What to do if there are too many systems

"Chu Yu, right? Sit down, don't be nervous."

Fengcheng No.1 People's Hospital, Department of Psychiatry, over half a century old doctor Shao Lin said kindly with a smile like a spring breeze on his face.

Chu Yu exhaled lightly, let go of his hands that had been clenched all the time, and sat down opposite to the doctor.

Shao Lin noticed this detail and comforted him with a smile: "Don't be nervous, let's chat casually. By the way, do you want to drink water?" He said that there is a water dispenser next to him, and Chu Yu can pour it himself if he drinks water.

"No, thank you."

Chu Yu's body relaxed slightly, and Shao Lin's attitude relieved his tension very well.

"Then let's start talking. Have you encountered any problems recently?"

"...I just keep hearing someone talking in my ear."

"Auditory hallucinations?" Shao Lin wrote down a sentence in the medical record, "Do you still remember when this symptom appeared? How long has it been?"

"For a week, that's the night when there was a meteor shower."

"One week? It's not a long time." Shao Lin comforted softly, "Don't be nervous, just talk to someone. Can you describe what you heard?"

"What about the content?"

Chu Yu frowned and said in confusion: "I don't know how to tell you, that is, I can feel someone talking next to my ear, but I can't hear what is said. It feels like there is a layer of things, Some are like shouting from a long distance, messy and intermittent."

"Can't hear you?"

"Ah."

Chu Yu added: "And sometimes it feels like one person, sometimes it seems like two people, with different voices."

Shao Lin understood a little bit, recorded a few sentences, and asked, "What about now? Is there anyone talking in my ear now?"

"Not now."

Shao Lin nodded: "You said that sometimes there is one voice, and sometimes there are two voices. Is the voice you hear fixed? Or is it different every time?"

"It's fixed." Chu Yu affirmed.For a week, two voices whispered in his ear from time to time.Although he couldn't hear the content clearly, he was already very familiar with these two voices.

"Then do you think they are communicating with you? Or are they expressing something unconsciously?" Shao Lin guided patiently.

"It should be communicating with me." Chu Yu was not sure.

"Why do you think so?"

"Feeling." After hesitating, he looked at the doctor. "One more thing. These days I always have the same dream. In the dream, a little white cat kept jumping on me. I had this dream again last night, but the cat suddenly spoke, and the voice was as loud as my ears. I heard the same voice next to me."

Shao Lin was thoughtful: "You said that the white cat talked to you in the dream, do you still remember what it said?"

"Uh..." A look of embarrassment appeared on Chu Yu's face, "I don't remember too many, but I remember that it called me the king, said it was some kind of demon king system, and wanted to destroy the world with me..."

After talking about it, he couldn't go on talking by himself, and smiled at Shao Lin in embarrassment.

This kind of secondary school fantasy can be said to be interesting for thirteen or fourteen-year-old children, but it seems a bit ridiculous for Chu Yu, who is already a sophomore.

Chu Yu was very worried that the doctor would laugh at him, but Shao Lin listened very seriously, but his expression was slightly confused: "What is the devil system?"

"..."

Chu Yu had to explain embarrassingly again: "...Do you read novels? The system is the kind of cheats, adventures, etc. in novels."

"Is it like jumping off a cliff and picking up martial arts cheats in martial arts novels?" Shao Lin joked.

"Almost." Chu Yu laughed.

"I'm old and can't keep up with the trend." Shao Lin smiled self-deprecatingly, "By the way, Chu Yu, didn't you say you could hear two voices? There was only the little white cat in the dream, and there were other people or something?"

"I don't remember clearly, it seems not."

"Did you feel awake during this process?"

"It should be. I still know that I am dreaming, remind myself to wake up quickly."

Shao Lin bowed his head and recorded a few words.

"This is the first time you have auditory hallucinations, right? Have you had similar symptoms before?"

"No. But..." Chu Yu tried hard to recall, "I was suspected of being autistic for a while when I was a child. I did a lot of checks and found nothing wrong. Does that count?"

Shao Lin smiled: "That has nothing to do with these." He thought for a while and changed the question, "Have you encountered anything in your life recently? For example, unfair encounters, broken love or something?"

"no."

"Think about it carefully, is there a lot of pressure recently?"

"Not really."

"Hey..." Shao Lin glanced at the calendar on the table, "Is it the school exam week? How is it? Do you feel nervous because you can't finish your studies?"

"No." Chu Yu answered quickly, he really didn't feel nervous.

"What about nervousness? Sometimes you may feel that you are not nervous, but your subconscious mind doesn't think so." Shao Lin said gently, took the mental measurement chart made by Chuyu, and said patiently: "From the mental measurement you made According to the table and our chat, your spirit should be fine. As for the auditory hallucinations you mentioned, the initial judgment may be that you are under too much pressure. During the exam week, the subconscious mind will be more nervous. Generally speaking, the symptoms of auditory hallucinations It’s just hearing someone talking to me. As for the content of the talk, it may be a simple word or sentence at first, and gradually more and more. It’s rare for you to hear someone talking, but I can’t hear what I’m saying. My suggestion is to relax as much as possible and don’t put too much pressure on you. When you feel relieved, the auditory hallucinations will probably disappear. If you take medicine, I’ll prescribe less for you, and you take one first We'll see what happens next week."

"You mean I'm not mentally ill?"

"It's hard to say." Shao Lin explained, "First of all, your auditory hallucinations were too short, and second, you said that you have an exam recently, and you may be under too much pressure. My suggestion is to take some medicine first and try to relax. , Wait a few days to see if the situation is aggravated or alleviated before making a judgment."

"I see, thank you."

Chu Yu waited for the doctor to finish prescribing the medicine, said thank you again, and walked out with the bill of payment bowed his head.

It was quiet in the corridor.In recent years, although the news has always reported that the hospitals are overcrowded and the doctors are too busy with too many patients, the psychiatric department is an exception.After all, mental illness is a minority... Thinking of mental illness made him a little depressed.No one is willing to admit that he is mentally ill, and of course Chu Yu is not willing.According to the doctor, he should not be mentally ill, but he might be too nervous.

He tried his best to recall his recent experience. Cary was not short of living expenses, everyone in the dormitory got along well, and there were no conflicts.Although it's exam week now, he doesn't have high demands on himself, he just needs to pass the exam, and he doesn't want a scholarship anyway.

Where did his pressure come from?

Thinking in a mess in his mind, Chu Yu was completely out of state, lowering his head and turning along the corridor inertially.

"Well……"

Someone from the opposite side bumped into him.

"Isn't it..." He subconsciously apologized.

slap!

Before he could finish his sentence, he watched the other party's mobile phone fall freely, and cracks like spider webs occupied the entire screen.

"Sorry, sorry."

Chu Yu secretly called it unlucky, before he had time to see the other party's reaction, he hurriedly bent down to pick up the phone.The owner of the mobile phone happened to bend over to pick it up, and their arms collided again.Chu Yu was in a trance, and seemed to be no longer in the hospital in a blink of an eye.

This is where?

Just as doubts arose, piercing screams rang beside his ears.He was so frightened that he looked over, and saw a woman in a yellow floral dress scrambling and falling to the ground, with one hand desperately stretched in his direction, her lips moved as if to say help.Large swaths of blood fainted from the woman's back, and dropped to the ground drop by drop.

Behind the woman, a little girl in a pink princess dress cried out in fear, her beautiful pigtails were scattered, and someone's blood was stained on her face.

Chu Yu's heart beat violently as if it had burst.Someone has killed someone, and the idea suddenly arises.Facing the woman's pleading eyes, he subconsciously wanted to step forward.

"Someone killed someone!"

A shrill cry appeared behind him, and bit by bit, the surrounding scene changed from blurred to clear.More figures appeared, men, women, old people, children... some screamed, some cried, and some ran around like headless chickens.

"Mom and Dad!" The child's cries were caught in the middle... Chu Yu's head hurt like it was exploding.

"Get out of the way, don't get in the way!"

Someone pushed Chu Yu, he staggered and fell forward to the ground.Shadows shrouded his head, the light gray jacket was stained with blood, and the face could not be seen clearly, only the sharp blade was slashed towards him.

"Stop the police!"

In the blink of an eye, a black shadow rushed against the flow of people and landed on Chu Yu.The cold blade cut through the clothes and pierced into the flesh, blood splashed on Chu Yu's face, the feeling of fishy heat was truly terrifying.Chu Yu looked anxiously, and the final frame was a handsome and forbearing face.

"Are you OK?"

A magnetic and deep voice sounded, and the picture in front of him disappeared, as if someone was talking to him.Chu Yu realized that he was still bending over, he got up in a daze, and what caught his eyes was a face with a deep memory.

Chu Yu had seen this face just now, it was the policeman blocking him.The tip of his nose seemed to be able to smell the hot blood, and Chu Yu could no longer hold himself against the wall and retched.

"Would you like a place to sit?"

The strange man showed concern, supported Chu Yu and asked a question.

Chu Yu waved his hand: "No, nothing."

He wiped his face with the back of his hand indiscriminately, only to feel that the auditory hallucination that hadn't appeared for a long time appeared again.The voice seemed a little anxious, and kept yelling at him.He supported the wall to stand firm, tried his best to block out the voices in his ears, and felt a little embarrassed towards the man.

"Sorry, I dropped your phone."

After a while, Chu Yu finally calmed down.He was still in the hospital, no one killed him, and no one wanted to kill him, everything just now was just his hallucination.

"It's okay." The man spoke very well, put the phone with the broken screen in his pocket, and pointed to the side: "I see that your complexion is not very good, do you want to sit over there for a meeting. I remember that there is hot water and sugar at the nurse's desk. Do you want to drink some water slowly?"

"no need."

Chu Yu felt that he didn't want to eat anything now, nor did he want to drink water.He was still thinking about the phone with the broken screen, and said, "I'll pay for the phone with you."

"No, I'll just change the screen myself."

Seeing that he was fine, the man raised his hand to look at the time and said, "I have an appointment with a doctor and I'm leaving first, you should go home early if you're fine."

He waved his hands and strode away.

Chu Yu turned around in a hurry, and saw the man push the door and enter the department he had just left - the second psychiatric clinic

"..."

Patient?

Chu Yu thought about it and sighed. He didn't know what was going on with the other party. He himself estimated that the problem was serious, and there was another hallucination besides auditory hallucinations.Fleeing crowds in panic, sharp cries, lunatics beating people everywhere... Is he under so much mental stress?

Is it dreaming of destroying the world, or someone chopped off his brain?

This is too abnormal, right?

Chu Yu kicked the corner irritably, hesitating whether to register again and tell the doctor about his new situation.

The only thing that can comfort him is that at least he was not really hacked, and someone rescued him at the critical moment.

Saved him... Chu Yu suddenly froze.

He realized later that before today, he didn't know the man just now, and he had never seen him before.

But why did the man save him in his hallucination?