[Brother Wars] Muttering Love Words

you in my memory

us in my dream

The first time I met was in the sweltering midsummer. Not long after I came back from the outside, I heard a regular knock on the door.

At that time, you were only three years old, and Aunt Wenzi led you to me with a small schoolbag on your back.

"Bazi will be Wujiu's younger sister from now on." Aunt Wenzi said to me with a smile. You hid behind Aunt Wenzi and refused to come out. Are you shy? It's so cute."

"No, mother is the one who is shy." You turned your head aside arrogantly, "I don't need a brother, it's enough for Bazi to have a mother."

"How can this be done, Bazi is going to grow up, what will Bazi do if mother is gone in the future?" Aunt Wenzi gently smoothed your shofar braids, the grief in her eyes you didn't see but was caught by me accidentally I saw it, but Aunt Wenzi just mouthed me and told me not to tell you.

It's not a big deal anyway, and I don't know Hachiko well.That's what I thought at the time.

"Hello, I'm Wujiu, Sim is my younger sister, and she hasn't come back yet." I introduced myself politely, and silently gave you 50 points in my heart. Too much dependence on others is a bad habit, and I wanted to wait for Sim Run away when you come back.

You pursed your lips without speaking, then retreated behind Aunt Wenzi, your dark green eyes stared at me vigilantly, tightly clutching the corner of Aunt Wenzi's clothes, for a long while, as if you were sure that I was not dangerous, and then poked out for a little while A body responded to me: "Hello, I am Bazi."

"Bazi and Wujiu go to play, Wujiu should take good care of my sister." Aunt Wenzi let me play with you and walked away after seeing that you were willing to talk to me.

I don't know what to play with you, so I can just stare at the sky outside the window in a daze, I'm thinking: Aunt Wenzi provided accommodation and food for Xim and me, so it's right to take care of her daughter, see It can be concluded that Aunt Wenzi likes her daughter very much. Every time she visits Sim and me, Aunt Wenzi will mention this Bazi. Sim is full of curiosity about her now. I don’t know if Sim will see her when he comes back. happy. ●ω●

Suddenly I felt the corner of my clothes being pulled, and I turned around to see your white and fleshy hands holding my clothes corner: "What's wrong?"

When you heard this, it was as if you were wronged by the sky, your big round eyes were covered with a layer of mist, and the water was shining, so pretty, but I was still very disgusted with girls who lost their temper for no reason, even if you were still a child .I frowned and grabbed your little hand, trying to save my new clothes from your claws.

"Do you not like Bazi?" Children don't know how to beat around the bush. My frown may have made you sensitive to my displeasure. You forcefully held back your tears, paused for a while, let go of your hand and said, " I don't want you to like it, I also want to hate you."

The crisp childish voice sounded harsh to my ears. Why do you hate me? I think this is very strange. According to what I understood at the time, what you meant was: you didn’t hate me before, but because of my behavior just now Pissed you off so now decide to hate me.

I think I've got the truth.

I have no experience in coaxing children, because Sim, like me, doesn't need such childish behavior at all, so I thought for a long time and didn't know what to do. I could only stand stupidly and watch you hug your knees and curl up in a corner into a ball.

After a long time, Jim finally came back, and he was overjoyed to see your soft and cute appearance.I felt liberated, even if it was a little unpleasant.

"I like you so much. What's your name? My name is Sim. You want to call me sister Sim." Sim rubbed your soft hair and sighed, "It's so fun."

"My name is Hachiko, hello, Sister Sim." You undid the dumpling and answered Sim obediently, which was completely different from the situation when you faced me.

Deduct 10 points for not being good to me!I will silently make a note for you from the bottom of my heart.It now appears that our first meeting was not a pleasant one. (laugh)

Later, Aunt Wenzi brought you to play more and more times, and my relationship with you gradually became familiar.

"Hug, Brother Wujiu, hug me." You stretched out your hands towards me with your small schoolbag on your back, your big round eyes gleamed with hope, "Bazi wants to hug Brother Wujiu."

I picked you up proficiently, and I repeated this action so often that when I heard the word 'hug', I was ready to fire... ≡￣﹏￣≡

"It's really embarrassing to hug Bazi at such a big age." I pinched your baby-fat face and laughed.

Why didn’t I notice your sticky attribute before? Maybe it’s because I wasn’t familiar enough before, but now I’m getting tired of it more and more. ╭(╯^╰)╮Although I also like you very much, I just want to get tired of you.

"My family will marry Brother Wujiu when I grow up." You said this very seriously, and you said it in a rigid manner, "Brother Wujiu, will you marry me?"

Marry Hachiko home?This idea sounds like a good idea, and I can score 95 points, but I already had someone I liked at that time, and the words of children should not be taken seriously. Every sister said that she would marry her brother when she was young.

"We'll talk about it when Hachiko grows up." I replied.

Then, Aunt Wenzi passed away. You were only 3 and a half years old at that time, and you couldn't even stand on the AT.

When Aunt Wenzi was dying, she specifically told me to take good care of you, saying that she didn't want to hand Bazi over to that heartless man who didn't even know what a family was.

Heartbroken?I think this word is a bit serious, and I signed an agreement with your father with the idea of ​​not letting you fool around with a bad uncle-I will take care of your life until you are 16 years old.

"Where did mom go?" You are ignorant of the concept of Aunt Wenwen's death, but you just vaguely feel that your mother can't be with you anymore, and because of this thought, you feel unbearably sad, with snot and tears flying together.

I still don't know how to comfort a child. Fortunately, you are strong enough and didn't cry for a long time, but your behavior became more sticky. You followed me closely except for going to the toilet and taking a bath, and you didn't even go to school. Sim also judged me as the most competent... babysitter. Orz

The time of raising children is simply a bitter history of blood and tears for me. If I talk too much, it will be tears. What a painful realization! Orz

But it was the best time of my life, I saw you grow, and it gave me satisfaction.

When you were 8 years old, I introduced you to Sim’s teammates and me to ensure your social interaction was normal. BlackBurn also had a child, so I asked his son Nue to play with you. It's better to say that you are taking care of Nue.

By the way, are you 8 years old and 4-year-old Nue practicing AT at home, is it really a man?I've always been skeptical about this, and I don't think you'll get along very well.

But you just stumbled and grew up like this.

The first time I felt that you might leave me was when you were kidnapped. The other party was a pedophile pervert. He took you away when you and Nue went to the park alone, and Nue called when he couldn’t find you. BlackBurn, cry and say you're gone.No one knew how panicked I was at that time, the other party was a pervert, I don't know if he would do anything to hurt you.

The rescue operation was carried out in secret, and the participants were all my friends. My former teammates did not participate, because in their eyes, I betrayed them. Both Sim and I wisely chose not to call the police. The police are just a drag for us. waste.

A group of Stormtroopers searched day and night for two days and finally found your location, the top floor of an abandoned building. The best way is for me to go in from the top of the building.

When they finally rescued you, you were dead, and the doctor said it was best to spend as much time with you as possible.

My method is to travel, I have been playing around with you since then, getting along day and night makes it impossible for me to discover your changes like others, and I still treat you as a child.

I still remember your menarche, you were so frightened that you cried, you grabbed my sleeve and kept telling me——

"Will I die? I don't want to leave Brother Wujiu."

Hearing that you are so dependent, my heart is twisted into a ball. You said that if one day it is not I who want to leave you but you who want to leave me, then I will behave worse than you.

I don't know and I dare not think about it.

That incident was resolved without any fear, but my heart felt like a lump, and it would come out to scare me in the dead of night or when you were not around.

I feel very distressed. I have always been self-sufficient and calm-headed and can't explain my distress. I give myself 65 points.

Later, we returned to a peaceful life (?) Your intelligence was completely influenced by me (?) Well, it’s ridiculous, even if you miss a lot of homework, you can still get excellent grades, but you got the problem of playing games, and then extended It became anime and manga, and then expanded to Two-dimensional. ==

I have been thinking: how did my sister become a dead house. Orz

I still remember that the first time I got your love letter was given to me by that brat, Nue. At that time, I was always thinking about how an elementary school student could find a love letter even in the middle of the country... =囧=

But with the help of this brat, Nue, you almost never received a love letter, and those who confessed in person were disturbed by Nue who arrived in time.

That was the first time I felt that you had grown into a very popular girl. This kind of inexplicable restlessness made me not in a good mood to do things for two consecutive weeks.My friend said that I successfully entered the world of sister-cons. After hearing this, I just smiled perfunctorily, but my heart became more and more irritable.

Like you, I am extremely sensitive to the surrounding things, but like you, I also have a vague feeling about myself. I can't figure out what I think about you for a while. I want to find a chance to verify my thoughts.

The opportunity found itself when you were a freshman in high school.

Your father is remarried, and he wants you to live in the house of his remarried partner with thirteen brothers. I agreed to his request. I want to take this opportunity to understand how I feel about you. As for the thirteen brothers, I admit, I didn't take them seriously at the beginning. I believe in your self-preservation ability. You have never been a docile cat. Your paws make the object of worry become the other party.

But the development of the matter was beyond my expectation. I could see that you were wronged when you came to me that time. You wanted to blame me why I didn’t go to you. I couldn’t tell you the reason, and you didn’t ask me. In my heart, listening to what you said, I know that you have gradually integrated into that family. Although I don't know what happened between you and them, I found that you have begun to regard them as your own protection.

I was worried, anxious, and annoyed. I began to question my decision to let you go away from me at the beginning, but I saw your intensified and sticky dependence. Darling, you are defenseless against me, you don't trust me like normal brothers and sisters, do you feel that being by my side is absolutely safe?

Under your coquettishness, I went to Asahina's house along the way, and happily gave them a warning. I want to let them know that my nature is different from theirs.

This trip has been very fruitful. I discovered the hidden love between the Asahina brothers for you. Maybe it was so subtle that they didn't even notice it, but I have to do a good job of protection. My sister can only be mine.

In the early hours of the morning, I received an urgent message that I had to leave immediately. I rubbed your little head in my arms reluctantly. Looking at your peaceful sleeping face, I was full of thoughts. What I have to do during this time It's too much and too risky, I can't put you in endless danger just because I want you by my side, that's too selfish, so I leave without saying goodbye.Thinking of the grievance that you might cover the quilt and cry secretly when you wake up makes me feel distressed, but I have to cut off contact with you for a while.

Someone once said:

'Fearless and lonely, because there must be someone in the world who is working hard towards you'

I don't know if I came to you or you came to me.I may not be the most suitable person for you. My heart is struggling. The feeling I have for the person I once liked is completely different from the feeling for you. I don't know which is the right emotion. I have feelings for you. The clearest emotion is - you are my sister.

Just my sister.

Only belong to my sister.

your blood

your meat

your bones

your temperature

your heart

Your soul

All of you

can only be mine

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