lotus shadow

In a difficult situation in the Northern Territory, Shi Yanwen found himself in an unfamiliar environment when he woke up. While he was quite surprised, he was also wary of the people around him, but the people who passed him seemed to have not seen him, until When he lost his mind and was about to collide with the oncoming child, he had no time to dodge, but...

But the child actually passed through his body and ran forward. Only then did Shi Yanwen realize the strangeness of his body. He looked at the ground and found that there was no shadow of him under the sunlight. Only then did he realize that he was I'm afraid he didn't pass that test, and his soul doesn't know where he is now. I just hope that Jingzhong and the others won't be too sad. He can rest assured that Jingzhong is there in the Central Plains. Although Jingzhong still has some naivety It has begun to take shape, and he believes that his friends will protect Jingzhong and help Jingzhong put down the disaster...

Time passed day by day, he had been here for a few days, and he also got a lot of information from the conversations of the local people. It turned out that he was no longer in the Nine Realms. land.

When he was walking in the Wulin that day, he suddenly heard someone say: "Have you heard that the Liuli Wonderland has been rebuilt, does this mean that Su has really come back to life?"

"Yes, yes! I heard from my friend that in order to get rid of the scourge, he fought against Fu Tianshang at the top of Jiuyuan. In the end, although Su Zhenzhen eliminated Fu Tianshang, he was also buried in the At the top of the Nine Abyss, but his friends are unwilling to give up on him, and are running around to restore his life. This time, the rebuilding of the Glazed Wonderland should be due to the success of Su Huan’s real friend, so let’s go to the Glazed Wonderland to congratulate him too!”

"Okay, Mr. Su Xian is resurrected, so he should congratulate him."

'Su Zhenzhen...Mr. Bailian!Maybe it's just someone with the same name and surname, but... I'd better go and see, if it's Mr. Bai Lian, maybe he will know the reason why I am here and how to return to the Nine Realms. Shi Yanwen thought about what he wanted, his soul followed his heart, and he followed the two people in front of him all the way to the Glazed Wonderland.

But when they arrived at the Liuli Wonderland, it was deserted, and one of them raised his voice and asked, "Is Su really here?"

Seeing the pleasant scenery here, with flowers, willows and greenery on both sides of the mountain trails, and beautiful mountains and clear waters, Shi Yanwen couldn't help but praised, "It can be said to be a palace in the sky, and it lives up to the name of this fairyland." ’ Just as Shi Yanwen was admiring the environment of the Glazed Wonderland, a person walked out of the Glazed Wonderland, and said to the visitor in a harmonious voice: “I’m sorry, Su Zhenzhen went to Hanhai to deal with things, and he hasn’t come back yet.”

"It's okay. We came to congratulate Su Zhenzhen on his return to the martial arts. Since Su Zhenzhen is not here, we won't bother you much."

"Qu Shitu Daisu really accepted the kindness of both of you."

After those two people left, Shi Yanwen lived in Liuli Wonderland. So far, no one can see him, and this place is Su Huan's real residence. Shi Yanwen told him that he will come back one day, and then he will know the status of this world. Is Su Zhenzhen the Su Zhenzhen he knows?

Shi Yanwen chose the library in Liuli Wonderland as his temporary residence. The library contains all kinds of books, including martial arts, formations, historical records, etc., etc...

The reason why he chose the library was that besides the fact that few people entered here, he found that he could actually touch the books. Since he came to the plight, everything and everyone would pass through his body. The books in the library He was pleasantly surprised to be able to touch it.

He is a foreign visitor, or an uninvited guest. No one knows his existence, and no one can see him. Even so, he carefully takes out the book, reads it carefully, and reads it again after reading it. Put it back in the distance, there is no trace of being read by anyone.

Shi Yanwen flipped through the classics at an extremely fast speed. It is not an exaggeration to say that he can see ten lines at a glance. He carefully and quickly flipped through the books in front of the bookshelf, taking them out, putting them back, taking them out, putting them back, taking them out, and putting them back again, tirelessly Flipping through the books, since he became a soul body, he has never felt tired again, no need to eat, no need to rest, as long as he is tired, he can recover his physical strength by absorbing the moonlight dew under the moonlight. Make him feel like he's not alive anymore.

Shi Yanwen read book after book, first looking at the history of the plight, he would not let go of a single word about Su Zhenzhen, if Su Zhenzhen here is not the person he knows In the Nine Realms, he can only survive in the affliction in this form, so he must first understand everything about the affliction.

Time passed day by day, and Su Zhenzhen also returned to the Glazed Wonderland several times during this time, but Shi Yanwen could feel that this Su Zhenzhen was the same person as the Su Zhenzhen he met in the Nine Realms, but here There is a little more worry about the common people in the world, and a little less leisurely and elegant.

Here he is always running around in the martial arts, working hard for the peace of the martial arts, never relaxing and relaxing for a moment, and working hard for his ideals without complaint.

How many times can a person wander between life and death?Shi Yanwen didn't know that it was several months since he finished reading all the books about hardships in Zangshu Pavilion, and after that, he followed Su Huanzhen and watched him deal with all kinds of problems in the martial arts world. thing.

Seeing that Su Zhenzhen has experienced so many deaths and resurrection, but still clings to his idea of ​​"world harmony", Shi Yanwen admires such tenacity and at the same time feels powerless and distressed. Yes, powerlessness and Distressed.

What is powerless is that he can't help Su Zhenzhen escape from death. He can only watch him devote himself to this martial arts time and time again, and watch him occasionally reveal the fragility that has never been shown due to the death of his best friends and companions.

What hurts me is that Su Zhenzhen has worked tirelessly for the difficult situation time and time again. If it were him, he might not be able to persevere like Su Zhenzhen. After all, manpower is limited, and human destiny is also limited. All he can do is He tried his best to defend his homeland. When manpower was exhausted, he would find a suitable person who was willing and able to inherit his mantle and continue to defend his homeland. A person who can completely replace Su Huan, only Su Huan can become Su Huan, and no one else can become Su Huan.

Shi Yanwen didn't know how long he had been in this difficult situation in this state, one year?two years?Or ten years?He doesn't know, he only knows that the calamity of suffering is endless, the change of dynasty, the chaos of the dragon, the catastrophe of the divine land, the double body of the Buddha, the battle of the holy demon...

There seems to be no peaceful day in this world. With a wry smile, Shi Yanwen followed behind Yinzi, "Suffering, suffering, it is really a state where all living beings suffer, and there is no moment of peace..."

Yes, Yinzi, Su Huan's real body is now in the time city. For some reason, he couldn't leave the plight, and he couldn't even enter the bardo world and the time city. Therefore, during the time Su Zhenzhen was trapped in the time city He followed beside Tian Jue.

And with the passage of time, Shi Yanwen also changed from following Tianjue to following Wumengsheng and then to following Yinzi. Bian's acting style has changed to that of Su Huanzhen, who is dedicated to running around for the martial arts.

He thought that he would stay in this state of misery forever and could not leave.

but……

Until that day, on the top of Chonghui Holy Shore, a single person, bearing the fate of the world, turned against the wind and waited for the critical moment to come.

At this time, the black haze engulfed in anger, and a gleam of brilliance began to reveal above the sky.Thunder pierces the clouds and lightning flashes, intertwined around the cloud vortex, like a ferocious beast with its mouth open, waiting for the moment of death to come. The red lotus of the world blooms brilliantly in the world.

The heavenly mantra cast a spell to cast fire from the sky, and Shi Yanwen beside him was very anxious, but for some inexplicable reason, he couldn't get close to Feng Yinzi, so he could only watch him suffer from the fire from the sky. At that moment, Shi Yanwen felt as if he was with him He felt the same, as if his heart was being tormented on fire.

Things in the world are like lightning, samsara rolls like clouds fly, flames rise like Prajna, and burning smoke disturbs Dharmakaya.The white lotus goes to the dust, and once went to Zen, the lotus in the fire, born in the calamity, the sun pierces through the darkness, three thousand real fires, swallows the remnants of Yinzi, and the people in the burning flames endure the pain all over their bodies, waiting with their lives With the black cloud of misfortune disappearing.

And the soul standing aside was even more anxious, but the invisible barrier made him unable to do anything, and his mood also changed. He no longer wanted to see Su Zhenzhen die in front of his eyes, even if Su It's really not good to be separated, this kind of mood... this kind of mood makes Shi Yanwen startled...this...could it be that I, I, Mr. Bai Lian...

Shi Yanwen's eyes darkened, and his memories of the difficult situation flashed in his mind. He suddenly found that his concern for Su Huan had already surpassed the limit of ordinary friends, maybe...

The sky shines brightly, sprinkles on Shenzhou, is boundless and vast, and the world is illuminated by the sun, and when the first ray of dawn after the dark night dissolves penetrates Shi Yanwen's soul and shines on Yinzi, at this moment, Shi Yanwen seems to have heard The last voice of Yinzi's heart when he was dying, "It was my own choice, and on this road, my way is not alone... This glance is worth it..."

At the moment when Yinzi lost his soul, an invisible aura overflowed from Yinzi's dissipating body, flew to the sky, and disappeared. Even Shi Yanwen hadn't noticed this scene, but at the same time, Shi Yanwen seemed to hear Someone was calling him, "Yanwen...Yanwen...wake up...wake up!"

This is... Su Huan's real voice... it's... Mr. Bai Lian!

Shi Yanwen's soul seemed to be induced, and flew towards the sky involuntarily, just like the ray of light just now...

In the inner room of the Zhengqi Villa in the Central Plains, Shi Yanwen slowly opened his eyes, and saw that Su Zhenzhen was diagnosing his pulse. The fingers of the diagnosing pulse showed a careless breath, and he whispered softly, but the nervous look in his eyes was not caught. He concealed it, "Yanwen, you're awake!"

Was it just a dream... Shi Yanwen was a little confused... But, this dream was too real!

He looked up at the handsome man in front of him, and thought to himself, "Maybe, it's true... Maybe, that's Mr. Bai Lian's truly unknown past... The unspeakable past—the past in another world... ...no wonder...'

The more Shi Yanwen thought about it, the more complicated his emotions became. Although he didn't like other people's deception, he didn't care about Su Zhenzhen's initial deceit. People you know……

He had just caught a glimpse of himself in the attire of a person hiding the mirror. Although he didn't know why Su Zhenzhen would see through it, but what he experienced in the dream made him unwilling to hide any more from Su Zhenzhen, and temporarily put aside the contradictions in his heart. On the back of his head, he encouraged him to raise his hand that was weak due to sleepiness for many days, and gently patted the back of Su Huanzhen's hand, with a slight smile on his face, to calm Su Huanzhen's worried mood, "Yanwen is fine, it makes you worry." gone."

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ps: Shadow is here to talk about the emotional route of spa towards Susu: from Xijianliu to the moment of decisive battle, it is a normal friendship for friends, → in this dream (not so much a dream, it is better to say that Susu deliberately As for why the trip to the misery arranged for the spa ended only at Yinzi, Shadow will explain in the next chapter.), the only acquaintance in the misery (guess whether Su Zhenzhen is the one he knows, see After arriving, it was confirmed that it was indeed, but Su Zhenzhen here has never been to the Nine Realms)

→Admiration (for Susu’s contribution to the difficult situation)

→Distressed (for everything Susu has experienced, the so-called long-term love is like this)

→ Aware of my different emotions towards Susu (complicated emotions at the moment when Yinzi died, but not sure yet)

It takes time for Suzhen to be really beautiful. It also takes time for the spa to truly trust Susu and take Susu to heart.

Shi Yanwen, who was placed in the thunderbolt, read the spa of the General History of Distress and said: Who is that, Yanwen doesn't know.Even if people with the same name and surname have a similar past, but—different in appearance and temperament (probably?), that is not Yanwen, at least not Shi Yanwen from the Nine Realms, not... him!

Maybe the emotional development is a bit fast, but Yingying is really not good at writing emotional scenes, forgive me, forgive me~

pps: As for the fact that the spa cannot enter the bardo world and the city of time, it is because the bardo world is the transition between life and death, and people in it may be able to see the spa, not to mention the city of time.The suffering that spa comes to is the past of suffering, and the way of heaven will not allow him (an alien soul) to interfere with the development of suffering. Therefore, neither the time city nor the bardo world spa can enter.