent," Cheng Han hadn't finished speaking when he heard the sound of someone lifting the curtain, and then someone yelled at him, "Cheng Han!"

It's Jiang Jun.

"I won't say it, I won't say it. You can settle your own affairs." Cheng Han pouted aggrievedly and left the tent.

Later, only Jiang Jun and I were left in the tent.

We didn't seem to have anything to say.

I closed my eyes, but felt that he sat down beside my bed, seemed to hesitate for a long time, and finally called out, "Su Xian."

My heart skipped a beat.

What a long-lost voice, a long-lost title.

"Why, my lord general thinks that one sword is not enough, so do you want another sword?" I obviously didn't want to say that.But without going through the brain, this sentence almost blurted out.

I guess I still have some resentment.I let myself carry such a heavy burden, escaped for 5 years, and then came to die myself in the fifth year.

What am I drawing.But for peace of mind.

But it wasn't my fault at all.

I just stuck the mistake in my head.

"No, no, I didn't mean to stab you." When he said this, he was like a child who didn't grow up, who made a mistake and didn't know how to justify it.

Speaking of which, I am 25 years old this year, and he is 28 years old. They have reached a mature age that cannot be matured anymore.But the way of getting along with each other all the time is still the same as when we first met, and has not changed much.

"At that time, I was attacked and tapped my acupoints. I thought it was to save you with a sword."

You think you lied to a three-year-old doll, "Are you blaming me for misunderstanding you?"

"No." He explained eagerly, not at all like on the battlefield, "I...Zi Ling told me that you suffered a lot because of my father. But I still treat you like that... ...But I also have a reason. My father and Qin Xiang are dead. If you want to keep the crown prince, you can't turn against your father. I will go far away, which is good for you. Your father can rest assured .”

"I told you, I don't want to be a prince. You know what is more important to me." So, for such a stupid reason?You do that to me.

Also, I haven't seen Qin Ziling since then, how did he know what I did?

"Even if I know it, I'm not sure you know it."

"You don't believe me." I said word by word, but my heart hurt badly.

"It's not that I don't believe it, I just want you to choose a better path."

"You think it's for my own good, but have you ever asked my opinion?" I looked into his eyes and felt so sad. 5 years, 5 years, I was in the dark for 5 years, "You self-righteously helped me choose the path. Jiang Jun, I don't think you are such a person."

"I..." His eyes were so sad, for a moment, I suddenly didn't want to continue to blame this person.But I don't want to back down here.

"Oh, Your Highness, don't embarrass my stupid son." Another person opened the curtain and came in. Judging from his tone, he probably listened to the corner for a long time.

? !etc.Isn't this Jiang Jun's father?Isn't he dead?

He seemed to see my doubts, and explained, "I'm not dead. The hidden guard next to your father was trained by your mother's father. He and I and Prime Minister Qin are still classmates. How could he let me die?"

! ?The amount of information is a bit large.what's the situation.

"Your father wanted to kill me, but the queen saved me. So I escaped by chance. Even Jun'er and the others have kept this matter a secret. After all, we have to prevent changes."

When I was in Qiushou, I felt that my mother was not a simple person, but I really didn't expect that the hidden guard turned out to be my mother's person.

Hidden deep, but I'm also very angry.

"So, I was kept in the dark for 5 years inexplicably?" I smiled brightly.

"I only found out a year later..." Jiang Jun explained.

"I don't want to see you, go out." My tone was very calm, and I smiled at him when I said this, but it actually showed that I was already extremely angry.

"Su Xian?" He didn't leave, but called me by my name.

"Get out." I said sternly, "Don't make me say it a third time."

"I'm sorry," he didn't leave, but suddenly hugged me, breathing right next to my ear, very close to me, "I'm sorry, Su Xian, I like you."

Like it?

I kept this relationship in my heart for 9 years.

Then in the fourth year, I thought I was just going to have to hide it for the rest of my life.

Up to now, when this feeling has been responded to, I am not happy at all.

"So a word of like can offset all this?"

I was surprisingly calm.

I thought that my feelings for him would make me let go of all this, but obviously not.I'm so tired.

For the past 5 years, I have been too tired.

Jiang Jun heard my words and let go of me.Seeing the sadness in my eyes, he seemed to understand something later, turned to ecstasy, and asked me cautiously, "You...don't reject me?"

I'm really tired.

In the past 5 years, all my edges and corners have been smoothed out.

"Jiang Jun, what do you think of me?"

"Forgive me, can you?"

"I never blamed you. How about forgiveness."

"I love you. So, can you give me a chance to accompany you for the rest of my life?" His eyes are so sincere that I can hardly bear to refuse.

just almost.Because I realized that after so many things, I might not trust this person as much as I did before.

"Jiang Jun." I shouted word by word, "What guarantee do you use to guarantee me. If your father is not standing here alive today, then what attitude will you have towards me?"

This is a very real problem.It's a question that has bothered me for so long.

"From the first time I saw you, I have always loved you. Even if my father is really dead, then, even if you don't come, I will go to you one day."

He squatted beside my bed, looked into my eyes, and was honest.

I think I should be satisfied.

Nose sore, especially want to cry.I closed my eyes and put back my tears.

"Your Highness, to be honest, Her Majesty the Queen already knew about your feelings for Jun'er. So, after I faked my death, the hidden guard made a request to Jun'er, saying that His Majesty the Queen hopes that he can stay away from you, otherwise Your Highness will Your status and safety are not guaranteed. You also know that because you are so close to Prime Minister Qin and our General’s Mansion, once we leave the court, there will always be some people who want to take advantage of others. If you fall out with Your Majesty at this time, It is equivalent to losing the last layer, and safety is unpredictable. You also know the identity of the mother and concubine of the Third Highness."

"Besides, as elders, we all know that your feelings will not be tolerated by the world. So, even I think it's good if you can stop you. But if these things happen, you can still fuck, then I This old man has nothing to say, if you need it, we will be your backing."

Jiang Jun held my hand, I held him back, and replied, "Okay. I will give you a chance to make up for it, and stay with me for the rest of my life."

General Jiang smiled and left.

Jiang Jun hugged me.This chest is still so warm, I am willing to sink forever.

In hindsight, thinking about it, my past 5 years were really in vain.

To be more precise, I dug a hole for myself, and then I stayed at the bottom of the hole and refused to come out.

I deserve to think too much, and I have suffered so much flesh and blood. QQ