i have always liked you

The appointment with Lin Xi was at noon, at a hot pot restaurant outside the school.

I said you're not afraid to smell like hot pot after eating, Lin Xi said it's okay, he happened to take a nice bath before going to roll call later.

Xu Ci was on the sofa, hugging the pillow in a daze.

I walked over to put the water glass on the coffee table, and sat down beside her with a pillow in my arms.

"Aren't you leaving?" I asked.

Xu Ci pinched the corner of the pillow, his fingertips turned slightly white.

"I'm a little nervous," she said.

I pursed my lips and smiled.

Xu Ci looked at me and pouted unhappily: "She is your good friend for four years, and I was your friend before, so I don't think there is anything wrong with it, but now, I feel very guilty."

"Why are you guilty?"

Xu Ci paused: "... Guilty abducted you."

I couldn't help but laugh.

She took the pillow from my arms and put it aside with the one in her hand.

She stood up, took a few deep breaths, and said to me, "Let's go then."

After going out the door, got off the elevator, left the community, and walked for more than ten minutes to the hot pot restaurant we had agreed upon.

This hot pot restaurant has a good reputation in the school. There are many people at night, but it is normal during the day.

We booked a private room in advance, and Lin Xi sent me a message saying that she would arrive in about half an hour, and let us order first.

The private room is not big, and there is a small square table inside, and the hot pot has not been served yet.

I sit on one side, and Xu Ci sits next to me.

The waiter came in to pour tea, and I gave Xu Ci the menu.

I gave her the pen: "You order."

Xu Ci took it, and sat a little closer to me.

"Three people can't eat much." Xu Ci hooked up the dishes, "I don't eat offal either. You can add more when Lin Xi comes."

I took out my phone and looked at it: "It's all right."

Not long after, she returned the menu to the waiter.

The waiter asked: "Red soup or mandarin duck pot?"

I said: "Red soup."

Xu Ci frowned slightly and looked at me, "Yuanyangguo, you have a bad stomach, eat less spicy food."

"Okay." I compromise.

She narrowed her eyes again, and smiled sweetly at the waiter: "Mandarin duck pot, and a bottle of soy milk, thank you."

It didn't take long for the waiter to put the bottom of the pot on and push the dishes in.

It was just the two of us in the room again.

I looked at Weibo, I haven't posted much in recent days, and the number of fans gradually dropped by more than 300, which made me very happy.

If things go on like this, I believe, there will be only those less than fifty fans left!

I looked up at Xu Ci, she was propping her chin with her right hand, and brushing the dynamics with her left hand.

I coughed and said, "Cibao."

"Huh?" She looked at me.

"I lost more than 300 followers!"

Xu Ci let out a "puchi" laugh, "So happy to lose followers?"

"Yeah." I nodded, "I used to think that Weibo was my secret base, and I didn't want others to know about it. Lin Xi asked me for a long time before I said it."

Xu Ci: "Then why did you tell me your ID when I asked you last month?"

I thought about it, and raised my eyebrows at her, "I don't know, maybe I think you will cry if I don't give it to you?"

"That's it~"

"That's it."

"Hmm... By the way, Xiaoxiao, you cried last night." She said this suddenly.

I coughed violently, and my face turned red instantly.

She smiled and turned off the phone, put the tea to my mouth, and fed me, "Take a sip of tea."

I obediently took a sip and she put down the cup.

I glared at her: "Stop talking about last night."

Xu Ci raised the corners of his lips, in a good mood: "Well, well."

This smile, the memory that I had finally suppressed came up again.

last night……

Last night I pulled her hand out of her dress and held it.

Our palms are sweaty and a little sticky.

Xu Ci stopped kissing me, put his chin on my shoulder, and breathed calmly.

Both of us were panting violently, and we were so close that I felt like I was losing my mind.

She was in my arms, her body was unbelievably soft.

Following my psychological and physical instincts, I couldn't help but put my right hand behind her head, turned around slightly, pressed her down and kissed her, and clasped her hand tightly with my left hand.

She didn't resist, and responded to me enthusiastically.

It was like a pile of dry grass suddenly ignited by a burning match.

I was hot all over, and the strange feeling made me a little confused.

But Xu Ci was not much better than me. I kissed her without skill, and pressed my forehead to hers. There was fine sweat on it, and our hair was already a little wet.

Xu Ci raised his chin slightly again and kissed my lips.

"Baby." She moved her lips against mine.

I mumbled a nasal "hmm" as a question.

She let go of me and sniffed my neck, "Do you know what you're doing?"

I nodded obediently, and replied with the remaining consciousness: "Kiss with you."

I looked down at her mouth again and pecked lightly, "It's like this."

I like her and she likes me too.

She kisses me, and I can kiss her too.

is that OK?

Xu Ci smiled softly, I couldn't see her face in the dark, I only heard her with a deep smile, "Then you..."

She stopped and didn't continue talking.

It was like this again, he said hesitantly, which aroused my curiosity, and I lowered my head and bit her chin in dissatisfaction, "Then what's wrong with me?"

She hooked her hand around my neck, "Then do you know more?"

"Ah? What do you mean?" I looked at her suspiciously, trying to see her expression when she said this, but it was too dark, and I couldn't even see her usually bright eyes.

Xu Ci turned over and pressed me on the quilt, her legs tightly bound me, she laughed, her voice was full of temptation, "If you don't know, I'll teach you~"

teach me what?I don't have time to think.

She clasped mine with one hand, pressed them on top of my head, then lowered her head, blew lightly on me, accurately caught my lips and licked them gently, as if she was eating some delicious food , When I had tasted enough, I stuck my wet tongue in, blocking all my doubts.

Her other hand moved to my waist again.

Everything came back to the original point, and I was too nervous.

Xu Ci's upper body was tightly pressed against me, two thin pieces of clothes could not block our mutual warmth, Xu Ci had a good figure, her soft chest was pressing against mine.

I gradually lost my way in her kiss, and there seemed to be something strange in the center of my leg that I couldn't control, which made me uncomfortable and felt like I was about to explode.

I used to have a serious cleanliness obsession. I never thought that there would be a day when I would exchange saliva with others.

But for Xu Ci, because he likes her, everything can be done without a bottom line and without principles.

After the kiss, I had difficulty breathing again, and she let me go, imprinting on the corner of my mouth.

I suspected that I was already lost in her kiss, relying on the most intuitive feeling of my body, finally struggled to call her softly: "Xu Ci..."

Xu Ci let go of the hand that was pressing on top of my head, put his hand on the top of my hair and stroked it, kissed my forehead, and asked me softly: "What's wrong?"

I was crying, this strange feeling made me a little panicked, "I'm uncomfortable..."

Just saying this, I didn't expect my tears to fall down the corner of my eyes.

She panicked immediately, wiped my tears, and coaxed me, "Don't cry, don't cry."

But my tears couldn't stop coming out and wet the pillows on both sides.

I whimpered and repeated, "I'm sick of..."

Xu Ci got up from me and hastily pressed the desk lamp on my side.

My eyelashes were already wet with tears, the light was blurry in my eyes at the moment, and I couldn't see Xu Ci's face clearly.

Xu Ci asked me anxiously, still wiping my tears: "Did you catch a cold again?"

I shook my head lightly, and said, "It's just my body is uncomfortable."

"Where is the pain?" she asked.

"It hurts everywhere." I replied.

"Me too," she said.

"What's wrong with you?" I asked.

She half-kneeled on the bed: "When you cry, I will die of pain."

I calmed down, sat up slowly, and leaned against the head of the bed.

She handed me the tissue and I took it.

The light from the desk lamp was soft, and she was half-kneeling in front of me. Her hair was disheveled, her face was blushing, and her neck was also red a lot. Her usually clear and clear eyes were a little blurred now.

I squeezed the quilt, I said: "I want to...", I pointed to the door, "I want to go to the toilet."

"Go ahead," she said.

I got up, put on my slippers, struggled, and looked back at Xu Ci.

She hugged her knees, looked at me, and blinked puzzledly.

The temperature on my face exploded in an instant, and my sense of shame was overwhelming. I opened the cabinet on my side, quickly took a pair of shorts and opened the door.

After I came back, Xu Ci sat back in her seat, with her legs covered by the quilt, looking at her phone.

I tiptoe to my place and lie down, breathing a sigh of relief.

"It's a normal reaction." Xu Ci said suddenly.

I immediately turned my head to look at her. After washing my face with cold water, I blushed and smoked again.

Xu Ci was looking at me with lowered eyes.

Xu Ci sighed: "It's over, I feel like I am spoiling children, even though they are all adults."

"But I'm very happy." She narrowed her eyes and raised the corners of her mouth at me.

I didn't say anything and didn't know what to say.

Just went to the bathroom and found myself...

Forget it, don't say it, it really makes me feel shy.

"Good night." She turned off the light.

I also said good night.

I really fell asleep.

It's been such an exciting night... I can't bear it.

Thinking of this, I looked at Xu Ci who was leisurely drinking tea and playing with his mobile phone.

I sighed, it was too dangerous to live with her.

But if I want to be separated from her, I can't do it.

Xu Ci raised his head and glanced at me: "Do you have something on your mind?"

I shook my head and sat beside her, leaning against her.

I thought about it, and said, "Xu Ci."

She put down her phone, put her arms around my waist, and asked me what was wrong with concern.

I looked at the bottom of the boiling pot: "I'm afraid."

"Don't be afraid." She understood me, "I'm here."

What am I afraid of?

I am afraid of being separated from her, and I am also afraid of not being able to leave her.

Lin Xi hasn't come yet, we are waiting for her.

Oh, by the way, she couldn't hold back a kiss when she had a break, no one would come in suddenly anyway, the waiter would knock on the door before coming in.

But to be honest, am I also a little addicted, it feels like taking drugs, although I haven't taken it.

It's not just that she wants to be closer to me, I want to be closer to her, but I don't know how.

What am I afraid of?I'd better stop worrying.

After a while, Lin Xi finally arrived.

There is no food in the pot yet, I am afraid that it will be overcooked when she arrives, and it will be impolite to eat in advance.

I still don't talk when I eat, I'm used to being silent, and I won't be able to change it for a while.

Lin Xi pulled out the chair and sat down, gulped down a cup of tea for himself, wiped the corners of his mouth with a paper after drinking, "I'm so fucking tired, will I die if I have one more campus bus? It took half my life to get here from the dormitory. "

I put meatballs in the pot.

Xu Ci echoed her: "It's really too little."

Lin Xi grinned at her, "Wow! Goddess, you are getting more and more beautiful!"

I glanced at her, and Lin Xi restrained herself immediately.

When I was chatting, I reminded her not to be so obsessed with girls anymore.

Lin Xi and Xu Ci just chatted one after another, what gossip is going on in the courtyard, things about their French department, and what is going on with senior sister Zhou, I just listen and don't interrupt.

The ham in the pot is ready, I put a piece in for Xu Ci.

Lin Xi teased, "Ho Ho Ho Ho, classmate Ke Xiaoyu, show your affection in front of me!"

I didn't answer, Xu Ci smiled and rolled his eyes.

In the end, I almost finished eating, and the two of them couldn't stop talking.

I put the dishes and chopsticks away and propped up the bench.

Lin Xi is very good at talking, and Xu Ci is also very good at chatting. The two have been talking since their high school life.

"Xiaoyu." Lin Xi pointed at me, his eyebrows beaming, "This guy, this guy is so arrogant, his aura is very penetrating, I used to be most afraid of her giving me a sharp look."

Xu Ci looked at me, the brows and eyes were blushing, probably from the heat.

"Well, what then?" Xu Ci asked.

"I didn't expect it, I didn't expect it." Lin Xi patted the table, "It's a shou."

"Cough cough cough", I was drinking soy milk, and I was caught off guard by her words.

The author has something to say:

Pure as white paper Ke Xiaoyu

Licensed Driver Xu Xiaoci

I'm really blindfolded and crying

See you next time on Weibo

Speed ​​up the plot

(Although it feels like there is no plot)

can't be like this every day

(Updated in advance, no principle)