Ma Ye

Tan Haozhi was seriously injured, the emperor specially sent someone to escort Tan Haozhi back to Beijing in a carriage, and Xie Xunhuan followed him to take care of him.

Zhao Heng also picked an opportunity for Jiang Xingtian to pretend to be him, and he slipped back to Beijing disguised as an ordinary guard.

Suppressing the worries in his heart, he went back to the princess mansion to change his clothes before rushing back to the Qin mansion.

It was almost dusk, and the whole Qin Mansion fell into a gloomy atmosphere, and the servants did not dare to laugh easily.

Before Zhao Heng entered the bedroom, he heard Qin Yueyao's suppressed crying, and a servant girl comforted her in a low voice.

Seeing him coming back, Xie Xunhuan hurriedly got up and saluted, "Princess, as long as Mr. Tan wakes up, he will be fine, but I guess it will take two months to recover from this injury. Mr. Qin's injury this time hurts his heart and lungs a bit. Don't get angry easily, you must pay attention to adjusting your mind so that you can get better faster, I have sent the servants to prescribe medicine, the princess don't have to worry too much."

Knowing that Xie Xunhuan was comforting him, Zhao Heng patted him on the shoulder knowingly, "Thank you."

Walking lightly to Tan Haozhi's side, the man was slumped under the bed quilt with a pale complexion, and his black hair was loose. Zhao Heng couldn't help but sit down and straighten his messy hair.

The people in the room slowly retreated, leaving only the two of them. Zhao Heng sat there like a monk, his fingers couldn't help tracing Tan Haozhi's eyebrows, caressing them gently, and sighed for a long time.

What should he do with him?

I have never felt that I am so useless, that I can't protect the one I love, and I can't even give Tan Haozhi what he wants.

Zhao Heng thought, his love was laced with selfishness, it was too superficial and narrow.

No wonder Tan Haozhi looked down on him.

I used to think that Tan Haozhi didn't like him because I was sorry for him, and thought that he classified Tan Haozhi as his own. Who is he, Zhao Heng? It's rare for him to like someone so much, how could he be rejected?Based on self-esteem or possessiveness, he really didn't intend to let Tan Haozhi go.

But now...he felt that he was still too superficial.

who is he?He is just an ordinary person who cannot control his fate. Shouldn't he be used to life and death, and have already experienced the helplessness of ordinary people?He also can't hold the red line like Yuelao, make two people into a pair, and let the person he likes like him, why should he be so forceful?

Zhao Heng slowly withdrew his cold fingertips, looked at the unconscious Tan Haozhi, he wanted to give up, at least he didn't want Tan Haozhi to think that he was a bad person when he was alive, and never had any contact with him.

Since he hinders his pursuit of ideals, let's leave wisely.

Zhao Heng smiled wryly. There were crystals in his eyes that were broken into black sand, which sank to the bottom of the sea without a trace. He slowly lowered his head and kissed Tan Haozhi's eyebrows. He seemed to really like this man.

But what you can't get is what you can't get.

Liang Yu'er was sent by Wang Chuhe at night and early in the morning. After meeting Zhao Heng, she said that she was going to do some work.

Liang Yu'er came in and sat by the bed to watch, her face sour. As soon as Er Gouzi left, the tears she had endured for a long time soon fell down, and she started talking a lot without caring whether Zhao Heng was listening or not.

"They seem to be doing something dangerous recently."

"I'm very scared, I don't understand why they do these dangerous things, there are so many people in this world, why do they have to do those dangerous things."

Liang Yu'er raised her hand to wipe away her tears, looking at Tan Haozhi on the bed with her eyes closed tightly, her grievance and heartache burst out at the same time.

"The little mouse always wants to make this world better. Every time he handles the case so hard that he doesn't even have time to rest, but there are always some villains who are rampant. I don't want him to be nice to everyone. It's too tiring. The little mouse is so stupid. .”

Liang Yu'er grabbed Tan Haozhi's hand and kept crying, she has no other relatives, she only has two sons left, Haozhi and Yueyao, she doesn't want to lose any of them!

"The injury is so serious, he is very afraid of pain."

Think about it when you were young, the little mouse could cry when he fell and scratched his skin. Now that he is injured so badly, it must hurt even more, but he probably won’t cry anymore. Why can people learn to bear the pain, Liang Yuer Weeping silently, he continued in a hoarse voice, "A lot of times, I just want to find a quiet and deserted villa, and the few of us can live happily and carefree. Change this change that, did it change? This is almost dead."

"I'm so afraid of losing them." Liang Yu'er cried bitterly.

Zhao Heng waited for Liang Yuer to stop crying for a while, then said in a hoarse voice, "It will be fine."

Liang Yu'er wiped her tears, "I heard that the princess has been staying here and never went down to rest, why don't I take care of Haozhi tonight, and the princess goes down to rest?"

Zhao Heng shook his head, "It's not easy for you to come here because of your status, but you can go and accompany Yueyao, I'll take care of Haozhi."

Liang Yuer was stunned, thinking about it, the little mouse also has a wife, it is really inappropriate for her to stay here alone, seeing the princess like this, Liang Yuer felt relieved, at least the princess really cared about Haozhi.

Liang Yu'er wiped away her tears, "Princess, don't be tired, I'll go and see Yueyao first, and Haozhi will have to take care of you."

As he spoke, he looked at Tan Haozhi worriedly and said, "Haozhi has no relatives anymore, I hope you can live a peaceful life in the future, so I can rest assured."

Zhao Heng smiled wryly, but Liang Yu'er didn't see the forced element in his smile, and soon he and Tan Haozhi were left in the bedroom.

Zhao Heng stayed by the bed all night.

When Tan Haozhi woke up, the first thing he saw was Zhao Heng. He was lying on the bedside, bent over, and fell asleep holding his hand. A few rays of sunlight came in through the flower window. Seeing a faint halo, Tan Haozhi narrowed his eyes, as if he had closed his eyes for too long, he was a little uncomfortable with the light.

He quickly closed his eyes again, and what he felt was the warm touch of his palms. Tan Hao's heart suddenly beat fast, but what followed was overwhelming pain. The bones all over his body were about to shatter into powder. Ant-bitten itching, especially the pain in his chest was so painful that he couldn't breathe, he clenched his teeth in pain.

"Haozhi? How are you, Haozhi?" A hurried voice sounded in his ear, it was Zhao Heng.

"It hurts." Tan Hao said subconsciously, and opened his eyes, his whole body was soft like a small animal, "It hurts."

There seemed to be an indelible mist in front of his eyes, he couldn't see clearly, what he felt when he closed his eyes was the pain that he couldn't break free, what was it that blinded him just now, Tan Hao wanted to pass out in pain.

The corner of his eye was gently stroked, Tan Haozhi opened his eyes, and saw Zhao Heng brushing away the few tears that he squeezed out with his fingertips, and smiled softly, "It's nothing, it won't hurt after taking the medicine."

Zhao Heng got up and wanted to pour water for Tan Haozhi, but the water was already too cold after a night, so he asked someone to bring the medicine he had been up all night, and then went to get some warm water.

Tan Haozhi also woke up after a while, remembering that he had acted like a baby with Zhao Heng unconsciously just now, and he coaxed himself like a child, his face turned red and pale in disappointment.

Zhao Heng came in with a pot of warm water, poured him a bowl of water, and carefully cushioned Tan Haozhi with the extra quilt, and prepared to feed him with the water. Tan Haozhi's eyes flicked from him to the water , pursing his lips unhappily.

Tan Haozhi really wanted to reach out and take him to drink, but somehow his whole body was so sore that he didn't even have the strength to lift his fingers, so he could only drink the water that Zhao Heng personally fed, and he agreed to keep it with him. What's the matter with the distance?

Zhao Heng fed him the medicine again, the taste of the medicine was bitter, and Tan Haozhi finished drinking the discomfort he endured.

Zhao Heng took a handkerchief and wiped away the excess water stains around his mouth. Tan Haozhi waited for him to finish wiping his body stiffly, then lay down and closed his eyes pretending not to care.

A servant brought warm water to wipe him, and Zhao Heng twisted the towel with his own hands, and wiped his face. Tan Haozhi's discomfort almost broke through the sky, and his face turned red again. He frowned, but Being rubbed by Zhao Heng, he opened his eyes in annoyance, and saw Zhao Heng's plain face, without the usual playfulness, but with a gentle smile, and wiped his face.

Seeing that there was no one in the room, Tan Haozhi said slowly, "We..."

"I won't pester you anymore." Zhao Heng interrupted him, "I give up."

Zhao Heng threw the towel into the water, and helped him cover the quilt again, "Don't worry, I won't do anything inappropriate in the future, now you need someone to take care of you if something happens, we'll be friends, I'll take care of you It should be."

Zhao Heng seemed to be convincing Tan Haozhi and himself, with a sad but forced smile on his brow.

"You won't even give me a chance to be a friend, will you?"

Tan Haozhi only felt pain in his heart and couldn't say a word.

Both of them were lovers for the first time, and they suddenly touched the abyss of immorality, Zhao Heng approached, Tan Haozhi flinched, and finally flinched, resolutely as if there was no way back, like a blooming fireworks, like that The short and beautiful blooms come and go quickly, leaving behind the empty silence.

Tan Haozhi didn't speak, so Zhao Heng took him for acquiescing and looked at him a few times before going out to clean his greasy body.

However, Tan Haozhi didn't open his eyes, kept them closed, and took a short breath for a while, touching his sore chest, the liar said that after taking the medicine, the pain would go away, but the chest still hurt badly.