i have always liked you

During dinner at night, Lin Xi was still asking me why Xu Ci wasn't with us.

I said how do I know.

Since I finished that sentence at noon, she has returned to the dormitory at high speed.

For the third time, I didn't leave time to say goodbye.

However, in fact, I really don't understand her feelings very well. I have never had a crush on others, let alone an open love.

When I was young, my parents were very busy, busy working hard, often away from home to go on business trips, about four or five years old, my sister was at home and I was always there, my sister was six years older than me, and I wanted to She has to take care of me while studying, but she is really strict.

The four words "Qingdou Chukai" don't make any sense to me at all.

Many people around me started to fall in love in junior high school, and I also received a lot of love letters, but my sister said hello to the head teacher. She was already in college at that time, and our head teacher used to be her head teacher, and she still taught The best one among the students, so she reached a consensus with the head teacher, so the head teacher supervised whether I fell in love with boys, my seat was full of girls, and every love letter I received would be seen by the head teacher. Then I told my sister that my sister was going to a local university. When I got home, she didn’t wait for me to open it to see what was written. She tore it up for me and said: No puppy love, I will ignore you when you go to university up.

Well, I'm not interested anyway.

Later, I went to high school and was directly promoted from the middle school to the high school. I seemed to be more and more popular with the opposite sex, and the head teacher became the new head teacher. I didn’t have to be “monitored” anymore, and I was much freer. Love letter There were also more and more confession text messages, I was unmoved, I didn't need to take the love letter home and threw it away first, and there was no wave in my heart.I was stopped by classmates and told me they liked me.But I can actually imagine my expression at that time, it may be capitalized "indifference".So I seem to be quite unattractive to girls, and I know that I am white lotus and that I am fake and lofty behind my back.

University, my sister resolutely filled me in the Foreign Language School of C University. Obviously C University also has the School of Economics and Management, but she is still worried about me.There are few boys in the School of Foreign Languages. Although she is very strict with me, I have already seen it. Judging from my current situation, it is impossible for me to fall in love in college, and I don't want to. So Chen Xing pursued I didn't respond at all, and I refused him even more simply, so I didn't frown or feel uncomfortable when he turned around and was with Senior Sister Zhou again, it was their freedom.

I just remember he asked me at the end: Ke Xiaoyu, won't your conscience hurt?

I laughed, why does my conscience hurt, not only does it not hurt, but it is alive and kicking.

Besides, he is not the first boy who questioned me after being rejected by me. He has asked me in all kinds of ways before.

"Ke Xiaoyu, thanks to the fact that I like you so much, aren't you at all tempted by me?" Why should I be tempted? Hey!

"Ke Xiaoyu, can you really give me a chance? Don't refuse so soon, okay?" Me: No.

......

But Xu Ci is too willful, can he do whatever he wants just because he is cute?Next time I will hold her and say goodbye to her.

Angrily, I poked the rice in the bowl with my chopsticks.

Seeing me like this, Lin Xi probed and asked, "You won't quarrel with my goddess, will you?"

I shook my head and didn't speak.

Lin Xi said: "Your habit is really terrific, why don't you try talking while eating? You will find that the world is a better place." She was bewitching me, but I was determined.

Once upon a time, I was also a person who liked to "twitter" when I was eating, but my sister would slap me on the palm of my hand whenever I said a word while eating. As time passed, I really stopped talking and no one could persuade me. Said that this is a stinky problem, and I died early in the morning.

I took out my mobile phone and typed for her: I don't

Lin Xi was speechless, took a sip of water, hated iron and steel, pointed at the table with his index finger, and said, "Take a look at yourself, you know? It is said on the Internet that to be an independent little fairy, don't be happy with things or sad with yourself, be optimistic." Be strong, don't pretend to be cute and don't act like a baby, straightforward and simple and don't play tricks, this kind of girl can't find a boyfriend."

I keep typing: you think I can't find it?

Lin Xi choked on me, and surrendered: OK, OK, you are a boss, you are beautiful and you are justified.

School starts tomorrow, and the news of the roommate group is also starting to flash non-stop.

The four-person room in our dormitory is from the same department. Li Songning and I are in the same class, and the other two are in the same class. One is Wei Xiaoxiao and the other is Deng Qi.

The relationship with them is actually okay, because we were in the same dormitory when we were in school. Of course, the relationship with Li Songning is better, she goes to class with me and eats together.

The group name is [3033], which is simply the dormitory number.

Li Songning: Xiaoyu, are there many people in the school now?

Me: quite a lot.

Because there are a lot of people queuing up for dinner at the snack street at night.

Wei Xiaoxiao: Oh, school is about to start again.

Deng Qi: See you tomorrow.

Li Songning: Alright, let’s talk Xiaoyu, remember to get up early tomorrow morning, my parents are coming to the dormitory.

Deng Qi: Yes, yes, Xiaoyu, I will arrive in the morning too.

Wei Xiaoxiao: I will arrive in the afternoon.

me: um

I have a very clear understanding of myself. I will not leave a bad impression in front of adults. I was a child of someone else’s family since I was a child. I cannot leave a "lazy pig" to my roommate’s parents." "Sleeping God" is synonymous.

So I said goodnight and set the alarm for nine.

Nine o'clock is very early for me.

But after tossing and turning, I didn't fall asleep.

Night always leaves room for people to think, I was thinking, why is Xu Ci's body so soft and fragrant.

And why don't I feel this way myself?

In the end, he fell asleep vaguely, and felt the fragrance of flowers on Xu Ci's body in his breath. It was very strange. It has been so long since the afternoon, but the smell has not dissipated.

Also, I seem to have forgotten to ask her which shampoo she used during the day.

The next morning, I got up on time, washed and changed clothes.

Then sit on the chair and turn on the computer to watch the drama.

I followed an online drama, which has been updated to 20 episodes. There are a lot of jokes, and it is quite popular on the Internet. Although Lei, the picture is not exquisite enough, but the heroine is very good-looking. I like her face very much. I watched this drama. She survived by relying on her looks and acting skills.

I made a cup of oatmeal, bought bread in front of the building last night, and ate breakfast happily.

What Lin Xi said is right, I'm really lazy... I basically don't go downstairs to eat in the morning when I don't have classes, I think the building is too high, even though it's only on the third floor.I think the road is too far, and I arrived at the snack street within 50 meters.

Or just like yesterday, I woke up until noon and then went straight to lunch, including breakfast.

After a while, the door rang. I thought it was Li Songning or Deng Qi. They said they would arrive in the morning last night.

When I opened the door, I saw Xu Ci.

I was surprised because she was wearing trousers, but it didn't seem right to say that, as if she didn't wear it before, and people used to wear skirts.

She was only wearing a low-necked sweater that looked rather thin, in contrast to my thick coat.A pair of dark skinny jeans wraps her legs. The legs are thin, long and straight. This is the photoshop effect described online. She is a little taller than me, 1.7 meters by visual inspection?I'm not sure about this anyway.

Today, she changed from yesterday's slightly embarrassed appearance, and put on some light makeup. Her usually bright face is now even more amazingly beautiful.

She stretched out her hand and handed me a bag: "Hey, the gift I bought for you, I forgot to give it to you before."

I took it: "Thank you."

She went on to say: "Yesterday that..." was a bit coy.

I interrupted her: "Uh..." I didn't know what to say, I just said, "Come on, you are so good, he will like you." I'm not sure if she has confided in others I have heard these voices, but I think I still need to encourage her, even though I don't seem to want to say cheers to her.

Her eyes were shining, she grabbed my wrist a little excitedly, and asked me: "Do you really think so?"

I nodded: "Of course."

Then she calmly broke away from her hand, she squeezed it a little tight, and it hurt me a little.

She didn't look unhappy, she smiled at Yan Yan: "Then bye, I'm busy."

I said yes and closed the door.

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