I'm pregnant with my nemesis' cub

Ruan Zhi's kiss hurts.

No, his can't call it a kiss at all, it's just biting, like a beast hunting for food.

Qin Sheng wanted to hide from the pain, but Ruan Zhe wrapped his head around the back of his head with one hand to prevent him from moving. Qin Sheng stretched out his hand to push him, but there was still an arm imprisoned around his waist.

During the struggle, the two knocked over the bottles and cans on the table, and the paint flowed out onto the white paper below.

"... Ruan Zhe..." Qin Sheng called his name intermittently, but got no response.

Ruan Zhi stretched out his hand and swung all the things on the table to the ground, leaving a large space, then hugged Qin Sheng and pressed him on the table.

"You...let me go!" Qin Sheng's face was pale, he tried hard to push Ruan Zhi away, but the people above were like rocks.

"Didn't you ask me where I usually paint?" Ruan Zhi took off the belt and tied Qin Sheng's hands to the anti-theft net on the window, "On this table, I will draw you."

After he finished speaking, he tore off the cloth on the oil painting and threw it aside, the portrait in the painting fell into Qin Sheng's horrified eyes.

That's... him.

When he was in high school, he was wearing a school uniform.

Qin Sheng's eyes were red, Ruan Zhi's words seemed to be love words at first glance, but his tone was colder than the winter solstice.

Before Qin Sheng could speak, his T-shirt was pushed up.

Ruan Zhe pressed down to torture him, painted Qin Sheng's body, and soon his pants were thrown on the ground, and the man almost forced his way in.

Qin Sheng gasped. He was gripping the belt tightly, his nails got stuck in the leather, and quickly scratched the skin.

He hasn't done it for five years, and Ruan Zhe didn't give him any extensions, not even any moisturisers.

It felt like sandpaper was being worn across the walls.

This kind of silent venting is simply rape.

Qin Sheng's veins burst from pain, he bit his lips tightly to prevent himself from making any sound.

He didn't beg for mercy, didn't even whimper, he turned his pale face away from looking at Ruan Zhe, but found that "Qin Sheng" in the oil painting was looking at him.

The eyes were a little contemptuous, as if mocking him: You really deserve it.

Ruan Zhi didn't say a word to Qin Sheng, and didn't even kiss him again.

The man prolongs the time deliberately, as if he wants to drag this torture endlessly.

It seems like a century has passed.

The sky outside the window darkened, and the light and shadow projected in through the window on the second floor, illuminating half of Qin Sheng's face.

His body is full of paint, and when the moonlight shines in, he still has the feeling of performance art.

Qin Sheng bent one leg, his whole body seemed to be paralyzed, his hands were untied by Ruan Zhe, and the skin around the wrist bones was all worn out.

The man sat on the sofa smoking a cigarette, and neither of them spoke a word for three hours.

Qin Sheng smelled the smell of smoke, and finally couldn't help it after holding back for a long time, and asked Ruan Zhe in a hoarse voice, "Is there still smoke?"

Mars is extremely bright in the dark night, even though Ruan Zhe hid himself in the darkness, Qin Sheng could still find him at a glance.

"If it wasn't for the addiction to cigarettes, would you not have planned to talk?" Ruan Zhi asked him.

Qin Sheng didn't want to admit it, but he was really addicted to cigarettes, and he would die if he didn't smoke, so he had no choice but to ask again, "Can you give me one?"

Ruan Zhe was almost killed by this anger.

He didn't give Qin Sheng a cigarette, but he didn't smoke any more. Qin Sheng watched the spark disappear, and then he went downstairs.

Don't leave him here alone overnight.

Qin Sheng glanced at himself feebly, his body was pretty, and his skin must be even better.

Don't say that he looks like this now, not to mention others seeing it, but he himself wants to fuck it when he sees it.

In case that apprentice comes up...

Before he could finish his thoughts, he heard footsteps on the stairs.

"Dengtuzi" came up with a blanket, walked over to wrap Qin Sheng up, and planned to carry him away without any intention of discussing with him.

"Where are you taking me?" Qin Sheng asked weakly.

"Go home and take a shower." Ruan Zhi said indifferently.

"No, take me back to the hotel." Qin Sheng held him down, lowered his eyebrows and said, "I can't delay my evening flight."

They both knew it was better not to say it, because it was useless.

But Qin Sheng still said it.

So Ruan Zhe, who was supposed to be hugged and put into the car, was directly thrown on the back seat.

In fact, Qin Sheng didn't book a return ticket, he deliberately lied to Ruan Zhe.

As for why he didn't buy the return trip, Qin Sheng himself couldn't explain clearly.

Maybe you just don't want to leave so quickly.

Ruan Zhi's home is not far from the studio, 10 minutes' drive away.

I don't know where this cyclist conjured up a four-wheeled car.

The house is on the second floor, the age of the house is not new, it looks a bit old.

One bedroom and one living room, about [-] square meters, is very different from the high-end apartment Ruan Zhe lived in in the past.

However, although the sparrow is small and well-equipped, there are many living facilities, and there is a bathtub in the bathroom. The quality of life and taste are still at the level of that young master.

It just doesn't smell like daisies.

Everyone said that it is easy to go from frugal to extravagant, but difficult to go from extravagant to frugal. Qin Sheng couldn't help but want to ask Ruan Zhe, do you regret it?

For an unworthy person like him, everything in the past was lost.

does it worth?

Suddenly, something fluffy came over his feet, which startled Qin Sheng.

He looked down, just in time to see a pig...er, no, a cat lying at his feet, studying his colorful toes.

The cat seemed to have smelled a familiar smell and came over to check it out, but it had been too long, and it was not sure.

This smell seems to be its little brother, but the smell of paint covers the human.

Is this... a puppet?

Ruan Zhi is still raising it.

Qin Sheng was stunned for a moment, and just about to squat down, the cat ran away with a "scratch".

Don't you know...?

It's just that he hasn't seen him for five years, has he already been forgotten?

Qin Sheng stared blankly at it and hid under the sofa. Before he finished feeling sad, Ruan Zhe lazily hugged it into the bathtub.

The man didn't say anything, left the man behind and went out.

Qin Sheng paused and thought for a long time before reaching out to turn on the shower.

Some of the pigments were not easy to wash off, and after a few hours, they all stuck to the body, and the skin was rubbed red before barely fading away.

Ruan Zhi must have done it on purpose.

Well, he did it on purpose.

At this moment, the door was opened, and Ruan Zhi walked in naked. Before Qin Sheng could react, the other party had already stepped into the bathtub with one leg.

"Hey, you..." Qin Sheng felt a little embarrassed, just as he was about to turn around, Ruan Zhe pressed his shoulders and pushed him back.

"What are you, stand still." Ruan Zhi's indifferent voice was in stark contrast to the scalding hot water.

From the corner of his eyes, Qin Sheng saw that he brought in a bottle of something, like scrub, Ruan Zhe took a lump and emulsified it in the palm of his hand, and then began to wander around Qin Sheng's body.

"...Ruan Zhe...Don't...what is it?" Qin Sheng was so ashamed, and when the second half of his face was wiped off, he was turned over.

"Specially for washing paint." Ruan Zhi watched him deliberately keep a distance from himself, so he put his arms around his waist and carried Qin Sheng under the hot water, and began to wash his front.

Qin Sheng blushed completely, and regardless of the injury on his hand, he directly grabbed his hand that was stretched down, and said shyly, "No, no need, I can wash it myself."

"I've been touching it all afternoon, why are you shy?" Ruan Zhe looked at him a little speechlessly, "Remove your hand, the wound will be soaked in water."

In this way, Qin Sheng was washed up and down by his hands, inside and out, and then he was wrapped in a bath towel and carried to the bed.

Ruan Zheguai went back to take a shower, and when he came out, he brought in a small medicine box from the living room to clean Qin Sheng's wound.

The entire wrist was worn out, and the palms of the hands were covered with fingernail marks. When taking a shower just now, Ruan Zhe found that the fingernails were covered in blood.

This kid is pretty hard on himself.

Ruan Zhe glanced at him, said nothing, and wiped it off for him with a cotton swab dipped in alcohol.

The movements are very light, and they are completely different from the beast in the afternoon.

Qin Sheng's bath towel fell apart, his waist and thighs were pinched purple by Ruan Zhe, and the bruises were quite symmetrical, looking horrible and shameful from above, Qin Sheng quickly covered them up again.

Ruan Zhe witnessed the whole process, and smiled almost inaudibly, in exchange for a fierce stare from Qin Sheng.

The two "eye-to-eye" a few times, and after a while they rolled on the bed again.

This time, Ruan Zhe was much gentler than in the afternoon.

Although he still didn't wear a condom, he was no longer venting.

Qin Sheng enjoyed it quite a bit, and wanted to raise his head to kiss someone during the process, but Ruan Zhi didn't let him succeed.

Know that this behavior itself is a silent resistance.

Qin Sheng knew why he was like this, and his heart turned cold instantly, as if a basin of cold water had been poured from head to toe.

After tossing and turning all night, Qin Sheng didn't wake up until the next afternoon.

He was drugged by Ruan Zhe, whether it was on his wrist or there.

It hurts a little bit, but it's still acceptable.

The pajamas Qin Sheng was wearing belonged to Ruan Zhe. After calming down for a while, he lifted the quilt and got out of bed.

Ruan Zhe was cooking in the kitchen, but he couldn't find any slippers, so he walked over barefoot.

The man turned his head and glanced at him lightly, did not speak, and continued to cook with his head down.

Qin Sheng knew that he was blaming himself, endured the pain in his heart, thought for a while and said, "Let's talk."

"Tell me," Ruan Zhi said, "I'll listen."

Looking at his back, Qin Sheng felt more pain in his heart. He walked over and grabbed Ruan Zhe's arm, and said in a trembling voice, "Look at me."

It's like crying.

No matter how hard Ruan Zhi tried, he couldn't stand Qin Sheng crying.

Ruan Zhi turned around, Qin Sheng stood on tiptoe and wanted to kiss him.

The moment they were about to meet, Ruan Zhe turned his face sideways.

Qin Sheng burst into tears, he moved to the other side to kiss him, the man avoided again.

"What on earth do you want?!" Qin Sheng cried, "I don't want you to bully people like this."

"I bully people?" Ruan Zhi looked down at him, "Who left me and ran away alone, how much money did my dad give you to let you leave me, huh?!"

Growling is a better way to express anger than swearing.

Ruan Zhi didn't want to take care of Qin Sheng's mood, he was more wronged than Qin Sheng, and wanted to cry even more, "For five years, I've been looking for you for five years, do you know how I got here all these years?"

"People say that you know the taste by eating the marrow. I love you like crazy, but you try your best to escape from me. Qin Sheng, who is more bullying between us?"

He paused and asked, "Do I make you sick like that?"

Qin Sheng started to twitch with distress, he tried his best to maintain his standing posture, raised his eyes to look at Ruan Zhi, but found that he couldn't speak a word.

He seemed speechless.

It also seems to be banned.

"Since it's so disgusting, what are you doing when you come back? Don't tell me you just happened to pass by the door of the studio, and you happened to come in to buy a few paintings. You said you couldn't delay the evening flight, but there was no flight to the United States last night. !" Ruan Zhe looked at him indifferently, "What do you want me to do? Do you have to see me living on the street before you give me alms?"

"Qin Sheng, did you really love me?"

Qin Sheng's tears fell, he began to pant violently, and the veins on his neck burst.

Those tears fell on Qin Sheng's white instep, like the cleanest dewdrops in the morning.

Seeing him like this, Ruan Zhi softened his heart a little. From the corner of his eye, he noticed that Qin Sheng was not wearing shoes, so he reached out to hug him up and put him on the sofa.

He reached out to wipe Qin Sheng's tears, and said without emotion, "Don't cry, what's the use of crying, I won't feel bad."

These words seemed to be useful, Qin Sheng turned his face away and calmed down for a while, when he turned around, the tears were gone.

Ruan Zhe sat on the tea table, put his hands on his legs, and asked him, "Why did you come back?"

Qin Sheng took a deep breath, and without looking at him, he opened his lips and said, "Ruan An said that you are having a bad life, let me come and see you."

"So?" Ruan Zhe smiled helplessly, "You see that I am living like this now, but you still plan to leave at night, so what's the point of you coming or not, do you just want to send me a long way? "

Qin Sheng glared at him, the eyeballs almost fell out.

Ruan Zhi completely ignored his beard blowing and staring, and continued to ask, "If I have a bad life, will you stay because of guilt?"

"You could have had a good life." Qin Sheng said.

"I can't live without you." Ruan Zhi slumped his shoulders as if discouraged, "Qin Sheng, the biggest problem between the two of us is that you don't believe me. If you don't believe that I can't do without you, don't believe that I am right. Your love, don't believe we can have a future."

He lowered his head and smiled helplessly, "It's fine if you don't believe me, but you actually believed my dad. Do you know that the day after you left, he called the girl he liked to come home, Our home."

Qin Sheng raised his head abruptly.

what?

"Let's let the past go, it's meaningless, and I don't want to mention it." Ruan Zhi raised his head again, "Since you're back now, I want to ask you, have you ever liked me?"

Qin Sheng clenched his fingers silently, "Do you think I don't like you?"

"I don't want to think about it." Ruan Zhi said, "Qin Sheng, I remember I said I didn't want to guess you, so I'll ask you one last time, have you ever liked me?"

"I love you." Qin Sheng blurted out.

As soon as these three words came out, Ruan Zhe was stunned.

"I love you, because I love you, so I let go, I thought you could live a brilliant life," Qin Sheng knelt on the sofa, he reached out to hold Ruan Zhi's face, "I'm sorry, I was wrong."

Ruan Zhi's eyes were also red, he was silent for a moment, and asked Qin Sheng, "How do you prove it?"

Qin Sheng thought for a while, looked into his eyes and said.

"My life is up to you."

Qin Sheng really never thought that Ruan Zhe would have such an unsatisfactory life.If Ruan Zhi married a wife and had children as expected, then Qin Sheng would never come back to disturb his peaceful life.

But... things backfired.

"I give you my life," Qin Sheng repeated, he knelt two steps forward, looked down at Ruan Zhe, "this time, I won't be separated from you even if I die."

The corners of Ruan Zhi's lips moved a little, almost imperceptibly.

Qin Sheng didn't wait for his response. After a while, he mustered up his courage and said, "Can I kiss you?"

Ruan Zhi didn't agree, but he didn't refuse either. He just looked at Qin Sheng quietly, as if waiting for an arrangement.

"Then I'll take it as your agreement." Qin Sheng's heartbeat was terribly fast, he leaned over, grabbed Ruan Zhi's clothes with one hand, as if he was afraid that he would go away, he leaned over cautiously, and kissed Ruan Zhi's lips valve.

It's soft and icy, it tastes like Ruan Zhe, but it lacks some warmth.

He tentatively stuck out the tip of his tongue and licked it, but Ruan Zhi didn't respond to him.

It felt as if someone had poured cold water on it. Qin Sheng felt the chill rushing up, and he tried hard for a few more minutes before finally giving up.

Ruan Zhe was like an ice cube, no matter how much he kissed, there was no response.

Qin Sheng felt uncomfortable, so he withdrew, but just as he was about to let go of the other's lips, Ruan Zhi held the back of his head and pressed down hard.

"This time, I won't let you go."

They collapsed on the sofa and shared a lengthy, long-lost reunion kiss.

The author has something to say: there is only one more chapter to end~ Our little Shengsheng has come to the end of all hardships~