i have always liked you

She held the back of my neck with her other hand, tilted her head and carefully pecked my lips gently, once and again, and then they did not separate.

I seem to be floating in the air right now.

I closed my eyes and could only support the sofa with my hands instinctively to prevent myself from sliding down.

Xu Ci was already very close to me, her lips were soft and warm against me, she slowly opened her lips, stretched out the tip of her tongue to trace the line of my lips back and forth, then licked and bit on my lips.

It was just a simple kiss at noon, but now...

I:……

My heart beat faster, my breathing was slightly short, and I felt a little out of breath.

My body couldn't hold on anymore, Xu Ci's hand holding my chin was around my waist, and this hand was trembling slightly.

She was still kissing me, green and tender.

Eh, are you young?I don't know anymore, anyway, her breathing became short of breath, and I heard someone's heartbeat, it kept beating.

But I think it's hers, and it's mine too.

Now her body is almost close to mine. I don't know when she has knelt on the sofa, holding my thighs, and holding my face in her hands.

She let go of her lips, and she said in a low voice, "Open your mouth if you can't breathe, baby."

I thought she wouldn't continue anymore, I opened my mouth obediently, but she lowered her head and blocked it again.

Xu Ci you you you you you liar!

There was a silent "accusation" in my heart.

But she didn't actually say she would stop at all.

I was forced to look up, she pried my teeth open, even though I hadn't gritted my teeth, my mind was already in a mess, and I felt like fireworks were going off in my head, I could only feel her His wet tongue carefully penetrated into my mouth and invaded my mouth.

I felt the corner of her mouth rise, and I pushed her away with my tongue, and she smiled instantly, and chuckled softly with a nasal voice.

I feel like I've been duped.

She hooked my tongue and sucked it, and danced with it, she swept my mouth, my roof, my teeth, she didn't let go.

I almost forgot to breathe, but I don't have any resistance anymore, even... I have no resistance to her, and my heart is throbbing because of this kiss.

After a while, she withdrew from my mouth, sucked my lips heavily again and let me go.

I was like someone who saw driftwood while floating in the ocean, gasping for breath with a strong desire to survive.

So is she.

After a few seconds, she slowly lowered her head again, but this time she didn't kiss me again, but her hot face was pressed against mine, rubbing against mine, like a kitten.

It was impossible to tell whose face had the higher temperature.

I:……

She hugged my waist with both hands, then laughed softly, she said, "This orange is very sweet."

"Normal." I gently pushed her, this person is really...

She acted coquettishly, "You said that you wouldn't think it was too much, it's too late to blame me now."

I paused, laughed, and took her hand and crossed my fingers.

She took a deep breath, turned her head slightly, and carefully sucked my earlobe. Between the opening and closing of her lips, the warm breath was in my ears, "in a dream."

"I dreamed of kissing you more than once." She smiled.

I:"……"

"I can't bear it any longer," she sighed contentedly again, "now it's finally not a dream."

With her earlobe in my mouth, I trembled.

I trembled and said, "You..."

She understood what I meant again, she smiled and kissed again, then withdrew from my arms and sat down, took the orange on the coffee table and put it in her mouth calmly, and said to me with a smile, "Sweet."

I blushed, and although I couldn't see their respective expressions just now, I heard the sound of tongues tangled together.

I tried my best to calm down, coughed, and asked calmly, "What's for dinner?"

Xu Ci was still smiling, "I'm already full." She said, "I just ate the most delicious food."

Ehhhhh?this person?how?That's it!

I looked at her face, she was still blushing, her normally beautiful and rosy lips were slightly swollen.

I pursed my lips and laughed at her, and felt that my lips were still burning like fire.

I said: "By the way, when Lin Xi said to have a meal with her, let's go together."

Xu Ci threw the orange peel into the trash can, wiped his fingers with a piece of paper, "Yes, I'm free on weekends."

"How about tomorrow?" I thought for a while and said, anyway, tomorrow is Saturday, which is more suitable.

"Wait." Xu Ci sat next to me, "The day after tomorrow? I suddenly remembered that we will go to the movies tomorrow, and I bought all the tickets."

"Huh?" I was surprised.

"When did you buy it?"

"While on the road, I felt that it would be a pity to just stay at home tomorrow, so we can go to the city tomorrow and come back at night."

"Oh, fine." I nodded, "Then I'll tell Lin Xi."

Xu Ci approached me again and kissed my face: "I'm hungry."

I stood up immediately, afraid that she would continue to make any moves. I don't want to have a second time for the wonderful but strange feeling just now.

Give me time to digest and digest.

By the way, what date is it today?My first kiss is gone.

I turned around and looked at her from top to bottom: "Shall I eat fried rice?"

Xu Ci "huh" for a while, narrowed his eyes obediently, his face full of satisfaction, "It's fine, anyway, I like to eat whatever you cook."

She switched the TV channel, it was a prime-time hit drama starring Qi Siqiao.

I first steamed the rice with the rice cooker, and then went to the refrigerator to get the vegetables.

"I think Qi Siqiao's acting is pretty good." Xu Ci watched the play with relish.

I echoed: "It's okay, I've seen some."

Xu Ci added: "I thought you were not interested in these before."

"I'm not very interested." I replied, "I'll watch some to pass the time when I'm bored. Now the heroine you're watching is Qi Siqiao. Lin Xi likes her very much, so she gave me a lot of Amway, so I just have more or less." Read some."

She quieted down, and I went into the kitchen to wash and choose vegetables.

Not long after, Xu Ci came over and leaned against the door to look at me.

"What's the matter?" I asked, feeling her sinking mood now.

Xu Ci bowed his head and twisted his fingers, the toe of his right foot tapped the ground lightly, without saying a word.

I don't know why, but I know she must have something to say.

I shook the water off my hands and walked over to her.

I was a little overwhelmed by her sullen look.

I asked her repeatedly: "What's wrong with you, Cibao?"

She drooped her head, looked at me hesitantly, and still didn't speak.

I looked at her suspiciously, she bit her lip, and said leisurely, "I..."

I laughed, took her hand and squeezed it, "What's wrong with you?"

This is the third time I've asked.

She seemed to have made up her mind, and took a deep breath: "I envy Lin Xi."

"what?"

"But envious of her."

"what?"

She looked at me, the light from the kitchen shone on her, and she exuded a soft breath, but she pouted unhappy, like a child who didn't get candy.

"I'm envious that she has known you for nearly four years, and I'm jealous that she is your best friend, has known you longer than me, and knows you better than me."

"Oh." I smiled knowingly, "I see."

I moved closer to her, kissed her tightly pressed lips, and comforted her.

"Don't be jealous." I turned around, "You are my girlfriend, okay?"

She pulled me angrily, and made me face her and look at her.

"But..." She frowned her delicate eyebrows and wrinkled her beautiful nose, "What should I do if I can't help it?"

"First of all, I am very grateful that you can tell me what is in your heart. After all, we all need to communicate." I hugged her and comforted her, "Secondly, trust me, okay?"

Xu Ci also hugged me and put his hands on my back, "I don't believe you."

She kissed me on the forehead, then down to my eyes.

"I just don't believe in myself," she said. "You always think you're too good. I'm stressed."

With a "ding", the rice in the rice cooker is all steamed.

Let her go, I washed my hands and went to wash the vegetables.

I said, "I've always felt bad about myself."

"You said it." Xu Ci leaned against the door again, his eyes never leaving me.

I didn't go on. There are many reasons why I feel bad about myself, and I don't really want to tell her.

What if she doesn't like me after listening to it?

I kept my hands in my hands, quietly doing what I was doing.

After a while she said, "I'm going back to the living room."

I nodded.

After taking a shower and drying our hair, the two of us were in our respective quilts, leaning against the head of the bed.

Xu Ci was playing with his mobile phone, looking at me from time to time.

I also play with my mobile phone, but there is nothing to see, and my mind is not on the mobile phone all the time.

I simply put away my phone and put it on a side cabinet, lay down, and covered myself with the quilt.

I carefully choose the words, "Xu Ci."

I called her name again.

"I used to be withdrawn," I said.

I close my eyes, remembering.

"The most memories I have in the past are in the study, that is the place where I face the wall and think about my past."

"Make small mistakes, like coming home late, facing a wall one day, and not being able to go to school the next day."

"If you make a big mistake, such as failing to get the first place in the exam and facing the wall for three days, you don't have to go to school for these three days."

"Even in the eyes of others, it's not really a mistake."

"So the deepest memory of my childhood is in the study room, where the cold walls, dead books, and bad-smelling air have been my nightmares for a long time."

"However, when I grow up, it seldom happens anymore, because my sister went to other provinces to study."

"My parents..." I calmed down, "I don't know how to describe my parents, maybe they regret having me."

"I'm sick and I have a cold, they don't care."

"How I live, how I live, they don't care."

"Later, I came first in the exam every time. I used to hope that they could praise me, but they didn't."

"That's why I have doubted myself since I was a child. Is it because I am really bad? So it is always like this, and I don't get any praise for it."

"Since junior high school, I have lived alone, and I will not go to play with others. I will sleep when I have nothing to do, so it is a habit for me to like sleeping so much now."

"I don't think I'm a likable person, so I've become more and more silent."

"One year, two years, three years, I also don't like communicating with the outside world more and more."

Having said this, I stopped and didn't really want to continue.

Zhou Ting said that when she first came into contact with me, she thought I was dumb, but in fact she felt right, maybe the me I used to be can really be described like this.

There was sobbing sound from my side, I turned my head to look at Xu Ci.

She was crying, tears streaming down, crystal clear under the light.

I blinked, holding back the tears.

I laughed at her: "Why are you crying?"

She wiped away her tears with a tissue next to her, took a deep breath, then approached me and hugged me.

"My heart aches," she said.

She buried her face in my neck and held me so quietly, breathing steadily.

She is very gentle.

I patted her on the back, "I'm fine now."

"I don't really think about the past. I always feel that I am a non-mainstream girl." I teased myself.

My eyes were pantothenic again, and I was sleepy now, so I said, "Go to sleep."

"I'll tell you something later."

"Okay." She got up and turned off the light.

Then she found my lips and kissed, sticking to me.

"Good night baby."

"Yeah." After I answered this word, I fell asleep.

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