i have always liked you

On the second day of the holiday, I woke up around ten o'clock in the morning.

I swept my right hand to the side, half-opened my eyes, empty.

Hmm... what about Xu Ci?

I woke up instantly.

I sat up, got out of bed, got clothes from the closet, and changed into pajamas in the bedroom.

Just after putting on my shirt, with my hair still under my shoulders, the door opened.

I look at her.

"Sorry, sorry." Xu Ci bent his lips and covered his eyes, "I didn't know you were changing clothes, and I didn't mean to see your legs."

I don't know when she woke up, she's fully dressed and I...

I said blankly: "...it doesn't matter."

With my back to her, I brushed my hair out first, and then I started to put on my pants pretending to be calm.

Or to show my thighs in front of her for the first time, this statement doesn't seem right, anyway, I'm... a little shy.

When I turned around again, Xu Ci was sitting on a chair, looking at the photo frame on the table in his hand.

I pursed my lips and smiled, went into the bathroom to brush my teeth and wash my face, when I heard Xu Ci asking: "Xiaoxiao, what are you having for lunch later?"

I feel much better today, and the dryness in my throat is almost gone. I brushed my teeth and answered vaguely: "Shall I eat outside? You can go shopping today, and I'm going back to school tomorrow."

"But will your cold get worse?" She came over, stood by the door, leaned on the door to look at me, and asked worriedly.

I put the toothbrush into the cup and looked at her, "No, don't worry."

The curtains have been drawn, the weather is very nice today, it is a good choice to go out for a walk, although I am lazy and don't like to go out, but since Xu Ci is here, I can't let her stay at home with me until it gets dark. It will be dawn.

After packing everything up, we headed out.

Although City M is not a big city, its economy in the province is second only to City C. It has developed very well for so many years. I have been here for so many years. Although I am not familiar with every location, but It's no problem to take Xu Ci around.

I asked her, "Do you have anything special to eat?"

Xu Ci thought for a moment, pursed her lips slightly, and kept saying "um..." in a nasal voice, and then she said, "I searched a lot about this city, it seems that the local rice noodles are delicious?"

"Just rice noodles?" I took her hand.

"No, let's eat something else. It's already noon, and I feel better eating rice."

"Okay." I led her to a nearby store with a good reputation, "Why don't you know about this city?"

"Because you are from here." Xu Ci scratched my palm, smiled at me and bent her beautiful eyes, "At that time, I thought, if I could get closer to you, I would come here no matter what. Play, and then pester you to be my tour guide."

I raised my chin slightly, "The treatment is good, now I take the initiative to be your tour guide."

She laughed twice, stopped, and squeezed my face with the other hand.

There are really a lot of people visiting M City during the May Day holiday. Some passers-by are taking selfies, some are walking in a hurry, some are waiting for milk tea by the side of the road, and some are sitting on chairs.

The sun is really warm, not hot, and in a few days, the streets will be full of short sleeves.

Xu Ci also said that he would take some photos with me, and I agreed.

After dinner, I asked her: "Is there any place you want to go?"

"Yes."

"where?"

"Huang's alley."

Huang's Alley is a well-known snack street in the city, or in the whole province. It is especially crowded on weekends, not to mention it is still May Day.

"are you hungry?"

"Not hungry."

I laughed: "Let's go then."

But if she wanted to go, of course she would, even though we had just eaten.

Huang's alley is not too far from where we are now. I thought about it, maybe I can walk there in 20 minutes. Xu Ci also suggested walking to digest food. She said that she just felt quite strong.

I talk less in front of outsiders, but more in front of acquaintances, not to mention that this person is Xu Ci.

I introduced her the local characteristics along the way. As a qualified "tour guide", Xu Ci always looked at me with gentle eyes, echoed me from time to time, and asked me many questions with a smile.

When passing by a clearing bar, I stopped.

Xu Ci looked at me suspiciously, "What's wrong here?"

This bar is called "Is it dawn?" The exterior decoration looks very low-key, but the inside is not clear at all. There is a small bridge at the entrance, which is antique.

I smiled and decided not to tell her, "No, go in and have a look, it's been a long time since I was here last time."

"Well, okay."

What do I want to do?

Singing.

I promised to give it to her long ago, but it has not been implemented yet. I don’t bother to take out the guitar at home. The male god likes to come here to drink, and then take me to experience it, and I ended up drinking juice here.

It is completely different from the daytime outside now. The interior decoration of this bar is very soft, the windows block most of the light, the store is dimly lit, the wall paintings are very artistic, and there are some ubiquitous There are small potted plants, a row of bar counters, and behind the bar counters are several round tables and chairs, followed by a small stage with guitars, a stool and a microphone.

When I used to come here, I would occasionally meet someone playing on stage.Lin Xi even encouraged me, but I never went up there once.

All in all, the design of this store is very simple, the store is not big, but it is very warm. The light music played in the store is very relaxing, everyone speaks in a moderate voice, and the atmosphere is very harmonious.

I sat down with Xu Ci, each ordered a glass of juice.

There were not many people around. After a while, the waiter brought over the juice. I took it and said, "Thank you."

"It's been a long time, Xiao Ke." The person carrying the plate spoke with a smile in his voice.

When I looked up, I saw clearly that this was not the waiter, but the owner of the store, everyone called her Miss Peng.

I don't know the exact age of Sister Peng, but she is in her 40s and has a good temperament.

"Ah..." I quickly put down the glass and said to her, "Long time no see, Miss Peng."

Once before, she saw me drinking juice alone in the corner, and then she came over and told me a lot, saying that she hadn’t seen a little girl like me for a long time, and that I was a bit like her daughter, but her daughter She passed away because of a car accident, and she divorced her husband, so she came to M City alone to open a house clearing bar.

Very short and very sad.

Later, I gradually became acquainted with her a lot.

Sister Peng pulled out the chair and sat down, still with that kindly look on her face, "Bring friends to clean up?"

I pursed my lips and smiled, "I want to sing a song today."

Xu Ci looked at me in surprise, and I nodded to her.

I said to Sister Peng: "Let me introduce to you, my girlfriend, Xu Ci."

"Hey." Sister Peng looked at us in shock, "Did I hear you right?"

Xu Ci smiled obediently and shyly, and said politely: "Hello, Sister Peng."

...It felt like I was taking her to meet her parents again.

Sister Peng nodded lightly, smiled generously and said, "Hello, little girl, have fun."

Another person came to the store and sat down around us. I took a sip of juice and pointed to the stage, "Then I... am on stage?"

After singing, I have to take Xu Ci to Huang's alley.

"Go." Sister Peng said, "The microphone is on."

I coughed, walked slowly onto the stage, picked up the guitar that was leaning on the side, then sat on the stool and adjusted the position of the microphone.

A stranger looked at me and raised his hand encouragingly.

The last time I was on stage was at the high school art festival, this time maybe because Xu Ci was under the stage, I was a little more nervous than before.

I adjusted the tone of the guitar again, and then whispered into the microphone: "The title of the song is "If We Never Met".

Someone below applauded, my eyes were on Xu Ci all the time, I smiled at her, brewed up my emotions, played a note, and I started to sing.

if we never met

where would i be

if we never met

this song doesn't exist

……

gray dog ​​and white cloud

with you by my side

What fear is there in hasty reincarnation

that day that moment that scene

you appear in my life

……

This song has more than one meaning, but like some people, I think it is a confession song full of love. My singing method is also different from the original song. Same.

When I sang to the end, my eye sockets gradually became moist.

I think, maybe all the luck in the previous 18 years was saved at the moment when I met Xu Ci.

At the end of the last note, there was constant applause in the store. I smiled embarrassedly and said, "This song is for me..."

I looked at Xu Ci.

"girlfriend."

"thank you all."

The whistle sounded, I put the guitar back in place, bowed slightly and stepped off the stage.

When I got off the stage, I felt that I was singing in front of all these people... stupid.

Xu Ci's tears were already falling, I quickly took out a piece of paper and wiped it for her, and said nervously, "Don't cry."

Both she and I are afraid to see each other's tears.

Sister Peng stood up and gave me a look, "Go to the small private room next to me."

She wiped away her tears, but there was no trace of water on her face, with a smile in her eyes, "It's pretty good."

I smiled: "Thank you, Ms. Peng."

I walked towards the private room with Xu Ci's waist in my arms, and someone gave us a thumbs up, "Beauty, you are amazing! Bless you!"

I gave an awkward yet polite smile, "Thank you..."

I laughed too much today, I think.

The door was closed, and the hustle and bustle outside was cut off. I put Xu Ci's bag on the sofa, and pulled her to sit down.

Then he turned his body and wiped her tears meticulously.

A few seconds passed.

"Why did you sing suddenly?" My hand was grabbed by her.

There were still tears in her eyes that were about to fall again, I looked at her: "Huh? Didn't I always say that I would sing to you? I still have many songs you like in my mobile phone, um..." I stopped, "But I haven't finished learning. I haven't heard some before and I'm still learning. Anyway, I can sing to you in the future, as long as you don't get tired of listening."

I took her hand off and looked down.

After she asked me this question, I just remembered, is it not good to be so high-profile, what if she doesn't like it?

In my heart, I began to regret my impulsiveness again. Is it the best choice to be at home?

I couldn't help but sigh.

Is it self-defeating?I couldn't help thinking, otherwise why would Xu Ci ask me this question.

"Smile." She called me, holding my face in her hands and letting me look at her, and within a few seconds, tears gathered in her eyes again, and the tip of her nose turned red.

I hurriedly hugged her, patted her on the back, and said regretfully: "I'm sorry, I didn't expect you to dislike me so much..."

It was sad and a little sad and lost at the same time, I thought she would like it.

Sure enough... It's not suitable for me to play romance on my own.

She was breathing calmly, and I said, "Never again, sorry sorry."

The next second, she got up from my arms, stopped crying, shook her head and said, "I like it very much, and there is nothing I don't like."

"I'm just so happy," she said.

"That's why I can't stop crying," she said.

I was comforted, as long as she didn't dislike it.

I snorted softly, "Xu Crying Bag Ci."

"You can cry if you cry." She chuckled twice, looked at me seriously and gently for a moment, "Anyway... I like you the most."

This sentence completely calmed my anxiety, alas, am I the only one who likes such sweet and greasy words?No matter how many times you listen to it, you won't get tired of it.

"The cold won't get worse, right?" Her hand brushed away my hair, and she gradually leaned her head closer.

I smiled and shook my head, "No."

I raised the corner of my mouth, held her shoulder with one hand, and gently pinched her chin with the other, and leaned forward to kiss her.

I also like you the most.

I like it very much.

I like it so much that I want to tell the world.

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