Looking back at Chonghuameng

After there were only two people left in the room, Sang Luo asked, "Princess, where is Qi Mu?"

Jin Yang shook his hand, and spilled most of the tea he just poured.

During this period of time, she has been hiding the news of Sangluo Qimu's death.And the sachet containing Qi Mu's ashes was kept by her before Sang Luo woke up.She asked Xiao Linzi and Qi Han to go back to the princess mansion, and didn't even bring her insider Ziyun into the bedroom for Sang Luo to see.She did this because she was afraid that Sang Luo's mood swings would not be able to bear it.

"Drink some water..." Jin Yang tried his best to hold back the pain in his heart, and gave Sang Luo a drink of water.

Sang Luo took two sips from the cup, stared at Jin Yang and said, "Princess, you don't have to hide it from me, I know Qi Mu is dead."

She looked very calm, her eyes were still like deep pools.

Only when Jin Yang held the cup in his hands did he stop shaking, so as not to let the water in the cup splash on Sang Luo.She bit her lip, put the cup back on the table without saying a word, turned her back to Sang Luo and said, "Heal your injury first, and I will tell you."

After Qi Mu's death, she had nightmares every day and never slept soundly.

Worried about Sang Luo's injuries, and worried about how to give Sang Luo an explanation.She also blames herself.In the final analysis, Sang Luo's injury was caused by her, and she was to blame for Qi Mu's death.

Sang Luo stared at Jin Yang's thin back and saw her shoulders trembling, knowing that she was crying, and crying very sadly.She was also very sad. From the moment she woke up and touched her arm, she knew that something happened to Qi Mu.But she still had hope and waited for Qi Mu to come to see her.Days passed by, but Qi Mu never appeared again, and the people around him never mentioned Qi Mu.That's when she realized she was wrong.It's not that something happened to Qi Mu, it's just that he's gone.

"I'll be fine." Sang Luo smiled bitterly.

Qi Mu bought her life back with all he had, so how could he not cherish it?

How could she not know Qi Mu's kindness to her?She's not stupid, she just doesn't want to hurt a good girl.Pretending not to know, not responding, would be good to her and Qi Mu.She can't give Qi Mu anything, so she can't provoke her.Qi Mu was also very quiet, never forced her, buried everything in his heart, and endured all suffering alone.Give her everything, give her everything.

In the end, she still hurt Qi Mu.

So far, she has not dared to look at the injuries on her body.She was afraid that she would lose control if she saw it.Qi Mu's flesh and blood are inlaid on her body, supporting her to survive in this world.She didn't want to see it, and was even more afraid of seeing it.

"Girl... come here." Sang Luo knew that Jin Yang must blame him for everything, and that's why he cried so sadly.Because the wounds on her body were healing, she was often itchy and couldn't sleep at night.And Jin Yang, who was sleeping next to her, was crying when he slept, and she could see it all.

Jin Yang quickly wiped away his tears, walked to the couch after his emotions calmed down, and asked, "What's wrong?"

Sang Luo smiled and said, "Closer..."

Jin Yang had no choice but to kneel and sit in front of the couch, reaching into the quilt to hold Sang Luo's hand tightly.

Sang Luo stroked Jin Yang's fingers and said, "I don't blame you for these things, don't think about it."

Jin Yang lowered his head, bit his lip and shook his head slightly.After a long time, he said: "Blame me. If I didn't provoke you, these things would not have happened."

San Luo was stunned.She didn't expect Jinyang to blame himself so much that he even regarded their acquaintance as a mistake.

Jin Yang raised his eyes to look at her, tears had already filled his cheeks, he choked up and said: "Sang Luo, I am an ominous person. I hurt you and Miss Qi...I..."

Sang Luo felt sour, reached out to wipe away the tears hanging on Jin Yang's face, and said softly: "Don't do this...it's not your fault."

Jin Yang still couldn't let go of it, Ren Sangluo's soft words of comfort were of no avail, but cried even harder.Sang Luo had no choice but to hold her in her arms, and waited quietly for her to vent the anguish in her heart.

After a long time, Jin Yang woke up suddenly, carefully left Sang Luo's embrace, frowned and said, "Did you touch the wound, does it hurt?"

Sang Luo smiled and shook his head, only staring at Jin Yang.Since he had just cried, Jin Yang's eye circles were red, and there were faint teardrops hanging from the corners of his eyes, which was very lovable.She stretched out her hand, and Jin Yang held it immediately, and said worriedly: "Speak, did I touch the wound?"

As he said that, he was going to take off Sang Luo's clothes, and wanted to check it himself.

Sang Luo couldn't help laughing and said: "It's really fine, I've been lying in bed for more than half a month. These are just skin trauma, and it will heal after a period of recuperation."

She spoke calmly, but Jin Yang couldn't stop feeling sad after hearing this.How can ordinary people bear the pain of cutting skin and flesh?Sang Luo said it was a skin trauma.Recalling that Qi Mu once mentioned that Sang Luo was seriously injured and almost died when he was on a mission in the past, he couldn't help gritting his teeth and said: "Can you take care of your body, every time you get hurt all over, it makes me panic ..."

Sang Luo's eyes became soft, and he sighed softly: "Why don't I want to? But people can't help themselves in the rivers and lakes, and it is impossible not to get hurt."

Jin Yang bit his lip and remained silent.

Seeing that she was about to cry again, Sang Luo quickly changed his words: "I promise you, I will cherish my body in the future and make myself fat and fat!"

Jin Yang smiled through tears, sat on the edge of the bed, stretched out his hand to tidy up Sang Luo's clothes, gathered her hair scattered on her chest behind her, and said softly: "Sang Luo, I'm really afraid that something will happen to you. Until now, I can't imagine leaving How would I deal with myself without you."

Sang Luo looked at Jin Yang with a smile, his heart was warm and sweet.This is the life she pursued all the way, a lover who loves her wholeheartedly, does not seek grandeur, but hopes to be plain and long-lasting.It can be imagined that her acquaintance, mutual understanding and love with Jinyang are quite vigorous.Thinking of this, I couldn't help but smile deeper and deeper.

Jin Yang was quite uncomfortable being looked at by her, he slightly lowered his head and straightened the bedding, frowned slightly and said: "Sang Luo, are you listening to me!"

Sang Luo said with a smile: "I'm listening, and listening very seriously."

Jin Yang raised his eyes to stare at her, and said angrily, "Then why are you laughing at me?"

Sang Luo said innocently: "I didn't laugh at you, I just felt happy. Ma'am, I'm wondering if I did something good in my previous life to accumulate blessings, so I'm lucky enough to meet you in this life."

Jin Yang smiled slightly, gently embraced Sang Luo's waist, leaned into her arms and closed his eyes, feeling an indescribable peace of mind.

The two hugged each other for a long time, and Sang Luo took the lead to break the comfortable atmosphere and said, "Ma'am, I want to take a bath."

She had been lying on the bed for more than half a month and never took a bath, it was really hard to say.However, Jin Yang wiped her body every night, but did not touch her with water.

Jin Yang pulled some distance away, and refused: "No! Uncle said, you can't get wet on your wound, and you can take a bath after the wound is completely healed. Bear with it, if you feel uncomfortable, I'll wipe your body for you yes."

Sang Luo looked at Jinyang sadly, frowned and said, "If I don't take a bath, I will smell bad all over. Don't you feel annoyed by a stinky husband all day long?"

Jin Yang said: "I'm not bothered. My only wish now is that you get better soon..."

As he said, he clasped his hands on Sang Luo's shoulders, and said in a slow tone, "My son-in-law, you must be obedient."

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It took half a month for Sang Luo's wish to take a bath to come true.

Now she is sitting in the bathtub, and Jinyang is rubbing her back.

"Rub it carefully, you must be covered in mud..." Sang Luo didn't need to do it himself, and ordered Jinyang without fear of death.

Jin Yang was also very obedient, he responded softly, and concentrated on helping Sang Luo wash his body.

The wound on Sang Luo's body has indeed healed.But there were many scars on it, and she felt sad when she saw it.Although Bai Ruoxuan gave her some medicine to remove the scars, it was impossible to remove all the scars overnight, at least it would take a few months.

And Sanluo didn't dare to look at it.

At this moment, Sang Luo's eyes were covered with black cloth.

Since the last time I asked about Qi Mu but got no results, Sang Luo didn't ask again, and focused on recuperating.With Bai Ruoxuan taking care of her body every day, and Jinyang taking care of her meticulously, her injuries healed fairly quickly.

But she has never seen her own body.

She dare not, she is afraid.

Although Jin Yang doesn't know exactly what Sang Luo is thinking, he can guess to a certain extent, so he follows her in everything.

There are many medicinal materials in the bath, exuding a faint medicinal fragrance.

Sang Luo took a handful of water and let the water slip away from his fingertips.Skip again, slip again.After repeating this more than a dozen times, she suddenly sighed and asked, "How are those people in the Sang Mansion?"

When she learned about the Sang Mansion from Jinyang, she didn't express anything, she just felt that the way of heaven is reincarnation, and the retribution is not good.And the whole family of the Sang family helped the King of Qin to take the blame, and she actually felt a little bit aggrieved.

Jin Yang said: "They are very good, no one makes things difficult for them."

Sang Luo sighed: "I do resent them, but I don't want the Sang House to be wiped out."

Jin Yang said: "I understand what you mean. After a while, the spring festival will be held, and the father will pardon the world, and they will be fine."

Sang Luo said with a smile: "They have been in prison for more than a month, it is considered punishment."

Jin Yang smiled and said: "Don't worry about other people's affairs, we will return to the Princess Mansion tomorrow."

The Sang Luo she knew was like this, and she had always been so soft-hearted.She is very clear about the things in the prison, but she has never mentioned it to Sang Luo.At the beginning of his imprisonment, Sang He was interrogated every day, which was really miserable.Never thought that although Sang He is a dude, he is really a hard-talking one, no matter what punishment he receives, he will not plead guilty.She went to the prison later to see that Sang He had been beaten badly, with injuries all over his body, and looked very pitiful.As for the other implicated people from the Sang Mansion, with her order, the jailer didn't make it difficult.

Sang Luo also smiled and said, "I've been locked up in the palace for so long, my bones are weak."

Jin Yang walked around to the front and continued to wash Sang Luo's body, raised her arm and said, "There are people serving you every day, you are so beautiful..."

The corner of Sang Luo's lips curled up, and with a twist of his arm, he took Jinyang into his arms.Both of them don't wear a thing, and they both tremble when their skin touches each other.

"Madam, thank you for coming these days." Sang Luo approached Jinyang and thanked him sincerely.In consideration of her status, Jinyang did everything by himself. During the period of her recuperation, Jinyang really worked hard.

Suddenly being hugged into his arms, Jin Yang also blushed.If it wasn't for Sang Luo's blindfold, she wouldn't be ashamed to be in the same bath with him.

"If you want to thank me, don't move around. You're so dirty, don't even think about going out until you wash it clean." Jin Yang supported Sang Luo's body and pulled some distance away, but his eyes fell on Sang Luo's chest.She suppressed her laugh and continued her business of scrubbing.

Sang Luo was like a roundworm in her stomach, pouted and said, "Are you laughing at me again?"

"No." Jin Yang bit his lip.As a woman, Sang Luo is too tall.As a woman, Sang Luo's chest is too small.The bulge on the chest is like the new moon at the beginning of every month, only a little bit.If there is nothing, it would be unbelievable if you hadn't seen it with your own eyes.She made a joke of Sangluo once, saying that even if she didn't cover her chest, she could hide the truth.And the consequence of her laughing at Sangluo is that she will be tossed until she can't get out of bed the next day.Thinking of this, his face turned even redder.

The author has something to say:

The outdoor temperature is really unbearable these days, the judges should pay attention to heatstroke prevention!