Laughing at Chang'an

On the bright side, Geng Yan, as the third prince of the Guangming Empire, is not favored. He has done nothing in the political and military circles of the empire, and rarely attends social activities. It can be said that he is quite low-key.After Li Shen arrived at the Imperial Capital of the Western Continent, he learned that Geng Yan would return to the Imperial Imperial Military Academy in two days to give a public lecture on strategic deduction, so he used Li Tieyi's relationship to get himself a seat to attend. Just rushed to the classroom.

Regardless of his appearance or temperament, he was eye-catching enough. Li Shen sat on the seat with his arms crossed, and everyone in the classroom looked at him intentionally or unintentionally.He lowered his eyes expressionlessly, but his heart was not calm, until Geng Yan stepped on time and appeared at the door on time.

Li Shen suddenly raised his eyes.

When their gazes collided unintentionally, a trace of astonishment flashed in those ice-blue eyes, and then they moved away indifferently.Li Shen's heart seemed to be scalded by a soldering iron, and suddenly twitched. He stared blankly at the figure walking up to the podium. Even after another 100 years, he would never forget it...

At this moment, he knew that he had found Geng Yan, and at the same time, he understood that the Geng Yan in his memory was no longer there.

In fact, I knew it a long time ago, but I just didn't want to think about it.The Geng Yan in his memory was too beautiful, too beautiful to be real, like a character he imagined out of thin air.How can there be such a good thing?All the luck in the world seems to be concentrated on him alone, there is no sorrow, no pain, every day is as happy as a dream... Having experienced such happiness, how can he face this world without Geng Yan?

The next day, an invitation letter from Geng Yan was sent to the hotel where Li Shen was staying.Although he didn't show it, Li Shen had aroused Geng Yan's interest enough in yesterday's public class.Even that night, Geng Yan obtained Li Shen's detailed information. This was also due to the fact that Li Shen did not hide his identity at all, and even his name was clearly registered on the registration form for the open class.A budding young mercenary from Chang'an City, who has nothing to do with Geng Yan from any point of view, suddenly came to the imperial capital and appeared in the classroom of Geng Yan's open class... Beware of vigilance and suspicion, Geng Yan Yan was also completely aroused curiosity. Although the other party's eye-catching appearance played a big role, but more importantly, he couldn't see through those dark eyes.

Li Shen held the exquisite invitation card that invited him to dinner, and his gaze rested on Geng Yan's autograph at the bottom. The name was unfamiliar, but the handwriting was so familiar that it was hard to forget.It became increasingly difficult for him to tell whether this was a dream or reality. The discarded pocket watch was always on his chest, pressing heavily on his heart.

Dinner is in an elegant restaurant, in the box next to the window, you can see the night view of the entire imperial capital at a glance.An exquisite candlestick was lit on the table. Geng Yan was wearing a white casual dress embroidered with star ribs, with an azure threaded button pinned to his cuff. He looked quite relaxed and casual, and he did not hide his curiosity towards Li Shen in his words. , and even joked that it was love at first sight for Li Shen.

If the person sitting here is really the 20-year-old Li Shen, I am afraid he will be deceived by Geng Yan's appearance, but with more than a hundred years of life experience in his mind, Geng Yan's performance in Li Shen's eyes appears to be It's ridiculous.He watched Geng Yan's performance calmly and almost coldly, the only luck left in his heart was shattered little by little, and the small and humble fantasy was also crushed by the cruel reality that happened before his eyes.

He thought it was time to wake up.

"I had a dream." Li Shen said suddenly, unceremoniously interrupting Geng Yan who was introducing him to the style of the imperial capital, he was speaking, and stood up under Geng Yan's astonished gaze.

"In my dream, I fell in love with a person and stayed with him for the rest of my life..." Li Shen walked up to Geng Yan with his pocket watch, his eyes fell deeply into those ice-blue pupils, and he stared at him with some confusion. Looking into Geng Yan's eyes, "You are very similar to him."

Geng Yan frowned slightly.

Li Shen's gaze moved down slightly to Geng Yan's neck. He had an urge to break it... If the Geng Yan in front of him died, would the Geng Yan in his memory come back?

……impossible.

No one can understand what he lost. Fate made a big joke with him. It took away the most important person in his life, but gave him a second life, asking him to taste the pain in his whole life taste.

Li Shen turned to leave, but Geng Yan grabbed his wrist tightly. There was no disguised smile and kindness on his face, but he looked a little gloomy. He was silent for a moment, and then slowly said: "I still I've never been played like this before..."

Li Shen's wrist was tightly grasped by him, the strength seemed to break the bones inside, he frowned and explained: "I didn't mean to tease you, it's just... just a fluke."

The last few words made his mouth bitter, and the little luck of self-deception in his heart was really gone, and when he saw Geng Yan's face again, his chest was congested.Li Shen broke off Geng Yan's fingers clasped on his wrist one by one, and tried his best to control the tyrannical emotions that wanted to wring them off. He was in a terrible mood, and he just wanted to find a place to vent and numb his nerves that were about to collapse. A moment of relief from this unspeakable pain.

However, Geng Yan's left hand was broken away, but his right hand came up again. Li Shen was about to get angry, but Geng Yan sighed, held his hand and said: "I was too hard just now."

He stroked the bruise on Li Shen's wrist with his fingertips, and gently repaired the damaged flesh tissue with the source energy. Li Shen looked at his focused and gentle eyes in amazement, and his mind went blank for a moment, waiting for the reaction At the time, he had already lowered his head and kissed Geng Yan.

A deep and incomprehensible gaze flashed in his eyes, Geng Yan raised his hand to hold Li Shen's back of the neck, and actively opened his lips and tongue to deepen the kiss.A silent and long deep kiss ended, Li Shen propped up the back of the chair and the table, leaned over to stare at Geng Yan who was looking at him calmly, and slowly straightened up after a while.

He opened his mouth, but after all, he didn't say anything, and left in silence.However, the mania in his heart calmed down inexplicably. After returning to the hotel, he fell asleep on the bed.The next day, Li Shen didn't stay any longer, took the airship back to Chang'an, and then began to pick up the mission non-stop, no matter where the battlefield was, that crazy energy was like courting death. Unlocking, but no matter whether it is a woman or fine wine, there is no way to make his dead heart beat again. Only when he is on the battlefield, wandering on the edge of life and death, can he regain some sense of being alive.

Three years passed in the blink of an eye, and Li Shen, who was running around on various battlefields, accidentally heard the news of the death of the emperor of the Guangming Empire in the West.This is considered a big event in Fang Lu, there are a lot of news, whether true or false, it is said that the old emperor died suddenly, before he had time to make a will, the sons under him were very noisy, and it seemed that there was going to be a civil war rhythm.It's a pity that the Xilu Guangming Empire has a long-standing feud with the mercenary guild, and has always prohibited all activities of the mercenary guild within the country, otherwise this would be a great opportunity for the mercenaries to make a fortune.

Li Shen bit his dry rations and listened to others discussing the current situation of the Guangming Empire. The protagonists of the battle were the eldest prince and the second prince. Geng Yan, the third son, had always kept a low profile. So far, he hasn't indicated which of the two elder brothers he is attached to, and he doesn't know whether he is hesitating, or he is planning to watch to the end... This is a bit stupid.

Li Shen didn't think Geng Yan was a fool, but after finishing the task at hand, he still took the airship to the imperial capital of the Western Continent.This time, there was no Li Tieyi's intelligence network. He was as unfamiliar as a blind and deaf person. In fact, Li Shen didn't even think about what he was here for.

On the night of staying in the hotel, a thin envelope was stuffed in from under the door. Inside was a room card of the hotel and a blue threaded cufflink.Li Shen bit his cigarette and raised the cuff button in front of his eyes, narrowing his eyes and smiling.

After several years, Geng Yan didn't seem to have changed much. When Li Shen walked into the room, he was sitting on the sofa behind the wall reading a book.The light of the floor lamp shrouded the long golden hair, making it more dazzling against the bright color. Geng Yan raised his head to look at Li Shen who walked in, and smiled slightly.

"I received the news that you came to the imperial capital, and I want to see you, but the current situation is more sensitive, and I don't want to show up in public." He put down his book and stood up, picked up the communicator beside him, "Dinner is ready , I asked someone to deliver..."

Li Shen walked in front of him, took away the communicator in his hand with one hand, grabbed the back of Geng Yan's head with the other, and blocked the other party's words with his mouth.Geng Yan was pushed back on the sofa by him, with a few smiles in his eyes, he raised his head and kissed back more intensely, ripped off Li Shen's coat, and reached in to caress the hot and firm body inside.From the first time he saw Li Shen in the open class, he was undoubtedly seduced. This beautiful and dangerous beast stared at him unblinkingly, as if its gaze was about to be on him burning...

Li Shen gnawed down his neck, his dark eyes were filled with unmistakable desire, he pressed Geng Yan's right hand against the wall, bit the bulge on the other's chest, For a second, Geng Yan grabbed his hair and pulled it up abruptly, commanding in a deep voice, "Call me by my name."

The lips opened and closed but no sound came out, as if a basin of ice water had been poured on the headgear, the raging desire disappeared in an instant, Li Shen pulled the corners of his lips awkwardly, and silently lowered his eyes.

"……Feel sorry."

Putting a hand on his cheek, Geng Yan pressed Li Shen's head into his arms, and sighed silently.His pride does not allow him to be regarded as someone's substitute by Li Shen, and it is even more impossible to tolerate those eyes looking at someone else through him. However, this person in his arms has been pushed to the brink of collapse. Geng Yan knew exactly what Li Shen had done and what kind of life he was living. In just three short years, those eyes that once stared at him with burning heat had dimmed like burnt ashes.

"If the person you love loves you as much as you love him, then he must hope that you can live a good life." Geng Yan whispered, he knew that it was meaningless to say such words, but don't say these things , what can he say?

Say that I actually hope you can forget about him, or tell Li Shen that I want to chain you up and put you in a cage for me to enjoy alone? ——This kind of thing is not something to talk about, just do it.

Yes, he had decided to tame the beast.