lotus shadow

"The bad one is originally from the Central Plains, and he went to Japan to do business with his father since he was a child..."

"When I first entered Japan, I was excluded everywhere because I was from the Central Plains..."

"A few years later, when my father was seriously ill, the inferior looked for doctors everywhere, but no one extended a helping hand to me. The doctors in the Dongying Medical Center all said that they could not save the Central Plains people, and threw the inferior with my father. Out of the hospital...'

"After my father passed away, I wandered alone in Japan and was bullied..."

"Later... Master took me in who was seriously ill. Although he is from Japan, he has a true doctor's benevolence. He healed me, and later taught me medical skills..."

'It's just...then...'

When he said this, Su really couldn't help but choked up in his heart, and stopped talking for a while.

A silence spread between the two of them.

"Mr. Bailian..." Shi Yanwen called softly in her heart, breaking the silence.

"I'm fine..." Su Zhenzhen responded indifferently, with a slightly sentimental soft tone, which made Shi Yanwen feel a little self-blame.

Don't worry too much about Yanwen, the inferior ones are really fine. Su really could feel the emotions in Shi Yanwen's silence this time, so she spoke out to comfort her.

Then he continued to state the 'past events', 'Later...a plague took away Master's life. At that time, I was not skilled in medicine and could not cure Master. For my safety...Master knocked me unconscious and sent me to him Where friends...'

'From then on... I practiced my medical skills hard, just to avoid any regrets in the future...'

"Four years ago, I first came out of the rivers and lakes and practiced medicine in Dongying. When I repaid the kindness of my master's upbringing, I never thought that I would treat the people of Dongying for free and be appreciated by the people of Dongying. For a while, my name spread all over Dongying..."

"Later, Xijianliu came to me. I didn't want to join Xijianliu, but I agreed to it for the sake of my master's last wish... You also know everything after that, Yanwen. '

One picture after another seemed to be slowly unfolding before Shi Yanwen's eyes in Su Huanzhen's low voice.

Losing his father at a young age, helpless in the face of his father's death, losing his teacher when he was young, unable to deal with his master's illness, and joining Xijianliu in order to fulfill his master's last wish...

Such past events made Shi Yanwen at a loss as to what to say, and he didn't dig deeper into Mr. Bai Lian's master's last wish. He could only reply blankly, "Mr. Yanwen understands Mr. Bailian's regret..."

Su Zhenzhen saw that Shi Yanwen no longer studied why he joined Xijianliu, so he couldn't help but heaved a sigh of relief, and finally concealed it. Fortunately, Shi Yanwen was exhausted at this time. If he was full of energy, the story could not be hidden from him, and he would definitely I want to know what the so-called last wish is, why I, a person from the Central Plains who has no sense of belonging to Dongpu, was allowed to join Xijianliu.

The so-called truest lies are seven parts true and three parts false. It is true that he lost his father when he was young. It is true that he lost his father when he was young before he came to this world. It’s true, it’s true that I met a mentor by chance, Su Zhenzhen did have a mentor, and developed Su’s potential, but it’s false that the mentor wanted to save my life, it’s false that the mentor died early and worked hard to study medicine, and it’s true that he practiced medicine in Dongying. It is true that he practiced medicine in Dongying for several years, and his last wish to join Xijianliu for his master was false, and Su Huanzhen's master is not in this world.

'Everything from yesterday has become a thing of the past, and in life, there is always the pain of not being able to choose, and you have to do something.The bad ones also believe that Yanwen can understand my difficulties. ' Su really said slowly.

Shi Yanwen could sense that the sadness and helplessness expressed in his words were much less, and he said with relief: "Mr. Bai Lian can think so, and Yanwen is relieved... Is it Yanwen's responsibility to remind Mr. of the sad past, Yanwen is here Sorry...'

'Standing here to look at the past, nothing will change except age, but as long as people live, their hearts will grow, and when their hearts grow, new spaces will naturally be created... People without the past, they will be Without the present, without the present, there is no need to talk about the future.Blindly cutting the past, just let my own existence become fragmented...' At this time, Su Huanzhen's voice returned to the usual gentle voice, and said some of his own feelings.

Su Zhenzhen's words moved Shi Yanwen's heart. Mr. Bai Lian is also a transparent person, but he recalled his past, and said silently in his heart: "Memories are confused and killed a lot, what happened in the past..."

Listening to what Shi Yanwen said in his heart, Su really closed his eyes lightly, and sighed softly, "Yanwen, Yanwen, do you still remember how many sages' bones were buried here on the road of justice, and there are How many relatives' kindness and righteousness have been sacrificed here.Once you get here, there is no turning back.Once the smoke is not over, this road is endless. '

This is what Su Zhenzhen said to Shi Yanwen, and it is also the belief that Yuanshen has established in taking this endless road.

Hearing what Su Zhenzhen meant, Shi Yanwen was stunned, "This..."

'There is always something, whether you want it or not, it will happen, you can only accept it; there is always something, whether you hide or not, it will come, you can only face it. Su really comforted him patiently. He knew that Shi Yanwen was very tired at this time, but he must continue to persevere. This is the responsibility of the so-called Shi family~

Su Zhenzhen opened his eyes, looked at the clumps of purple bamboos dyed red by the sunset outside the hall, and said in a low voice: "The heart is exhausted, the body is exhausted, and there is nowhere to be free. Only by abandoning the dust and forgetting can you be free." Wide eyes see green hills. '

"Yes..." Shi Yanwen's heart warmed, and she responded softly unconsciously, "Yanwen understands. '

Just remembering the past events, Shi Yanwen said helplessly: "It's just that the changes in life are often unpredictable. Thinking back to the past and now, I have made too many mistakes..."

Su Huan understood it sincerely, and advised in a deep voice, "When you are confused, don't think too much, just follow your heart, that is the direction..."

When Shi Yanwen was contemplating, Su Wensu really asked, "As far as I know, Yanwen, did you intend to fade out of the martial arts world?" '

Shi Yanwen was taken aback for a moment, his eyes darkened a bit, "Yes...but after all, I can't leave safely..."

'But Yanwen, where does a person retreat to, is he not a world?In the world of mortals, people grind things, things grind people, the so-called endless life in the rivers and lakes is like this...' Su Zhenzhen's words contained a touch of helplessness and sadness.

Shi Yanwen also felt the same way. On this road of no return, there are too many things that cannot be controlled by others.

Su really didn't want Shi Yanwen to be shaken by worrying too much, and said, "But Yanwen doesn't need to worry too much, proper rest is for taking a longer journey."People always have hope in order to live. If you can't wait for hope, then wait for a miracle. '

The historians have always been able to create miracles and give light and warmth to travelers walking in the dark.

Hearing Su Zhenzhen's consoling words, Shi Yanwen couldn't help but think of Qiao Tathagata, Yun Shifang, and many people in the same way. 'This road is Yanwen's own choice, and on this road, my way is not alone! '

Su Zhenzhen felt relieved when he heard the words. Xi Jianliu's spirit-entry technique not only tests the endurance of the human body, but also tests the person's mind. If he is not determined, he will become a puppet of Xi Jianliu. He wasn't worried about Shi Yanwen's ambition, but he was afraid that Shi Yanwen would be tortured by Xi Jianliu until his spirit collapsed. Now it seems that he was too worried.

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Su Huan is really good at fooling people, even if it's not original, look at this chicken soup for the soul...